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In Ke Qiwei's life, nothing is missing.

Born in a well-off family, long-term influence has developed his shrewd and smooth personality.

Since he was a child, he has had no shortage of friends.

There are only two kinds of friends for him, either with a good mind or a good family background. Of course, it would be better if they have both.

The appearance of Wan Chen changed something slightly.

what?

They are friends, and the relationship is neither good nor bad.

Occasionally meet, occasionally have a meal, occasionally use each other, and occasionally keep it in my heart and miss it.

Wanchen was an extravagant wish of his when he was young.

It was really nothing at first, I just wanted to get close to him and become a friend, maybe a relationship that could be useful in the future.

Until he found out that Wan Chen was with Shen Xu, that night, he couldn't sleep.

When seeing Wan Chen again in the future, he would always involuntarily think of what happened that day.

Wan Chen, do you like men?

After going to college, due to the different schools, he rarely had the chance to meet Wan Chen. Strangely, the inexplicable miss was also deepening.

The lofty and arrogant Wan Chen, the serious and serious Wan Chen, and the sad, indignant and desperate Wan Chen alternately appeared in his mind.

He felt this change, and before going abroad, he invited Wan Chen to join him but was rejected by the other party.

After going abroad, the broadening of his horizons gave him a deeper understanding of homosexuality.He made many friends in the circle, and he also found a few small zeros himself.

It's a pity that none of these people can be compared with Wan Chen.

During the seven or eight years in the United States, he often thought of Wan Chen.Thinking about the matter between him and Shen Xu back then, and thinking about whether it was possible between them.

After returning to China, he continued to maintain his friendship with Wan Chen.

He didn't want to pierce this thin layer of paper, and he didn't want to face the series of troubles that followed.

Or rather, he didn't have the courage.

As he grew older, he didn't want to change anything. He didn't have the courage to break the life he was used to.

He will naturally take over the Ke family's property, get married again, have one or two children, and find a lover, male or female, as long as he likes it.

This kind of life is very good.

Even if my heart throbs occasionally for that person, it's only for a while.

He knows better than anyone else that there is no possibility for him and him.

Wan Chen is not an idiot. After so many years of experience in the mall, he can't see anything, but he doesn't easily point it out.

To him, the Ke family is a relationship of mutual use. In this circle, it is better to have one more friend than one more enemy.

So, for a long time, they maintained this superficial friendship.

Until something happened to Shen Xu.

Wan Chen is crazy.

Apart from being crazy, he didn't know what other words he could find to describe Wan Chen's actions.

Ruin a brilliant life and go to jail with disgrace.

He chose this method of burning everything together in order to keep Shen Xu.

When he first received the news, Ke Qiwei could hardly believe it.

More than ten years ago, he saw the negatives in Wan Chen's drawer, saw the hands pinching Shen Xu's neck with his own eyes, and watched their breakup with his own eyes.

With my own hands, I pulled away Wan Chen who had fallen into madness and collapsed.

It was him who saved Shen Xu.

He always thought that Wan Chen was the same kind of person as him.

In order to succeed, you can do whatever it takes.

What happened back then is the best proof.

But now----

Wan Chen must be crazy, how could he give up a good life in order to save a person who once wanted to destroy with his own hands.

This is completely contrary to the practice of the year.It is completely contrary to his life creed of more than [-] years.

What an irony!

He couldn't stop Wan Chen, he could only watch helplessly as he was taken away and sent to another life path.

On a January day, fine snowflakes floated outside the window.

In the warm room, Ke Qiwei sat at his desk with hot coffee beside him.The phone rang, and he quickly picked it up and opened it.

There are a few photos on the phone.

A man wearing a hat whose face cannot be seen clearly is struggling to carry rice noodles. In the next picture, the man is leaning against a tricycle and eating sesame seed cakes, with a bottle of mineral water in the other hand.

For three months, Wan Chen has been living this kind of life.

Annoyed, he threw the phone out and leaned back weakly in the chair.

For three months, he was watching Wan Chen's every move like a fool.

He knew about Shen Xu's affairs clearly. He thought that given Wan Chen time, he would figure it out and return to S City again. After all, this is his home.

This contest lasted for three months, and Wan Chen shattered all his beliefs.

He lost, lost outright.

He ordered his secretary to buy a plane ticket, and the next day, he came to this strange small city.

Just for one person, who he can never let go of.

When Ke Qiwei appeared, Wan Chen was squatting by the car eating his lunch, an egg-filled biscuit bought on the street, and a cup of hot soy milk.

His stomach wasn't feeling well, and he couldn't stand the pain after drinking cold water a few times. Although the soy milk was a bit sweet, it was hot anyway, and his stomach didn't suffer that much.

He is thinking about buying a thermos, it's too cold this winter.

The first thing that caught his eye was a pair of polished leather shoes. Wan Chen recognized the logo. He had placed several pairs of shoes of that brand in his shoe cabinet before.

Ke Qiwei's voice was cold, as if every pore in this snowy day was crying out for coldness.

"Is this the life you want? After four years in prison, just to live like this?"

Wan Chen could recognize the owner of the voice without raising his head.

For more than four years, Ke Qiwei hadn't visited the prison. He thought he had figured it out.

Wan Chen continued to eat his egg-filled biscuits, as if he didn't hear it.

