kind of bend me

There had been no rain in City S for two whole months, and the heavy rain that day made many people ecstatic.

After getting off the bus, Shen Xu didn't open an umbrella, and walked alone in the torrential rain, the photos tightly clenched in his hands were already soaked.

Very similar.

This is the news he got from that population.

He didn't know if he could be lucky again, in fact, he couldn't remember that person, after all, he was a stranger who had only met once.

Wanchen, Wanchen...

How could Wanchen...

The heavy rain in May drenched him completely, and Uncle Liu from a small street shop ran past him with an umbrella against the wind, and shouted at him, "Shen Xu, what are you doing? Get it!"

The wind drove rain into his eyes, and he stopped, his eyes tightly shut.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so badly.

The photo in his hand was pinched and deformed by him, and there were too many emotions gushing out and urgently needed to vent.

They will graduate in half a month, and the two people who have been together from elementary school, junior high school to high school will be separated for a long time by the serious college entrance examination.

During the four years of college, with Wan Chen's competitive personality, they rarely saw each other.

After university, postgraduate entrance examination?Work?The time Wan Chen can leave him will not increase.

He didn't understand, why did that person do this?

He loves Wan Chen to the bottom of his heart, why did he kill his father and kill him?

Standing outside the small window, letting the cold rain pour over his body, he shivered from the cold.

He should ask Wan Chen for clarification, and ask if that person is talking about him.

He can't be like this, he can't doubt Wan Chen casually, although they have had quarrels before, and their relationship is a bit stiff recently.

However, Wan Chen loved him, and loved him with the same heart.

Wan Chen, absolutely, not.

Shen Xu didn't know how long he had been waiting, the rain gradually stopped, the sky was completely dark, a vague figure was walking towards here illuminated by the small yellow light on the side of the road.

His voice was trembling, with a hint of crying, "Wan Chen."

Wan Chen stopped in his tracks, carefully looked at the black shadow on the opposite side, and after confirming that it was Shen Xu, he said in a calm voice, "What are you doing here?"

Shen Xu took a step forward, "I...I'll wait for you..."

Wan Chen frowned, Shen Xu's voice didn't sound right, "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Xu: "No... nothing... very good... very good."

Wan Chen stretched out his hand to touch his cool arm, his wet clothes, his whole body trembling unnaturally.

"Are you in the rain?"

Shen Xu: "There is...a little..."

Wan Chen's nameless anger came up, "Don't you know how to go home after being drenched in the rain? What are you doing standing here stupidly?!"

Wan Chen turned around and left, but Shen Xu stayed where he was, the photo he clutched tightly in his hand was a photo of him and Wan Chen in his sophomore year of high school, the blue sky, white clouds, sea, carefree young man, treat each other sincerely time.

Today, everything has changed.

Wan Chen hesitated, and finally turned around and sighed helplessly at Shen Xu, who was drenched in rain and shivering from the cold, "Let's go!"

Shen Xu put the photo in his pocket, followed him up to the third floor, and walked into the familiar cabin.

That night Wanchen's parents were not at home, Shen Xu took a shower and changed into Wanchen's clothes, looking at Wanchen who was sitting at the desk and didn't want to waste even a second studying hard.

In the past, he never got tired of seeing such a scene.

He looked deeply at such a person.

Wan Chen turned his head, "Go back!"

Shen Xu lowered his head, "Yes. Wan Chen, I want to talk to you."

Wan Chen frowned slightly, "I'll talk about it tomorrow."

Shen Xu: "Just for a while, a few minutes, okay?"

Wan Chen: "..."

Putting down the towel to wipe his head, Shen Xu sat in front of the small bed, and said in a low sighing voice, "Wan Chen, my dad...why, why don't you come and see me?"

Wan Chen paused while holding the pen, "I'm... a bit busy."

Shen Xu raised his head and looked at his back, "Wan Chen, my dad passed away, you know how much I wanted you to come and accompany me during that time, even if you just said a word or two, even if it was just to wipe my tears, also good.

Wanchen, I, I really miss you. "

Shen Xu's voice was choked with sobs, which made people feel sad.

Wan Chen: "Do you hate me?"

Shen Xu: "I can't hate you, even if you never show up once, I can't hate you. Wan Chen, don't you know how much I like you? I know that if I keep walking with you Go on, in the future, one day in the future, my parents will definitely find out. I know they will be pissed off, but I still want to be with you. Wan Chen, I want to work hard to earn money and give you every penny. , I like you who have dreams, and you who bravely pursue that dream. I want to be by your side forever, forever, I love you, Wanchen. Liu Xuan said to me, it doesn’t matter if you are buried for me, and I am too. In the same way, for you, I can make as many sacrifices as you want. Wan Chen, do you understand?"

It was pitch black outside the window, and the evening wind after the rain blew into the house, making it cool.

Wan Chen rubbed the center of his brows, the multiple pressures on his body over the past few days made him exhausted.

