Looking for Cheyenne

Extremely boring, joked.

【Don't worry, it's definitely not your part. 】

【Hey, why are you so stingy!Who else would indulge you so much and send yourself to your door as a guinea pig for experiments?It was almost dissected by you. 】I said indignantly.

He ignored me, and lowered his head to record carefully. I stretched my head to look, but I didn't understand. Only they could understand the words written by the doctor.He didn't put down his pen to look at me until he finished writing a whole page in one breath.

[Xia An] He lost his usual indecency, and said seriously [You haven't taken your medicine on time recently, right? 】

[I still had it at the beginning, and I would eat it occasionally later. 】 I said with a guilty conscience.

【I'm asking, have you eaten recently?Don't play around with me. 】The doctor knows the murderer!

I thought about it, since the last time I came back from buying medicine, I really haven't moved.He's a doctor, so I can't hide it from him, I honestly admitted my mistake and nodded [I didn't eat. 】

[I don't eat on time, are you going to be a fairy? 】

[Being a fairy is not so easy. 】

[Then you mean whatever you want to be at ease, I am meddling in my own business?Then what the hell are you asking me to show you! ] As he spoke, he became angry.

[Okay, Doctor Fang, I know I'm wrong, don't get angry,] I stepped forward and patted him on the back flatteringly, [I can't change it, I will follow all your instructions! 】

[Don't do this to me, Xia An, tell me honestly] He paused, looked at me, [Have you been dozing off a lot lately? 】

[Not all of them, but cleaning the big yard every day is very strenuous, and I'm so tired that I sleep all afternoon. 】I explained, 【I didn't sleep well at night. 】

[That's all? 】

【kindness. 】

[You can hide it if you want, you can't lie to yourself anyway.It's just that I'm warning you, don't touch things that can't move, otherwise, I can't save you either. ] After finishing speaking, he gave me a big package and asked me to eat on time.

I left him for lunch afterward.

Before leaving, he said to me [be kind to yourself, besides him, you have a lot, but you didn't realize it. 】

【Hehe, speaking like that doesn't look like your Doctor Fang at all!It sounds so awkward. 】

【honestly. 】

【You know, his shadow is hidden in every corner of my world. 】 I laughed.

[Don't laugh, it's ugly. ] He made a face.

[Say a few words less and no one will think you are dumb. ] I looked at him angrily.

[Don't talk nonsense, come to me anytime if you need anything. ] He took out the perfume and sprayed it on himself, shaking his shoulders and leaving gracefully.

I just kept sneezing in place.

Damn perfume, one day throw you all away.

A big man is fine and sweet all day long, except for narcissism, he is abnormal.When such a person becomes a doctor, it is simply a danger to society.

After dinner, I went to bed early.Maybe it was because I was in a good mood that I had a sweet dream at night.In the dream, Ling Cang kept smiling at me softly and calling my name.

☆, silent cold war

The author has something to say: every night at nine o'clock...

After a good night's sleep, when I woke up, I saw Zhang Junmei's gentle sleeping face, and I was so scared that I screamed.

[Shh~ Don't make noise, sleep a little longer. 】Ling Cang was woken up by me, he muttered dissatisfiedly and then fell silent.

It seemed that he was exhausted and didn't know where he was.

He was very heavy on me, and I couldn't move him after several attempts, so I had to give up.

In my memory, his eyelashes are very long and slightly curled, which set off the depth of those long and narrow eyes.He didn't like to smile originally, and there was always a little alienation in his light eyes.Now there are deep dark circles under the eye sockets, no wonder they came to me from the wrong room.

But I am still very happy.To be honest, I have never seen him look so childish.I always like to keep a straight face.Such an intimate gesture made me nervous.

You know, before I took advantage of him sleeping at night, I sneaked upstairs and jumped out of the window, so I could only watch from a distance.And because he was inexperienced in jumping out of a window for the first time, his feet landed too loudly. After waking up, he just said "Get out" to me contemptuously, and didn't even talk to me for several months.Then I learned to be smart, as long as I didn't wake him up, I could watch him like this all night, and when the dawn broke, I would sneak out of the window.

