Eat little by little

All night, Yang Fengrui could not sleep soundly, his body was pressed against another smooth and warm body, his fingers were unconsciously climbing on it, his sleep was shallow, and he wanted to get close to smell the clean smell of this person, and he slept deeply In the dream, it seems that countless scenes of the two naked close to each other have been reversed again.The body is hyperactive, but the spirit is exhausted, like the sequelae of drunkenness, and the head hurts one after another.

The body of the young boy who just started eating meat seems to have been stimulant. His body has been in a low-grade fever for a long time, and a faint fire of desire burns his heart. Yang Fengrui greedily hugs the person in his arms tighter and tighter, holding the The opponent's chest is pressed against the opponent's back, the crotch is pressed against the boy's soft buttocks, and the thigh is embedded in the opponent's lower limbs. If one's body is burned out, the other party will also be infected.

A scene always appeared in Yang Fengrui's dreams. Lin Xu was lying beside him and looked at him smiling, his brows and eyes were curved, and his eyes were shining. Just looking at it made his chest feel full, and he couldn't help reaching out to touch it. , but with a thought, the person next to him becomes empty.The feeling of suddenly leaking in the extreme satisfaction is really uncomfortable, as if a piece of chest has been dug out, and the cold water blows through it empty, and the feet can't even touch the ground.

My body was so hot that I was sweating, but my heart was so empty that I almost cried.

He had pinched Lin Xu under the squeezed quilt on the dormitory bed countless times before, and he would often bite after kissing. He wished Lin Xu could just moan and sob like this, but at the same time panicked that someone outside could hear the voice inside .

He could only greedily catch the small panting and moaning, and at the same time gnawing more fiercely to block all the sounds.

That time, Lin Xu seemed to be forced to cry, and when he covered it with his fingers, it was completely wet.He tried to touch it with his mouth, and his lips became sticky and wet, and he couldn't help but lick it, it was salty and astringent.

He asked Lin Xu: Are you afraid?

The two are naked, walking forward in a dark swamp, every step they take is like blocking the life and death of the next moment, making people have a sense of delusion that they will die if they are addicted.

After the ultimate spiritual joy, there will always be a boundless emptiness, desolate as if abandoned in the barren universe.

He said try it?After trying it, I feel more and more empty, not because I don't like it, but because I can't believe that I can have it.

But, can't stop.

At five o'clock in the morning, Yang Fengrui woke up with sore limbs. He looked down at Lin Xu, but it was not clear in the dark, so he could only lower his head and feel the sound of his slight breathing.And so it was dawn.

The holiday is over.

Lin Xu's parents haven't come back yet, and they are planning to go back to school early.

On the way back, Yang Fengrui pulled Lin Xu very tightly, and Lin Xu was in pain, "What's wrong?" Since the morning, Yang Fengrui had been silent, with his mouth pursed, only his eyes refused to leave him.

The boy's side face was rigid, with a straight nose, a flat mouth, and a slight glance to the side with his black eyes.

Lin Xu froze for a moment, then touched the other person's face with his other hand, "Aren't you happy?"

Yang Fengrui pursed his mouth even tighter. In Lin Xu's eyes, it looked like a child's aggrieved expression.

"Xiao Xu, we will go to a university in the future." It is an imperative sentence.

"Ah?" Lin Xu was even more confused, "It's so far away."

"We must be together." Yang Fengrui was very serious.

Lin Xu smiled, and pulled the boy's hair on his forehead with his hands, "You've been thinking about this all morning? Even if you want to go to college, your grades must catch up with mine."

Being stared at by Yang Fengrui, Lin Xu seemed to realize something, his eyes flickered, and he said in a low voice, "Let's go to a university farther away."

"Yeah." Yang Fengrui grabbed the boy's troublesome hand and touched it to his mouth.

They simply thought that as long as they went to a university, they could continue to be together.

But in three years, there are too many things that can change.

In the weeks before the final exam, mock exams came one after another, and Yang Fengrui's foundation in liberal arts was weak, and he was dizzy before the exam.

After the exam, many students imagined their happy winter vacation life, made long plans, and talked happily.Lin Xu also intervened occasionally, and Yang Fengrui also looked forward to being able to get together with Lin Xu during the holidays.

But unexpectedly, Lin Xu would go straight to his hometown as soon as he was on vacation, and he might not come back after the New Year. Yang Fengrui was bored for a few days because of this, and he couldn't even memorize books well.

Lin Xu had nothing to do with Yang Fengrui's temper, so he could only coax, "Winter vacation is so short, school will start soon."

Yang Fengrui's expression became even worse when he heard this.

"Xiao Rui, do you want to celebrate the New Year with your mother?"

