about i love you

In the beginning of summer in 2015, the news said that there was a sudden hailstorm in a place in our province. As I was watching, Chenchen pointed to the screen and said, "Ice, ice... Dad, ice..."

I patted his head and hugged him on my lap. The phone rang suddenly. I picked it up and saw that it was Lu Qiang calling. I haven't contacted him for a long time, so I don't know what to say.

After answering the phone, the first thing he said was "He Su, Wen Wen is dead."

I was stunned for a moment, I put my hand on Chenchen's head and didn't move, the other hand was holding the phone, feeling a little unsteady, so I quickly moved it up again.

His voice was uncontrollably hoarse, and he asked, "How did you die?"

"He committed suicide by cutting his wrists. After he died, my dad, ah, no, his dad called me and said yes, and asked if I could go and have a look."

I nodded my head in a bit of emptiness and said, "Go."

"He Su, I really didn't mean it. I really love Wenwen. He is so nice. I really love him. I always remember the first time I saw him. I didn't know him well in France. , I didn’t know anything, and then I met him, he was always willing to help others, he helped me, and later, later we got together, He Su, I really love him.”

At the end, he was crying uncontrollably, I put Chenchen down, pointed to the room and said, "Go and find Wen Mengliang."

He slid off my lap and walked slowly back to the room. Wen Mengliang carried him in and closed the door.

I told Lu Qiang, "I know."

"I'm drunk, He Su, people become stupid when they're drunk, really, He Su, I didn't expect that Xu Xiangqian was fucking looking for girls in Ningyuan all day long, and he has already been infected. Fuck me, he How could it be so...so...so..."

He didn't know what to say, his voice was so hoarse, I said, "I see."

He hung up the phone, and I really didn't know what to say.

On June 6st, Children's Day, Wen Mengliang and I took Chenchen out to play. Shiyang's cake shop business was so good that he didn't even have time to greet us. I asked him before why he opened such a shop when he was so rich. store.

"He likes to eat cake," he said.

I nodded, and suddenly felt that I was poking people's hearts every day.

Chenchen ate the cake with a small spoon, with a ring of cream on her lips, I took a photo and posted it on Weibo, and accidentally posted it as the official account of the deep-rooted love, so I didn't pay attention.

As a result, his comments exploded in an instant. Husband, you actually have a child. Husband, your son is so cute. Ahhh, pinching my face, hubby, my heart is broken...

Man Qing is my husband, I reluctantly showed it to Wen Mengliang, he put his phone away, hugged my neck and kissed, I frowned, and looked at the sleeping Chenchen next to me.

He went back, took a piece of paper and wrote: Go buy him a bed.

I nodded and stroked his hair.

It is now June 2015, 6, the college entrance examination tomorrow, and I posted a photo of Chenchen on Wen Mengliang's Weibo.

Attached: I wish you all the best for the college entrance examination.

Comments or something, let's watch it tomorrow, Chunxiao is worth a thousand dollars.

The author has something to say: extra, leave a comment, that's all, please spread the flowers, thank you.

53 Fanwai 1 Wenwen 1: Just like that summer many years ago, he walked up to him and said, "Hello, can I help you?"

The new year has just passed, and the taste of the new year has not yet passed. There is a custom here in Wenyang. The year will not be counted until after the fifteenth day. It is the fourteenth day, and the wind is blowing coldly on people, but it can't stop it. People's faces are full of joy.

Wen Wen leaned on Lu Qiang, pointed at the fragments of firecrackers outside the window, and said, "Go, sweep away, it's so dirty, you only know how to make garbage, but don't know how to clean it up, what kind of quality?"

Lu Qiang rolled his eyes at him, let go of his arms around his waist, and said with a smile, "It's as if you didn't let go, I'm so lazy."

Wen Wen ignored him, turned around and went back to the place where the books were kept. After reading for a while, he felt bored, so he took paper and pen to write and draw.

Lu Qiang went to sweep the floor. Without gloves, his fingers were red from the cold. He walked over to Wen Wen and pressed his hand on his neck. Wen Wen screamed and stood up, shrinking his neck back hard. , keep saying "cool, don't move, hey, cool, get out, stay away from me."