I never dreamed that one day, he would sleep on me so defenselessly, and I was surprised and at a loss what to do.

【Cang~】I whispered.He didn't answer me.I pushed him, but nothing happened.

After making sure that he wouldn't wake up for a while, I stretched out my right hand tremblingly, wrapped it around his back, turned my face slightly, and leaned over to kiss his sexy thin lips.

I think I must be crazy.

If it's a dream, don't let it wake you up.

Tears from the corners of his eyes slipped uncontrollably into his hairline.

When he woke up, it was already afternoon.

[Xia An] he called.

[Can you get up and down, my hands are numb. 】Just after I finished speaking, I didn't want to hit the wall, it's so unpleasant every time.

He got up [I'll rub it for you. 】

【no, I'm fine. 】I got up quickly, but I exerted too much force, I couldn't control my hands and feet, and I hit the ground in one fell swoop.

【Hide what?get up quickly. 】He was amused by my embarrassment, and stretched out his hand to pull me.

[I can do it myself. 】I pushed his hand away in a panic, propped myself up on the ground, stood up after a long time, shook my hands and feet, and regained consciousness.

When the numb feeling disappeared, I realized that I had left him aside for a long time, he was sitting by the bed and didn't speak, the atmosphere was suddenly stiffened by me.

I opened my mouth, his cold eyes made me not know what to say.

Originally I wanted to ask why I had been there for half a month, and told him that I dreamed about him, but I couldn't ask him when the words came to my lips.

The relationship we managed to ease before he left froze again, and I had no choice but to swallow the words that came to my lips.

Finally I said [make dinner. ] then slipped into the kitchen.

While eating, he still didn't say a word.

I thought about it, and decided to take the initiative to provoke the topic [Last time, Xiao Ran and the others were driven away by me. 】

【kindness. 】

He agreed with this, and lowered his head to eat, as if he didn't want to talk, so I had no choice but to lower my head to eat.

The table was full of specially prepared dishes, but he didn't speak much.After a while, I put down the dishes and went upstairs.

[Cang, is it a vegetable, not to your liking? ] I asked cautiously.

He didn't turn around, but shook his head [a little tired. 】 Then went to the second floor.

Didn't you just wake up, how could you be tired again.

Looking at the untouched things on the plate, I picked them up, walked into the kitchen, and dumped them into the trash can.

He's not happy, my instincts over the years tell me.

I was thinking, is it related to me?

Could it be...he knew me, I kissed him? ! !

Thinking of this, my heart jumped out of fear.

Thinking back to his reaction after waking up, the more likely it seemed.

It wouldn’t be such a coincidence that I was discovered. Until I entered the room and sat on the stool, I was still feeling guilty, and I listened to every move upstairs.

I heard him walking up and down the room, presumably packing his luggage.

After a while, there was a faint sound of rushing water, probably taking a bath.

After a long time, he opened the door, and almost at the same time I stepped out uncontrollably with both feet. Just when I was about to go upstairs, he entered the study room and closed the door with a "bang".

He saw me, he must have seen me, I'm sure.

When I opened the door and came out, he was standing in the corridor. When he saw me, he turned around and went into the study behind.

Looking at the closed door, I sighed helplessly and walked back to my room.

Sitting with his back against the door, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

It was late autumn, and it was really cold at night. I bent my knees and folded my arms, and hugged myself tightly with both hands.

Xia An, Xia An, who made you get carried away.

How long has it been since he forgot his identity? !

Ling Cang is someone like you who can casually touch!

See, it was retribution, it deserved it.

The voice in my heart kept admonishing myself.

I don't know how long it took, I heard footsteps, he went downstairs, opened the refrigerator, and then pulled out the beverage cans to drink.

Through the door, I could clearly hear his Adam's apple sliding up and down and swallowing, his voice was sexy and touching.I can even imagine his elegant posture for drinking, elegant and dignified, like a king.After drinking, he went upstairs again.Everything was quiet again.

