kind of bend me

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Sibao knocked on the door of Shen Xu's house wearing the new clothes bought by his eldest sister.

Shen Xu opened his troubled eyes wide, "How old are you? You still like to wear new clothes during the New Year. Why, knock on my door and ask me to give you the New Year's money!"

Sibao pushed the small iron pot in his hand into his arms, "It's just cooked, stuffed with leeks and pork, do you like it or not!" After finishing his collar, Sibao turned around and walked out with joy on his face.

Shen Xu hurriedly stopped him, "Where are you going?"

Sibao had a "shy" look on his face, and after a few hey heys, "Well, I sent a text message to Liu Ya, asking if she would like to go to the temple to worship and pray for the New Year!"

Shen Xu looked like an "abandoned woman", and after humming twice, "You just dumped me like this? Are you really good with others? Why do I feel so lost, can I not go? I am empty, I am lonely, I am helpless , I am at a loss, stay with me!"

Sibao threw it over with a hygienic eye, "Go and find your brother Shitou, don't you just love online dating, it would be great to take this opportunity to meet each other, so as to avoid the problem of being an old blind person who wants to see the light and die."

Sibao left without looking back, Shen Xu was thinking about the feasibility of Sibao's words while eating dumplings.

New Year's Day, meet?

He Lei's company is very busy, and there is no holiday during the Chinese New Year, and he is alone when he returns home from get off work.

If he goes, there will be two outcomes...

"This uncle, who are you looking for?"--Shen Xu was embarrassed.

"This handsome guy, who are you looking for?"----Shen Xu was delighted.

Silly mind thinking about silly things, silly chopsticks poking silly nostrils.

Depend on!

After breakfast and lunch, Shen Xu received a long-distance call from Liu Xuan.

"Hush, happy new year, miss me? I can see you in a few days. To be honest, I'm so excited. I might as well follow the example of the miserable heroine on TV. After the class reunion, I will rekindle my old relationship with you. Elope hand in hand, roam the world, the most beautiful thing is the red sunset."

Shen Xu has black lines all over his head, where does this go!

"Have you confirmed the personnel? Are all the former classmates going?"

Liu Xuan thought for a while, "I should be able to come to 27 or eight, and I can't get in touch with a few of them who have gone abroad. However, our five humble guests are sure that we want to talk about swords in Huashan, and that girl Bai Jing is in the entertainment industry. He is half popular and not purple, so he will definitely come to show off. And Zhou Da, who opened a logistics company by himself, heard that the business is good, and said he would come, oh, Wan Chen is not coming. It’s ridiculous, Xu I called him twice suddenly, but his secretary answered, Mr. Wan is so busy with work that he really can’t spare time, that’s really nice to say. In fact, he just looks down on us little people! It’s fine if you don’t come, Anyway, I didn't like him before. And that Wu Leguang, he is also..."

Liu Xuan babbled a lot, Shen Xu was distracted after listening.

When Wan Chen didn't come, the stone in his heart suddenly fell to the ground.

No need to think about what to say, what expression to use to face this person.

Strange to say, three or four months ago, whenever the name Wan Chen was mentioned, there would still be an indelible pain in my heart.

But since he got to know and get along with He Lei, gradually, the complicated feelings brought to him by this name gradually faded and disappeared.

Hearing Liu Xuan mention Wan Chen again, he was able to face it calmly.

After all, Wan Chen is just an old photo and an old book that has been covered up in dust.

Turning over the sad page, he ushered in a new chapter.

At seven o'clock in the evening, He Lei's dinner time is also the time for Shen Xu to tell stories.

He Lei boiled fish soup, and the stewed milky white soup was gurgling on the stove.He went to the balcony, took the clothes that had been dried in the morning into the house, and folded them one by one.

Before the fish soup is out of the pot, sprinkle the chopped garlic and coriander on it, and the aroma is overflowing.

Shen Xu's story unfolds slowly in this rich and delicious soup, sometimes it is an inspiring youth song, sometimes it is a sad lyrical prose.

At that age, Shen Xu didn't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth, and had both happiness and sadness written on his face.He has loved, been mad, hurt, hated.

He used up the happiness of the next ten years at once, and his reckless squandering eventually led to an irreversible ending.

He told He Lei about his self-blame and guilt, and even once felt world-weary because of this guilt.

He Lei said with a slight sigh, "It would be great if we could meet sooner."

Shen Xu, no one in this world can predict the future.When the accident happened, we were caught off guard, and we would be overwhelmed with pain.Shen Xu, do you think that the two people who love you the most in this world hope that you will live a dark life because of your mistakes?Live in annoyance and guilt every day until you grow old and die without daring to take another step?

Shen Xu, what they need is your growth.It is you who can get out of grief and walk in the sunshine healthily and bravely, because you are their son, the one they love with their lives.

Shen Xu, you put a strong shackle on yourself, but you ignored their true feelings.

Shen Xu, the person who wishes you the most happiness is your parents.

He Lei's words were like warm wind blowing gently in Shen Xu's heart.Those wounds that have gone away, and the blood dripping when they were peeled off, were also gently wiped off, and good medicine was applied, just waiting to heal.

If I could meet sooner...

Shen Xu: "If you don't think that I am a high school graduate, a small boss who does not seek to make progress, and a worthless rough man, we..."

Let's go everywhere!

