Han Zigao

Chen Qian lay on the bed, letting the boundless darkness swallow her slowly.

There was no such beautiful body, that fragrant body temperature, that hot kiss, or that warm hug anymore on the bed.

After recovering from illness today, when I went to the court, my heart beat wildly, thinking that I could see him anyway, I haven’t seen him for so many days, and I really live like a year, although I don’t know how to face him face to face, but I really miss him His face, miss him, want to see him.

But actually heard the news!He asked to be transferred away, although it wasn't far away, but he didn't have to go up, needless to say, there was only one reason for him to do all this: to avoid himself!He didn't want to see himself at all!

He doesn't miss himself at all!

After returning home, I felt even more lonely and sad. There was no shadow of Han Zigao reading quietly under the lamp, no beautiful figure of Han Zigao on the bed, and even his voice never heard: "Zihua! "Or the more intimate call "Xie'er!", there is no longer his beautiful smile, his passionate kisses, his faint body fragrance, and those lingering lingering nights in the room... …

And I will miss the flirting language he said: "Who made my daughter-in-law angry?" Only then can you get well soon! Only when you get well soon can you serve your man!"

Because he doesn't like having many wives and concubines, he doesn't want to say that he is his husband-in-law, but he likes to call himself a domineering wife, and he likes to hear him call it that, but now he wants to let him marry another woman to be his wife Son? !

Uncomfortable, heartache so hard to breathe, why can't I miss him! ! !

Close your eyes, tears fall.

Since the age of 12, after his mother passed away, he never shed a tear. Even when his father died in battle, he was only angry and did not shed tears. His mother gave birth to three brothers and sisters. The younger sister was 5 years younger than him, and the youngest His younger brother was 8 years younger than himself, and his younger sister married Dao Zhongju's son, but his younger brother was taken away.For so many years, no matter what happened, I have never shed tears, never been afraid.

But when I think about him every night, I often cry. Only the cruel Han Zigao can make me cry like a woman. I dare not let others see my tears. I cry secretly on the bed every night. Why do I do this? Disappointing? ?

Why can't I miss him? ?

Pain, heart-piercing pain!

Recalling that year on New Year's Eve, Han Zigao said that he would marry a wife and have children. Although he later promised himself that he would never be with other women again, it seemed that he was just perfunctory. In his mind, this idea was always there. Forced himself to agree with him to marry a wife and have children, and at the same time, he can still want himself again. Now that he has really reached this point, is he really facing this choice?

How to do?what do I do?

Outside the room, Shen Miaorong, Chen Chao, Zhao Dahu and others were all staring blankly at the closed door, full of melancholy and helpless.

Shen Miaorong let out a long sigh: Master has not taken a sip of medicine today, he has not eaten a single grain of rice, his injuries are not healed yet, if this continues, what will happen?

She went to the Xiangguo Mansion to accompany Chen Wei'er all day today, and when Chen Wei'er saw her, she talked about her brother Zi Gao like a demon, and Shen Miaorong's ears grew calluses.

Tossing and turning is actually just dreaming some sweet dreams that she wove herself, and praising how beautiful her brother Zigao is!

I remember when Chen Chao finally went home that year, she and many concubines surrounded him asking questions.

"Chen Chao, let me ask you, I haven't seen the master for more than two years, can we celebrate the New Year with him this year?"

Chen Chao had a look of embarrassment on his face: "No, ma'am! The master is busy fighting, saying that the war is troublesome, so he won't let you go."

"I heard that Master lived and ate with a man named Han Zigao. Is it true?"

Chen Chao nodded: "Master does eat and live with Guard Han."

"Han Shiwei? Isn't he only 16 or 7 years old? What can he do? Guard? Huh!" A concubine was indignant.

"What does he look like?" I was curious, what kind of man would let his husband be with him every night?

Chen Chao looked at the wives, and finally said, "He looks as beautiful as a fairy."

"Hmph! A man? As beautiful as a fairy? I don't believe it." Yan Meiren was really angry.

Pan Meiren also laughed: "I don't believe there is anyone more beautiful than Sister Yan, let alone a man? How can it be as beautiful as a fairy?"

Chen Chao looked at Yan Meiren, and thought to himself that there is no comparison between the sky and the earth, and he was startled, but he dared not speak.

Beauty is the same as money and wisdom. It is really incomparable. For example, Zheng Dan is also very beautiful, but he just met Xi Shi.

Shen Miaorong waved her hand: "Chen Chao, I heard that he was beaten, why didn't the master drive him out of the house? Was he begging the master to soften his heart? What method did he use to win the master's favor? "

"No, his relationship with the master is not like this. He has never begged the master. He is very arrogant. He is not. He can't be regarded as the master's male favorite."

Super Chen thought about his words carefully, begging hard?who? ?

"Arrogance? A male favorite. What's the point of arrogance?"

"Anyway, he's not a male favorite, and he won't beg the master or anything. He didn't salute the master when he saw the master, and he often called the master by his first name." will really panic)

He never salutes the master when he sees him, he calls the master by his first name, the master celebrates his birthday with great fanfare every year, he is very arrogant, he gets angry with the master whenever he wants, can you say that?

"Say it quickly, you!" Yan Meiren was in a hurry, "What are you doing hesitating? He is not the master's male favorite, what is it?"

"I can't tell the slave, anyway, he is not considered a male favorite, and his relationship with the master is very equal."

Later, when other guards and servants went home, they also carefully asked about their situation together, and asked the same question:

what does he look likeEveryone also replied in the same way: the most beautiful person I have ever seen in my life!

It's so beautiful, these men's faces show a kind of tenderness, their eyes straighten: it's really so beautiful.I can't describe it, just these few words, it's so beautiful, even more beautiful than a fairy girl in the sky.

Shen Miaorong thought of these conversations and Chen Weier's obsessive chanting, and then looked at her husband's reactions, she looked up to the sky and sighed: Han Zigao, Han Zigao, how beautiful are you?You actually made the two members of my Chen family dizzy and lost their minds?

It has been almost 20 days since he left that person, and Han Zigao's heart is gradually becoming numb.

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