kind of bend me

On the day of choosing the ring, Sibao came to join in the fun, "I have experience in this matter, I will help you grow eyes"

Shen Xu looked disgusted, "Your own marriage is going to be ruined, so don't meddle in it. If you have the ability, go and get rid of your future mother-in-law!"

Sibao left angrily, He Lei tied his tie in the mirror, glanced at him with a smile, "Wait for me when you get off work, don't sneak away by yourself again."

Shen Xu poured the soy milk, sat at the dining table, grabbed the fritters and took a bite, "Don't worry, I'll definitely wait for you today. Picking out a ring for my wife, what an important event!"

He Lei bent down, with a sly gleam in his eyes, "I am so happy to buy a ring. If I hold a wedding for you someday, you will faint from joy."

Shen Xu stuffed the half-bitten fritters into his mouth, "If one day you hit me on the head with a cart full of RMB, I'll be happier!"

Before going out, Shen Xu checked the water, electricity and natural gas for the last time, and after confirming that they were correct, he got into the second-hand car that He Lei bought for 2 yuan and rushed to the company.

"I'll buy you a new car someday. After all, I'm a small boss. Wouldn't it be too embarrassing to drive this second-hand broken car out?"

He Lei didn't mind: "Let's save it. In the early days of our business, we will work harder. In the future, there will be more places to spend money. Don't worry, there will be bread. Give me ten years, and I will definitely buy you a golden mountain."

Shen Xu turned his head to look at him, and suddenly remembered that person.

Sometimes, he would feel that He Lei was somewhat similar to Wan Chen when he was young.

They all have a strong sense of professionalism and do their best for their ideals.

It's completely different from people like him who are happy with the situation. They stick to their goals and have the determination to never give up.

He has seen He Lei stay up in the factory for two days and two nights in order to win an order; in order to win over a client, he vomited bile while hugging the toilet in the KTV.

But they have the biggest difference.

When he was young, he fell in love with Wan Chen without hesitation. He wanted to support his dream and be by his side.However, Wan Chen doesn't need it.

Now, he fell in love with He Lei who was also working hard for his career. He gave up the small shop and simple life, supported his dream, and stayed by his side.And He Lei responded with his equal love.

Therefore, they will go on happily.

Wanchen...

Shen Xu turned his head to look at the scenery outside the car window.

Should be out of jail!

But you didn't come to him, did you figure it out?

I hope he can cheer up. There is still a long way to go. I hope that he can truly let go of the past and go on bravely.

After all, on that road, he was the only one left.

Near No. [-] Primary School in T City, a convenience store was newly opened. At the beginning of its opening, it fought a price war and attracted many residents.

Under the banner of free delivery for purchases over 188 yuan, many aunts joined forces to buy rice and noodles, and supermarket employees drove electric three-wheelers to deliver them to their doorsteps.

"My house is on the third floor" "My house is on the fifth floor" "My house is on the sixth floor, young man, please."

One ticket was jointly bought by three families in the same building. Others would have been angry if they changed it, but this time the person who came here not only didn't get angry, but also nodded and agreed with a smile.

This is an old building without elevators, and he was out of breath after carrying three bags of rice and two barrels of oil.

"Young man, go into the house and drink some water."

The man patted the ashes on his shoulder and smiled at the aunt, "No need, I'll rush to the next place, thank you."

When walking down the stairs, his head was a little dazed, and his feet staggered. Fortunately, he held on to the handrail tightly so that he didn't fall down.

Sitting on the stairs for a while, I got up and went downstairs.

I spent the whole day busy, and when I was about to turn over, my colleague Zhang Jie asked him to do the cleaning work.

"I can't help it. My son has to study by himself in the evening. I have to go back and cook for him. Xiao Wan, don't you live alone? It's the same if you go back early or late! Thank you!"

Sister Zhang left in a hurry, and the man picked up the rotten vegetables, leaves and fruit peels from the warehouse, put them on the trolley, and pushed them out.

Sweeping and mopping the floor took a long time to finish. After locking the warehouse door, he turned on the faucet and washed his frostbitten hands with biting cold water.

There is no way, there is no hot water at the workplace, and he can't go back without washing his hands, so he can only endure the pain and wash it off.

The young Xiaomei couldn't bear to look at it, and handed him a box of frostbite ointment, "Brother Wan, you can use it, look at your hand, it's cracked and swollen, it's scary, winter is still early! You It became chilblain, and I will suffer from it every year in the future.”

After wiping his hands, the man put the ointment on the back of his hand little by little. The cut was very painful, and he frowned every time he finished applying the ointment.

When I put on my gloves and walked out of the supermarket, it was already six o'clock in the evening, and it was already dark.

When passing by Caishi Street, the owner of the stewed vegetables yelled enthusiastically. As if he had never heard of it, he went to the street and bought two steamed buns and a salted duck egg.

With dinner in hand, he was not in a hurry to go home, turned up the collar of his cotton coat, and came outside the third kindergarten.

There is a small shop here that specializes in children's things, including toys and books. The business is very good. There are still many people coming in and out of this shop.

After a while, a small car stopped outside the store, and two men got out of the car, carrying something in their hands, and walked into the small supermarket next door.

