if it rains

Qian Yang slept for a long time this time, in order to be able to better accompany Qian Yang, Lu Lin asked Yan Hao to stay in the dormitory while Qian Yang was asleep, and he planned to go back to school and ask for a leave of absence. When he woke up, he saw Yan Hao standing on the balcony talking on the phone. As soon as his feet touched the ground, Yan Hao heard it. He hung up the phone and came to Qian Yang, bent down, "Qian Yang, how do you feel now?"

Qian Yang's reaction was a little slow, but after a long time he came back to his senses but answered irrelevantly, "Where's Jing Chen? Where is he?"

Yan Haoben's tone, which was still mild, suddenly changed, "Be sober. Since your accident until now, he hasn't even called you. I always think he is not a good guy."

Qian Yang shook his head crazily, "No, no, he said he couldn't want me. I'm going to find him!" After finishing speaking, Qian Yang pushed away Yan Hao who was blocking him and went to Jing Chen's room. I ran to the dormitory, but no one was found in the dormitory, so I turned around and ran to the classroom.

As soon as Qian Yang ran into the classroom, some people started talking, and then some people began to criticize Qian Yang, but Qian Yang ignored these people and went straight to the last row of the classroom, where Su Xuan was lying on Jingchen's desk and talking What, when she saw Qian Yang approaching, she stepped aside. Qian Yang stood in front of Jing Chen, held his hand, and said, "Jing Chen, believe me, it's not what it says in the post bar! I didn't, Really not, you trust me, okay?"

Jing Chen just looked up at Qian Yang and didn't speak.

Qian Yang seemed unable to see any love and trust in those eyes, and was anxious for a moment, "You don't believe me? Why? Why don't you believe me?"

Qian Yang frantically tugged at Jing Chen's clothes, then suddenly changed his expression, tears could not stop falling, Qian Yang knelt down and pulled Jing Chen's arm again, his attitude softened instantly, "Jing Chen , you believe me, right? I have never done those things, you must believe me, right? "

Jing Chen finally made a move at this time, he pulled up Qian Yang who was squatting, then stretched out his hand to stroke Qian Yang's hair, nodded and then said "um".

After hearing this, Qian Yang finally calmed down a lot, and the big stone in his heart fell down. With tears in his eyes, he raised the corners of his mouth and laughed, muttering to himself, "I knew it, I knew it, you will believe me!" Little did they know that this scene felt extremely abnormal in the eyes of others.

Although this incident did not have any impact on the relationship between the two for the time being, it attracted the attention of the school leaders. Qian Yang and Qian Yang's parents were interviewed by the school afterward. The turmoil is over, and for Qian Yang's physical and mental health, he can leave school as soon as possible and go out for an internship.

Thousands of fathers and mothers agreed, and after returning home, they began to prepare relevant documents and certificates for leaving school internships. The time that Qian Yang could stay at school became relatively less, and he also felt that Jing Chen has changed towards himself. He no longer goes to eat with him, and he will not go back to the dormitory with him. Even if it is an elective course, he will not sit with him, let alone touch him. Lovers, other substantial things are gone, and Qian Yang's illness is getting worse and worse, and he lives in a trance every day, what's more, one day he is sitting on the windowsill of the dormitory with his feet dangling, as long as he moves a little Lu Lin who came to Qianyang's dormitory to bring him dinner was frightened by the fact that he would fall down at once. Lu Lin hugged Qianyang and pressed him tightly in his arms, his hands trembling slightly, "Little Qian, Be good and don't do such scary things, okay?"

And Qian Yang's eyes had already become lifeless and extremely hollow. He looked at Lu Lin and then nodded. In fact, he didn't know whether he heard what Lu Lin said.

Qian Yang didn't seem to notice these abnormal scenes at all, maybe he just didn't care about them. During the evening self-study, some people were still discussing gossip in a low voice, and occasionally laughed; some people bowed their heads Make up homework, regardless of the noisy environment around.

At this time, Yan Hao, who was in the second-to-last row by the back door, let out an exclamation. It turned out that it was Qian Yang who just got up and said that he wanted to go to the bathroom, but just as he stood up, his whole body became limp and collapsed on the ground. Yan Hao squatted down in a hurry Fu, but when he pulled up Qianyang's arm, he saw bloody gashes on his left wrist. The wounds were not deep but they looked horrifying.

At this time, many people had gathered around and began to watch the excitement, Qian Yang also slowly recovered his senses, and looked at Jing Chen in the back row, but Jing Chen remained indifferent, and said impatiently, "Enough is enough." Is it? Stop pretending!"

Yan Hao turned his head and said, "Shut up!"

Qian Yang raised his hand and glanced at the wound on his wrist, and sneered, the heartache was much more painful than this.

Yan Hao helped Qian Yang downstairs, and just met Lu Lin who came to meet him. Lu Lin had already asked Qian Yang for leave when he came, and finally took him home.

After resting for a few days, Qian Yang finally recovered a little bit, and the application for leaving school has been completed, but Qian Yang has no desire to leave, he... can't bear Jing Chen, he... still wants to save it!

When Lu Lin sent Qian Yang to the downstairs of the dormitory, he hugged him and patted him on the back, "Xiao Qian, I have something to do at school and I have to go back. You are fine, don't think too much, I will pick you up tomorrow Walk."

Qian Yang was stunned for a moment, then nodded, Lu Lin still gave a few words of uneasy instructions before letting go.

