kind of bend me

A few years ago, Wan Chen accompanied Wen Xuan to the premiere of her movie.

He has long forgotten what the story is about, and only remembers that at the end, the heroine played by Wen Xuan left the man she loved deeply.

At that time, Wen Xuan asked him how he felt, and he said casually that the story lacked authenticity.

Separated because of love, very funny way of saying.

Wen Xuan didn't say anything. After taking her home, she got out of the car and suddenly said something.

really love someone...

"He Lei...He Lei...He Lei..."

He Lei's condition was very bad, and the rescue was in trouble. The doctor was standing by to give first aid, and Wan Chen kept calling his name.

Old Liu looked over suspiciously, "You know him...could he be the one you mentioned, then what..."

Wan Chen raised his head, "Brother Liu, we must save him."

Lao Liu glanced at him, said nothing, turned his head and continued to discuss rescue strategies with others.

The nurse cleaned the wound on He Lei's face, while Wan Chen knelt beside him and looked at him worriedly.

He Lei opened his eyes again, and Wan Chen stepped forward to encourage him.

"Hold on, we will definitely rescue you...He Lei, think about Shen Xu, he is still waiting for you to come home, you must persevere, you will be saved soon, He Lei..."

He Lei's consciousness was still very weak. He didn't know if he heard what he said clearly, but he moved his right hand slightly.

Wan Chen held his hand lightly, the ring on his ring finger was dusty and he couldn't see the original shape clearly.

He Lei moved his lips, but couldn't make a sound.

Wan Chen understood what he wanted to say, and relaxed his frown a little bit, a smile appeared on his haggard face.

"I have persisted until here, and there is no reason to give up. He Lei, you have to go back no matter what, and go back to find Shen Xu. His life is not good. He lost his parents in his teens, because I suffered a lot. Okay. It's easy to meet you, a person who will never let him down... He Lei, hold on for a while, you can do it. Thinking of Shen Xu, he can't live without you, do you know that he is still in the hospital because he is worried about you , he knelt down and begged someone to bring him here, he wants to save you... He Lei, he loves you, although I never want to admit it, but seeing him like that, how can I lie to myself. So, you have to Go back, go back to him, live your life well, let me, let me always envy and regret forever."

A line of tears rolled down He Lei's eyes, he silently looked at Wan Chen in front of him, and moved his fingers, as if he wanted to hold his hand tightly.

The rescue equipment arrived, Wan Chen nodded solemnly to him before getting up.

"Sure, send you back to him."

Only you, only you, are qualified to stand by his side.

Give him the life he wants most.

He Lei, hold on.

Shen Xu lay on the hospital bed for three days, with a constant high fever, Sibao didn't dare to slack off for a moment, and stayed by his side.

When he was confused, he would keep calling He Lei's name.

On the fourth day, the fever finally subsided.

He asked Sibao, is there any news about He Lei?

Sibao shook his head helplessly, and Lorraine said beside him, no news is good news, just wait, He Lei will be back.

Sibao helped him get out of bed, and in the infusion hall, news about the earthquake relief was played.

After watching for a while, Sibao advised him to go back to the ward.

There, there is no his lover.

Shen Xu didn't insist, turned around and followed him back to the ward.

In the afternoon, after the infusion, he lay on the bed to rest.

Sibao first talked with him, but gradually, he closed his eyes and couldn't hear anything.

The magnolia flowers outside the window are in full bloom, and the rich fragrance floats into the house, into the dreamland of sleep.

When he opened his eyes again, he was back, home.

That's right, it's home, next to the No. [-] Kindergarten in T City, he and He Lei's, home.

At home, it was still the same as when he left.

The sound of cooking came from the kitchen, and he walked in following the sound. The man in an apron was busy working in front of the stove.

Cutting vegetables, washing vegetables, frying vegetables, the man turned around and saw him, and hurriedly said, "Quick, beat two eggs for me."

Shen Xu knew that this was a dream.

A dream that he didn't want to wake up from.

The man in the dream cooked four dishes and one soup, took off his apron and smiled softly at him.

Shen Xu stretched out his hand and stroked his face, tears rolled down uncontrollably.

you're back, really, are you back?

The man pressed his forehead against his, closed his eyes, and said softly, I'm sorry, Shen Xu.

Shen Xu didn't want to hear these three words the most, and hugged the person in front of him tightly.

"Don't say I'm sorry, you've never been sorry to me, this time, you can't do it either! He Lei, come back, I beg you, come back, I can do whatever you want. You know, I'm stupid, and the shop can't do anything. No more, without you, it would be difficult for me to support myself. He Lei, come back, I don’t want anything, please, come back, come back..."

In the end, his voice was choked with sobs, and the heart-piercing pain tormented every nerve in him.

His He Lei, his lover...