After lying down, I covered the quilt tightly, but I still felt cold, maybe because the quilt was too thin and worn out.Closing his eyes, he silently said to himself: Xia An, it's okay, you shouldn't make him angry.Remember, you must not wishful thinking in the future, good night.

These days, he went out without even having breakfast, so that every time I finish eating mine, I have to eat his share, otherwise it would be a pity to throw it away.

Not since I've been here has he expressed his displeasure with me so clearly.

In the past, he avoided the cold war at most, but now he can't talk to me every day, and he goes upstairs directly after eating, and he doesn't want to spend a lot of time with me for a moment.

A few days ago, he invited another servant to come over and take over the work in the yard, and I had no place to intervene.

I was caught off guard for a moment and panicked.

After finally surviving the weekend, I opened the drawer of the cupboard and took out the bulging cloth bag that had been left in it all the time. After that, I called Xiao Feng and asked him to take me to the city.

He moaned and whimpered for a long time, and finally agreed as if he was in mourning.

【Come out to have a tryst with your little lover? 】He was so flat when he opened his mouth.

[Yeah, so in order to look more decent, I will borrow you as my driver. 】

[Fuck!] When he heard that, he thumped the steering wheel hard [If you really do this, your legs will be broken. 】

[Then you are an accomplice, shouldn't you break your leg? ! 】

[A dog's mouth can't spit out ivory. 】

[You said that if your leg was really broken, would Xiao Ran be very sad? ] I leaned over and deliberately emphasized Xiao Ran's two words in his ear.

[Don't mess with me!Does he hurt you? What is he doing to you!]

[Oh, don't get excited. 】I pointed to the front, 【Concentrate on driving, Driver Xiao. 】

As soon as he heard that he was about to explode, he stepped on the gas pedal to the bottom.I quickly fastened my seat belt, a bit regretting that I had angered the irritable lion.

He found a place for Xiao Feng to stop and go back first.

After getting off the car, I stopped and walked on the street, looking left and right.

Encountering a clean glass window, he stopped to look in the mirror on purpose. This photo was incredible. Why was the fiery red sports car following behind him!I took two steps forward and it followed suit.I don't move, and neither does it.

Excessive, this is naked stalking, I can't see you dumping!Turning around, I ran into a nearby alley, taking advantage of not being able to drive into the alley, coupled with my familiarity with the terrain, I started turning around in circles.

After tossing and tossing for a while, he stopped and looked behind him, there was nothing, Xiao Feng had been thrown far away.

I leaned against the corner of the wall and gasped for breath. I hadn't exercised so vigorously for a long time, and my body was too lazy to adapt.

After resting for a while, my breathing finally became stable, and I searched according to the route Xiao Ran told me.

After asking all the way, I finally arrived at an old street near the edge of the city at noon.

It is a bit old here. A long time ago, it used to be the center of the city, but now it has long since fallen, and the houses are old and dilapidated.

I remember Xiao Ran told me that when you go to the end of this street and turn right, the building with a big sycamore tree next to it is 502.

At the end of the street, as soon as I looked up, I saw a sycamore tree. The leaves had almost fallen, and the bare and thick trunk was exposed.Judging from the age of this tree, it is several decades at least.

Turning into the corridor, the light inside is not good. After all, it is a house built in the early years, and the lights in the corridor are broken.Feeling the wall, I came to the 5th floor step by step.

He knocked on the door politely, and after a while, a young girl came out and opened the door.

[May I ask who you are? 】

[Hi, I'm Xia An, Xiao Ran asked me to come here. 】

[Oh, so it's Xiao Ran's friend] She looked suddenly enlightened [Fast forward. 】

[Then you are? 】

【I'm Xiaoran's older sister. I'm just packing up and preparing to leave tomorrow. If you don't come today, it will be too late. 】

Then I followed her through the door.