And this scene happened to be seen by Jing Chen, Su Xuan, and Qin Yi who were returning to the dormitory from the first cafeteria. Jing Chen really couldn't tell what he felt in his heart. He felt ironic, but also felt heartbroken.

When passing by Qian Yang, Qian Yang turned around and grabbed Jing Chen's arm, "Jing Chen, do you still remember that we said we would go out to live together at the beginning of this semester? I'm optimistic about that house, and the rent has been paid. Let's move in when the time is right?"

"No need!" Jing Chen shook off Qian Yang's hand, and went back to the dormitory with Su Xuan and Qin Yi. At the door, Su Xuan looked back at Qian Yang and sighed unbearably.

Qian Yang stayed there for a long time, and after a while, Su Xuan came out again, stood in front of Qian Yang, and said, "Let's talk!"

Qian Yang followed Su Xuan to a flower bed next to the dormitory building, silently wanting to hear what Su Xuan had to say.

Su Xuan finally spoke, "Let go! Qian Yang."

"Why? He asked you to tell me?"

Su Xuan shook his head, "I don't know how you got along in the past three years, but this relationship was wrong from the beginning. I have known him for so many years, and he has been ambiguous with girls one after another, but there is no boy in it , you should know what this means! He said he was just playing around, he just thought you looked like a girl when he was with you, and he wouldn’t be pointed at if he brought you back. He also said that you’d better be fooled, You didn't complain about letting you wait for him downstairs for an hour, and you also said that a handful of jasmine flowers for 15 yuan can coax you out of your way. So, Qian Yang, don't be stupid, let him go, let him go. over yourself!"

Qian Yang couldn't believe his ears. It was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, and someone poured cold water from head to toe. His whole body was numb, but he seemed to be awake at last, "I see, thank you."

Su Xuan left with the last sentence "everything will be fine".

During the evening self-study, Qian Yang still wanted to make more efforts, just in case, in case what Su Xuan said was false, he had to ask.

Qian Yang turned around and said succinctly, "Jing Chen, don't you want me anymore?"

In the afternoon, the picture of Qian Yang hugging other boys suddenly rushed into Jing Chen's mind, he stood up as if he couldn't bear it anymore and threw Qian Yang's hand away, "Yes! I've had enough!"

Qian Yang also stood up slowly, "Didn't you say you believed me?"

Jing Chen closed his eyes, his eyes darkened a lot, and said angrily, "Why should I trust you? You kept everything from me about high school, causing everyone to laugh at me. I just kept indifferent to you for a while." , Turning your head and throwing yourself into someone else's arms, can you be so lonely?"

After Jing Chen finished speaking, he raised his hand and slapped Qian Yang, Qian Yang suddenly felt a burning pain on his face, Jing Chen continued: "I've had enough of being pointed at by others!"

Seeing this, Yan Hao stood up and punched Jing Chen, "Jing Chen, you bastard!"

Qian Yang nodded, held back his tears, turned around and walked out the door, ignoring that Jing Chen and Yan Hao behind him were already fighting, and didn't care about the ridicule or regret of other students, Xiao Han followed behind Qian Yang After chasing him out, he stopped Qian Yang at the corner of the stairs, "Qian Yang, are you okay?"

Qian Yang shook his head again, "Xiao Han, leave me alone, I want to stay by myself for a while." He lifted his foot and walked downstairs again, this time Xiao Han didn't chase after him.

Qian Yang walked back to the dormitory in a trance, and the words Su Xuan said in the afternoon began to echo in his ears.

First, I saw the bouquet of jasmine flowers on the bedside.

He said that a handful of jasmine flowers for 15 yuan can make you lose your way.

Then the vase shattered and the jasmine flowers scattered all over the ground.

Then I saw the storage boxes under the desk, opened them and saw countless lollipops.

He has ambiguous girls one after another, but there are no boys, he is just playing.

Then the storage box fell over, and the lollipop fell to the ground.

Qian Yang looked up and saw himself in the full-length mirror in the dormitory, with disheveled hair.

He said that when he was with you, he just thought that you looked like a girl, and that you would not be judged if you took it out.

My thoughts went back to the quarrel at the sports meeting.

Don't you dress like this just to let people touch you?

Do you know that I really hate the way you look right now?

Qian Yang suddenly reached out and tore at his hair.

Then I couldn't hold it anymore, tears fell like broken pearls, and then I took out the unsigned rental contract from the drawer, tore it up, "Just for fun? These three years have been just for fun! Say you love me, say you like me, say you won't want me, say you believe me, all are false!"

Qian Yang knelt down on the ground, "Why? Jing Chen, you didn't want me when I needed you most!"

At this time, Qian Yang had already collapsed into a state of disrepair. He started to pick up the jasmine flowers and lollipops that were scattered all over the ground, and put them back in their place. His hand had already been cut by the broken glass of the vase, bleeding and Going to fight the shredded rental contract, muttering: "Why did I tear it up? I still want to move out with Jing Chen."

When Lu Lin arrived, he saw this scene, and rushed to hold Qian Yang's wrist, "Stop doing this!" He took out the medicine box from the desk and sterilized and bandaged Qian Yang, and when Qian Yang finally calmed down, He hugged him and said, "Xiao Qian, can you come with me? Get out of here."

"it is good."

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The school period is over soon, and I can chase my wife soon.