kind of bend me

In Shen Xu's small repair shop, regular customer Sibao came in with melon seeds in his hands.

"Yo, busy!"

Shen Xu didn't even need to raise his head, "What's the matter?"

"Hey, what can I do, let's chat with you!"

"Let's talk!"

The small repair shop was full of all kinds of home appliances to be repaired and messy parts. Sibao glanced at him in disgust, and ran back to his house to move Maza to sit beside him.

"Brother, tell me what's on your mind."

Shen Xu closed his eyes and pinched the center of his brows, rested for a while, "What do you think?"

"What about you and Brother Wan! Why are you procrastinating! Everyone has moved to your place with their families, and it would be wrong to hold it any longer."

Shen Xu turned around, "Who told you what's going on with Wan Chen? We have nothing to do."

Sibao curled his lips, "Come on, Brother Wan comes to your shop eight hundred times a day, who can't tell!"

Shen Xu smiled, "You also come to my shop eight hundred times a day, so it's possible that we both have something."

Sibao smacked his lips, "You're blind, let's do it blindly, then Aunt Li told me all about it, what are you two? What are you being hypocritical about!"

Shen Xu frowned slightly, staring at the scattered parts on the table, without saying a word.

Sibao continued to persuade, "Thinking about it now, this Wan Ge is quite infatuated. Thinking about the international superstar who was dumped back then, I just spotted you with a crooked neck. You say what good you have, and you still make people laugh." I've been thinking about it for decades. Don't look at him now that he's down and out, hey, it's not a matter of time to find a partner for a person like this, guess what he said."

Shen Xu didn't answer, but Sibao couldn't hold his breath, "He said, there is someone in his heart."

Shen Xu couldn't continue with his work, so he got up and poured a glass of water, and took a sip.

Sibao sighed, "Brother Leizi has been away for more than two years, you should make plans for yourself. Brother, you are already forty, and you still have decades to live? Really, you can't spend it get up."

Shen Xu didn't eat much for dinner, Wan Chen asked him if he was not feeling well, and he shook his head.

When I got home, I turned on the TV and leaned on the sofa, and my eyes fell on the two photos placed on the TV cabinet.

In the family portrait, the smiles of the parents are frozen, and the gentle and elegant lover is guarding beside them.

Only he, still alive alone.

He is not blind, not stupid, not deaf, he sees the expectations of Aunt Li and Uncle Wan, he hears the directness of Sibao and Luo Lin, Wanchen...

There is a person living in Wanchen's heart.

Once, he had no doubt that that person was himself.

Later, it turned out that he was wrong and the price he paid was too high. He would never believe in the word Wanchen again in his life.

But now...

Kang Lin said that Wanchen gave up his future for that person and went to jail for the crime.

Ke Qiwei said, Wan Chen is a lunatic, and he would not even die for that person.

who's that person……

Shen Xu was very annoyed, and was so annoyed that he didn't want to think about it anymore.

He showered and went to bed, turned off the lights, the world was pitch black, but his mind couldn't stop.

The 17-year-old Wanchen and today's Wanchen appear alternately, and happy, painful, and sad memories flow out all at the same time.

They have already gone to both ends of the world, how to turn back.

Looking back, it was already an abyss beyond redemption.

Two months later, Wan Chen was promoted.

Sibao stared in surprise, gave a thumbs up in admiration, and patted the eldest son on the back, hurry up, study hard with Uncle Wan, get promoted in two months, what kind of concept is this!Well, Brother Wan, tell me, what did you eat when you grew up.

Aunt Li was happy to kill chickens and fish, and the old restaurant on the first floor opened again.

Shen Xu parked the car outside the small courtyard, opened the trunk, took out a bag of rice and walked into the house just as Wan Chen came out.

"Exactly, do me a favor, there is bottled water in the trunk."

After talking, he entered the house, put down the rice and chatted with Aunt Li, then Shen Xu walked out of the house.

Outside, on the side of the lifted hood of the car, Wan Chen was sweating and panting with a bucket of pure water.

A bucket of 18.9 liters of pure water, but he couldn't lift it out of the car anyway.

He thought of many ways and tried many different methods, but he couldn't even lift 1cm.

Tired, he leaned against the side of the car to rest, squeezed his sore arms, wiped off his sweat, and continued on the 6th bath.

Shen Xu's nose was sour, and a ball of air was suffocating in his chest, which continued to swell, to the point where it was about to explode.

He walked forward quickly, pushed Wan Chen away, grabbed the upper and lower sides of the bucket, and moved it to the ground with ease.

Shen Xu raised his eyes, staring resentfully at the man's sweaty face.

Wan Chen was stunned for a moment, then pulled out a stiff smile, and said mockingly: "It seems that I am really old, not even as good as you. From now on, I need to exercise more often."