Xiao Ran's elder sister looks similar to Xiao Ran in character, pure and straightforward.

It was a pleasure talking to her.

After I came out, I wandered around the area again and was about to go back, when I looked up and saw the person across the road.He hunched over and smoked second-hand smoke, his skin was yellow and thin, even a little black, sunken, and his face was ugly and ferocious.

The body began to tremble uncontrollably, anger, fear, unwillingness, resentment... mixed feelings.

Turned into ashes I also know him.

But how could he appear here?It stands to reason that he was sentenced to death with a reprieve for several years, and he should have not been released from prison yet. How could he stand in broad daylight so nakedly.

The doubts and anxiety in my heart drove me to rush to the opposite side of the road, but there were too many vehicles on the street, and when I got to the opposite side, his figure had long since disappeared.

impossible.

Something is not right.

I was not reconciled, and went around the street trying to find him, but after searching for a long time, I found nothing.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when we returned to the villa.

He didn't come back.

I wanted to have a good talk with him.

This body couldn't stand my tossing all day long, my whole body was screaming, and the pain in my abdomen came in bursts, I couldn't stand upright and fell on the sofa, waiting for the pain to subside.

Not long after, he heard the movement of a car outside, and he drove into the garage.

I wanted to get up but couldn't stand up.

His footsteps were getting closer.I leaned on the armrest of the sofa and struggled to sit up, but the medicine bottle in my pocket fell out and scattered all over the floor.

His footsteps stopped at the door.I kicked the bottle of medicine under the couch with my foot.

When he took out the key to open the door.I finally sat up straight.

When he walked in the next second, I smiled nonchalantly [Cang, you are back.I have something to talk to you...]

[Go to sleep, I'm tired. 】He didn't let me finish my sentence, and didn't look at me, so he interrupted his steps to go upstairs.

He would not listen to me.

[Now you have hired someone to do everything here, and I am in a panic.I think……】.

[Later. 】

【but I……】

【Sleep. 】

【Good night then. ] I laughed awkwardly.

☆, Afraid of nightmares, stay outside his door

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Until he closed the door, I fell weakly on the sofa, and the pain in my abdomen became more and more obvious.

I breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately he didn't look back, otherwise my ashen face must be ugly.

As it is now, I couldn't enter the room at all, so I had to bend down, pick up a few pills from the ground, and chew them in my mouth.

Very bitter and not tasty at all.Fang Yi lied to me again.

Tired, overwhelming tiredness made me unable to move.

In the dimness, I vaguely saw a woman sitting beside my bed with loose hair.

Her figure is very familiar, but why is she sitting by my bed?

what happened?

I looked up and saw that the surroundings were pitch black, but I couldn't move when I wanted to get up.

Suddenly, the woman turned her head, her body was covered in blood, and her disheveled hair looked terrifying.

【Why!why treat me like this! 】

She growled, and suddenly reached out and grabbed my neck.

let me go.I yelled, but nothing came out.

[Bitch!They're all a bunch of sluts!You are just like them! ] She bared her teeth and tore my hair. [You all go to die! 】She laughed crazily and horribly, and I saw more and more blood around her.

No, let me go.

I screamed like hell.

Who can help me.But in vain.

She was still laughing, louder and louder.

The blood flowed more and more, spreading from her body to my quilt. I kept struggling and retreating to no avail. Finally, the blood flowed on my body and hands, everywhere. In the end, the whole world was soaked in blood, a ferocious scarlet Color will overwhelm me.

In extreme fear, I yelled [ah] and sat up from the bed in shock.

Looking around, there was nothing, then lowered his head, the quilt was clean and there was no blood.

It was a nightmare, and I was so frightened that I broke out in a cold sweat.

The room was terribly dark, and I always felt that something would suddenly pop out from behind the darkness.

I didn't have time to put on my shoes, so I ran out barefoot and went straight to the door of his room on the second floor.

I always feel that someone is chasing me from behind, and I press my back against his door until there is no way to retreat.But I dare not make a sound, for fear of waking him up.

