kind of bend me

That night, Wan Chen came home very late.

Li Meixiang was terrified by the scar on his face, and insisted on dragging him to the hospital. After being questioned to the point of being agitated, Wan Chen hysterically yelled "Don't bother me," and hid in the bathroom.

The person in the mirror was covered in scars and embarrassed. He turned on the faucet and used handfuls of water to wash away the blood stains and anxiety.

He watched the video tape many times, fast forward, fast rewind, end and start again.

As a result, no.

There is no dirty content that Shen Xu said, nothing that he can threaten.

It's just a rotten dish of Huanzhugege, with the cover torn off, so that people can't see anything.

Shen Xu's threatening words resounded in his mind over and over again, almost bursting his head.

He slumped against the sink, scratching at his hair, waiting for the damn memories to fade away.

At night, Li Meixiang rubbed the medicine on him with red eyes, and he apologized lightly and walked back to the room.

After closing the door, I can still hear my father comforting my mother in a low voice: the college entrance examination is only a few days away, he is under too much pressure, don't be too sad.At this time, don't provoke him.

Turn on the small light in front of the window, open the book, all the familiar symbols and formulas have changed, and he can't read anything.

Lying on the bed, he tried to sort out the mess.

Shen Xu knew about the photo he sent, Shen Xu pretended to break up to let him relax his vigilance, Shen Xu threatened him with a video tape, but there was nothing in the video tape.

Shen Xu, what do you want?

If he personally admits that he sent the photo, then what?

He didn't wait until then, because those terrible accusations made Shen Xu lose his mind.

Shen Xu, you are the one who killed your father, and you are the one who should feel guilty.I'm just a fuse, it's you who actually detonated the bomb!

Countless insults were cut on Shen Xu's body like knives, he only cared about venting his pain, but ignored Shen Xu's feelings.

He just lost his father and was treated coldly by his classmates, and found out that the person who sent the photo was Wan Chen, and the photo was his sacrifice for Wan Chen.

Adding all these together, the 18-year-old Shen Xu couldn't bear it either.

He hadn't thought about all of this, or rather, he didn't want to think about it at all.

Shen Xu is also a person, just like him, a person with thoughts and feelings.

And he, on impulse, almost strangled that person to death with his own hands.

Blinded by the quilt, he refused to think about it any further.

The college entrance examination is just a few days away, don't think about it, don't think about it anymore, no matter what, he has to calm down.

Forget about Shen Xu, there is no belt, no bondage, he has nothing to do with that person.

The next day he learned from his mother that Shen Xu hadn't come back.

He didn't know how badly Shen Xu was injured, who saved him?where is he nowHow is it going?

He had no way to inquire, Li Da looked at him as if he wanted to eat him alive.He didn't need to inquire, Shen Xu, Shen Xu and him...

A few days later, Shen Xu came back.

Li Meixiang sighed frequently, Shen Xu's injuries all over his body, he didn't know what trouble he caused.Alas, this child, how long has his father passed away, what can he do, he just can't make people worry!

Before Wan Chen went to school, he turned to the small window in front of the building by a strange coincidence, and quietly peeked in.

Shen Xu slept on the bed with his back facing him, motionless.

On the day of taking graduation photos, he met Shen Xu.

His complexion was very poor, the gauze on his head was removed, the wound was not long, and he couldn't see anything because it was covered by short hair.

From that day on, Shen Xu never looked at him again.

In the commemorative photo of the last three years of high school, they didn't smile.

On the way back, he followed the man at a distance.

Beside the big tree by the roadside, Shen Xu vomited for a long time.

Kneeling in pain, shaking from vomiting, sitting next to the pile of filth after vomiting, crying like a fool.

Wan Chen stood not far away and watched silently, frowning.

That night Shen Xu was sent to the hospital, Li Meixiang prepared three meals a day and sent them to their mothers, Wan Chen would always pretend to inquire about the situation unintentionally.

Shen Xu did not participate in the black college entrance examination.

One night later, Wan Chen, who was sleeping soundly, was awakened by an extremely sharp cry, which was mixed with fear and made people shudder.

It's Shen Xu!

Surprised, he opened the window and poked his head out. The heart-piercing cry lasted for a while and was replaced by Lin Yan's exclamation.

"Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu, what's wrong with you, wake up, Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu..."

Wan Chen panicked, didn't care too much, opened the door of the house, rushed downstairs to the small window, and secretly looked inside.

The dim light illuminated the sweaty Shen Xu, who was hugged by Lin Yan, staring blankly at the wall.

"Mom, I'm scared, Mom, I'm so scared, Mom..."

"Don't be afraid, Mom is here, Xiaoxu, you are having a nightmare, it's okay, it's okay, just wake up."

Shen Xu's voice trembled, "He wants to kill me...why does he...really...really want to kill me..."

Wan Chen pressed his head against the wall, unable to listen anymore, Shen Xu's crying voice was like a knife sharpening on his heart.

Every subsequent night, every night, the screaming continued, and Wan Chen tightly covered his ears, not daring to listen any more.

That terrible voice pulled his nerves again and again, he couldn't bear this heavy conscience debt, and tears fell unconsciously.

Shen Xu, Shen Xu, Shen Xu...

Li Meixiang's laments could be heard at the dinner table every day, Shen Xu was so thin that he vomited every day after eating, and he always had nightmares at night, the screams could be heard all over the building.You said that after Lao Shen left, this home didn't feel like home anymore.A good child is ruined like this, alas!

