kind of bend me

Shen Xu gradually let go of his hand, and looked at him suspiciously for a while, as if the person in front of him suddenly became a stranger.

For a moment, all the emotions came to his mind, and he didn't know whether to get angry or explain.

What to explain, his little attachment to Wan Chen?

Shouldn't it be more appropriate for him to show a self-deprecating smile?

He wasn't angry, angry, or noisy, but calmly looked away, stood up from his seat, turned around and walked out the door.

"Shen Xu!"

He Lei called him twice, but he turned a deaf ear.Push open the glass door and walk into the distance.

He Lei didn't chase after him, the snacks brought by Shen Xu were still on the table, and the clerk cast a curious look towards him.

He sat back on his seat, took out his phone after a while, but couldn't press the shortcut key for a long time.

Catkins are still flying all over the sky outside the window, and the spring in City D continues amidst the turmoil.

Shen Xu went to the train station, bought a ticket for the day and returned to T City.

Sibao closed the store early, took his wallet and keys and was about to go out when a man with a lonely expression suddenly appeared in front of him.

"Shen Xu?" Sibao looked at him in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

Shen Xu glanced at him, and said listlessly: "It's okay, you want to go out?"

Sibao: "Yes. Liu Ya, she..."

Shen Xu nodded, "You go, I've been in the car all day and I'm very tired, so I went to bed early."

Sibao: "Shall I bring you something to eat?"

Shen Xu opened the store door, "No, I can't eat."

After entering the house, he changed his clothes, took a shower, turned on the TV and lay down on the sofa.

He didn't eat anything at noon, and now his stomach is growling with hunger, but he doesn't even have the intention to cook instant noodles.

The mobile phone has been lying quietly in his pocket, and He Lei has never called him.

There was a news broadcast on the TV, and he simply closed his eyes, thinking about their problems amidst the turbulent voices.

He thought that He Lei understood him.

He told He Lei all the details, including what he didn't tell Lu Qian, and told He Lei everything.

He thought that because they loved each other, they understood each other.

It wasn't until He Lei asked "Do you still have a little attachment to him", that he knew that no one would understand if he didn't reveal his heart and put it on the bright side.

Just like he didn't understand Wan Chen back then, today, He Lei doesn't understand him, and he also doesn't understand the person he wants to cherish.

Thinking wildly, he gradually fell asleep.

He didn't sleep for long after Wan Chen made such a fuss last night. Today, he was extremely tired after riding the car for a whole day, and he slept very deeply this time.

When he woke up, the sky was bright, and he opened a small shop as usual. At noon, the little angels ran into the shop chirping, holding his mother's hand and asking for this and that.

At lunch, Sibao tentatively asked him if he had quarreled with He Lei.

Shen Xu was taken aback, "Why do you ask that?"

Sibao sandwiches were chewing in his mouth, "Last night he called and asked if you were home. He didn't ask you directly but asked me, and you must have had a quarrel with your distraught appearance yesterday! "

Shen Xu frowned slightly, not knowing what he was thinking.

Sibao: "I really doubt that he has such a good temper, you can even quarrel. Did you see that, no matter how conflicted, he still cares about you. Or you can be soft, Brother Xu, these days, like him It's really hard to find someone like him. Look at you, you've been single for so many years. Don't get angry because of trivial things. I think he can't pretend to be nice to you. "

After lunch, Sibao went back to sleep, while Shen Xu crouched in the recliner and looked at photos with his mobile phone.

From the time they went to the playground to the campus in City D, He Lei stood in front of the camera and kept that trademark smile all the time.

The last one is at He Lei's house, the calm face of the sleeping man,

Shen Xu thought a little bit about his kindness to him.Try to persuade yourself to forget those unpleasant things.

In fact, what is wrong with He Lei, let alone him, even he just wants to have an ordinary love, find an honest and ordinary man, and live like this until he grows old.

Thinking about it in another way, if Lao Bai behind He Lei is the boss of a big company, and he is entangled with him, I can really have no grievances.

There must also be an idea that if I had known that I was such a complicated person, I would never have started this relationship.

People are like this, do not want to be contaminated with trouble.He should not blame He Lei.

At night, the phone call from Mo Fan surprised him for a while, and when he came to the bar, he saw the man sitting alone in the corner, drinking one glass after another like drinking water.

Shen Xu stepped forward to take down his wine bottle, "Okay, drink less."

There were three or four empty wine bottles piled up in front of him, and Mo Fan was a little drunk, seeing Shen Xu pulling him to sit down, "Come, have a drink with me."

Shen Xu picked up a bottle of wine and raised it, "That's all I have, I have to send you back later."

Mo Fan smiled bitterly, "Go back? Where are you going?"

Shen Xu frowned and said, "What's wrong?"

