about i love you

Wen Wen didn't want to go back to the bookstore they opened, and kept silent all the time, his parents followed behind, not knowing where he was going, and worried, they followed him cautiously with steps.

I went up to talk to him and I asked "what the hell is going on?"

"Lv Qiang just told me, I don't know, he said he has AIDS, let me check."

"Ah."

I didn't know what to say, so I could only answer a single word, and then I turned my face slightly to look at his side face in a daze. He was still as immature as before, with good skin, better than girls, good-looking, and not too obvious. femininity.

But he used to always have crooked eyebrows and eyes, but now he just stares at the ground with big eyes. When crossing the road, he doesn’t look at the road. A car whizzes by, and his parents are behind him, anxiously wanting to go forward. But dare not.

I stretched out my hand to pull him, but he refused to let me pull, and said flatly, "Don't touch me."

I crossed the street beside him and asked "what are you going to do now?"

His parents came from behind and said in a panic, "Let's go back, Wenwen, let's go back to France, don't stay here."

Wen Wen turned his face to the side, looked at the sun in the distant sky, and said after a while, "Okay."

Later, his parents took him away, and I don't know where they went. His parents rejected me and refused to let me follow. I took my things and went back to the house in Wenyang.

I'm exhausted, but I don't know where to start.

I want to call Lu Qiang and ask him why he would do this, leaving a good person and not cherishing it, and still making such a fuss.

But I don't want to fight, Lu Qiang, Xu Xiangqian, AIDS, I can hardly imagine how we have come to this point since we grew up together, how many times have I told Xu Xiangqian to stop talking to those people all day Undeserved women mixed together, but he wouldn't listen, me, I'm going to fuck.

Fuck!

I slammed the cup on the table to the ground, and there was a crisp sound. A new supermarket was built outside the door, and singing was played there at night, which made me upset.

I have become a homeless person.

"Hello, Brother Shi Yang."

I called Shi Yang, put the cigarette in my mouth and put it back. When I was abroad, I smoked too much, drank alcohol, and finally coughed up blood. I'm sorry, I didn't do any more of this.

The little knot between Shi Yang and I has been solved long ago, it was not a big deal in the first place.

"I'm back, where are you now?"

"at home."

I responded casually. Before I came back, I didn't ask where Wen Mengliang was. Although I thought he wouldn't lie to me, I felt uncomfortable and planned to talk about it when I came back.

Shi Yang laughed when he heard it, and then said, "I'm just idle, let's come to the cake shop to have a look."

I was really free, so I agreed, threw my things in the living room, opened the door and walked out.

The weather is very hot, the college entrance examination has passed, those who should work go out to work, and those who should rest at home are resting at home. Everyone walks on the road with different thoughts, and so do I.

I opened the door and walked in. His cake shop only sells cakes and nothing else. Anyway, he has money, so there is no shortage of money to spend. I heard that his book is about to be made into an online drama. , It must be another big gain.

My parents didn't provide me with the money to go abroad, the money was given to me by Wen Mengliang, I don't know if it was Shi Yang's share.

I'm ready. I checked it when I was abroad, and I'll work in a company after I come back. The salary is not bad. In addition, I can also earn extra money. If the family doesn't talk about two things, whoever spends the money will not spend it.

"Papa, Papa...Papa, look. Papa..."

A very small voice sounded, and I looked over in surprise. Standing next to Wen Mengliang was a little boy over one year old. He was very small, spoke inarticulately, and was wearing crisp short-sleeved shorts. WTF.

Shi Yang also saw me, raised his head and smiled at me, leaned over and whispered something in the little boy's ear.

The little boy stumbled towards me, calling "Daddy, Daddy."

Yep, I also have a cheap son.

I picked him up and asked, "How do you know I'm your father?"

He looked at me in confusion, and then kissed my right cheek with his wet mouth. I turned my head to look at Wen Mengliang. He stood up and walked this way, and his smile widened with each step. Laugh when you speak.

The child came down from my arms, walked to Wen Mengliang's side, and called Dad too.

Shi Yang came over and said, "Meng Liang asked him to look at your photo and call you Dad since he was a child. The effect is not bad, and he recognized you at a glance."

I raised my eyebrows and glanced at him, and asked, "What's the boy's name?"

"I don't know, I said I will pick it up when you come back."

I picked the child up from Wen Mengliang's lap, and asked, "Do you have a nickname?"

"Yes, it's called Chenchen."

I called "Chenchen."

He said sweetly, "Dad."

I called again, "Chenchen."

He said "Dad."

I looked at Wen Mengliang, sighed and said, "Let's go, go home first."

Shi Yang was very considerate and didn't keep us. I took Chenchen and Wen Mengliang home together. On the way, Chenchen was very quiet, didn't say much, stayed in my arms obediently, and occasionally reached out to pull my hair Silk, little strength, no pain.

