if it rains

Jing Chen pushed Qian Yang against the door, and chuckled when he heard Jing Han yelling outside the door, lowered his eyes to look at Qian Yang in his arms, panted slightly, and said, "Doesn't it mean that the genius is here?"

"It's too hard not to be around, I miss you so much, so I'm here!" Qian Yang put his arm on Jing Chen's shoulder, and just as he finished speaking, Jing Chen held his soft lips, and his tongue protruded straight into Qian Yang's mouth Deep in the mouth, the lips were intertwined, the sound of tsk tsk echoed in the quiet room, and then the kiss fell on Qian Yang's eyes, kissing his curly and long eyelashes wet, moving the kiss from the eyes to the cheeks again It landed on the ear, Jing Chen stretched out his tongue and gently licked Qian Yang's earlobe, Qian Yang couldn't help sobbing, was kissed dizzily, drowned deeply in this kiss, every kiss They are full of deep thoughts.

After letting go, both of them panted heavily, and Xu Qianyang said slowly, "I'm tired of standing."

Jing Chen was stunned for a moment when he heard it, smiled, and led Qian Yang to sit on the small sofa outside the suite, raised his hand to caress Qian Yang's face, "You really scared me to death if you didn't answer the phone, "Jing Chen didn't know why he felt that Qian Yang was very different today, he was much more enthusiastic and relaxed than before.It's different from when I fell in love in college. When I was in college, I was cautious, and I was full of worries about what I did and said.

The two hugged each other on the sofa for a long time, and then Qian Yang went to take a shower first, then lay on the bed and watched the person sitting next to him read a thick book, which seemed to be a script, and raised his hand to look at the thick book The cover of Ben was really a script, and he opened his mouth and asked, "Are you going to film?"

Jing Chen nodded, then bent down and lay next to Qian Yang, "It's director Zhong Rui's work, I went to audition some time ago, and I just decided on an actor yesterday, this is Xiaohan who gave it to me after my rehearsal tonight This book," Jing Chen shook the book in front of Qian Yang, Qian Yang took it over and flipped through it for a few moments, then paused on the second page, Liu Yi?Liu Yi... looks familiar, isn't she the actress who recorded the variety show with Jing Chen?

"Is there a kiss scene?" Qian Yang asked casually.

Jing Chen was stunned for a second, and deliberately said: "Yes, I checked the script, and it seems that there are sex scenes. Director Zhong Rui is very strict and rarely uses doubles."

Qian Yang put down the script, with a sad expression on his face, he turned his eyes away and didn't know where he was looking, Jing Chen moved forward and stretched out his arms to hug Qian Yang, "I'm lying to you, "The Wall" is a criminal investigation TV series. The chapters are all about solving crimes and starting a career, and Liu Yi plays a forensic doctor in the play, and she and I are just a cooperative relationship, without any physical contact."

"She...is pretty," Qian Yang's expression didn't relax in the slightest, "Do you... like her?

Jing Chen didn't expect Qian Yang to say that, so he patted the back of the person in his arms, a little hard, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Before you filmed a show with her, it was said on Weibo that the two of you are a good match. I remember you two still have CP Chaohua."

Jing Chen really couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do you still look at these things? Are you looking at anything else?"

Qian Yang seemed to be distracted. At this time, he didn't care about the fact that the protagonist of the gossip was his boyfriend. He sat up and said excitedly: "What do you think these younger sisters think now? I can't even see those cars when they drive go down."

"Otherwise, I'll officially disclose the relationship! You are so good-looking, we will definitely have CP fans, you should remember to read more of this kind of content and learn."

Qian Yang directly refused without hesitation: "No."

Jing Chen thought for a while, "I should only shoot such a work. My focus is still on music. I have you, and I won't have close contact with anyone. I recorded a program with Liu Yi before, and I thought to myself You are all the people who are in love. I wrote and changed the story we used to have, but I can’t forget you. I am very selfish and want to keep some memories for myself. All the words I said on the show are what I want to say to you .”

Qian Yang probably still has a knot in his heart because of the past, always afraid that Jing Chen still can't accept falling in love with a man in his heart, even though he knows Jing Chen loves him very much like a bright mirror in his heart, he still can't help but say it out.

"It's getting late, go take a shower and have a rest early!" Qian Yang took the script from Jing Chen and put it on the bed beside him.

Jing Chen saw that Qian Yang picked up his mobile phone and played with it. When Qian Yang was not paying attention to himself, he took out a bottle of medicine from the interlayer of the suitcase on the ground, went to the bathroom and poured out the medicine. See Qian Yang pushed the door and walked in.

Because of Qian Yang's sudden loss of contact at night, Jing Chen was flustered for a long time. He thought he would fall asleep after a busy day at the rehearsal, but now he didn't feel sleepy at all. In order not to affect the next day's fan meeting Quality, I can only take a few pills to make myself fall asleep as soon as possible.

Unexpectedly, although Qian Yang was playing with his mobile phone, he kept paying attention to Jing Chen from the corner of his eye. He saw the person who squatted on the ground looking through the suitcase carefully took out a bottle of medicine, and immediately guessed what it was.

At this time, Jing Chen looked at Qian Yang who suddenly opened the door and came in, and his first reaction was that Qian Yang was barefoot, "It's autumn now, aren't you afraid of the cold with bare feet?" He got on the bed and rubbed Wu with his hand.