Mo Fan shook the wine bottle in one hand, "Lu Qian is really capable, and finally let Lao Liu know. Haha... We had a big fight, you know, he told me to go, let me go, go away Say that you don’t want to see me again. Shen Xu, tell me, where can I go. I followed him back to this city, a place I hate so much. In the end, he told me to go to the end. I Is this person a failure? How can every relationship be like this. "

Shen Xu held his raised hand and stopped him from pouring wine, "He was just so angry that he couldn't choose what to say, don't think about it so much. Who hasn't said a few harsh words in anger, that's it, today Arrive at my place late and make up for it."

Mo Fan shook off his hand, with an unsettled resentment on his face, "Shen Xu, what exactly does Lu Qian want to do? He has a wife, a son, a mother and a father, he has everything, why can't he be satisfied?" ?! Is it that difficult to let me go?! He is forcing me, he has to force me to death to be reconciled?! Shen Xu, Shen Xu, I am only Lao Liu, I just want to find someone who loves me and treats me well I just want to live a peaceful life, can't I?!"

Shen Xu lowered his head, Mo Fan's words made him feel uncomfortable for some reason.

Mo Fan: "Shen Xu, if even Lao Liu is forced to leave by him, I, I will definitely not let him go. The big deal is that we will all die together. I will not suffer if I drag his wife and son!"

Shen Xu was stunned: "Mo Fan!"

Mo Fan collapsed on the sofa dejectedly, covering his eyes with the back of his hands, "Shen Xu, I loved him so much before, but now, now, I really want to kill him!"

Mo Fan cried in a low voice, the light music in the bar covered the sad voice, he could only see from Mo Fan's shaking body that he was crying, crying very sadly.

Shen Xu stayed with him at the bar for almost an hour, and the phone on the table rang a dozen times, displaying Lao Liu's name.

Mo Fan was drunk, lying on the sofa and unwilling to get up, Shen Xu pressed the answer button, and an urgent voice sounded over there.

"Where are you, Mo Fan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong, don't be angry with me again, I shouldn't have said those words, Mo Fan, talk, I'll pick you up where you are, as long as you come back Scold me and hit me, Mo Fan..."

Shen Xu interrupted his frequent apologies, "I'm Mo Fan's friend, this is XXXX bar, he's drunk, come over here!"

Shen Xu stuffed the phone back into Mo Fan's pocket, sat next to him and waited for Old Liu to arrive.

He lit a cigarette and smoked silently.

The story of Lu Qian and Mo Fan is more and more like him and Wan Chen.

Back then, he insisted on going his own way, in the name of love, forcing Wan Chen to suffocate.

Today, Lu Qian also used the same reason to hurt Mo Fan. Mo Fan's harsh words were hurt to the extreme, but every sentence stuck in his heart.

He has no way of knowing how Wanchen's psychology changed back then, whether he was also driven to despair step by step like Mo Fan.

Old Liu hurried to the bar, Shen Xu quickly sized him up, he was an ordinary man who couldn't be more ordinary.If it were Mo Fan a few years ago, he would definitely not fall in love with such an honest man.

Old Liu was wearing a short jacket, probably sweating from running for a few steps, and slightly panting.He politely thanked Shen Xu, and helped Mo Fan into the taxi with his help.

Shen Xu said as a friend, "Mo Fan has a lot of self-esteem. In the future, if you get angry, you can quarrel however you want, just don't talk about driving people away. For a person who has no home and can only rely on you, this is a big deal. Such words hurt people."

Lao Liu nodded guiltily, "I know, it's all out of anger. I won't say it again in the future."

After sending Lao Liu and the others away, Shen Xu got into another taxi.

The car drove onto the main road, the driver opened the window, and the cool spring breeze blew into the car.

"Young man, do you listen to music? It's boring!"

Shen Xu: "Whatever!"

The driver turned on the music, and the sound of a clear spring slowly sounded in the cramped space.

The city's neon lights are shining brightly, pedestrians are hurrying on the street, and the illuminated billboards on the roadside are full of Wenxuan's photos.

The evening wind blew away his thoughts, and he suddenly wanted to hear He Lei's voice.

He took out his mobile phone and was about to press a familiar number when it suddenly lit up.

The corners of his mouth curled up, and his empty heart was instantly filled.

After answering the answer button, he leaned back on the back seat, closed his eyes and listened to his gentle voice as usual.

"Shen Xu."

"Ah."

"Are you still angry? What happened yesterday was my fault. I shouldn't doubt you. "

Shen Xu smiled, "I'm in a taxi, so I won't say much about the nasty things. Anyway, thank you for calling. Of course, if you don't call, I will call you."

"Shen Xu, let's make up, right? Don't be angry in the future, it hurts your feelings and your body. Also, you have to get rid of the habit of turning away when you get angry, I'm not used to you!"

"Kick your nose to your face, give you a good face, and ride on my neck! He Sanshi, face the wall for me."

He Lei's laughter was even more warm and pleasant against the background of the music.

"Shen Xu, I might have to go abroad, are you willing to wait for me for three years?"

The car stopped on the side of the road with a creak, and the driver turned around and said, "Here we are."

Shen Xu slowly opened his eyes, and the colorful world changed instantly, as if he was pulled into the boundless darkness again.