kind of bend me

A lot of flowers and plants were planted in the small courtyard of the Wan family. It is April in the world, and spring is full of joy. He Lei took Shen Xu's hand and whispered softly, "In the future, when we grow old, we will also plant some flowers and plants in the courtyard. I will water you Fertilization, isn’t it very emotional.”

Shen Xu glanced at him, "No, honey, I'll water, you fertilize!"

He Lei blinked to express his confusion, and Shen Xu said calmly, "Remember to use natural fertilizers."

He Lei resisted the urge to kick him. This man has no other skills, and he is absolutely top-notch in disrupting the atmosphere.

Walking through the small courtyard and entering the house, Aunt Li hurried out wearing an apron, beckoning them to sit down with a smile on her face, then turned her head and called to the bedroom, after a while, Uncle Wan came out.

"Xiao Xu is here, this is..."

Both Uncle Wan and Aunt Li are kind people. He Lei stepped forward and introduced himself, "My name is He Lei, and I'm Shen Xu's friend. He happened to be on a business trip in S City, so he invited me to have a meal. What a shame. Sorry to disturb you two."

"It's okay." Uncle Wan raised his hand to signal him to sit down and chat. Aunt Li greeted him with a smile and hurried back to the kitchen.

Uncle Wan is 58 this year, and if it doesn't catch up with the ninth and tenth, he asks Wan Chen to cook a good meal at his home, which is considered a birthday banquet. This year, there is more Shen Xu, and it is even more lively.

For some reason, Uncle Wan and He Lei chatted quite speculatively, leaving him, his own family, aside.

Shen Xu swayed to the kitchen, and the smell of fish stewed on the stove was overflowing. Aunt Li held the knife in her hand and moved the shredded carrots on the chopping board neatly to the plate. .

After thinking for a while, Shen Xu decided not to cause trouble, and leisurely paced into the small courtyard to continue enjoying the flowers.

At noon, the iron gate of the small courtyard creaked, and Shen Xu raised his head.

Wan Chen brought two bags and a large bouquet of exaggerated roses, and walked in with a smile on his face.

I probably didn't expect him to stand in the courtyard. I was taken aback when I saw him, and then the smile on my face resumed, "You're here."

Shen Xu nodded, and looked behind him calmly, there was no one there.

Didn't you say that you have a fiancee? Why didn't you bring them along at this time?

Wan Chen took a step forward, handed over flowers, "For you."

Shen Xu looked at him in confusion, the expression on Wan Chen's face did not change, it didn't look like he was joking.

Shen Xu: "What do you mean?"

Wan Chen: "It's nothing. When I passed by the flower shop, I thought the flowers were very beautiful, so I bought them."

These words sound untrue, Shen Xu smiled slightly, took the flowers, "Thank you."

Wan Chen's mood suddenly improved, "Shen Xu..."

Shen Xu turned around and entered the room, Wan Chen sighed and followed into the room.

In the room, Uncle Wan was still discussing something with He Lei, Shen Xu walked up with flowers in his hand, and put a large bouquet of roses in front of He Lei, "For you."

Uncle Wan was slightly startled, He Lei was confused, and even Aunt Li who came out of the kitchen with the dishes was also stunned.

Wan Chen's footsteps stopped, and the smile on his face gradually subsided.

Fifty bright red roses stand in front of my eyes, and the fragrance is pleasing to the nostrils.He Lei frowned slightly, with a little displeasure in his doubts.

Uncle Wan recovered from his stupefaction, "Xiaoxu, stop making trouble, you're not in good shape for how old you are."

Shen Xu smiled but said nothing, and put the bouquet of flowers on the coffee table.

He Lei's eyes moved to behind Shen Xu, where stood Wan Chen who was staring at him non-stop.

He Lei stood up slowly, guessing the identity of this person and the origin of the bouquet of flowers. Although he felt that the person in front of him was somewhat familiar, he didn't think much about it. He straightened his back and looked at each other without fear. Those sharp eyes.

The anger in Wan Chen's eyes burned to the extreme, and the provocative gaze of the man in front of him made him tighten the rope of the shopping bag in his hand.

He Lei!

A damned, unremarkable little man!

Shen Xu wanted to be with this kind of person——

Wan Chen suppressed all the unhappiness, stretched out his hand, and said indifferently, "Hello."

He Lei glanced at the slightly trembling hand, reached out to hold it, and said lightly, "Hello, He Lei."

The clasped hands shook slightly, and the man who tried his best to restrain himself said slowly, "Wan Chen."

He Lei's hands froze, and he raised his eyes to look at the man's brows carefully.

"Wan Chen? Vice President Wan of BIC?"

No wonder it looks familiar, Wan Chen... For these little people who are struggling desperately, he is like an inspirational legend.

Wan Chen nodded, He Lei didn't say anything, and looked back at Shen Xu.

Sensing something strange, Shen Xu changed the topic, "Let's go, we're eating."

During the dinner, He Lei changed from the eloquent talk just now and became taciturn. Even when Shen Xu brought him some food, he just smiled and thanked him.

Aunt Li complained that Wan Chen didn't bring Wen Xuan, Shen Xu agreed with a smile, "Yeah, I've only met my siblings on TV, I really want to see if life is different!"

Aunt Li opened her mouth again, praising Wen Xuan for the rest of the time.

Wan Chen looked at Shen Xu expressionlessly, and He Lei noticed that unusual gaze as soon as he raised his head.

After the meal, Wan Chen excused himself to leave, Shen Xu dragged He Lei into the courtyard and asked him what was wrong.

He Lei had no expression on his face, but it was precisely because of this that people felt his displeasure, "Why didn't you tell me that person is Wan Chen?"

Shen Xu was puzzled, didn't he say anything?Didn't you say it?

