Eat little by little

The college entrance examination season passed in June, the senior three students left, and the huge campus was half empty.

Lin Xu's condition is much better than before, but he still doesn't want to talk to the people in his class, coming and going in a hurry, alone.

The family calls every week, and Lin Xu can deal with them one by one, but he doesn’t say much, he asks a few questions and answers, the family is still very worried, and discusses with the teacher, the other party just said that the pressure of study may be too great Just come here.

During this period of time, Lin Xu and his class have already entered the third year of high school, and the evening self-study time has been extended to 10:30 every night, and the morning and evening exams have also been added every day.

Lin Xu was pushed by the class to take a job in charge of closing the windows, turning off the lights and locking the doors, so he became the last one to leave in the class.

The night wind was cold, and the surroundings were silent. The key turned in the keyhole, making a clear sound of metal clashing.Lin Xu stuffed the key into his pocket, turned around and went downstairs, and when he reached the stairs on the first floor, he glanced upstairs suspiciously.At this time, there were not many people left in the teaching building, and they left scatteredly.He looked at it for a while, then turned back and continued walking.

Several street lights leading to the dormitory from the teaching building were broken, and they reported for repairs for several months, but no one answered.

Walking in the dim light, Lin Xu put his fingers on his chest unconsciously, groping to pinch the safety button through the school uniform, his expression relaxed a lot, and there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth.

This is a little habit he has developed recently. When he is alone, he can't help but touch the little jade on his chest.

It was as if that guy was really by his side.

When he was approaching the door of the dormitory building, Lin Xu looked back again, and in the distance he could see a black shadow standing under the street lamp.He stopped in his tracks and did not enter the dormitory building. He just stood there with the cold wind blowing, motionless.

After a few minutes, the black shadow over there seemed a little restless, as if he wanted to take a few steps forward.

Lin Xu couldn't help showing a smile, but it was really cold, so he rubbed his hands and took a few breaths.When he raised his head again, he saw a big boy walking nearby. The other party had a tigerish face and asked him unhappily, "Why are you standing there at the door? Why don't you go into the dormitory?"

Lin Xu smiled, "Look at a more stupid guy."

Yang Fengrui was inexplicably embarrassed, and looked away, "When did you find out?"

"I found out a few days ago." Lin Xu looked at the corners of the boy's face under the shadow, and felt the urge to go up and stroke it gently, "Why do you follow me every night?"

"Tsk," Yang Fengrui turned his head away, "I just want to follow." In fact, he just couldn't stand Lin Xu alone.He was afraid that Lin Xu would be bullied again, and wished he could stay by his side all the time.

Lin Xu softened his eyes, thinking of the cautious figure walking behind him every day, he wanted to laugh and felt sad, but indeed, when he knew that this guy was always behind him, he calmed down a lot, and his heart was still haunted The gloom and panic gradually dissipated.

"Let's go together in the future." Lin Xu said.

Yang Fengrui glanced at Lin Xu, seemed to be hesitating, and finally said in a low voice, "Forget it."

"what happened?"

"Who knows what the people in your class will say?" Yang Fengrui inquired about the situation of the person he likes in the class, and gritted his teeth at all kinds of rumors, "What's wrong with walking with me? I'm much smarter than them. People are low, sooner or later they will be killed with points."

Lin Xu looked at Yang Fengrui who was dissatisfied like a child, and laughed, "Why are you more excited than me? I have nothing to lose."

"Who said there is no loss!" Yang Fengrui couldn't bear Lin Xu's expressionless face every day, and couldn't help but want to go up and rub that expression away several times.Look at those rascals!He bullied his good Lin Xu!

"Let's go together then."

"No."

Lin Xu frowned and took a step forward.Yang Fengrui was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously took a step back.

"Come here." Lin Xu waved to the boy.

Yang Fengrui looked hesitant, looked at Lin Xu's serious appearance, and went up obediently with his head drooping.

Lin Xu waited for the other party to approach, pressed the other party's shoulder, felt that the other party was about to move, and said firmly: "Don't move."