The man's hand was warm, and he kept rubbing the back of his head, like soothing, like attachment.

After a while, the man pulled him away, and stroked his tear-stained face with one hand, his voice was still as gentle as when we first met.

"I'm sorry, Shen Xu, I'm sorry... I really want, really want to walk with you forever. The word I used to envy the most is growing old forever, and I also want to hold your hand and grow old together forever."

Shen Xu was annoyed, grabbed the man by the collar, and hissed, "Then you fucking come back to me, don't say anything damn sorry, I don't want to hear that word again in my life, come back to me, come back to me !!!”

The man's tears dripped on the back of Shen Xu's hand, and the warm touch gradually turned cold.

The man continued, "In the future, I won't be able to take care of you anymore, and I won't be able to walk with you any longer. Shen Xu, if you are alone, even if you are alone, you must be stronger. If you can go on, you will meet someone better again, Shen Xu Xu, listen, don’t forget me for too long, forget it when it’s time to forget! No matter what, you must live strong.”

The man took his hand, lowered his head, and imprinted a cold kiss on the shiny ring.

That is, the last thing he left in this world.

Last but not least, love.

Shen Xu's tears flowed even more fiercely, his vision was so blurred that he couldn't see the face of the man in front of him clearly.

"I'm sorry, Shen Xu, I love you."

He closed his eyes, his heart aching to burst.

He heard the last words the man left him.

"Goodbye."

As if floating from the sky, it floated into his mind.

A line of tears slipped from the end of his eyes.

Slowly opened his eyes, but could no longer see his lover.

Goodbye.

"come on!"

Old Liu and the others were chanting as they struggled to pry off the heavy objects that were pressing on He Lei.

Wan Chen rubbed blood blisters on his hands, and big drops of sweat dripped from his forehead.

Work harder, work harder, hold on for a while, and you'll be able to----

The doctor anxiously urged, "Think about it again, the patient is dying."

The difficulty of the rescue was beyond their expectations. Every time a heavy object was to be cleared, another piece of support that might cause a partial collapse was affected. Lao Liu and the others were in a hurry, and several experienced experts came from other places. It took a long time to discuss before formulating a measure.

Wan Chen gritted his teeth and exerted all his strength. In his heart, he prayed to the God who might exist to give He Lei a way out.

On a snowy day in December, Wen Xuan stood outside the car wearing expensive furs.

Wan Chen got out of the car and stood opposite her with a blank expression.

Wan Chen, have you ever loved anyone?

Wan Chen lowered his eyes and didn't answer.

"Come on, come on! Work harder!"

When seeing the slightly moving cement slab, someone shouted with joy.

"Ah!!!" Wan Chen's expression twisted, he held his breath, and propped up He Leisheng's hope.

Two people jumped out of the deep pit and stood by He Lei's side. As long as there was a few centimeters gap in the cement board, they would be able to pull He Lei out.

Seeing hope, everyone exerted their last effort amidst the chant.

One centimeter, two centimeters, three centimeters...

Wan Chen loved someone, from a young age, no, maybe even longer ago.

From when he would call Shen Xu's name, from when he laughed and said that Shen Xu was a pantyhose, from when he secretly hid a biscuit that Shen Xu gave to the little girl in the kindergarten class.

In his life, there is only one Shen Xu.

He has loved for many years, perhaps, never let go.

A terrible aftershock has once again visited the city.

The ground shook violently, the machine stopped roaring, and screams sounded.

Old Liu fell to the ground and got up only after the aftershock stopped. Wan Chen's forehead hit the triangle iron, and blood flowed immediately.

"You——" He was about to ask Wan Chen how he was, but found that the thick prefabricated board that was inserted obliquely in front slowly slid to the edge of the deep pit.

Seeing that it was about to fall, the voices of people were noisy, and the rescuers instinctively avoided.

Only He Lei could only lie there quietly.

At the same time as Old Liu screamed, someone jumped into the pit directly.

"Brother Wan!!!"

Wen Xuan sighed and said, if you really love someone, you don't care about gains and losses, and you don't care if the person he loves is you.

Will cry for him, laugh for him, do everything for him, as long as he can be happy.

Even if that happiness is not something you can give, you are willing to give everything.

Even if it is in exchange for life.

At that moment, Wan Chen didn't think about anything, and couldn't think of anything.

Relying on instinct, he jumped into the deep pit and blocked the dying He Lei.

The prefabricated slab pulled a pile of concrete blocks and hit the young life with a loud noise.

Shen Xu who was lying on the hospital bed turned his head, and there seemed to be a vague figure among the trees outside the window.

He tried hard to see the man's face, he opened his mouth, just about to call the man's name.

Shen Xu...

An unclear voice rang in my mind.

After that, there was no sound.

His happiness is your life.