He couldn't answer Shen Xu's words, that breathless feeling couldn't continue, no matter how deep the love turned into a nightmare that tormented his nerves, he could only discard it.

"Wanchen, let's break up!"

Wan Chen turned around in surprise, "You..."

Tears rolled down Shen Xu's eyes, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, "It seems that this is the only way to go, I, I don't know how to face you in the future. You hate me, so you don't come to see me when my father passed away When I was discriminated against and ridiculed by all the teachers and students in the school, you didn't say a word of comfort. Wan Chen, I don't hate you for these things. Really, I didn't blame you for this kind of thing. Wan Chen, I would like to share with you You break up. Later, later..."

Shen Xu couldn't continue speaking, lowered his head and shoulders trembled even more.

Shen Guozhong's death hit Shen Xu very hard, he was never willing to show his fragile side in front of Wan Chen.But today, when he was about to separate, he couldn't hold back his tears.

That was the Wanchen he had loved with all his heart for more than two years, and the Wanchen he wanted to guard for the rest of his life.

Their love has come to an end.

I don't know whether it was Shen Xu's tears or those words of breaking up that touched Wan Chen's nerves, he stood up and walked to Shen Xu's side.

She hugged his trembling body, patted his back lightly, and whispered the words owed to him in his ear.

"sorry."

I'm sorry, Shen Xu, for bringing you into my world, I'm sorry, I made you love me so deeply, I'm sorry, I sent the photo to Uncle Shen recklessly, I'm sorry, I can't be by your side who is surrounded by enemies, I'm sorry, the road ahead , I can only let you go alone, sorry.

"Shen Xu, forget about me and start living again!"

I can't love you anymore, I'm sorry.

Two days later, Wan Chen came back from school and just stepped up the stairs, Shen Xu, who followed closely behind, spat on the ground, with a gloomy look in his eyes, walked up to the third floor and knocked on Wan's door.

Seeing that it was Shen Xu, Li Meixiang smiled and said, "Hey, Xiao Xu hasn't been here for a while. Come in quickly, freshly cut watermelon."

Shen Xu walked into the room with a smile, Wan Chen looked at him suspiciously with a watermelon in his hand.

Li Meixiang handed him the watermelon cut into small pieces, "It looks like it's the college entrance examination, how is Xiaoxu's review?"

Shen Xu shook his head, "What else do I study for, I'm sure I won't pass the exam. My mother doesn't expect me to go to college, it would be good if I can get a high-tech exam and get a job in the future."

Li Meixiang nodded, "It's fine, you may not be able to find a good job after you go to college! Look at the few college students who came to our factory from the new branch, they still do the same jobs as us. It takes a few more years to study and spend a few more dollars. Annual money is of no use at all."

Shen Xu took a bite of the watermelon, "Auntie, this watermelon is really sweet."

Wan Chen smacked his arm, "What are you doing here?"

Shen Xu put down the watermelon as if suddenly remembering something, "Ah, by the way, Auntie, Uncle Wan said that you've been fascinated by Huan Zhuge Ge recently, so you rented the tape to watch at home. I also have a video tape here, which is very good. It was newly broadcast two days ago, you can take it and watch it, you will be pleasantly surprised."

Li Meixiang took the video tape, "Is it good? What is this about?"

Shen Xu: "It's about two high school students. It's also a romantic drama. My friend said it's pretty good. You'll know it after watching it. Maybe." After a pause, he turned his head and looked at Wan Chen, "There are acquaintances in it! "

Wan Chen looked at him puzzled.

Li Meixiang wondered, "Acquaintances? I don't know any filmmakers. Hey, there's nothing written on this tape, not even a name. It shouldn't be confused with the pornographic film you peeked at!"

Shen Xu smiled awkwardly: "Auntie, let's see what you said."

Li Meixiang also laughed, "Tch, I thought I didn't know, you boys! What good things can you do if you get together all day long."

Shen Xu's gaze shifted to Wan Chen's face, "It's a coincidence that the male protagonist in it is also surnamed Wan and is also a high school student. I heard that the main story is about what happened two nights ago, so it should be very exciting."

After thinking for a moment, Wan Chen suddenly stood up, staring at Shen Xu with wide eyes in disbelief.

Li Meixiang was frightened by him, and patted his arm, "Wanchen, what are you doing, you scared mom!"

Wan Chen's breathing quickened, and his angry eyes fixed on Shen Xu, who had a calm face.

Inadvertently, a cruel smile hung on Shen Xu's lips.

Wan Chen's nerves broke instantly, he grabbed the belt, pulled Shen Xu up with the other hand, and said through gritted teeth: "Follow me."

Shen Xu put away his innocent expression, his eyes became fierce in an instant, and said word by word, "Happy, willing, respectful, accompanying."

They walked out the door quickly, Li Meixiang chased after them and asked where they were going!

Shen Xu answered silently in his heart, "Hell."

Even if it's hell, even if it's beyond redemption, he still needs to get a definite answer.

His love was torn to pieces, his love was stuck two days ago.

If the answer is yes, they can only go to hell.