Yang Fengrui felt Lin Xu's nose rub against his neck, and the dog hair all over his body was about to explode.Before he could react, he heard the person in his arms ask, "Smoking again?"

"Ah?" Yang Fengrui suddenly felt bad. Today he was a mess in a quiz, so he couldn't hold back and took another two puffs.I can't control my addiction to smoking.To be honest, he didn't think there was anything wrong with smoking. He didn't know how to do it now, and he would have to learn it sooner or later.He hid it well and would not let others find out, but Lin Xu seemed unhappy. "Don't you like it?" He asked thoughtfully.

"It's not good for your health." Lin Xu doesn't dislike smoking, and it doesn't matter if other people smoke him, but Yang Fengrui, he can't.He knew the dangers of smoking.The accumulation of smoke over the years has caused great damage to the lungs, and can also induce a lot of diseases.And Yang Fengrui is still so young, he really can't imagine how serious the damage to his body will be in the future.

Yang Fengrui didn't take it seriously, and just about to say a few casual words to fool him, he saw Lin Xu's serious eyes, swallowed back the words in his mouth, and replied slowly: "Yes. I smoke less." Glancing at Lin Xu's eyes again, Hastily added, "The little one must try to quit! Try to live up to the standards of a daughter-in-law!"

Lin Xu was startled, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, he wanted to hit the guy in front of him, but the other guy took advantage of his posture and hugged him tightly first.Taking advantage of no one around, Yang Fengrui lowered his head and touched the boy's cheek lightly, then quickly pushed it away.This process was extremely fast. Before Lin Xu could blink, he saw that the other party had returned to his original position, and urged him: "Go back quickly, your face is frozen!"

Lin Xu glanced at Yang Fengrui unexpectedly, and went back obediently, "Then you go back quickly." The dormitory of the two is not in the same building, and Yang Fengrui has to walk a few minutes further.

Yang Fengrui agreed, and watched Lin Xu enter the dormitory door before leaving.He sighed and touched his cheek lightly, remembering the touch just now.In fact, compared to the addiction to smoking, the addiction to Xiaoxu is the most difficult to extricate himself from.With just a light touch, he almost couldn't help it.He wanted to hug that guy tightly, warm that person's body, fingers, cheeks, want to kiss him, bite him, lick him, want to brand his own mark on every exposed skin.

This addiction is getting worse day by day.

But he would rather be terminally ill.

Every night after that, the two still walked together.The two gag and fight, as if they have returned to the beginning.

Usually it was Lin Xu who locked the door of the classroom, and when he turned his head, he could see the boy waiting at the stairs.

Yang Fengrui carried a shoulder bag, lowered his head, and fiddled with his mobile phone.

Lin Xu stepped forward, "Stop playing, it will be confiscated if found."

Yang Fengrui raised his head and smiled, and held the phone screen in front of Lin Xu, Lin Xu's face turned red, "When did you take the photo?"

On the screen of the phone was Lin Xu's appearance when he was sleeping soundly on the bed. He looked childish, as if he had slept soundly, and his face was pink and tender, so pink that one wanted to poke it.

"The photo was taken in the third year of junior high school. I still have the one in the first year of high school. You were so cute back then." Yang Fengrui took the photo and compared it with the real person again, "Tsk tsk, you are still younger than before."

Lin Xu said with a dark face, "Then you can find me from before." As soon as he said it, he was taken aback. He didn't expect such a little girl to blurt out such a tempered word.

"How can this be, it's all my little Xu." Yang Fengrui stretched out his hand to pinch the boy's face, showing a satisfied smile, "I want to watch my little daughter-in-law grow up."

Lin Xu patted the boy's hand away, and took a closer look at Yang Fengrui, comparing it with the appearance in his memory, "I also think you were cuter before."

"Ah, if you don't take someone like you, how can your man be described as cute? Handsome, heroic, strong, do you understand?" Yang Fengrui was dissatisfied.

Lin Xu smiled, and learned to pinch the other person's face, muttering, "If you become ugly in the future, I won't want you."

"Xiao Xu, no matter what you become in the future, I want you."

Suddenly turned into a love talk mode, Lin Xu blushed, "Who cares about you?"

