Rebirth of the Hidden

Such hints have not been experienced for a long time.

After Lin Minming realized that he liked men, he hid it very deeply.Apart from reading posts on forums, I have never participated in any gay activities in real life, including bars and dating apps.

Among the friends around him, only Gu Xinxin knew that he was gay.

However, some gay exploration radars of the same kind are too sensitive, and they will be discovered if they are not careful.

Lin Minming was also very curious about how other people did this, since he himself could never see anything.

He can only talk and do things deliberately not to show concern for the same sex, and his actions also avoid sissy.

However, over the years, overt and covert hints and collusions have emerged in an endless stream.There was once a designer colleague who courted him for several months, sending love box lunches during the day and bombarding him with text messages at night, standing behind him on purpose while talking about business, leaning on the edge of the desk, spitting all his breath on Lin Minming's neck, attracting He had goosebumps and he laughed under his breath.

In short, no matter how much Lin Minming pretended to be a straight man, he couldn't get rid of it. After a few months, his offensive continued unabated, and his harassment became more and more undisguised.

Later, when he saw He Junyi coming to the company to have dinner with him, he asked disappointedly: "When did you have a boyfriend, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Lin Minming was surprised, as a "straight man", who doesn't have many male friends, and he is a boyfriend when he comes to dinner?

But seeing that the other party insisted on his theory and had no way to explain it, he finally had to simply acquiesce, and the designer colleague finally stopped the harassment.Soon after, I applied for a job transfer and went abroad.

"Your boyfriend is really handsome..." The man said deliberately sour before leaving, "No wonder you don't even look at others."

Lin Minming: "..."

However, even though he left, the studio began to spread various gossips about him, so Lin Minming had to take Gu Xinxin to the company's year-end party to show off his affection before he was relieved from the cloud of gay suspicion.

This incident touched him a lot, and from then on, Lin Minming hid it even deeper.Even when He Junyi occasionally came to the company to ask him for dinner, he refused. He would rather meet outside than have a colleague see and misunderstand that this is his boyfriend.

Although he still feels that straight men don't have a few good buddies...

This time was the first time someone hinted at Lin Minming since he was 15 years old.

The waiter is at most 20 years old, maybe even less than [-] years old.He is also handsome with thick eyebrows and big eyes.

But Lin Minming didn't make any misleading actions or anything since he entered the box, and the conversation with the waiter only expressed a certain degree of interest in the dishes, and there was He Junyi next to him, why did people come here? What about pestering him?Where does this confidence come from?

It's getting closer and closer... It's really uncle who can bear it, but auntie can't!

"Are you okay?" He Junyi asked again, "Why do you look so bad?"

He washed the chopsticks in a cup of boiling water, exchanged them for the pair in front of Lin Minming, and then washed a pair for himself.

Lin Minming watched his movements, frowned and said in a sullen voice, "I've already eaten those chopsticks just now."

He Junyi glanced at him, smiled and said nothing, picked up the chopsticks and started to eat the pile of "vegetables" in his bowl.The local chicken is oily but not greasy, and the fresh small yellow croaker is as good as the introduction, and the taste is endless.

He Junyi narrowed his eyes in enjoyment.

But who would be happy to be completely ignored.Lin Minming added another sentence with a displeased face: "Those dishes were also picked up by unwashed chopsticks." Can you still eat it?

He Junyi stopped his movements this time, raised his eyes to look at him and said lightly: "...Do you think my obsession with cleanliness has reached an incurable level?"

"..."

"Or are you afraid that my appetite is too good to eat up the dishes that others have carefully ordered for you?"

Lin Minming: "!!!"

This sentence can be regarded as stepping on the thunder point.

Originally, he didn't want to have an attack, and usually he silently endured bad things by himself.But I don't know if it's because his body is too small and his mind is too small, or because of He Junyi's "mischievous" expression --- pretending to be normal while smiling or not --- he became angry.

I also don't care about whether the bombing will reveal anything about myself.

"Did you do it on purpose!" Lin Minming pushed the chopsticks on the dishes and dropped them on the table with a bang, "You let the waiter come and trouble me even though you knew he was abnormal!"

unusual?

He Junyi obviously didn't expect to hear this sentence from him, and couldn't help raising his eyebrows slightly.

Lin Minming looked at him angrily, and suddenly felt aggrieved: "Are you so happy to see me being teased?!" Fortunately, I still want to treat you as a good friend!

The experience of the two lives has been along the way, he has the ups and downs that others should have, and he has tasted the pain and depression that others do not have.Why should I accept such treatment.

If God gave him a chance to do it again because he couldn't bear his tragic death, why didn't he let him replace the parts that should be changed the most?

To be honest in the past six months, he would think of this question from time to time, and while encouraging himself to be braver and cheer up, he would also be afraid.