At first, I felt that we would never meet again, it was unnecessary.Later... Later, he probably forgot about this, and even thought he had already said it.

Shen Xu: "I didn't deliberately hide it from you, you're overthinking it."

He Lei: "Are you afraid that my self-esteem will be hurt? Shen Xu, you really think about me."

This was the first time that He Lei got angry with him, and what he said was ridiculed.

That night He Lei returned to City D, but Aunt Li insisted on keeping Shen Xu.

Wan Chen's room was covered with clean sheets, and a bouquet of bright red roses was placed in the vase in front of the table. Aunt Li called Shen Xu to sit by the bed, holding his hand and talking about the family.

"Xiaoxu, it's been 12 years, and my aunt almost forgot what you look like, alas," Aunt Li stroked his short hair lovingly, "How could you have been gone for 12 years, Xiaoxu, have you never thought about your appearance?" Auntie often thinks of you, thinking that when you were a child, your father locked you in a small room, and you were so hungry that you leaned on the railing and looked out. When you saw me coming, you almost jumped up with joy. Xiaoxu, you called my mother back then Well, do you remember?"

Shen Xu nodded, "Aunt Li, I remember everything."

Remember your kindness bit by bit, and remember the endless kindness in this life.

Aunt Li was relieved, and sighed softly, "It would be great if your mother was still alive. My sister and I can play mahjong and go shopping together. How interesting. Alas, Shen Xu, maybe you have gone too far , I gradually got used to this kind of life. But after I saw you again, it was different. Your face, which is very similar to your mother, is often swaying in front of my aunt. My aunt wants to see you more and spend more time with you You, Xiaoxu, Auntie really doesn't want you to leave again. Really, can't you come back? This is the home where you were born and raised!"

Shen Xu lowered his head, unable to bear the words of rejection.

Aunt Li patted his arm, "Xiaoxu, you are not married yet, Auntie will help you find a good girl here, so let's settle here! Stay closer to us, if there is anything you can do, I can help you. Xiao Xu..."

Shen Xu closed his eyes, and held Aunt Li's hand behind his back, "Aunt Li, I have someone I like."

After the surprise, Aunt Li hurriedly asked, "What kind of girl is she? Is she pretty? Why didn't you bring it here for us to see..."

Shen Xu smiled: "Aunt Li, you have met, the one who came today is my lover."

Needless to say, Aunt Li was shocked, Shen Xu spent a long time explaining his various good things, until Aunt Li left, she still couldn't let go.

After all, it was something against morality, Shen Xu didn't expect them to accept it all at once.

But there is always a voice in his heart telling him that he should speak out. On the one hand, it is the benefactor who treats him like a son, and on the other hand, the lover he wants to go on seriously. In the days to come, he may see him often. He doesn't want to wrong He Lei.

It's a matter of time to say it.

Lying on the bed after taking a shower, he called He Lei a few times but no one answered. Before going to bed, he sent a text message: Are you still angry?He Lei, is it Wan Chen, is it really that important?

There are still many things he wanted to say. After writing and deleting for a long time, only this sentence was left in the end.

A text message can't solve the problem, so he decided to go directly to City D tomorrow to clarify.

After an unknown amount of time, He Lei texted back.

Shen Xu, what is your real intention of taking me to Wanjia?

Shen Xu glanced at the text message, then put the phone on the bedside table, and turned over to sleep.

It's eleven o'clock in the evening, and it's at Uncle Wan's house. It's not suitable for quarreling. No matter how angry or wronged, he has to endure it.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, he will give He Lei an explanation, and likewise, he needs to give himself a reasonable explanation.

This night is destined to be sleepless.

In the middle of the night, the moonlight penetrated into the house, painting the boundless darkness with a layer of hazy white. Shen Xu opened his eyes wide to look at the ceiling, silently counting 320 sheep in his heart.

Suddenly, slight footsteps sounded in the stairwell inside the house.

Shen Xu listened attentively, the voice gradually approached, and finally stopped outside his room.

He hurriedly lay down, turned his back to the door, and listened to the sound of the door being pushed open.

This neighborhood is quite safe, he doesn't worry about thieves or anything, he can enter the door without hindrance, go upstairs carefully and walk straight into his house, there is only one such person.

The man stopped in front of the bed, there was no movement for a long time, and at the next moment when Shen Xu was about to lose his composure, he sat down by the bed.

He raised his hand and put it on the bulging quilt, and a slightly sad voice sounded in the lonely room, "Shen Xu, have you really... really let it go completely? In your heart, there is no place for me anymore, yes ?"

The aroma of roses wafts through the hut, quietly rushing into people's nostrils.

"Obviously I gave up on this relationship first, but in the end, why, why is it me who can't let go? Shen Xu, for more than ten years, I have been persuading myself to let go. You can't forgive me, don't you?" Maybe come back again, we were wrong from the beginning, completely letting each other go is the best way. Shen Xu..."

Shen Xu listened to these words calmly, but his heart that was once agitated by that person was no longer turbulent.

"You shouldn't show up again, and you shouldn't come back. This time, I don't know what reason I can use to persuade myself to give up. Shen Xu, tell me, can I go back to the age of 17, back to us at that time, without any reason?" Love each other unreservedly. Shen Xu... Shen Xu..."

At the age of 17, he held his hand, he kissed his lips, and they spoke love words that never tire.

The man bent down and leaned against Shen Xu's body, his cheek was close to his short hair, and he pressed a soft kiss between the hair.

At the age of 17, they called each other's names loudly in the wind, the long Wanchen, the long Shen Xu, and the long I love you.

The man hugged the body under the quilt, held his hand next to the pillow with one hand, crossed his fingers, "Shen Xu..."

Shen Xu slowly opened his eyes.

It's time to wake up from their dreams.