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The bathroom was full of water vapor, probably because Jing Chen brought in a wisp of air-conditioning when he came in. At this time, the water vapor on the mirror turned into water droplets and fell down. Jing Chen hugged Qian Yang in his arms and kissed him fiercely. Yang turned his head and could see clearly in the mirror, only to see that his face, which had been slightly red from the steam, was now flushed directly to the collarbone, and Jing Chen's hands were messing around on Qian Yang's body, for a moment Then he stripped Qian Yang out of the bathrobe, squinted his eyes slightly, and gasped for breath.

Jing Chen took a step back, bent over and lowered his body, pinched Qian Yang's waist, and then lowered his head to bury Qian Yang's sensitive place.

Qian Yang was extremely sensitive and exclaimed.

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After a while, the two returned to the bed. Jing Chen just lowered his head and kept sucking and kissing Qian Yang's lips or various parts of his body, but he didn't make any further moves. Qian Yang didn't know that Jing Chen had seen through his patience, In the bathroom, Qian Yang was only a little bit resistant, but Jing Chen noticed it all. Jing Chen knew that it wasn't long for the two of them to reconcile. After so many years of separation, and the harm he had done to Qian Yang, he had concerns. It is also normal.

Jing Chen sucked Qian Yang's neck and whispered, "Xiao Qian, say you love me!"

The commanding tone made Qian Yang flustered for a moment, and only said "I love you" over and over again when Jing Chen kissed one after another.

When everything was over, Jing Chen stepped back and was about to get out of bed, but Qian Yang grabbed him and said, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going to take a cold shower."

Qian Yang was a little distressed and just about to open his mouth to apologize, but saw Jing Chen sitting on the edge of the bed and hugging him, stroking his back, "It's okay."

After Jing Chen came out of the bathroom, he was lying on the bed half a foot away from Qian Yang. Just as Qian Yang moved, Jing Chen stepped back a little, "I'm very cold, wait for me to slow down."

Qian Yang stretched out his arms and hugged Jing Chen, and said with a smile, "Letting me warm you up will save time."

Probably because he has been busy with the rehearsals and the meeting at night, and he has been tossing himself for so long after returning from the celebration banquet without taking a rest, Jing Chen fell asleep in Qian Yang's arms not long after.

Qian Yang stayed in one position for too long, his arm became numb, he let go of his hand and turned over, but Jing Chen chased him up and hugged Qian Yang again, Qian Yang chuckled and put his hand on the back of Jing Chen's hand, waiting for Jing Chen After Chen fell asleep, Qian Yang was still awake, as if he had never been so satisfied as he is now.Playing with Jing Chen's fingers with one hand, he moved away slightly, and then saw the wound on Jing Chen's wrist.

I asked him before, but I didn't really believe the answer I got. After so many things happened, I gradually forgot about it. Jing Chen has been wearing the pair of rings, which can cover up these injuries very well. That's why they have never been picked up by fans. Qian Yang looked at those wounds carefully, only to feel that these wounds are very familiar, not like being scratched by decorations, but more like wounds cut with a knife, similar to the scene Chen reunited for so long and never asked him how he was doing all these years?

Qian Yang didn't sleep for a long time with his thoughts on his mind. When he woke up, he saw Jing Chen bending over to pack his luggage. When he felt the person on the bed move, he stopped and got into the bed and hugged Qian Yang from behind. Qian Yang looked down and saw Jing Chen put on the pair of rings again, and after a pause, he asked, "Why did you keep the matter about Su Xuan and that girl from me back then?"

Jing Chen didn't know what to say. At that time, he didn't care much about Qian Yang, so after promising Luo Yanan to keep it a secret, he logically put Qian Yang into the list that should be concealed, but these words Jing Chen Chen didn't know how to say it, so he had to say: "I'm sorry."

The person in his arms suddenly turned over and looked at Jing Chen seriously, "How have you been these years?"

"It's good. I went to the bar to sing for a while after graduation. I met sister Yu in the bar. Later, she brought me into the entertainment industry. Although I have to practice dancing and singing every day, it's very tiring but also quite fulfilling. .”

"What about before graduation?"

Jing Chen was stunned for a moment, "It's also pretty good."

Qian Yang only felt that Jing Chen was avoiding the important and neglecting the important, and then asked, "Apart from Su Xuan, do you have other things to hide from me?"

Jing Chen only thought that Qian Yang was thinking wildly and didn't think deeply, so he shook his head.

Because Jingchen will fly to other cities for performances, the two of them will be separated after lunch, and after sending Qian Yang to the airport, they still don’t get off the car, Jing Han winks at the driver and get off together to avoid it .

Jing Chen hugged Qian Yang and didn't let go at all, his voice was muffled, "Are you still busy when you go back? Then can I call you and send you WeChat messages at any time?"

Jing Chen's careful look hurt Qian Yang's heart, Qian Yang smiled, "Jing Chen, you don't have to be so careful, we have reconciled, we are in love now, you have to believe, I love you Love is no less than what you have for me," Qian Yang paused for a moment and then continued: "I am a freelancer now, and my dad has also been discharged from the hospital, and now he is in charge of the company, mainly because I have to go back to the store at the end of the month Otherwise, I can always be with you."

Qian Yang raised his head and kissed Jing Chen's lips, and then Jing Chen rubbed him into his arms and kissed him enough.

In T City, Qian Yang was handing over the ledger to the clerks in the store. Xiao Yun kept staring at Qian Yang, not knowing what she was thinking. Qian Yang raised his head and looked at her, "Ask whatever you want!"

Xiaoyun chuckled and said, "Boss, where have you been these two days?"