After returning home, Wen Mengliang explained to me the ins and outs of the matter. He knew the girl he married, and she was one of the few people who didn't laugh at him when he was young. At that time, the girl was pregnant, but the child's father didn't want it.

His family was too tight, even if he had no relationship, he knew that my family would not accept the news that his son was gay was spread all over the streets in that small place, so he lied a little.

In fact, the two didn't even bother to get a marriage certificate.

"Without a marriage certificate, how did he get his household registration?"

I pointed at Chenchen and said, he seemed to have heard me talking about him, and called out "Dad" to me again.

My head hurts, how did Wen Mengliang teach.

Wen Mengliang took a piece of paper and wrote: Shi Yang found some connections.Just registered, no hassle.

Money is easy.

"Understood, pack up and go to bed."

Chenchen came back to see me and said, "I want to sleep with Dad."

I nodded indifferently. I also took care of He Yan when she was young. To be honest, I was quite experienced.

I really slept well at night, Chenchen was very good, the next day, I thought of another thing, he said that Chenchen didn't have a name, so what was written in the household registration book.

I asked Wen Mengliang, she is very arrogant now, she also likes to ignore me, so she wrote a note and handed it to me, and went to tease Chenchen.

What he said is very simple and can be changed. The current name is Wen Chen, which is quite ugly.

When I walked over, Chenchen was holding a stack of photos in her hand, and when she saw me passing by, she raised her hand and said, "Dad, Dad, Dad."

I took the photos in his hand, they were all me, and they were quite complete, similar to the ones I had laid out next to Wen Mengliang when I went back that time. They were all life photos. He secretly took pictures of me. Recognized unconsciously.

"come over."

He was looking at me, I said something to him, and walked into the bathroom.

He followed me, and as soon as he came in, I pressed him against the wall, leaned over and kissed him, he stretched out his arms and hugged my waist, and the familiar love and attachment appeared in his eyes, I smiled , kissed more deeply.

When Chinese New Year was approaching, my sister called me and said, "Brother, I miss you, when are you going home?"

I stopped what I was doing and asked, "Where are my parents?"

"Dad and Mom are watching TV, brother, when are you coming back?"

"Come back in two days, tell your parents."

"Oh, oh, okay, brother, hurry up, I haven't seen you for a long time."

He Yan is about ten years old now, and I don’t remember very clearly. She was in the fifth grade of elementary school, and she was babbling all day long. She didn’t look like a girl. After I went abroad, I contacted my parents several times. Ignore me, it will be fine after several times, they see that my wings are too hard, and they don't want to care about me.

Probably so.

On the day of 27, I took Wen Mengliang and Chenchen back to Shangshao. He had basically lost contact with his family. His parents knew almost nothing about him. I knew that Wen Mengliang was actually not What kind of soft-hearted person, perhaps, he is more vengeful than I imagined. What happened when I was a child and the harsh treatment I received have long been rooted in my bones, so it is not so easy to forget.

My parents opened the door, and were taken aback when they saw Wen Mengliang, and then looked at Chenchen in my arms.

I started sending money home earlier to tell them not to go out to work. I was too tired, but I still didn't stop the malicious growth of white hair on their heads.

He Yan was watching TV, and when she heard me coming back, she ran out of the house, first looked at Chen Chen suspiciously, then poked his face with her hand, and asked, "Brother, who is this?"

"Your nephew, let's go, go back."

I put Chenchen on the sofa, followed my mother into the kitchen, and then called out "Mom, he..."

I wanted to tell my mother about Wen Mengliang and Chenchen, but my mother waved her hand and said, "Needless to say, I know everything."

knowledge?

"At that time, this child's mother came to us and said that he should tell the neighbors about your liking for men. Your father's face turned pale at that time, and he almost went to the hospital. The next day, the child, oh, it was That little mute came with a young man, and he talked about a lot of things in bits and pieces, how you and that man named Wen Mengliang have spent the past few years, and what your future plans are, anyway. If you don’t have a child, it’s considered an adoption.”

At the end, her voice choked up, and she said, "It's good, it's good, that's it."

I reached out and hugged her shoulder, turned around and walked out. In the living room, He Yan was playing with Chenchen and said, "Nephew, I'll play a song for you. Come on, one, two, three, you sing along with me."

The familiar melody sounded, I twitched the corners of my mouth, and she sang in her small voice: You are my little apple...

My father and Wen Mengliang stared at each other. When they saw me coming out, they quickly looked away. Wen Mengliang moved to the side. I sat down beside him and said, "Dad, I'll bring you a I bought your favorite wine, and I will take it apart later, and I must have a good drink tonight."

My dad nodded sullenly, got up and walked out.

Wen Mengliang and I looked at each other, patted his hand, and then got up and turned off He Yan's song. I listened to it too much, and my ears were tired.

The author has something to say: I can’t post more than 4000, so I cut it up, don’t think it’s too short.