"Haha." Yang Fengrui smiled and rubbed the boy's hair.

The joyful fight between the two gradually disappeared at the stairs of the teaching building.

"Hey bastard, don't set it as the background of your phone!"

……

"Screen savers don't even work!"

Starry night sky.

The dark road from the teaching building to the dormitory was no longer cold because of the existence of another person.

Two teenagers who are still children have a long, long time to grow up with each other.

When going home on weekends, Yang Fengrui would go back with Lin Xu, watching Lin Xu go upstairs before leaving.

Before he knew it, Lin Xu's overall condition improved, and he became talkative when he saw people, and he also started joking with his classmates. After returning home, he also took the initiative to chat with his parents about school affairs.The family breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that their child had returned to its original appearance.

Only the eldest brother, Lin Jian, saw the big boy who came back with Lin Xu on the balcony several times. He felt familiar and felt a little uneasy.

He asked Lin Xu who that person was, and the other party was supposed to be a classmate.

He asked again, "Is it Yang Fengrui?"

Lin Xu paused, looked at his eldest brother, and nodded stiffly after a long time.

"That classmate of yours called several times before to ask about you."

"Yes." Lin Xu lowered his head.

Lin Jian frowned, and said slowly, "Is that the boy you mentioned?"

Lin Xu didn't respond this time, and turned back to the room.

Lin Jian behind him had a complicated expression.

June is over, and the semester is coming to an end.

And after the final exam of this semester, everyone will usher in the last class adjustment in high school.And Yang Fengrui is facing the biggest challenge in his entire student career.If he can break into the top [-] in the grade in the final exam of the semester, plus his usual grades this semester, he has a good chance of entering the fast class.But it was too difficult for him.

For this reason, he also specially found the dean, and after admitting his mistakes and repenting, he coaxed the dean to promise him that if he entered the top [-] in the whole class, he would be allowed to enter the fast class, as a role model for the whole grade.

Yang Fengrui was crazy about studying, and every night on the way back, Lin Xu accompanied him to recite vocabulary and ancient prose.

Lin Xu looked distressed and told him not to wait for him. Yang Fengrui was in a hurry, "Fuck it! This is all I have left for a day! How do you want me to live?"

Lin Xu laughed out of anger again.

That night, Yang Fengrui was nagging all the way, complaining about how perverted the English test was today, "Is the cloze done by humans? The two words have the same meaning! Let me make a choice! Choose a yarn!"

Lin Xu is used to the state of this guy blowing up as soon as he finishes the exam, so he is responsible for smoothing his hair.

Walking halfway, Lin Xu stopped suddenly, and leaned on Yang Fengrui, Yang Fengrui was taken aback, "What are you doing?"

Lin Xu glanced at him, didn't speak, and sniffed him again.

Yang Fengrui became alert all of a sudden, and took two steps back cautiously, "Lin Xu, let's continue to recite the vocabulary." He couldn't believe it: No way, this has been smelled?He had already thrown away all the cigarettes, but when he went to the bathroom at night, he accidentally found one in his pocket today, and secretly took two puffs.In order to cover up the evidence, he also rinsed his mouth several times, and stood in the vent for a long time to make sure that he was smelly before returning to the classroom.I'll go, can't it be such a coincidence?

The two of them happened to walk to the school exhibition board, and Lin Xu pushed Yang Fengrui to the back of the exhibition board step by step.

The blind corner of the street lamp, no one around.

Lin Xu looked at the canine boy with a half-smile and his shoulders were shrinking. Yang Fengrui didn't know what was wrong with his guilty conscience, and his heart was full of tears: No, it's not okay to be so cowardly in front of your wife!

Lin Xu leaned close to Yang Fengrui's ear and said in a low voice, "Raise your head."

Yang Fengrui raised his head aggrievedly, feeling the pain and happiness of Lin Xu's back and forth inspections on his body, and suddenly let out a painful snort, it turned out that the young man had lightly bit his Adam's apple, and it was numb and painful.He felt that the nerves of his whole body were tense following Lin Xu's movement, and his breathing became short of breath.

After a while, Lin Xu ordered softly again, "Low your head."