The horrible laughter just now kept echoing in my mind. I was so frightened that I covered my ears with my hands, crouched down in front of his room door, and hugged my knees with my hands.

The long corridor is the long cold night.

【Cang~】I yelled in my heart: 【Come out and hug me, okay? 】

I was woken up by a bird chirping.A few rays of morning light came in through the window, and a thin layer of frost condensed on the glass of the window sill, and it was winter.

There was no movement inside the door, and I couldn't help but feel glad that he was still asleep.My legs were already numb after squatting for too long. I stood up slowly while leaning on the wall, and looked at my bare feet, only to realize that I was cold, and I wobbled downstairs.

After being frightened this time, my body began to break out in cold sweat from time to time.

For the next few nights, I didn't dare to stay in the room and sleep.That fragment of the nightmare haunts me for a long time.

So at night I turned on all the lights in the room and sat and waited.When Ling Cang went upstairs and fell asleep, he came out, touched the door of his room, and fell asleep.

Although there is a door, although he is asleep, this is the closest distance between us.

Saying good night to his room, I closed my eyes.I left before dawn.

On weekends, he returned early and went to bed early.

As usual, I stayed outside his door.But it was too early for me to sleep.

I reached out to knock on the door and asked him to talk to me for a while, but the moment my hand touched the door, I lost my courage.

Too many times before, after knocking on the door, he would say "roll" without even thinking about it, and he didn't even bother to open the door.

Thinking about the things he disdains me, it seems that there are so many things that I can't count them in detail.But he has never done anything to me, because he promised the old man's request, so he chose to stay away from me as much as possible, ignore me, but he can't do anything to me.It is precisely because of this that I am even more unscrupulous.Until one time, because he was busy merging Su Group, an important competitor of Ling Group in the shopping mall, he was exhausted and had a high fever.Ning Shu happened to be out for a performance, so I took care of Ling Cang.That night he kept calling "Ning Shu, Ning Shu" in a daze, and he was so delirious from the fever that he mistakenly hugged me as Ning Shu and held me to death all night.When he woke up the next day and found me lying in his arms, he was very angry, thinking that I took the opportunity to seduce him, he was as disgusting as seeing a toad, kicked me out of the bed, and kept beating me The clothes on my body seemed to be stained with dirty things. He scolded me for being shameless, thinking about men like crazy, and told me not to enter his room in the future.At that time, I was kicked on the ground and couldn't stand up because of the pain. I must have looked ugly.He turned green when he heard that, and asked someone to carry me out directly.

I was sad for a long time afterwards.He has never been a gentleman with his mouth but his hands, and finally he can't stand me anymore.

As soon as the old man left, he took action.

He moaned and scolded him for being heartless, and vowed never to look at him again. There is no grass anywhere in the world, so why bother to hang a tree.

But after falling asleep, he forgot all about it the next day, and only had him in his eyes.

I know that in the entire Ling family, no one likes me except the old man.

So when I was arrested later, no one came to comfort me, not even sympathy.They must be very happy.

I just like a person, what's wrong.

Why does everyone like Ning Shu.

Because he has delicate features and delicate features?Or is he smart?

Obviously I came to Ling's first, but he has everything.

So I envy him and hate him, and when I see him, my teeth itch, but he always has a faint smile in front of everyone, with a sanctimonious look.

There are too many things in the past, and I fell asleep thinking about it.

A sudden rain woke me up at night. Although the corridor was carpeted, it was still cool.

I couldn't stop sneezing a few times and coughing intermittently.

At first I could hold it back, but the more I coughed, the worse it became. I probably caught a cold.It seems that I have to go back to my room, or I will wake him up.

Before he could stand up, the door opened behind him with a "click".

[Xia An? 】 He was surprised.

【Hehe, wake up】I laughed dryly.

He looked at me questioningly.

【I...I...I look, yes, look at the stars. 】Speaking, I pointed to the transparent zenith above the house with my finger.He followed my fingers and looked at the roof of the hall with transparent tempered glass. The heavy rain was pouring down, and the rain fell on the arched glass and scattered into trickles.