Lu Qiang blew his head, moved closer to the table, and said, "What are you writing?"

"I didn't write anything. I wrote it for fun. Hey, you have stayed in China longer than me. Look, how did I write?"

Wen Wen leaned over from the side, clasped Lu Qiang's hand with both hands to keep him warm, Lu Qiang took the paper to read, and couldn't help twitching the corners of his mouth after reading it.

The jasper makeup is one tree high, and ten thousand green silk ribbons hang down.

I want to go up to the blue sky and embrace the bright moon, poor young master, I am afraid of heights.

what?

He put the paper on the table, freed his hand from Wen Wen's, and commented in a serious manner, "The ancient style is very strong, and it can't be seen that it was written by modern people. It's great, it's great, it's very good." Great."

Wen Wen smiled, happily put away the paper and stuffed it into a book.

"Hey, I knew you would say that. My mother always said that my Chinese is very good."

Wen Wen sat on Lu Qiang's lap, hugged his neck with both hands, and kept his lips very close, touching them from time to time.

"What is your mother, that's our mother."

Lu Qiang reached into his clothes and twisted them maliciously.

Wen Wen wrinkled his nose, and said with disgust, "Who wants to marry you, don't listen to my mother's nonsense, I won't marry you, look, you are not as handsome as He Su, and your personality is not as good as He Su , even the voice is not as nice as Brother He Su, not even half as good as him."

Lu Qiang grinned, "He Su is really nice, but if you dare to get close to him, his little mute will torture you into scum in no time, don't worry about it."

Wen Wen was about to get off his lap, but suddenly heard a laughing exclamation, "Ah, did I come at the wrong time?"

Wen Xiao was wearing a white coat and standing in the corridor. There was a gallery outside their place, and there was no place to hide. She thought that no one was coming at this time, so she didn't close the door.Wen Wen blushed uncommonly, got off Lu Qiang's lap, and said, "You didn't go out to play, why are you here at this time?"

Wen Xiao smiled, wearing a scarf, her face was still red from the cold, she walked a little inside, found a sofa to sit down, and said, "I just have nothing to do, come and see you little couple How are you doing, my group of sisters have been thinking about it."

"We are doing well, but you, I heard that a handsome guy from your company is chasing you, how are you thinking?"

Lu Qiang pulled Wen Wen over to sit down again, basically ignoring Wen Xiao's existence, Wen Wen glared at him, but Wen Xiao was so happy that his eyes rolled up.

She didn't bother to answer Lu Qiang's words, she took out her mobile phone and "clicked" a picture. This girl has reached a certain level, no matter what actions she sees, she will take pictures, but she also knows how to measure, so she collects it herself. It has not been disseminated outside.

Wen Wen came over and said, "Let me see, how did the filming go?"

Wen Xiao handed him the phone, and said dissatisfiedly, "I've taken so many photos of you, and I still don't believe my skills. You are enough."

Wen Wen ignored her complaints, holding his mobile phone to watch, the light was ambiguous, he sat on Lu Qiang's lap, Lu Qiang held his waist with one hand, and pressed his hand with the other, their faces were far apart Very close, it looks like they are kissing from this angle, the angle is really a strange thing.

He smacked his lips, handed the phone to Wen Xiao, and said, "Send it to me when I go back."

Wen Xiao took a look at Lu Qiang, hey, it's not a good little trick to hide from Xiaoshou, she obviously sent it to Lu Qiang every time she took a photo and went back.

Fifteen, in the evening, Lu Qiang answered a phone call, he seemed very happy, and said to Wen Wen after answering, "Wen Wen, I'm going out for a while, don't wait for me tonight, go to bed early."

Wen Wen was lying on the bed reading comics, but when he heard this sentence, he refused to obey, he jumped up and said, "You clearly promised me to watch the Lantern Festival Gala with me tonight, but you didn't watch the Spring Festival Gala with me, so you can't break your promise."

"Hey. What's so interesting about this? Besides, you can watch it for yourself if you want. Don't make trouble. Our middle school classmates have a party, and everyone is going to it. I can't be absent, right?"

Wen Wen rushed forward and grabbed his neck, grinned and said, "I don't."

"It's just a party, what's there to see?"

"I don't. I've been abroad and haven't seen it."