Shen Xu's fists were clenched tightly, and the anger that was suppressed in his chest rushed to his head, and he stared at the man fiercely.

Kang Lin said that even if Wan Chen recovers, it will never be the same as before.

Wan Chen's walking posture is a bit weird, if he can't walk fast, he can't walk for a long time. No matter how hard he tries, he still can't walk like a normal person.

Kang Lin said that Wan Chen's life was saved, but various parts of his organs were damaged to varying degrees, and he struggled to get through every day.

Wanchen can't smoke, drink, or eat irritating food, even the smell of smoke can seriously damage his lungs.

Kang Lin said, Wan Chen is almost useless.

Wan Chen couldn't lift heavy objects, and some fingers couldn't even move freely.

Kang Lin said that Wan Chen may not live another 20 years.

Shen Xu grabbed his collar and pushed him hard to the wall.

Today's Wanchen is no different from trash.

But even at this point, why did he still grit his teeth and say nothing.

Shen Xu wanted to selfishly bury everything, but damn, damn Wan Chen was using this silent method to force out his guilt and conscience, pushing him to the brink of eruption.

Today's Wan Chen is extremely pitiful, but he can still wear a proud mask, straighten his spine, and face him with a smile.

Really want to tear off his mask.

"What are you pretending, if you can't lift it, just tell me, tell everyone, your arm is useless, and you can't lift this damn broken bucket." Shen Xu kicked the bucket down and yelled at the man hysterically Said, "Wan Chen, why are you pretending to be great? You think that I should be grateful to you for going to jail for me and saving He Lei for me. My surname is Wan, I am not as kind as you think, I don't know what conscience is, Those things you did, what you did..." The sour eyes could no longer hold back the tears, he thought he had experienced a lot, and nothing could break him down, thinking--"Why do you want me to owe you , did I tell you to give up everything and go to jail? Did I tell you to risk your life to save He Lei? I won’t be grateful to you, Wan Chen, I don’t know what gratitude is. It’s your own fault that you have become what you are today. I didn't destroy you, it wasn't me."

From the beginning to the end, Wan Chen looked at him calmly, and the smile at the corner of his mouth slowly disappeared.

Shen Xu's cruel accusation seemed so powerless, facing the indifferent Wan Chen, he was like a child who only knows how to play tricks.

Humble and ridiculous.

Even he himself couldn't help laughing, tears flowed to the corners of his mouth, exaggerating that pale smile.

"Wan Chen, aren't you tired of living? Try your best to get everything you want, no matter who you are, you always wear that mask. From childhood to adulthood, who can understand you, do you have sincerity?"

"You don't say anything, because of what you are in jail, because of what you disappeared for two years, even if you come back as a waste, you will not even say a word. Wan Chen, whose sympathy are you trying to win?"

"You've turned me into a cold-blooded selfish person in your way, fine, you won, when in your life have you ever lost. Everyone, everyone, thinks we should be together because I fucking owes you, owes your life, owes your life."

Shen Xu raised his fist and slammed it heavily against the wall.

Blood oozes from the joints, and severe pain spreads into the heart.

The truth that he tried so hard to cover up was peeled away layer by layer, heartbreaking and bloody.

He didn't want to, didn't dare to think about the reason why Wanchen did this, a simple word, but it carried a weight that he could no longer bear.

He can't afford it.

Wan Chen slowly raised his hand, with cold fingers, gently stroking Shen Xu's cheek, his voice was gentle and deep, just like before.

"Shen Xu..."

He's been called that name for as long as he can remember.

Every day, every day, for 40 years.

"If you want to hear it, I'll tell you everything, no more concealment, no more scheming, everything about me, everything about us, everything, everything."

In life, only when you go through it once, you will know what is the most important.

The name engraved in my heart can never be erased.

"I don't want to force you, and I won't hurt you again. Shen Xu... I know there are many things you can't let go of, Uncle Shen, Aunt Lin, and He Lei, the hurdles in your heart are difficult to overcome."

Those injuries cannot be healed or erased with time.

How long is a lifetime?If he still has a lifetime, he will wait.

"But, Shen Xu, I don't want to give up. Knowing that you will suffer, I still choose to find you. 20 years ago, I did too many things wrong, and the only thing I did right was to fall in love with you. In this life, nothing has changed. Pass."

Shen Xu...

"Whether you are willing to give me another chance, Shen Xu, I will wait with you, and I have no choice to give up."

He said these words firmly, beyond doubt.

He stretched out his hand and hugged the tearful man into his arms.

Their lives are too tiring.

20 long years, a life of pain and suffering.

Their wasted, lost time will never come back.

But the future, no matter what kind of future it is, they must go on.

As long as someone persists, this road will no longer be painful and lonely.

Until one day, the two roads that diverged intersect again.