He lowered his head and looked at me expressionlessly.

[Ahem~ It just rained, and the sky was full of stars before. ] I was afraid that he would not believe me, so I quickly explained [Sitting here and looking at the sky, the closer you are, the more clearly you can see. 】

He frowned.

[Sorry to wake you up, I'm going down right now.Cough~] I coughed a few more times, and I quickly got up and went downstairs.

【stop! 】He stepped forward and grabbed me, but I didn't shake my hand away.

[Sitting outside the door for a long time? 】

【No. ] I shook my head in denial.

[Why didn't you call me? ] he asked.

[I...] speechless.

[Come in, it's cold outside. 】 He took my hand and walked into the room.

I struggled to let him go, but he held on tighter and refused to let go.

【Ling Cang, I didn't intend to quarrel with you, if you don't come in the future, let go. 】Break him with both hands, but can't.

On the contrary, he was stimulated by my words, and even more so, he wanted to drag me in.

【Ling Cang, Ling Cang! ] Seeing that he stepped into the door, he didn't intend to let go. I lowered my head, opened my mouth and bit down hard.

He looked back at me in pain, but he didn't let go.

【It hurts me. 】

【sorry. ] I took a deep breath. [I don't know what else to do, you don't listen to me at all. 】

[Listen. 】

[No, you didn't, you didn't listen, you didn't want to listen to me at all. ] I looked straight at him.

[Xia An, take medicine for a cold first, be good~] He said softly.

【Then let go first. 】

[Ann, stop making trouble. ] He stretched out his other hand to touch my head.

He is like this, you must do what he says, seemingly soft-spoken, but in fact he is always tough.

The grievances of these days have surged, and every cell in the body hurts.

【Ling Cang, you can't do this to me】I forcibly held back my cough【You don't want to see me, I'll try my best not to show up.You don't want to hear me, I try my best to be silent.I know that now I am a useless person who can only rely on you and cannot rely on myself, but you can't even deprive me of my little survival value. 】

【I do not have. 】

[You have, before you come back, agree that I will do servant work to support myself.But now?You asked the servants to do it all, and I became idle, and my only value was deprived.If you want to drive me away, you can say it clearly, I understand, but don't force me in this way! 】

[That's not the case, servant work is too tiring and dirty, it's not suitable for you. 】

[But if this is the case, I have no reason to stay.I don't want to own a single bit of Ling's, have you forgotten what you said? ] I finished every word in despair.

【I...】He stiffened his back and couldn't speak for a moment.

His reaction was so real it stabbed my eyes.

Heh~~ He hasn't forgotten, he still remembers what he said.

[So] I smiled at him and said [Don't let a villain like me take advantage, I'm greedy. 】

Taking advantage of the looseness of his grip, I ran downstairs.

The balance between us is too delicate, too fragile, and it will break if touched, I know, he knows, so no one will touch it.But no matter how you try to avoid it, there will always be a day when you will be touched and broken.

The door was locked, and I lay on the bed, drenched in cold sweat.Outside the window is the sound of pattering rain, continuous.

I heard a knock on the door dimly, and I wanted to run to open it, but I didn't have the strength.

Let me sleep a little longer.

【Wake up? 】Opening his eyes, a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes squatted next to the garbage dump, patting the little boy sleeping in the garbage dump.

【how's it going? 】The speaker's voice is magnetic and pleasant to listen to.

【Master Ling, I'm still angry. 】The middle-aged man said respectfully.

Ling Shao?who is it?

The little boy looked up and followed the source of the sound, against the light, he saw an elegant boy, maybe this is the legendary angel.The young man's facial features are exquisite and three-dimensional, as if carved by a ghostly axe.

[It's okay, don't be afraid. 】The boy saw the little boy move, stepped forward and shook the little boy's hand.

The little boy looked at the teenager in astonishment.The beauty and warmth of the angel made him forget to breathe.