"Wanchen!"

Ke Qiwei increased his tone and anger.

He ate half of his omelette, and the person in front of him hadn't left yet, Wan Chen said unhurriedly, "Do you have anything to do?"

Ke Qiwei: "How long are you going to live like this?"

Wan Chen took a sip of soy milk, "I never thought about it, it's important to fill your stomach first. This job is not bad, the hours are stable, and the salary is not bad."

Ke Qiwei's patience was almost worn out by him, "Get up."

Wan Chen looked up at him, "Go back! Don't come again."

Ke Qiwei: "I'll wake you up!"

Wan Chen: "What are you obsessed with? Do you feel sorry for me? Ke Qiwei, you are not the kind of person who would throw a dollar to a beggar. Let's go!"

Ke Qiwei stepped forward and grabbed Wan Chen by the collar, pulled him up, and punched that thin face hard.

Wan Chen fell to the ground, bleeding from the corner of his mouth.

That punch was so heavy that Wan Chen frowned in pain and took a sharp breath.

Ke Qiwei's anger erupted completely, and the current Wan Chen, in his eyes, became a piece of shit.

"Look at your current appearance, Wan Chen, do you still want to pretend to be a love saint? It's so fucking ridiculous, you think you are still seventeen or eighteen, guarding that man's side, living this kind of life where people are neither human nor ghost, What are you expecting? Are you expecting Shen Xu to dump that man and come back to you? Haha... Don't you understand Shen Xu? That kind of fool won't change if he identifies with a person. Otherwise, he And I won't treat you that way. Even if he breaks up with that person, will he be with you? Wan Chen, you forgot that you killed his father and wanted to kill him. After such a tragic past, he will Forget it? He will never forget it until the day he dies. As I said, there is no possibility for you, even if you spend a few years in prison for his mother, he will not appreciate you a single cent! These are the things you owe His, it’s not enough to pay with your life!”

Ke Qiwei's extreme cruelty stabbed Wan Chen's heart hard in pretending to be strong.

He understands everything, and he thinks about these principles every day.

It is impossible for him and Shen Xu.

Fine snowflakes fell on Wan Chen's body, the tip of his nose was red from the cold, and his hands were purple and swollen.

The bright red blood dripped on the snow, drop by drop.

This kind of Wanchen is completely unlike the person he knew.

Ke Qiwei took out a piece of paper from his inner pocket and threw it in front of him, "Come back with me tomorrow, back to City S, and start over."

It was a plane ticket to S City, lying quietly in front of Wan Chen.

Ke Qiwei turned around, but heard Wan Chen's weak but firm voice, "I won't go."

He turned his head slowly in disbelief, and Wan Chen, who was lying on the ground, straightened up, leaned against the side of the car, with blood hanging from the corner of his mouth, and looked at him calmly.

Ke Qiwei: "What did you say?"

Wan Chen: "I won't leave, so you don't have to waste your efforts. I know what I am now, Ke Qiwei, you are old too, so stop pestering me."

Ke Qiwei stared at him intently, the embarrassed Wan Chen, the vulnerable Wan Chen, the Wan Chen who had fallen to the bottom but still did not give up.

Really, the funniest thing in the world!

Ke Qiwei laughed, and the laughter gradually amplified, laughing at this bug-like guy who was huddled on the ground.

"Wanchen, do you still deserve to be called this name?"

Wan Chen's eyes moved slightly, as if something was stuck somewhere in his body.

"Remember what you once said? One person, one home, go to work, get off work, have dinner with family, and take the children to the amusement park on weekends. You said, you can't bear this kind of life, but everyone in the world can do it. You are alone, you can’t do it. This kind of boring life will make you aggrieved to the point of madness. You have ambitions, and you shouldn’t be trapped in a small world at home. Have you forgotten all these words? Or is it because of Shen Xu that his outlook on life for 30 years has been completely overturned?"

Ke Qiwei is the same kind of person as him, they are too similar, the person who understands him best is him.

He knows exactly what can touch Wan Chen the most.

"Wanchen, you asked me to give up? Yes, I won't pester you again. I just want to know, what did you gain after you completely denied yourself? If Shen Xu can really be with you, fine, I won't say anything else, Let's go now. But do you still lie to yourself? You go to his door every day, what do you see? Even so, do you still hold on to hope? Wan Chen, what is the point of everything you have paid for? "

Wan Chen lowered his head and closed his eyes weakly.

He saved Shen Xu, Shen Xu is still alive, this is the greatest meaning.

He can't pray for anything anymore, such a peaceful day is the greatest happiness for Shen Xu.

Ke Qiwei bent down and squatted beside him, "Wan Chen, let's go. If you are worried about the old stuff of BIC, then go abroad. Get out of here, and I will help you. You are not yet 40 years old, you can start all over again, I believe that you have this ability. Even if you can't make a big career, at least you can live the life you want. Instead of hiding here, hiding your nature, and living like a waste. "

Wan Chen slowly opened his eyes, and the desire buried deep in his heart responded to these words.

"Wan Chen, are you willing? Do you really not want to get back everything you lost?"

Find everything you lost...

Does he still have such a chance?

"Let's go, forget about this place, forget about Shen Xu, go find the life you discarded, start over, and be the one I know, Wan Chen."