Qian Yang didn't speak but waited for Xiaoyun to continue, "I saw the group photo sent by Jingchen's studio. Although you were tightly covered, I recognized you at a glance. Boss, are you reconciled? gone?"

Qian Yang smiled and nodded by the way.

Xiaoyun grabbed Qian Yang's arm excitedly, and said, "Ah, ah, boss, tell me the details, I want to eat candy."

Qian Yang gave Xiaoyun a blank look, and didn't intend to say anything more.

At this time, the mobile phone in hand rang, Qian Yang glanced at Xiaoyun, Xiaoyun walked out of the office consciously, and even helped close the door.

Qian Yang contacted Qin Yi two days ago, he had too many things to ask, he especially wanted to know what Jing Chen had gone through?Where did the injury come from?

After picking up the phone, Qin Yi said over there: "I'm at the door of your shop."

Qian Yang put down his phone and brought Qin Yi into the office. Qin Yi actually guessed what Qian Yang might ask him, and he didn't want to help Jing Chen hide it.

As soon as he sat down, Qin Yi said straight to the point: "You want to ask me about Jing Chen?"

Qian Yang nodded, "I just want to know how did Jing Chen get the injury on his wrist?"

Qin Yi said directly: "Suicide!"

Qian Yang just took a glass of water for Qin Yi, and then spilled it all on the ground, "Suicide? How come?"

"After you left, he changed completely. He was out of his mind every day, and he left school not long ago. It wasn't until Su Xuan and I went to the house he rented to look for him that we saw many wounds on his wrists. , After going to the hospital, it was found out that it was depression. After that, he would still hurt himself more or less. At night, if he didn’t take medicine, he could open his eyes until dawn. After entering the entertainment circle, he never gave up looking for you. Before reuniting with you, he I have almost stopped taking the medicine, and I started to take it again recently. Maybe it’s not appropriate for me to say this. Jing Chen is different now. He loves you very much, and he is also very afraid of losing you. If possible, I hope you You can stay with him all the time," Qin Yi took the cup in Qian Yang's hand and said seriously.

"I see, thank you."

After sending Qin Yi away, Qian Yang went straight to the rental house. He clearly remembered that Jing Chen had to go get the medicine by himself that day because he had a stomachache. He definitely didn’t want him to see the medicine. Qian Yang opened the drawer of the bedside table, and there were only a few boxes inside. Stomach medicine and cold granules, Qian Yang then opened the closet, rummaged carefully for a long time and finally found a few bottles of medicine, opened it and looked at it, there was no need to identify it carefully, these medicines were too familiar to Qian Yang, In the past few years, Qian Yang has hardly broken. Qian Yang held the medicine bottle in his hand with trembling hands. He felt a little hard to breathe. Tears rolled down the corners of his eyes and dripped on the carpet under his feet. He only endured it for a moment. I couldn't bear it anymore, and cried out heartbreakingly, why?Why?If I could have persisted for one more day, then he and Jing Chen would not have been separated for three years; if I had rushed out and hugged him tightly when I saw Jing Chen at the breakfast shop, maybe Jing Chen would not have become what he is now. so.

At this time, Jing Chen probably just finished the rehearsal, and was still panting slightly when he called Qian Yang, but after Qian Yang spoke, he still heard something wrong in Qian Yang's tone, "Xiao Qian? What's wrong with you?"

Qian Yang's voice was a little hoarse, "It's okay."

Jing Chen felt that Qian Yang was a little indifferent to him, and immediately began to panic, "Did I do something wrong to make you angry? Can you tell me?"

This sense of uneasiness made Qian Yang feel even more sad. He never thought that Jing Chen would love himself so much, which he never dared to expect before. In order to let Jing Chen stop thinking about it, he chuckled, "No, I just miss you."

Jing Chen's panic didn't subside in the slightest, "Then I'll book a plane ticket and go back to find you now."

"Don't you have a fan meeting tomorrow?"

Jing Chen continued: "It's okay, I'll be back tomorrow."

Qian Yang opened his mouth and refused, "No, I'm done here, I'll go find you!"

At this time, someone called Jing Chen, as if urging him to go back to the hotel to rest, Qian Yang hurriedly said: "Go back and rest early, tomorrow, tomorrow I will go to you."

Jing Chen said "hmm", but when he was about to hang up the phone, Qian Yang stopped him in time, and only heard a sentence from the receiver, "Jing Chen, do you love me?"

After a pause, Jingchen gave an affirmative answer, "I love you, especially you."

"Me too!"

After hanging up the phone, Qian Yang felt that it was too hard to be alone, so he checked the flight of the day on his mobile phone, and there was another flight at [-]:[-] in the evening, and it only took two hours at most to get to Jingchen.

After Jing Chen returned to the hotel, he sent many WeChat messages to Qian Yang but did not get a reply for a long time, so he called Qian Yang, but turned off the phone, Jing Chen is very timid now, Qian Yang really wants tonight It was very abnormal, he was very afraid that Qian Yang would disappear without a trace again, and it didn't take long before he heard someone knock on the door. After Jing Chen opened the door, he saw Jing Han standing outside, frowning, and didn't ask Jing Han. What is the matter, Han said directly: "I want to go back to T City, I can't contact Qian Yang."

Jing Han looked indifferent, and gave a smirk, "Brother, there is your express delivery!"

Jing Chen raised his slightly drooping eyes suddenly, and saw Jing Han dragging someone out from the side. After Jing Chen saw it clearly, he directly pulled him into the room, and then closed the door with a "snap", only to hear Jing Han Han knocked on the door outside, seemed a little annoyed, said "inhumane" and then fell silent, probably leaving.