A few days before the final exam, my mother called.Yang Fengrui pressed the answer button, and after a while, he remembered that it was that woman's voice.

"I didn't expect to go to high school so soon. I was so small before..." The other party's voice was very gentle, and every sentence seemed to be deliberated for a long time. Occasionally, he stopped, and when he couldn't wait for a response, he hurriedly added, "Weather It's so cold, do you have enough clothes? Mom saw a coat yesterday, and thought it must look good on you, if you come over..."

At some point, the woman stopped chattering and quietly listened to the sound of "Didi" hanging up from the mobile phone.

Yang Fengrui told Lin Xu that he hated vacations.The vacation will make him realize that he is homeless.

But the winter vacation is too long.

Yang Fengrui put down his phone, watched the screen of the phone go dark, and the light in his eyes also dimmed.

His nose felt sore, no matter how big a boy he looked, he could easily become an ignorant child in front of his parents.

He didn't want to forgive them, not at all.

As long as he can remember, he has not celebrated the New Year with his parents. He was thrown at his grandmother's house when he was a child, at his aunt's house when he was older, and when he got into trouble, he was thrown to study in another province.

He would want to cry when he was in pain, but he knew that no one would know if he cried, and no one would feel sorry for him, so he stopped crying.

When Lin Xu found Yang Fengrui, he was standing on the balcony at the end of the corridor of the dormitory, his eyes fell on Piao Miao's front, and the whole person seemed to be empty.

He walked up to Yang Fengrui and watched with him silently for a long time.

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the playground was filled with golden broken light, and the wind rustled, passing through the empty basketball court, and the classrooms of the teaching building were lit up one by one.

At some point, Yang Fengrui's palm touched Lin Xu's fingers, and the boy obediently opened his fingers, pierced into the other's fingertips, and interlocked his fingers.The palms are warm, as if two hearts are close together.

Yang Fengrui turned his head to look at the person next to him, and met the worried gaze of the other person, his heart warmed up, and the haze in his eyes dissipated a lot.

He began to understand why he got out of control as soon as he realized that he liked Lin Xu.

All that he lacked, the fool, was given to him.

He buried his head in Lin Xu's shoulder and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want you to go back, you want to be by my side."

Lin Xu turned his head to the side and pressed against Yang Fengrui's face.He can always easily perceive Yang Fengrui's emotions, excitement, joy, grievance, discomfort, anger... He can't help but want to satisfy any wish of Yang Fengrui, and wants him to always be like an energetic sun Generally cheerful.

So when he couldn't satisfy Yang Fengrui, Lin Xu would feel guilty. He didn't know how to make it better, so he could only try to kiss the other person's face and touch the boy's hard head.

Likes are like silkworms spinning silk, round and round until lingering.

Yang Fengrui felt that he liked Lin Xu so much that he was almost insane.

The days of the final exam passed very quickly. After the bell rang for the last exam, the teaching building burst into cheers.

Yang Fengrui and Lin Xu were not in the same examination room, and he suddenly felt flustered, so he also left the classroom and went to find Lin Xu.

There were already students running downstairs dragging their suitcases, and the wheels made grunting noises.Many students said goodbye with a smile, "See you next year!"

Yang Fengrui suddenly realized that it was time to say goodbye.After today, it took a long time before he could see Lin Xu.

Lin Xu swayed out of the examination room slowly, and before he recovered, he was grabbed by someone.

Yang Fengrui dragged Lin Xu through the crowd like crazy, pushed him all the way to the toilet, dragged the child into the last cubicle, and stared at Lin Xu for a long time.He even thought, if Lin Xu was hidden, would he not have to go back.

Lin Xu groaned in pain, stretched out his arms with difficulty, and hugged the sulking young man. He knew that Yang Fengrui would explode today.

In school, if he didn't see Lin Xu for 10 minutes, Yang Fengrui had to look for him everywhere.

For the first time, Yang Fengrui realized that he could hold onto something and didn't want to let go for a second. He was terrified and would rather rot in his hand than let go.

After New Year's Day, the way the two get along has changed.

Lin Xu didn't even bother to blush, and leaned over to touch Yang Feng's sharp lips, breathing lightly on the tip of Yang Feng's nose, and said softly, "Kiss."

To appease the big kid who is reluctant to put down the candy.

Yang Fengrui looked at Lin Xu's bright eyes at a close distance, obediently bent down to kiss Lin Xu's lips, and naturally stuck out his tongue to grab the heat from his mouth.

Soon, the two of them kissed a little out of breath.But Yang Fengrui just didn't want to let go, he couldn't breathe, so he let go slightly, panting against the tip of the other's nose, and kissed him again after a while.