"I really have to go. Look, I haven't seen you for so many years. The squad leader called me specially. Wenwen, don't make trouble. I'll take you to Shiyang's cake shop tomorrow to eat cakes. Will it work?" ?”

Wen Wen entangled him relentlessly, saying, "I'll go too."

Lu Qiang took his hand off his neck helplessly, and said, "Just now, the squad leader specifically ordered me not to bring my family. Look, I'm not an important person, so I can't break the rules."

Wen Wen got angry, he let go of his hands and sat on the bed with his lips pursed, his legs crossed, half kneeling and half sitting, Lu Qiang stretched out his hand to stroke his hair, and he dodged away.

After a while, there was the sound of the door opening and closing, and he quickly ran down from the bed, ignoring his shoes, and ran forward on the cold floor.

After opening the door, Lu Qiang's car had just turned a corner. He stomped his feet resentfully. Feeling cold again, he turned and went back to the house.

In the middle of the night, the fireworks outside the window had been set off one after another, but Lu Qiang still hadn’t come back. Wen Wen sat on the sofa with a quilt wrapped around him and watched TV. In the middle of the night, there was nothing to watch, and he didn’t dare to watch ghost movies , I was bored watching TV, and I didn’t know what to watch while watching a movie, so I sucked my nose.

He stood up and walked out again, looking out the window, but there was no sign of Lu Qiang's car, so he returned to the sofa, squinting his eyes to watch a documentary about something he didn't know.

After looking at it, he fell asleep. When he woke up the next day, his neck hurt so badly from himself. He frowned and sat up from the sofa.

Lu Qiang has not come back yet.

In the afternoon, he was resting on the bed, when the sound of the door opening came from outside, he immediately got up from the bed, and saw Lu Qiang walking inside, when he saw him, he was taken aback for a moment, and then showed a somewhat Weird smile.

"what happened?"

He took a step forward and stroked his messy hair.

Lu Qiang frowned and looked at him, "It's cold on the ground, either go back to bed, or put on a pair of shoes."

"Oh."

He nodded, and went back to the room, always feeling that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell.

"hug."

Wen Wen opened his arms and tilted his head on the bed to look at Lu Qiang. Lu Qiang was putting on his shoes. Hearing this, he stood up, walked over and hugged him, kissed the tip of his nose, Wen Wen smiled Kissing back, he thrashed and pulled Lu Qiang onto the bed.

"Don't make trouble, I have other things to do today." Lu Qiang looked at Wen Wen helplessly, trying to pull him down.

"No, you haven't touched me for three months. I want to counterattack and make you unforgettable."

Lu Qiang's eyes darkened. Anyway, today's matter is not a big deal. Xu Xiangqian called and said that he had something to look for him suddenly, so he had to talk to him face to face. What could happen to Xu Xiangqian was the most important thing about this little baby on his body.

The weather in May was too hot, and the two of them were tired of lying on the bed for a long time. The silent mobile phone kept flickering by the bedside, and no one cared about it.

After Wen Wen heard Lu Qiang's words, he didn't believe it. He really didn't believe it. He smiled and pinched Lu Qiang's face, saying, "You lied to me, right? You are with me all day, where is the chance?" Don’t lie to me about this kind of disease, are you stupid?”

Lu Qiang dodged his touch, with an expression on his face that was about to cry, and said in a trembling voice, "I didn't lie to you, Wenwen, go and check."

He didn't expect, how could it be like this, Xu Xiangqian's phone call last time was so important, why didn't he answer it, why didn't he go, why...it happened like this.

He tightly covered his eyes, the tears couldn't fall, he was so dry and uncomfortable, he had already checked it out, but it didn't matter at all, Wenwen, his Wenwen...

Wen Wen took two steps back, his expression slowly changed, "Is what you said true?"

Lu Qiang nodded silently, and handed out a checklist.

Wen Wen stretched out his hand to take it, and only glanced at it. His head felt as if he had been hit by a heavy object. The pain was severe, it really hurt, and it hurt everywhere.

He stood there, not daring to move, the smile on his face was stiffly placed on his face before he could take it back, looking extremely weird.

Yes, this is all very weird.

Really, it's weird, why, I don't know anything.