Qian Yang pulled his foot out of Jing Chen's hand, and said, "Why do you take medicine? Can't you sleep?"

Jing Chen was just about to speak nonsense, but Qian Yang snatched the words away, "Don't talk about vitamins, I have used this routine countless times, and I can tell what you are eating at a glance."

"It's just for sleep aid. I can't sleep because of too much pressure at the meeting recently." Jing Chen looked away from Qian Yang, and quickly changed the subject, "Go to sleep, I'm going to take a bath."

Qian Yang stretched out his hand to grab the person who had already stood up, and took a look at Jing Chen's wrist, "Does it hurt?"

Jing Chen was a little flustered and felt guilty, "Su Xuan and Qin Yi told you?"

"I didn't believe you when you said it was made of decorations," Qian Yang said with tears in his eyes, "Don't hide it from me? Okay?"

Jing Chen sighed, "Can I take a shower first? I'll tell you when I get back." After entering the bathroom, Jing Chen stared at the scar on his wrist for a long time.

Qian Yang didn't wait for Jing Chen for too long, and still maintained the posture before Jing Chen left. After a while, he saw that the bed next to him had collapsed, and realized that Jing Chen was sitting next to him.

Jing Chen beckoned Qian Yang to lie in his arms, hugged Qian Yang's waist from behind, and sniffed the smell of the person in his arms after the bath, "I... actually depression is not serious , It’s just that it’s difficult to fall asleep. Yan Hao told me that you were framed when you left, and that you had been depressed. After that, I immediately went to the dormitory to find you, but it was too late. You, Lollipop and Jasmine I didn't take you away, but my luggage was packed. That's when I realized that you really left. I don't know where you went. I searched a lot of places we used to go to, and asked a lot of people, But I still couldn’t find you. Later I saw you at the breakfast shop, and I followed you many times. At that time, I felt satisfied as long as I had the same breakfast as you, until one day you saw me across the road , At that time, I really wanted to rush over to hug you and tell you that I knew I was wrong, and I couldn't leave you, but I was afraid... I was afraid that you would hate me, so I still didn't take that step, but I didn't expect that you would die the next day. Disappeared, I regret it, probably from that day on, I couldn’t sleep every night, you must have seen the school uniform in the rental house, it was always in your place at that time, it was covered with your smell, I can only barely sleep for a few hours while holding it, as if... as if you were still by my side."

Hearing this, Qian Yang took a deep breath, having difficulty breathing, and tears filled his eyes.

Jing Chen didn't pause and continued: "The smell will fade after a long time. I tried many ways to keep the smell, but they were all different. I was probably crazy, so I started to hurt myself to keep myself awake. , I don't know it's depression, I just feel that after self-harm... it's cool. But I didn't want to die in the past, because I haven't found you yet. At that time, I just thought about the future, whether you want to come back to me or not, I Everyone should apologize to you."

"Is it because of me that I started taking medicine again during this period? Is it because I said so many things that hurt you and made you sad?" Qian Yang finally stopped crying.

"It has nothing to do with you. I have been under a lot of pressure since I entered the entertainment industry, and I have been taking medicine all the time," Jing Chen wiped the tears from Qian Yang's face with his hand.

Qian Yang said intermittently: "I'm sorry... I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If I had persisted for one more night, you wouldn't have become like this. I'm sorry."

"I was the one who hurt you first and failed you," Jing Chen looked at Qian Yang who was crying, and choked up a little.

The whole room smelled of sadness.

"I...will never leave you again, no matter what happens, I will be with you, and I have never forgotten you." Qian Yang turned to look at Jing Chen, "Everything will be fine, you don't need to tonight Taking so much medicine, with me by your side, you can slowly reduce the dose, and then slowly wean it off."

Jing Chen laughed softly, "Why do you look like coaxing a child?"

"Aren't you my baby? It's almost one o'clock in the morning, go to sleep," Qian Yang waited until Jing Chen fell asleep before falling asleep at ease. When he woke up, Jing Chen was still asleep, probably because he was by his side to accompany him. Jing Chen was able to sleep for so long because of sleeping.Qian Yang raised Jing Chen's arm and moved it aside, got out of bed to wash and went out.

After an hour came back, Jing Chen had already woken up, maybe because he had talked so much with Qian Yang last night, he talked about everything, and got Qian Yang's promise, so he didn't panic when he woke up and didn't see anyone. Seeing Qian Yang coming back with a bouquet of jasmine, he was slightly stunned for a moment, "Didn't you say you don't like it?"

Qian Yang just felt a little embarrassed, "I like it, I have always liked it, I lied to you before," as if thinking of something, and then said: "You used to say that I am a fool, a handful of jasmine flowers worth 15 yuan can kill me coaxed around."

Jing Chen raised his hand to his mouth and coughed, "I...I just want to save face and suffer."

Qian Yang put jasmine flowers into a vase on the table, walked up to Jing Chen and opened his hands, Jing Chen immediately understood, took a step forward and hugged Qian Yang, raised his hand to stroke his hair, and then sniffed Hearing a smell, he frowned, lowered his head and rested on the side of Qian Yang's neck, and sniffed a little more as if addicted.

Qian Yang said, "Is it the same smell as the one on the school uniform? I'm back!"