[Send it to the orphanage for proper arrangement. 】The young man turned around and gave instructions to the middle-aged man, then got in the car and left.

The boy's title, Young Master Ling.

There was a faint body fragrance on the young man.

The boy seems to be a god, igniting hope through the haze.

Seeing the car going further and further away, the little boy shouted anxiously: No, don't go, don't leave me.

Don't leave me, Young Master Ling.

【Young Master Ling, Young Master Ling~】

【I'm here. 】The sound from my ears and the real touch on my hands caused me to open my eyes suddenly, and the towel covering my head fell off.

☆, leave him, live alone

The author has something to say: In fact, I still can't bear to let Xia An go out and live alone, it's very unsafe T^T... Every night at nine o'clock on time~~

Ling Cang sat beside my bed.

He stretched out his hand to touch my forehead [the fever subsided. ] As he spoke, he took a cup of hot water from the table on the side.

I looked at him and didn't move. His hand holding the cup stopped in front of me and didn't move.

I have to say that his hands are very beautiful, slender and fair, with well-defined joints, clearly holding an ordinary cup, but they are so elegant and calm.

I didn't answer it, and he kept holding the cup.

【Thanks. ] Finally, I took it and finished drinking.

He smiled and said [this is good. 】

I nodded.

He brought another bowl of porridge to feed me.

[I'll do it myself. 】I'm not used to being treated so favorably by him, it's very awkward.

He sat by and watched me drink it spoon by spoon.

After drinking, I got out of bed and went to take a shower.The whole body was sticky after sweating, which was very uncomfortable, so I washed it for a long time.When I came out, I picked out my best suit, although it looked very shabby.I found out the broken bag I was carrying when I got out of prison, and started to collect things, turning all the things that belonged to me in the room into it.

After collecting for a long time, how much property has been collected, the broken bag is still shriveled.I walked up to him and sat down.

[Cang~ We haven't talked properly for a long time. 】I cleared my throat.

He looked at me with complicated eyes, and the corners of his mouth no longer had an upward curve. He had such a vigilant expression when negotiating in the mall.

[It's been so long, I've thought about it, I'd better move out. 】I tried my best to look calm, but my palms were full of sweat.Now that I have tidied myself up in such a dirty but decent way, the image I leave behind when I leave should not be too bad.

【Finished?Everything is packed? 】 His voice was cold and emotionless.

I glanced up at the room and saw a scarf hanging behind the door.This is a birthday gift I bought for him after several days of picking and choosing. As a result, he threw it into the trash can without opening the packaging. After I found out, I secretly picked it up and used it for myself.What a pity to lose such an expensive thing.

I went and took it off and put it around my neck.

Probably I'm gone, and everything I've used here will be thrown away, including those old memories.

Looking around the small room with nostalgia for the last time, he carried his bag and prepared to leave.

[It seems that the preparation is well prepared and the action is very fast. ] He sneered.

[They are all worthless things, do you need to check if you are worried? ] I put the bag in my hand in front of him.

[This is not necessary. 】

To be honest, I am very afraid of his expression at this time, the coldness emanating from his bones makes me uneasy.

Bending down to pick up the bag, I turned around and left without daring to look back, I was afraid that I would lose the courage to go out.

【I'm leaving. 】

【Not sent. 】The two words he spit out were like knives, which made me tremble all over.

I thought he would at least ask me if I found a place to live, or if I would like to give me a ride. After all, this place is too remote, and I can only get there at dawn tomorrow by walking out on my feet.I have no money and can't afford a taxi.That day I paid all the savings in that cloth bag to Xiao Ran's sister for the rent.

But everything is what I thought.

He never cared about my life or death.

I slung the bag over my shoulder with one hand, put one hand in my trouser pocket and grabbed the corner of my trousers tightly, and walked out of the door pretending to be chic.

Since I chose to come back, I knew that there would be such a day. It would be better to leave by myself earlier than other proposals. Anyway, he would still praise me for my self-knowledge.