Shen Xu hardly ever went out, Liu Xuan Li Da and the others came to look for him a few times, but he never went out under the excuse that he was not feeling well.Wan Chen often goes around to the small window to take a sneak peek, watching that person, gradually becoming decadent.

A month later, Shen Xu left.

Wan Chen spent the whole day in the library, Ke Qiwei couldn't help wondering: the college entrance examination is over, what books are you still reading!Wan Chen, you have stretched yourself too tight, it's time to relax.

Wan Chen didn't know what else he could do besides reading.

Shen Xu is gone, he should be happy, right?In the future, no one will pester him or threaten him, and he will no longer have to worry about when the bombs around him will explode.

In the future life, each will go his own way, and there will be no more intersections.

He should be thankful for this ending, he didn't lose anything.

So be it, so be it...

Entering S University, Wan Chen, who has excellent grades and is eloquent, gradually shows his edge. He joins the student union and wins the teacher's favor with his rigorous and serious attitude.

He lives every day to the full and busy.

Soon, he will forget about Shen Xu.

Forget everything he ever did.

During the winter vacation of his junior year, he learned that Aunt Lin had passed away from his mother's chat when he got home.

Shen Xu came back to deal with the funeral, was very busy and left in a hurry.

He sat on the living room sofa with a heavy heart and pretended to watch the Spring Festival Gala. After eating the New Year’s Eve dinner, Li Meixiang said helplessly while peeling an apple: Xiao Xu’s child is too pitiful. gone.This silly boy, at such a young age, must have felt so much pain in his heart that he would think of committing suicide. "When she mentioned Shen Xu, she felt sad and her voice choked up. After all, she was watching the grown-up child. In her heart, she had long regarded Shen Xu and Wan Chen the same. "Wan Chen, didn't you have a good relationship before? of it?Don't bother with your studies, call Xiaoxu occasionally, he has no father or mother now.You persuade him, tell him to think about it, and stop doing stupid things. "

The remote control in Wan Chen's hand fell to the ground, he couldn't control his feet, got up and ran out of the house.

The Shen family on the first floor has already been emptied.Open the half-hidden door, leaving the room cold.

This place has been sold, and someone will move in after the new year.

Strange people, strange faces, strange feelings...

In the blink of an eye, the bright yellow lights came on, and it seemed that Uncle Shen's hearty laughter could be heard in the living room. Aunt Lin brought out a large plate of dumplings from the kitchen, and invited the whole family of Shen to come over for dinner.

At the dining table, Shen Xu's mouth was full of dumplings, and when he spoke, he sprayed them all over the place. Aunt Lin knocked on his bowl with chopsticks, and said with feigned anger whether he had eaten or not.

After swallowing the dumplings, Shen Xu took a big mouthful of the soup, burped contentedly, with a happy smile on his face.

The sound of gunfire outside the window shook the sky, and the Spring Festival Gala was going on bustlingly on who’s TV. The host wished loudly in a sonorous and forceful tone: Happy New Year.

And here, here...

The cold moonlight came into the room, leaving it empty and full of dust.

Uncle Shen is gone, Aunt Lin has also passed away, Shen Xu, he...

This silly boy, he must have felt so much pain in his heart that he thought of committing suicide. If I hadn't arrived in time, their family would not be here.

No matter how hard his knee was, Wan Chen couldn't hold it any longer, and he knelt down on the ground, tears of regret all over his face.

Shen Xu, Shen Xu...

Wanchen, let's be friends!A true friend who will protect you and help you; Wanchen, let's be friends!

Brother, uncle, uncle, am I wrong?I will learn, even if my head is cut off, I will learn too, okay?

Hey, you don't think I'm so romantic.My Juliet, Romeo has come to see you.

Are you going to find someone to single out again?If you stab someone again, you will never go to school in your life!Wan Chen, let me tell you, don't try to get rid of me this time... You stab one and I stab two, if you want to go to jail we will sit together, if you want to die together, you will die together.

Wan Chen, I can work hard to do what you said.Please also fulfill your promise, the future, the future you said, belongs to the two of us.I remember those words clearly.

His lower lip was bleeding, tears blurred his vision, he couldn't see clearly the dark and empty home, and couldn't see the carefree smile on Shen Xu's face.

How could he not know how much Shen Xu loves him.How simple is Shen Xu's mind, so simple that if he falls in love with him, he will never turn back, those threats and abuse are just temporary angry words.

There is no video tape, no desperate entanglement, Shen Xu, never did anything to hurt him from the beginning to the end.

Wan Chen, you can live without me, but I can't.I, Shen Xu, am a stickler. If I like it, I like it. I don’t think too much about it.

Hands, can't break up.

I will be around you for the rest of my life, university, graduate school, work, until old age, until death.

Wan Chen, how much I like you, you never know?I want to give you every penny I earn, I like you who have dreams, and I want to always, always be by your side.I will do as much sacrifice as you want.

Wanchen, I love you.

He was wrong, he really knew it was wrong.

He can persuade himself that Uncle Shen's death was an accident, but what about Aunt Lin and Shen Xu...

The Shen Xu who was almost strangled to death by his own hands, the Shen Xu who lost his parents and was so sad that he tried to commit suicide...

A home, a good home, was completely ruined because of his ignorance and selfishness.

He is a beast, what did he do to Shen Xu, to Shen Xu who loved him so much.

His heart was in a tearing pain, his body was trembling uncontrollably, and he cried loudly in the empty home.

Shen Xu, Shen Xu, Shen Xu...

No matter how hard he screamed, that person would never come back.