kind of bend me

Woke up at three in the middle of the night, the pillow was wet.

Looking at the puddle of water stains, Wan Chen was stunned.

How long has he not cried?Sure enough, she shouldn't have seen Shen Xu again, and that part of the past was revealed again, which hurt herself severely.

He got up, put on his pajamas, poured a glass of water and came to the study,

Pull out the "Crime and Punishment" that I have been reading recently, and read it carefully under the lamp.

His life has always been monotonous and boring.

After graduating from university, he applied for a job at BIC Group and conquered the examiners with his perfect eloquence and adaptability.

That year, he was 22 years old.

It took him eight years to climb to his current position, and no one knows the hardships.

For eight years, when he was entertaining clients, he was drunk and cried while hugging a telephone pole, when he was squeezed out by his colleagues and his boss was jealous and had to fight alone, when he was framed by his opponent and caused an accident and was almost sent to prison.

He misses Shen Xu, misses it very much, misses it very much.

Returning to a person's home, I fell down on the sofa exhaustedly,

He put his arms over his eyes, letting the fragile tears trickle down the ends of his eyes and into his thick black hair.

If Shen Xu is still here...

Wan Chen, I saw shrimps on the way home from get off work today. I bought some. Don’t you like them? Come and taste them. Don’t think my cooking is unpalatable. It would be nice if I could cook for you.

Wan Chen, the bath water is ready, you should wash before going to bed.What, tired?Well, let me give you a massage!I said you, don't hold back if you have any troubles, just tell me, maybe I can help you!Don't underestimate the ability of diaosi, we are Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death!

Wan Chen, if it’s impossible, I won’t do it. We are not short of money. We can still have a good life without delicacies, radishes and pickles, don’t you think?Anyway, I'll do as long as I have you, really...

Wanchen, Wanchen, Wanchen...

The tears under his arms flowed more fiercely, his thoughts overflowed, and the tears soaked the corner of the sofa.

He chose to abandon Shen Xu and take this dangerous and hard road, no matter what, he had to persevere.

He used the same despicable means to set up a trap for his opponent, and now the wife is scattered and died in prison.

The former colleague changed his attitude and slowly flattered him. The former boss packed up his things and walked out of the office to move his seat to him.

When socializing, there are people below him who drink glass after glass of wine for him, and his methods become more and more ruthless, and his position gets higher and higher.

Today's vice president is not his ultimate goal. With Wenxuan's family power, he can still climb to a higher place.

Will the scenery there be more charming?

A month ago, the secretary notified him that a high school classmate called and mentioned the class reunion.

Class reunion, Shen Xu...

Will he come?

From that day on, something was wrong with Wan Chen.

Always thinking about the past, the him in the past, the Shen Xu in the past, the rest are all good memories.

Those pains and injuries were deliberately erased by him.

What has become of Shen Xu now?

Married?Maybe, with kids.

I have a stable job, and I buy some snacks that my children love after work every day. When I get home, my three or four-year-old child rides on his back, shouting happily. screen.

On Sunday, he would take his wife and children to visit the zoo and playground, enjoying this ordinary and tiny happiness.

Wanchen declined the invitation from the classmate association.

There is no need to say goodbye, they have chosen different paths long ago.

For 12 years, he has never looked for Shen Xu, so what if he finds him, the damage has already been done, and he will never be redeemed.

Whether it is love or hate, it will all dissipate with time!

He still has a long way to go, and he has to go on.

And Shen Xu, Shen Xu...

On the weekend, he went to Wenxuan's house, and Wenxuan's parents were very satisfied with his prospective son-in-law.

After dinner, Wen Xuan's father, Wen Shengli, talked with him in the study. A project that BIC Group was discussing recently involved a lot, and knowing some news in advance would be of great help to him.

Before leaving, Wen Xuan sent him outside the small courtyard, took his hand, and smiled, "This drama will take about two months, I really want to finish it soon, and be Mrs. Wan at home with peace of mind."

Wan Chen glanced at him, and said in a flat tone, "Go in, I'm leaving."

Wan Chen's attitude was still cold, Wen Xuan nodded without saying anything, and watched him get into the car.

In the bar at night, Wan Chen made an appointment with Kang Lin.He didn't have many friends, and the only one he could talk to in college was Kang Lin.

This person is a second-generation rich man, who is named in his father's company, and usually only responsible for eating, drinking and having fun. Wan Chen has been roommates with him for four years, and the relationship is closer than ordinary people, not to mention deep.

Kang Lin patted him on the shoulder when he arrived at the bar, "A self-disciplined person like you would ask me out for a drink. Is it going to rain tomorrow?"

Wan Chen ignored him, drank a few cups on his own, and then slowly talked about his thoughts after getting a little drunk.