I don't want to embarrass him.

It's just that when this day came, he still didn't feel good about letting me go so simply.

The winter sun in the afternoon is warm.But I had a fever, and the sun made me dizzy.

I can't help but blame myself why I didn't stay in the prison well and insisted on coming out, at least there are still food and housing there.

Now penniless, it is estimated that it will not last long.

Or I can be thicker-skinned and continue to eat and drink here, why do I have to show off for a while, pretending to be arrogant when I have no money.

The more I thought about it, the more ridiculous it became. My chest felt extremely stuffy, and I couldn't help coughing violently.

It's really funny that the young master of the Ling family who was invincible a few years ago ended up in such a mess.

What am I betting on by doing this?

What else can I bet on?

I hope that at least he will care about me a little bit.

After all, his careful care and pampering in the past six months will give people the illusion of being cared for.

But it turned out that it was just an illusion.

It's just a responsibility.The liability is limited and time-limited, and will not wait for expiration.

Now he doesn't even have responsibility, and he has no reason to indulge me.

He didn't even care about where I was moving, he didn't want to know at all, so what was I expecting.

One doesn't matter, and the other mistakenly thinks that the indifferent one still matters a little bit. In the end, after betting everything, it turns out that it really doesn't matter, which makes it even more sad.

In the final analysis, being self-indulgent is the most hurtful thing.

I deserve to be hurt.

I forgot, I'm not Ning Shu, I'm Xia An.

It was the Xia An he hated the most.

I'm not even qualified to replace Ning Shu and stay by his side.

After walking for a long time, suddenly the phone rang, and the caller showed Xiao Feng.

【Hey? 】

[Little master, when are you moving, do you need my help? 】 Xiao Ran's voice came from the other end of the phone.

I was the one who asked Xiao Ran to find a house before.He said that his sister had a vacant house and let me live there. It was because of this that I went to see Xiao Ran's sister last time.It's just that Xiao Ran also did it behind Xiao Feng's back, so this became our common secret.

Xiao Ran is actually a very well-behaved child.

[Aren't you afraid of being discovered when you use Mr. Xiao's mobile phone? ] I stopped to rest and looked at the villa that had turned into a small spot.

【He went out.Don't worry, he won't find out. 】

[I don't need help here, thank you. 】

[No, no need] His voice on the other end was a bit shy [I should also thank you, if it wasn't for your help last time, Mr. Xiao and I wouldn't be like this now...] He was embarrassed to go on, support Hesitating.

I can feel his happiness through the phone.

[Hehe~ Be optimistic about your Mr. Xiao and don't let him run around, he is not a good person. 】Thinking of Xiao Feng's unpredictable and irritable character, I'm really worried for Xiao Ran.

Xiao Feng has always warned me to stay away from Ling Cang, don't hang around here, but now his wish has come true, but I have no chance to tell him.

After hanging up the phone, I called Fang Yi and told him that the medicine was out, could he prepare some more for me.

He was panting badly when he heard me talking, and asked me what I was doing?

I said run away from home.

He cursed a shit and hung up.

When he found me, I was walking in the countryside.

It's so gray here that it covers me all over.

He looked at me seriously, and finally his eyes rested on the bag on my shoulder.

【medicine. ] I reached into the car.

【boarding! 】 He said seriously.

Open the car door and get in. Do it honestly.He didn't spray perfume on himself when he met him like usual today.

[The lost dog. 】

[See why you need to say it. ] I took the medicine bottle he threw over and twisted it open.

[I really shouldn't have let you go back in the first place. 】 His voice is very low.

【Dead Fang Yi, this medicine doesn't taste good at all, so you just know how to scare me. 】After taking out a few pills, I put the medicine bottle in my pocket.

[Don't change the subject,] He grabbed my shoulder [He's not worth it, Xia An, look more clearly. 】

[It's not worth it anymore] I smiled wryly [If you get stuck, there is no way out. 】

[The previous Xia An was never like this.