During that most difficult time, Liu Xuan stayed by Shen Xu's side all day, and truly became his life-saving straw.

The momentary surge of passion caused everyone to receive a demerit penalty, but it also made Shen Xu stay on campus for the time being.

During that time, every day in the corridors, on the side of the playground, and outside the dormitory, people would see the figures of the two making high-profile declarations of love. Liu Xuan generously held Shen Xu's hand, made some small gestures of intimacy from time to time, and bit him when necessary. Kiss one ear and one small mouth, if anyone dares to make irresponsible remarks in front of her, the little dynamite package will detonate immediately.

She just wanted to let everyone know that Shen Xu was her man, and that he could not be bullied and humiliated by others. If anyone dared to say that Shen Xu was a disgusting homosexual, Liu Xuan would speak back unceremoniously.

It was also during that time that Shen Xu really saw Liu Xuan's shrew's ability to swear.

Shen Xu swears that he will listen to Liu Xuan for the rest of his life, and will never argue with her. She is simply the spokesperson of what is not, can, reason, and metaphor!

But these small actions can't fundamentally solve the problem, Shen Xu's mother will know about it sooner or later.

They need a solid plan to end it completely.

Three days later, Xu Haozhong, a well-known domestic director, came to an ordinary high school in S city.

How famous Xu Haozhong is can be seen from the popularity of several films he directed.As soon as he stepped out of the car, sharp-eyed classmates immediately spotted him.After spreading the word, the whole school flocked outside the principal's room.

The easy-going Xu Haozhong explained the purpose of his trip in detail in the principal's office.

He once filmed a film last year that reflected the living conditions of contemporary young people with different ideas. In the film, students from his school were involved in the filming of several scenes.

Xu Haozhong took out those indecent photos from his bag and put them on the table. He said with righteous indignation that he heard that he didn't know who maliciously released these shots, which caused the student in the photos to suffer innocent injustice.

The headmaster's expression became ugly, he looked at the photos carefully, and looked at Xu Haozhong suspiciously.

Xu Haozhong is worthy of being a well-known director in China today, and he is definitely an old actor who can't see his flaws when acting.

What's the name of this classmate... Oh, yes, Shen Xu, alas, I'm too busy, I almost forgot about it. Back then, he signed a non-disclosure agreement with our crew, and this film was going to be taken abroad. He must not say anything before the broadcast... In fact, there are very few shots of him, but I am quite optimistic about this kid. He played a decadent gay character very well. If there is a chance, I would like to ask him to participate in the next film...Recently he He called me and was so anxious that he almost cried, saying that he was about to be expelled from school because of this incident, and asked if I could tell the truth.You said, how can there be such a sincere child, who is in this situation, and still wants to keep it a secret for us... Sigh, there are really not many such children these days, no, I came from City B overnight, what should I say, It's also because of me, no matter what, I have to explain clearly to you... Shen Xu is definitely a good boy with good character, the school can't let such a student suffer injustice!

The corner of the principal's mouth twitched, Shen Xu?Good character?Are you playing with me all the time?

But he thought about it in peace, and politely invited the Buddha out of the door.

Xu Haozhong's car drove to the school gate, and Liu Xuan, who was wearing a high ponytail, waited there with his hands behind his back.

Rolling down the car window, Xu Haozhong said to her with a smile: "Okay, little girl, you owe me a favor this time."

Liu Xuan bent down and smiled sweetly at the person inside, "Uncle Xu, thank you."

Xu Haozhong: "I just admire your unafraid of tigers as a newborn calf, that's all right, remember to audition for my new play after graduation."

Two days later, Shen Xu's punishment came down, just like Liu Xuan and the others, demerit.

Three days later, Shen Xu once again became famous in the whole school, and the little girls in the lower grades lined up outside the classroom to see the future big star.

The classmates changed ridicule and contempt into flattery and admiration, and they rushed to ask him about the process of filming, what is the name of the next film, what will he act in, how much salary will he get, and which actress he will work with?

Shen Xu was a little overwhelmed, grabbed his schoolbag and fled to the base of the five scumbags as soon as school was over.

Everyone was curious about how Liu Xuan was able to invite Xu Haozhong to be a lobbyist.

Liu Xuan's pear blossoms were raining, and she was so sad, "Hey, man, he's been sneaked!"

Shen Xu's forehead felt hot, and he yelled, "I'll beat him to death, you bastard!"

Li Da, Wang Qi and Fat Girls all looked contemptuous, "You women sing and husbands follow, you play double reeds!"

Xu Haozhong's new play was filmed in T City, and one day he was having dinner with some actors at Liu's restaurant, when Liu Xuan saw him, he had an idea, and boldly approached him for a chat, which led to this scene.

Fat Girl was puzzled: "Why is he so talkative? He agreed right away? Didn't he make any excessive demands?"

Liu Xuan sighed again and again, "Even if he mentioned it to me, he could only bite the bullet and agree. Alas, for my future husband, I'll just dive in!"

Shen Xu: "Liu Xuan!!!"

Liu Xuan laughed happily, "Just kidding, am I stupid?"

Although he knew it was a joke, Shen Xu still tied the knot in his heart.

Later, Fei Niu asked Liu Xuan to show up at Shen Xu's house. After all, his mother also saw the photos. In order to make the old man feel at ease, Liu Xuan should put on a show.

So on Sunday, Shen Xu took Liu Xuan back home.