It was rare for Kang Lin not to pick up girls, and to drink with him for a while, until he was so drunk that he almost went berserk, only then did he hear him talk about "others".

"There is a person who has been separated from his first love for more than ten years. Now, there is a chance for him to see that person again. Do you think he should go see him?"

Kang Lin has known Wan Chen for more than ten years, and he has never heard him mention his relationship.During his four years in college, others were busy making friends, and he was busy trying to find a way.His innocence made Kang Lin suspect that he was impotent.

Now this man who is worth [-] yuan talks about his sad first love through alcohol, Kang Lin is quite surprised.

"What else do you see? For more than ten years, she has already become a broken flower and a willow. You have seen a few first loves with happy endings. If you can't change your current life, don't cause that trouble. Tell your friend to live with peace of mind. Go on! Such days are not available to everyone."

Wan Chen smiled wryly and drank the wine in the glass.

Yes, what else do you see!Whether it is him or Shen Xu, it is impossible to change.They went to two extremes.

But every day after that, he unconsciously counted down the days of the classmate reunion.

Passing by the places where they used to live and the schools they went to, although they have changed into something he doesn't recognize, he still unconsciously takes a second look.

Shen Xu, do you still remember?

Here, everything that happens.

Their 17 years old, their love.

On the day of the class reunion, he was restless all morning.After staying up until eleven o'clock, he went downstairs and got in the car, and told the driver to drive to Tianlang Hotel.

The driver drove the car very slowly. He didn't get out of the car when he arrived at the hotel. He pressed the window and saw the familiar face through the glass of the hotel.

Shen Xu... Shen Xu 12 years later... His Shen Xu...

A smile spread from the corner of the man's mouth, eyebrows and eyes were curved, and Wan Chen's heart clenched violently.

He opened the car door, subconsciously rushed into the hotel, Shen Xu's suit and leather shoes turned his back to him.

He walked a few steps quickly, only seeing the existence of that person.

Stopping in his tracks, he softly called that person's name with uncontrollable excitement.

Shen Xu.

He knew that if they met, they might never forget them.

In the middle of the night, Wan Chen's car waited for two hours at the door of the party's KTV until that person came out.

After saying goodbye to his friend, he drunkenly stretched out his hand to stop the car, and Wan Chen told the driver to drive over.

After Shen Xu got into the car, he lay on his side and fell asleep, Wan Chen helped him over and let him lean against him.

"Slow down."

The driver glanced in the rearview mirror and whispered yes.

Shen Xu smelled of alcohol all over, Wan Chen supported his shoulder with one hand, and took his cold hand with the other.

Hold it in your hand, fingers intertwined.

When he came to the hotel, he refused the driver's help and helped him into the room.

Putting on clean pajamas for him, Wan Chen wrung out the towel and wiped off the wine stains on his face.

With the warm towel sticking to his face, Shen Xu let out a comfortable "huh".

Wan Chen lay beside him, staring carefully at the face that could only appear in dreams, stretched out his hand to caress his soft short hair, and pressed his lips against it.

A very light, very light kiss.

After 12 years, it was too far away for him to remember.

His cheeks were pressed together, he closed his eyes, and whispered his lover's name softly.

"Shen Xu...Shen Xu...Shen Xu..."

Even though they are so close, my heart still hurts like a hole has been poked.

The next day, he asked his mother to invite Shen Xu to have dinner, and he waited in line for an hour before rushing home with his favorite food when he was young.

Shen Xu was as distant from him as a stranger.

I want to make it up to you if I can.

That was his sincere words. If possible, he wanted to make up for those injuries and pains together.

He was in debt for 12 years, a debt he could never repay.

In the next few days, he couldn't restrain himself from thinking about the past, thinking about the present Shen Xu.

"Shen Xu, is there still a possibility for us?"

After sending the text message, he sat on the sofa and waited all night.

He knows that he has lost his mind, so let him go crazy once!

He didn't care about breaking Wenxuan's path, he didn't care about being talked about, he didn't care about everything.

He just wanted that the person he loved deeply could come back to him.

Make up for all those lost and regretted.

Get back his lost Shen Xu.

However, Shen Xu didn't reply to him.

That possibility was cut off.

Shen Xu left.

Standing on the overcrowded platform, he watched the man get into the car alone, managed to squeeze into a seat by the window, and took out his mobile phone.

The train whistle, with the rumble, took away his story, his, a dream.

Today, his stage is still only left by himself.

That person will never come back.

And he will never go back to before we met.

Half a month later, he called up a person's name from his mobile phone. After the call was connected, he looked up at the brightly lit world outside the window.

"Help me find a person...the more detailed the better...focus on the experience of the past ten years and the current situation...the name is Shen Xu."