I went to the hospital for an examination in June, accompanied by my parents, and when the results came out, he was scared, really scared, no one could say, he called He Su, Brother He Su, something happened to me, Brother He Su, something happened to me... Something happened to me, Brother He Su...

The mobile phone fell from the hand, and people came and went in the aisle, like a painting, very empty, like a fake.

He Su came in from the door and reached out to touch him, but he dodged it.

Don't touch me, it's contagious.

My parents kept crying behind me, saying let's go home, Wenwen, let's go home.

Go home... home, where is it?

He walked on the road alone, cars came and went, the sky was bright, life was unimaginably beautiful, a car whizzed by, he dodged for a while, and met He Su's worried eyes.

Don't touch me, it's contagious.

The author has something to say:

I hurt.

54 Fanwai 1, Wenwen 2: I tried to hold it tight, but it was in vain.

Wen Wen went back to France with his parents, beautiful streets, beautiful houses, and beautiful scenery. He was only in his twenties, and he hadn’t seen anything, nothing, nothing.

He often sits alone in the room in a daze, not going anywhere, holding the photo that Wen Xiao sent him before, in a very comfortable light and shadow, two people who love each other very much.

JJ Lin's song rang repeatedly on the phone.

Do you wear an extra layer in cold weather?

Stars fall and take away my thoughts wandering like a river

It's up to me to lose or own the pyrotechnic foam

I shook my hands and clenched it desperately, but it was in vain

Life and light are bright and dark

Looking at the roundabout scars but can't do anything for you I hate me

Hiding behind Yong Ye and looking for the exit of Shimmer

You and I parted forever

The painful tears of each years answer and ask themselves

In front of you is the slope of eternal day

Sorry, goodbye, he committed suicide in his own room, the sun was fine that day, just like when I first met Lu Qiang a few years ago, on the streets of Paris, watching that man scurrying around like a headless chicken.

Then go over and ask "Hi, how can I help you?"

After all, my mother said that my Chinese is very good.

After Lu Qiang called He Su, he flew to France. He hadn't been here for a long time. It seemed like many years ago, but in fact it was only two years ago.

Wen Wen's parents didn't pay much attention to him, they just told him where Wen Wen's tomb was and then left. He brought Wen Wen's favorite flowers and fruits to see him, and brought his favorite wine, This person is gluttonous, just like a snack.

I sat in front of the tomb for a long time, didn't have anything to say, just drank, originally drank small sips, and then poured it into my stomach continuously, snacks, I love you, really.

He stumbled and drank, walked up the mountain and shouted, his mouth was wide open, but he didn't know what to say.

Then he was gone, for many reasons.

ill.

One person is missing.

It's a blessing to die like this.

12 years after five episodes

12 Years of Meeting You

Diary from Deep Roots

In the summer of 2003, SARS had not yet arrived, and the air was as fresh as ever.

As for the many first times, they all have something to do with you and make up my broken life.

First time meeting.

I don't remember how old I am, but I remember you, I was 13 years old, so I am 12 years old in this way.You are still very naive, staring at the third-year classmate who bullied me, but didn't move, then turned around and glanced at me, turned and left quietly.

When the fist hit me, I was still recalling your gaze, it was very cold, very cold, very thin, I have never seen anyone like you, there is no vitality in your eyes, a plain silence.

Talk for the first time.

In October 2004, you were in the second year of middle school, and you were not my mother's student. You stood behind a tree smoking, tilted your head and asked "..."

I'm really sorry, I didn't learn lip language at that time, so I didn't know what you said, but I remember that the sky was blue that day, and I'm an emotional person by nature. If I wasn't deaf and dumb, I might have been silent for a long time.

The sky is blue, the sun is dazzling, the clouds are light, and you are smoking at the age of 14.

I pursed my lips and stood opposite you, seeing your surprised and impatient expression, as well as the faint gray on your fingertips, I guessed that you must have accidentally touched your hands while doing your homework and forgot to wash them off.

You looked at me for a while, then frowned and turned away. At that time, you were not very tall, and you hadn’t grown up yet. Your eyes were big, and even when you squinted, there was light. I felt that I should study hard. Learn something else.

Probably, just to have a deeper connection with a person like you.

