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"Wanchen."

Shen Xu sat up, raised his hand and turned on the bedside lamp.

The dim light shone on Wan Chen's cold and handsome face, and Shen Xu said flatly: "Today, let's make things clear, once and for all, and stop entanglement."

Shen Xu's tone was flat, but his attitude was very tough. Wan Chen nodded: "Okay, it's good to be clear," looking at each other, "Who is that He Lei?"

Shen Xu was unhappy, but he didn't get angry, "The person I love. You know, I can't like women anymore. He Lei is not bad. We are dating. If it suits, we will be together, in the sense of you ordinary people. So, I hope you don't have any more ridiculous ideas, we can't."

Clenching the quilt tightly with one hand, Wan Chen narrowed his eyes slightly with sharp eyes, "Shen Xu, do you have to say that?"

Shen Xu: "This is the truth. Wan Chen, we are neighbors anyway. I wish you and Wen Xuan a happy marriage for a hundred years, and please don't disturb my life again. S city and T city are quite far away, as long as You stop playing these little tricks, we will never meet again in this life."

Wan Chen: "You also know that I am also playing tricks, have you never thought about why I use these tricks?"

Shen Xu smiled: "I'll never guess what you're thinking, if I could, I wouldn't end up like this."

Wan Chen frowned: "Do you still hate me to this day?"

Shen Xu: "I don't want to hate you. To be honest, after more than ten years, all hatred has faded. As long as you don't show up and stop talking about those disgusting people, Wan Chen, I don't have to hate you."

Wan Chen: "Shen Xu!"

Shen Xu jumped out of bed and turned on the headlights, "Wan Chen, I can leave now, do you want to alarm your parents with this method?"

Wan Chen stood up with a livid face, and walked in front of him, "Shen Xu, I was wrong, but do you have to sentence me to death? As long as you are willing to give me a chance, I can make up for it with anything, Shen Xu! "

Shen Xu's patience was exhausted, they had been disconnected for more than ten years, and even communication became a problem.

"I said, you don't need to make up for it. There are some things you can't make up for. Why don't you understand me. Wanchen, what do you want to do, what do you want to do?!"

Wan Chen reached out and grabbed his arm, "What do I want to do?! I want to be with you, to be together again. If you want forever, I will give you forever, Shen Xu, I love you."

Shen Xu grinned, grinning ugly, staring at him with gloomy eyes, "Love? You fucking told me love?! Wan Chen, you're not out of your mind, right? If it wasn't for Ke Qiwei back then, you could only face My grave says love. You say you love me?! Haha...”

Shen Xu fixed his eyes on the expression on Wan Chen's face, and laughed bitterly.

Wan Chen closed his eyes tightly and dared not look at his current appearance, "Enough, Shen Xu, enough! Stop talking!"

That nightmare was the pain of both of them.

Wan Chen didn't want to think about it, didn't dare to think about it, their love was torn into ugly pieces, piece by piece, no matter how difficult it was to piece together.

The laughter gradually stopped, the images in the memory were cut off, and the sudden surge of grief and anger gradually subsided. Shen Xu was pushed against the wall by him, and said weakly: "Wan Chen, if you are still a human being and have a little conscience, don't come here again." Find me. Just go after your ideals. I'm just an ordinary person living without a goal. That's fine. Like you said, we were a mistake from the beginning. Now, I've found a new love If you really feel guilty about what happened back then, just let me go and let me live like a human being."

Shen Xu's words contained too much sorrow and helplessness, Wan Chen hugged him tightly.

For 12 years, he didn't know what kind of life Shen Xu lived. He kept closing himself off and cutting off contact with him, not daring to think about it.

He was afraid that fragility would knock him down, and in the end, nothing would be accomplished.

Shen Xu, who has lost everything, is so tired to be alive.

"Shen Xu, I'm back, Shen Xu, I'm back by your side. From now on, I won't leave again, Shen Xu, we, we are okay, don't keep thinking about those bad things, think about us Happiness and happiness together. We went to the beach, went to concerts, went skating, how happy those days were, you can’t forget them all. I said I love you, and none of those were lies. Shen Xu, I am I really love you. Shen Xu, give me a chance."

Wan Chen leaned on his shoulder and panted slightly, the light of the hut shone into his eyes, and he slowly closed them.

"Wan Chen," he said softly, "my parents are dead."

Wan Chen's body froze, and he slowly let go of his hand.

"Can you bring them back to life? If so, let's be together!"

Wan Chen distanced himself and looked at Shen Xu who calmly said these words in disbelief.

They have entered a dead end, and no one can step out.

The death of Uncle Shen and Aunt Lin is the biggest wound engraved in their hearts, and it is a gap that can never be bridged.

Today's Shen Xu is no longer a 17-year-old boy.

He can say the most hurtful words with a sneer, but in his eyes, today's Wan Chen can no longer be contained.