Xiaoxu is his.

The noise of playing in the corridor outside the toilet gradually stopped, and the students seemed to have almost left, leaving only scattered voices.

And at some point, Yang Fengrui tore off the boy's school uniform with his hands, lifted it up, and gnawed on it all the way, causing Lin Xu to gasp in pain, but he couldn't stop it.

Gradually, Lin Xu couldn't stop the muffled hum in his mouth, his legs limply leaned against the wall and slid to the ground, and was hugged by Yang Fengrui.The other party skillfully held the earlobe of the person in his arms, and tried to insert one hand into Lin Xu's school pants. The palm of the palm slid greatly on the inside of the boy's thigh, and occasionally kneaded it, causing it to become hot.

Lin Xu's legs were shaking all the time, and he was almost crying when he was teased by Yang Fengrui, his voice was soft and sticky, "Stop playing."

Yang Fengrui hoarsely said, "Xiao Xu, help me."

Lin Xu casually uncovered the hem of the boy's school uniform, tore off the knots on the school pants, slipped his hands in, and felt the hard heat through the underwear, his hands trembled.

Yang Fengrui pressed closer to Lin Xu, and stroked the tender skin of Lin Xu's thigh inwardly with his hands, touching the same hard place, and covered it with one hand.

"Hmm..." Lin Xu couldn't help panting.

Later, Yang Fengrui almost half hugged Lin Xu and brought him back to the classroom.

There was no one in the classroom, Lin Xu was lying on the table, his face and body were flushed red.

Lin Xu's home was close, so he didn't need his parents to pick him up. Yang Fengrui didn't want to go back, so he lay on the table and looked at Lin Xu.

Lin Xu was tossed twice by Yang Fengrui, and in the end he almost begged him, "You bastard, get the fuck out. How do you want me to go back?"

Yang Fengrui pursed his lips indifferently, and said in his heart: I just won't let you go back.

"Brother?" A sudden question came from the door, both Lin Xu and Yang Fengrui were startled.

Lin Xu straightened up almost immediately and looked towards the person who came. There was a frowning young man standing at the door, "Brother, what are you doing? Are you still not going home? Mom said that I'm going out for dinner today, hurry up. Lin Yuan took a few steps closer, "Brother, what's wrong with you? Your face is so red?"

Lin Xu stood up almost reflexively and took a few steps back. Yang Fengrui subconsciously stood up to keep Lin Xu behind.

Lin Xu stammered, "It's okay, I'm dizzy."

Lin Yuan stood where he was, his eyes passed over the two of them, and after a while, he said, "Did you sleep well?"

"Oh... um." Lin Xu still had the heat just now, and his mind was blank at the moment, so he could only try to take a deep breath to calm himself down.

"Have you packed your things? Let's go." Lin Yuan stared at Lin Xu packed his things, helped him with a bag, and walked out of the classroom together.

From the beginning to the end, Yang Fengrui couldn't get in a word.When Lin Xu was packing up his things, he did say a few words to Lin Yuan, but they were not very familiar after all, so they fell silent after a few words.

Lin Xu went out and looked back, his eyes met Yang Fengrui's, his heart shuddered, and he opened his mouth to say something.

"Brother, did you miss something?" Lin Yuan also looked towards the classroom.

Lin Xu turned his head, "No, no."

Yang Fengrui only felt his head buzzing, but he never thought that Lin Xu was taken away like this.

After Lin Xu disappeared around the corner, Yang Fengrui ran to the window and stared at the road leading to the school gate. After waiting for a while, he saw the figures of Lin Xu's two brothers.The two seemed to be chatting, Lin Xu was absent-minded, always trying to turn around.

Yang Fengrui didn't blink his eyes, feeling uncomfortable.

They didn't even say a good goodbye.

Just because, in front of others, they cannot speak.

Lin Xu, who he had been thinking of all the time, could only belong to him, delayed the time in such a stupid way, but was still taken away so easily.

Lin Xu turned his head again, this time, he saw Yang Fengrui - a lonely figure standing behind the window.

Lin Xu actually didn't quite understand it, it was just a winter vacation, why did Yang Fengrui care so much?But this does not prevent him from feeling Yang Fengrui's emotions, as helpless and lonely as an abandoned child.

But he couldn't stop, and he didn't have any reason to go back.

That's the person he likes, but he can't let anyone know.

Yang Fengrui watched Lin Xu's figure disappear, his eyes were open for too long, and he was sore.When he came back to his senses, he looked at the empty campus, turned around, and saw an empty classroom.

it's getting dark.

He silently packed up his things, recalling with difficulty: which bus to take back to his aunt's house.I didn't think about it until I finished packing.