I'm 13 and no one talks to me, they always hit me, they always lie to me, ask me for money, they think I'm a fool, they're so stupid, one day, I'm a fool than all of them They all stand higher and walk farther, moreover, in a silent way.

I can only be silent.

Live together for the first time.

A few days later, maybe I misremembered the time, after all, it has been ten years.

You wrote me a piece of paper: I think your dormitory is very clean, and I want to live with you.

I looked at the note and smiled, but not in front of you. I pretended to be panicked and opened my eyes wide in front of you. When I saw you clenched your fists in displeasure, I nodded when you were about to leave.

Your frown unfurls, when you were young, you were not really cold and fearless, I guess you felt lonely, I don't know very well, because you never told me these things, even if Later you lived in my dormitory and never spoke to me.

Maybe you think I'm a deaf-mute, talking to me is meaningless, maybe you think I'm not a person worthy of your communication, there are many possibilities, I got a notebook, and I made inferences on it, I inferred for a long time, but I didn't come to any conclusion any conclusions.

In the eyes of the teacher, you are a good boy. I seldom go home, but only once, I saw my mother say at the dinner table that a man named He Su in the second grade of junior high school was very smart and well-behaved, and he did not do bad things. Excellent grades, listen to the teacher.

Yes, your name is He Su.

What she knows is not right at all. You smoke and drink, hang out with those who like to fight, and most dislike those who are serious about studying. Maybe you are a contradictory body in your bones, doing what you least like. The kind of people I don't like the most.

After you moved your things here, you often live here. The conditions here are better than the dormitory. You are very satisfied. You will smile at me when you are happy, and treat me like air when you are unhappy.

I bought a lot of books, signed up for classes again, secretly asked my sister for money, learned lip language, learned Chinese characters, looked up dictionaries, read novels, and read classics. No one knew about it.

I am a smart person, but even a smart person must be diligent.

Especially you, He Su, you are the root of my diligence.

I'm such a pervert, a sneaky pervert.

first touch

In March 2005, not long after school started, the air was cold in winter, I deliberately covered you with the quilt at night, and I caught a cold the next day.

You reached out to touch my forehead, and I stared at you with eyes wide open. Disgust flashed in your eyes, and then you turned around and walked out. When you touched my forehead, what I thought was, I finally let you touch it. I did it once.

Although, it doesn't really matter.

You have never smoked in front of me. I know you have a bad drink capacity. Once you came back drunk and half-lyed on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze. At that time, I wanted to strangle you to death.

Really, I want to kill you.

You are by my side, so far away from me, I can't touch you, I want to destroy you, but I don't, getting along is the best way to eliminate the distance in this world, you came here by yourself, maybe, yes Doomed.

first kiss

In 2005, or, in 2006, it was very cold, you came back from the outside with a cold body, I didn't lock the door, I knew you would come back, that person named He Lian likes you, I know her.

With a vicious look, she clings to you all day long, she is so annoying, if she is by your side again, I will kill her.

kill her.

When you came in, you were surprised to see that I was awake.

But your consciousness is a little unclear, it seems to be unhappy, and it seems to be happy. In short, it is irritability. From your slightly frowning brows, I can see your hidden emotions.

I know you better than anyone.

I follow you every day, and I secretly take pictures of you.

You don't even know.

You come over and ask me "Have you brushed your teeth?"

I don't know what you want to express, you are frowning, your eyes are very red, and your face is also very red, it's so pretty, you'd better not drink alcohol in the future, it's so pretty when you drink it on your face.

I nodded.

Your lips moved closer together, carrying the cold air of the cold night, when the tip of your tongue penetrated, I even wanted to shudder, you hugged me and didn't let go, I thought, I was your world, of course, It's impossible, I know.

However, you actually kissed me, which is almost impossible in your usual waking state.

After the kiss, you lay on the bed and fell asleep. You were drunk, although not very drunk, but you were still drunk. I want you to sleep a little longer, but class is about to start, my mother is very strict, and you are about to take the high school entrance examination.

I have decided, no matter where you go in the high school entrance examination, I will follow you. It is not interesting to go to school. If I don't go to school, I will follow you.

I never, in front of you, pretended.

The author has something to say: Don't do this.