Afraid to live a life of patience, hiding and trembling like before.I am also afraid that one day I will face everything alone.

...If it wasn't for the fact that he had a life experience, he really doubted the existence of fate.

Shouldn't the real rebirth be to be vigilant about life like Huang Liang Yimeng?But he returned to the most ignorant and powerless adolescence.His parents were as kind to him as ever, and he dared not speak out because of their ardent expectations.And the friend who knows has retreated to the position of not knowing.

The incomprehensible loneliness and how to live better occupied his life.

He is terrified.

He also knew that it would be impossible for him to be alone, and one day he would have to face all the people around him.If he wants to find the murderer and expose Yan Fu's true nature, he will probably expose a lot.Of course he will protect himself first, and then...

And then live a peaceful life?

impossible.

The hints and harassment like today will not stop, and it will be in two and a half years. Do I really have to have a girlfriend to hide my sexuality after I grow up?

He hated this shameless and despicable behavior before, and he doesn't want to do it now.Fraudulent marriages not only endanger innocent female compatriots, but if the truth cannot be concealed, it will make the whole matter worse, harming others and not benefiting oneself.

So in front of him is always a long road.

Tried it once, he understands.

This dead knot cannot be easily untied after one rebirth.

Lin Minming was filled with emotions, and the sudden outburst of anger gradually faded away. When he suddenly looked up and saw He Junyi looking at him thoughtfully, his face immediately became embarrassed.

cough.

In fact, He Junyi didn't think too much about it, he was just making a joke at best, but it has a different meaning in the ears of caring people...

With drooping eyelids, he picked up the chopsticks that fell on the table and put them back on the plate. Lin Minming really didn't know what to say.

At this moment, He Junyi suddenly thought of something, and asked, "What did that waiter do just now?"

"..."

It must not be a trivial matter to make someone who has always been docile lose his temper.He was the one who tried to tempt him with the waiter who was obviously interested in the child, and now he is also the one who regrets it.

What arises spontaneously in my heart is an indescribable pity.Lin Minming is a frequent visitor to gay forums, but he still uses "abnormal" to describe this type of people.Think about it too, how much energy a 15-year-old child can digest such a big secret, and he has to control himself not to reveal it.

So much so that he felt that he was abnormal!

No wonder he always lowers his eyes, talks less and has a thin skin, and is more mature than other children at every turn.

He Junyi was inexplicably upset. If it was his own younger brother, he would have known and resolved this kind of thing. If he didn't obey, he would close the house and beat him to death until he became obedient.He Junyi wasn't worried at all that he wouldn't be able to straighten him.

But Lin Minming is different.

Not to mention those who have nothing, but in terms of character alone, this child is obedient, taciturn, smart and sensitive, and knows how to do housework... I usually like to hold myself to death, but when I encounter such a big There is no need to beat him, he has already driven himself to a dead end.

When he said the word "abnormal" just now, his eye circles seemed to be red!

What did that boy who was a waiter do to him!

Unknown anger rose from his feet to his head, and he suddenly felt that sexual orientation was not important at all.No, to be precise, when he found out that Zheng Kailai liked men, he didn't care.

Now that it fell on Lin Minming, a little kid, he felt even more...even more that it had nothing to do with being abnormal.

The key is-----

A 15-year-old child knows what liking is, and maybe he will break it when he is a little older.Before this, as a good...friend, and in the future, it is very likely to be a partner (this kid's good idea can't be taken advantage of by others), apart from temptation, there is definitely more responsibility to protect, protect, he!

As a madman in the business world, He Junyi naturally understands that the prerequisite for protecting a person is to gain the trust of the other person.

He Junyi put down his chopsticks, sat up straight, looked at the boy who was taken aback by him seriously, and asked, "You just said that the waiter was abnormal?"

"???"

"What's wrong?"

"..." Yu Zu, who was finally suppressed by Lin Minming, jumped up in an instant, almost crying.Why bring this up again!

"Say it." He Junyi pressed him step by step.

"..."

"Is it normal to like men?" Seeing that the child's head was almost down to his knees, He Junyi simply said clearly, "You are stupid!"

Lin Minming was startled, raised his head and stared blankly at the serious-faced man with his chin raised slightly, his heart beat a few times faster suddenly, and an unbelievable premonition surged up.

Sure enough, He Junyi's next sentence directly exploded his brain's memory: "What era is it now? Gender, age and cultural differences are all floating clouds. If you like it, you like it. Including me... I can like men from both mental and physical aspects. I think it's normal!"

Lin Minming's eyes widened, as if shocked by his words, he was at a loss for a moment.

What is he saying.

All of a sudden, the mess in my mind was filled with twelve large and bold characters: He Junyi came out in front of him?

!!!

Of course, the original author of the passage just now, Mr. Zheng Kailai, didn't know that his original work had been plagiarized without any sense of responsibility...