When the two men came out, they had an extra bottle of wine in their hands, and the small supermarket owner chased them out, "Stole my wine again, I don't care, I'll go to your house for dinner at night."

One of the men lifted the bag in his hand and said with a smile: "Okay, I bought the pig's face, come over to eat at night, or call your little daughter-in-law who has never been married."

The Four Treasures, "It's as if you have passed the door, have you passed the door! Have you passed the door!"

The man who spoke laughed even wider, raised his hand, and raised his hand.

Under the street lamp, there was a faint light on the man's ring finger.

Sibao was so angry that he jumped, and the woman who came out of the shop laughed and teased him.

The man closed his eyes, feeling that a certain part of his chest was being hurt again, he turned his back.

There was a faint vibration in the pocket of the cotton-padded jacket. He took out his mobile phone, and it was his mother.

He coughed lightly and picked up the phone.

"Mom...I'm fine...well, I saw him today too...he's still the same, he's having a great time...I don't have much request, as long as I can see him every day and see him happy, That's enough... I hope I certainly have hope. Don't worry, he will forgive me. At that time, I will bring him back to you as soon as possible... Well, take care of yourself, it's cold, let my dad Don't go out, remember to take the medicine I sent back last time... that's it!"

There is a large square outside the third kindergarten. The weather is getting colder, and the aunts dancing in the square have all returned home.

The man walked across the plaza to a few buildings away from the store.

Walking up the stairs, he coughed lightly, but the voice control light did not turn on.

The landlord opened the door, with a flashlight in his hand, "The power went out, this old building, and the air conditioners and heaters are turned on everywhere, no, it's going to explode! Here are some candles for you, you can deal with it at night!" "

The man took the two candles handed over by the landlord, thanked him and went up to the fourth floor.

Open the door, the room is dark and cold.

There is no natural gas in the rented house, so he bought an induction cooker, which he relies on to heat water and meals.

When the power went out, he couldn't do anything.

The furnishings in the house are also very simple, a bed, a table, no TV, refrigerator, air conditioner, not even extra benches.

He sat on the edge of the bed and was stunned for a while before he remembered the dinner he hadn't eaten.

He took out the frozen steamed buns from the plastic bag, and he couldn't heat them up, so he could only bite the hard steamed buns dryly.

In the dark room, he opened his eyes but couldn't see anything.

The steamed bun was too hard, and it was difficult to chew, but he took a bite and chewed slowly in his mouth as if he didn't feel anything.

Alive, so tired.

He didn't know why he was living like this, living lifelessly like punishment.

Kang Lin called and advised him to go home.

Kang Lin already knew about Shen Xu's situation, but chose not to tell him.It is to let him see it with his own eyes, and then give up completely.

The steamed buns were dry, even bitter.

go home?

what can i do at home

He is no longer the Wanchen four years ago, and he is not even allowed to start over.

Conlin asked him if he regretted it

I sacrificed everything to get this ending, do you regret it?

When he was extremely sad, he also wanted to cry, shout, and hysterically say regret, and he regretted it all.

The life he gave up has become meaningless.

He'll break down, he'll despair, he'll--

In the end, he said nothing.

Gradually, the pain seemed to be numb, and I couldn't even choke.

He could only live in such a daze.

In the dark and cold home, there is not even any saliva.The hard steamed buns drained the saliva in his mouth, and he couldn't swallow any more.

He closed his eyes and dreamed the dream he had been looking forward to for four years.

Shen Xu entered the house, turned on the light, walked into the kitchen, and cooked two dishes and one soup for a long time.

He came back from get off work, took off his coat and hat, just in time for Shen Xu to come out of the kitchen serving dishes.

"What's so delicious, it's so delicious."

"Go wash your hands first, see how cold you are, and wear more clothes tomorrow."

He made a sound of satisfaction as the warm soup poured into his stomach.

"Remember to pay the electricity bill tomorrow, don't keep forgetting, you will feel better if there is a power outage."

"Talk about me, how about you, you forgot too. Also, this dish is really salty, you killed the salt seller!"

"If you have one, don't eat it."

"If you say a few words, you are in a hurry, please do it, you cook delicious food, the best food in the world, okay?"

After dinner, a blanket covers the two of them snuggled up and watching TV.

He hugged Shen Xu tightly in his arms, feeling his warmth.

Gradually, he became sleepy, fell on Shen Xu's shoulder, and fell asleep.

Shen Xu moved his shoulders, "If you are sleepy, go back to the room and sleep. Hey, I tell you, wake up, wake up for me."

He opened his eyes, the smile on the corner of his mouth hadn't had time to withdraw, but he could only see the darkness of the room.

That warm home, that warm person, are all gone.

He hung his head weakly, and the steamed bun in his hand fell to the ground.

The ordinary life that was once the most disgusting has become an unattainable luxury.

Even the last hope that supported him to go on was completely shattered.

With a tired body and a hopeless life, he didn't know what he was still insisting on.

I can't get out of this city, and I can't get out of my lover's side.

Watching his happiness, torturing himself.

To be alive is really tiring, so tiring.