Han Zigao

More than two years ago, Mrs. Hao entered the door and cried after entering the door, only to realize that he was not with her. I was very happy at that time. Thinking of later hearing that he killed the whole family of Mrs. Xin, including Mrs. Xin.

At this time, people with relatives in Wu Xing went to inquire and found out that he had been with a man named Han Zigao all along!Eat and live together!

And the reason why he didn't perform Zhou Gong's ceremony with her was probably because this man, Han Zigao, had nothing to do with him.He never came home again, nor did he allow all the ladies and children to come to him.

It has been nearly 4 years since she was found by her uncle Chen Baxian. Chen Wei'er is going to marry Han Zigao, and they have already produced a child, and this child has to be raised by herself!

"If something happens to this child, neither you nor your son will survive." This is what Chen Baxian said to himself.

When her husband saw him, he seemed to be even more indifferent, and he just nodded coldly.It’s been almost 4 years, and my husband is 33 years old. He is still so handsome. He looks the same as when he left home 4 years ago. He seems to be paler and thinner. sick.

He doesn't like taking medicine very much, once she went in with medicine and advised him to take medicine, for some reason, he suddenly got angry and shouted coldly: "Get out!"

She didn't dare to speak, so she had to put down the medicine and retreated by herself, but she heard her husband throw the medicine on the ground and scolded: "Why is it so hot? Come on! Arrest the servant who boiled the medicine and beat him for 40 boards!"

After she came, her husband would get angry and beat and curse every day. Chen Chao limped in, cleaned up the broken bowl, and ordered his servants to boil another medicine when he came out.

Her husband originally had a changeable personality and was moody, but after returning this time, Shen Miaorong found that her husband's temperament seemed to be more irritable, more indifferent and gloomy.

But despite this, it was the first time she had seen such a situation of swearing and beating people every day.

Moreover, he often didn't drink medicine, didn't eat much, his face was pale, and he described getting thinner day by day. She saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.

She summoned Chen Chao and asked, "Has the master always been so angry these days?"

Super Chen sighed, looked around for no one, and finally said: "It's been like this since General Han left."

She understood that Han Zigao and Chen Wei'er both had children, so he wanted to marry Chen Wei'er, and then he left, so her husband would lose his temper.

Needless to say, the husband hated him.He betrayed her husband. I don't know if her husband's illness is also related to this matter?

She didn't see Han Zigao, but she heard that he had just returned to his general's mansion, and he was also a general himself.

He is only 18 years old, Chao Chen said.

In the past few years, they have also known a little bit about their situation, and they have sent him letters every year, telling him about the children, telling him that the children and other concubines miss him and want to see him , but he didn't have any letters back, at most let the servant say no!Don't let them go to him!go see him!But this time when she was found by her uncle, she was really excited when she thought that she could see her husband again, but what she didn't expect to see was a pale, thin, sick, irritable husband.

After lying in bed for six days, Chen Qian finally got up and went to court, but she didn't see Han Zigao, so she knew that Han Zigao had written a letter asking him to patrol and guard 30 miles away from the city. Chen Qian.

Chen Baxian was happy to let him and Chen Qian separate for a while, and it would be best not to see each other for a while, so he quickly agreed.

Chen Qian returned home with a blank expression.

After returning home, all the tables, chairs and benches in the living room were smashed, and the servants were terrified. They didn't know what happened, and they thought it was because of that person.Since that person left, more than ten people were beaten up and down in the mansion within five or six days. Everyone was frightened and terrified. However, in the past three years that this person has been here, none of the servants have been beaten. After beating them, that person protected them and spared them countless sufferings.General Han, General Han, you know, this mansion really cannot live without you!

Now everyone saw that the old man smashed everything that could be smashed, his eyes were red, and everyone was terrified and silent. After finally seeing him return to their house, everyone tidied up with trepidation.

Later, it was Shen Miaorong who went over to ask him if he wanted dinner, but she just said: "Get out!" She didn't dare to ask again: He seemed to be going crazy, he seemed to want to kill someone.

Chen Qian returned to the bedroom and closed the door with a "bang", but she fell slumped on the bed.

He is ruthless!He is still the same as when we first met, always so decisive!He left as soon as he said, and he didn't even look back when he left!

He didn't explain, and he always had a clear conscience!

Have a clear conscience?Where did your kids come from? ?

If he says he won't see him, he will see him. Why is he so ruthless?Does he have a heart?He really has no heart!Does he really not love himself at all?Don't want to be yourself?

He returned his token of love and vowed to have nothing to do with it again!He was really cruel and determined, he was so sad that day, he was unwilling to take back the token of love, and he couldn't say anything more irrelevant!But what about him?He was so ruthless that he didn't leave any room for himself and him!

But why can't I be as ruthless as him?So decisive?Why does it hurt so much to think about him every day?Too painful to breathe?Why is there always hope, hope that he will come back, as long as he admits his mistakes, apologizes, says that he did something wrong, has sex after drinking, and let him come back...

Oh, I really miss him!

That day I went crazy with jealousy, and drove him away after returning home, but when he left, I was really pierced by thousands of swords, pain to the bone!

Looking at his back, I hoped that he would turn around and admit his mistake. As long as he told himself that he didn't like that Chen Weier, he was drunk, as long as he admitted his mistake and said sorry, I would not drive him away, but he actually resolutely returned the jade pendant. Come back, turn around decisively and leave!Don't look back!

He didn't care about himself in the slightest.

But when he left, I had hallucinations, fantasizing about him turning around and calling: "Zihua!"

I wished I could have gritted my teeth, so I didn't call out to him, but he really left, never looking back, never seeing each other again!

What's more, during the five or six days I was lying there, I realized that when I was so jealous that day, I actually regretted it, and regretted driving him away.

When I was lying alone at night, I still shed tears thinking about him.

He regretted driving him away even more in his heart, although he scolded himself every time, and forced to think about him and Chen Wei'er, letting jealousy suppress the thoughts.But deep down, I really regret it.

After a while, my chest hurts like it's about to explode...

(Seeking all support, especially thanks to all relatives for their support. In addition, I solemnly recommend: two self-reliant heroine essays by two good friends from the starting point: "Rebirth: I Am the Master of the Gate" and "The Sharp Queen's Conspiracy".)