Early the next morning, Shen Xu knocked on Uncle Wan's door, ready to say goodbye.

Uncle Wan left him for breakfast, and Aunt Li looked up at him from time to time, as if hesitating to speak.

After the meal, Uncle Wan led him to the small courtyard, where the sunshine in April gently shone on the pots of well-growing flowers. Uncle Wan took care of them carefully, just like his children.

Uncle Wan walked back and forth in the courtyard with his hands behind his back, and he walked around the small courtyard three times before he mentioned Shen Xu's matter.

"Xiaoxu, you're old too, you know what kind of life you want, and you're far away, and your aunt and I can't interfere with you. But, that person... have you really thought about it?"

Shen Xu looked at an inconspicuous wild flower in the corner of the small courtyard, and said with a smile, "Uncle Wan, I've made up my mind. That person is worth what I pay for. Moreover, he will never let me down. If you agree, every year in the future I will bring him here. Uncle Wan, don't worry. I will be responsible for my life. "

Uncle Wan watched him for a while, patted him on the shoulder, and said nothing.

Shen Xu went upstairs to pack up his things, he didn't intend to stay here this time, there are very few things, a handbag can handle them.

When I went downstairs, I heard Aunt Li complaining at the corner of the stairs,

"You old man, you are so confused, Xiao Xu is stupid, are you also stupid? He... he likes a man, can this be done? If Lin Yan is still alive, I don't know how angry he will be! You don't need to persuade, On the contrary, I still support him. You say you, alas..."

Shen Xu smiled faintly, went downstairs, yelled towards the kitchen, and Aunt Li rushed out quickly.

The taxi arrived outside the door, opened the trunk, and Uncle Wan followed Aunt Li's instructions to carry one or two bags of items up.There are things from others during the Chinese New Year, and some food that Aunt Li prepared for him when he came.

After getting in the taxi, Shen Xu waved goodbye to the elders.

Aunt Li finally stepped forward and grabbed Shen Xu's hand, and couldn't help but say, "Xiao Xu, don't be stupid, go back and think about it, and call Auntie when you figure it out, and Auntie will introduce you to a good girl who has a wife and son, This is home!"

Shen Xu didn't give a guarantee, so he could only pat Aunt Li's hand to reassure him.

Taking the high-speed rail, he arrived in City D after 5 hours. He called He Lei, but luckily he answered.

He rushed to the cafe near his company by car, and He Lei walked in a few minutes later.

Shen Xu took out a few bags and handed them to him, "Take these, they are all small food, let me see, some are pickled, some are fried, and this rice cake, didn't you say it was delicious yesterday? I'll give you all of them Well, I don't like this kind of stuff very much."

He Lei glanced at the things on the table, his face was still expressionless, and he said a word, "Okay."

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Shen Xu sighed softly, "How long did you say you were going to be angry? I just forgot to tell you that that person is Wan Chen. What are you thinking so much about? He has nothing to do with us, it's been more than ten years I really don't know what you are struggling with."

He Lei looked up at him, "Shen Xu, you said that he is going to look for you now, can you still say that it has nothing to do with us?"

Shen Xu hurriedly said, "Yes, he said such things, but you didn't say that, you don't worry about me at all. If this is the case, there is no problem. He Lei, the important thing is the two of us."

There was sad light music playing in the cafe, there were not many people during the lunch break, the clerk leaned to one side in sleepiness, and the young couple at the next table talked head to head with love words they couldn't hear.

He Lei lowered his head and put his gaze on the steaming coffee, "Shen Xu, I always thought that we were just two ordinary people who lived the most ordinary life until we were old and died. I never thought that that person would It's Wan Chen, a person I can't catch up with in my life. Shen Xu," he raised his head, "how can I compete with him?"

Regardless of other people's eyes, Shen Xu tightly grasped He Lei's left hand on the table, "He Lei, I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully. I should have told you earlier, but you should know that I am a small self-employed , isn’t such a person ordinary enough? I don’t care at all what kind of height you will reach and how much you will achieve. If you want me to be honest, I even hope that you will always be a wage earner. Of course I am not saying that you want to have My own company is not good. I mean I never cared about those external things. He Lei, we are still two ordinary people. You have a little confidence in yourself. Let’s keep going! Look, I told Aunt Li last night, you are my lover, I don't care about coming out, I just hope you—"

"Shen Xu," He Lei interrupted him, "You and Wan Chen's mother talked about us?"

Shen Xu nodded, "It's okay, since you're not in City S, no one will recognize you at all."

He Lei smiled, "You are so naive. With Wan Chen's ability today, it would be effortless to destroy me."

Shen Xu, "..."

He Lei smiled back, and looked at him seriously, "Shen Xu, I just want to ask you a question, do you still have a little attachment to him today?"