Yang Fengrui lowered his head, facing Lin Xu's face that was in front of him.

Lin Xu seemed to be laughing, and his voice lowered, "Open your mouth."

Yang Fengrui hurriedly shook his head, I'll go, this is a posture to investigate thoroughly!Is there any smell of smoke in my mouth?What to do if found out!No, this time I will resist to the death.

Lin Xu leaned in front of Yang Fengrui's face, put his arms around his neck, put his lips on the boy's lips in his eyes that were gradually widening, and kissed him lightly twice.

Yang Fengrui was really going to cry this time, resisting with the last bit of willpower, what's the matter!He will never smoke in his life!So bullying!

The person he likes looks at him, his eyes are like a pool of clear water, his voice is clear and tinged with hoarseness, he sticks to his lips and coquettishly says to him, "I want to kiss."

Yang Fengrui's brain buzzed, and he surrendered completely. He opened his mouth and kissed the opponent fiercely. He sucked the opponent's lips, stirred the body fluid in the opponent's mouth, licked the boy's palate and gums, and sucked away the opponent's lungs. All the air in the room forced the other party to beg for mercy.

In the shadow behind the exhibition board, a boy collapsed on top of another boy, panting desperately.

Unsatisfied, Yang Fengrui hugged the person in his arms and gnawed, biting from the corner of his mouth all the way to the earlobe, licking and biting on the side of the ear repeatedly, and repeatedly sucking on the soft and tender place behind the other's ear, feeling that the person in his arms could not restrain himself The trembling, and the moans that could not be swallowed by the other party.He hugged the person on his body tightly, and said viciously, "I told you to provoke me."

Lin Xu's face was flushed, his whole body was weak, and suddenly his earlobe was bitten again, and he snorted, "Stop, stop."

"Now you know how to hide? Do you know how long I've been holding it back?" Yang Fengrui didn't miss the delicious food that was brought up. After eating enough, he pulled down the collar of the other party's school uniform and gnawed a few mouthfuls on the boy's fair chest. The second time was really going to make Lin Xu cry, his voice changed completely, "I, I was wrong. Don't bite."

"Hmph, fuck you to death next time." Yang Fengrui propped up the limp body of the person in his arms, and patted the other person's back lightly.

Lin Xu managed to catch his breath, feeling as if his body was forcibly filled with the smell of the other party, and his brain was filled with the sound of the other party's wet kisses and licking and biting, he said hoarsely, "You smell of smoke in your mouth. "

Yang Fengrui couldn't help it, he rubbed his wife's back neck with his fingers, and said in a low voice, "I also know I was wrong."

"Is it really hard to hold back?" Lin Xu asked.

Yang Fengrui was silent for a while, "A little bit."

"That's okay, take your time."

Yang Fengrui buried his head in the hollow of Lin Xu's shoulder, sniffing his scent, and said in a low voice, "If I can't help it, can I kiss you?"

No matter how big the addiction is, it is vulnerable in front of Lin Xu.

After a long time, he heard the slight response from the person in his arms, "Yes."

Yang Fengrui couldn't help laughing, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

This is his Xiao Xu.

One week before the final exam, Yang Fengrui worked hard on the questions almost every day, and pressed Lin Xu in a dark corner almost every night until the exam was over.

A round of exams every semester is like the annual rings of a tree, repeating the days of each year.This time the summer vacation is only for one month, and the third year of high school will start one month earlier.

Lin Xu didn't ask his family to pick him up.Yang Fengrui helped him carry some things and sent him home.

It's going to be another summer vacation.The two of them didn't say anything along the way, looking a little bored.

"How did you do?" Lin Xu asked.

"It's okay, the language is relatively simple this time, so there should be hope." Yang Fengrui was satisfied with his performance this time, and his tone became lighter.

Hearing this, Lin Xu also smiled, "I've never seen you study so hard before."

"Why did you study so hard before?" Yang Fengrui curled his lips, looked at the young man next to him, and muttered, "This time I want to get my wife back."

"What are you going to do in summer vacation?" Lin Xu hurriedly changed the topic.

"I don't know, let's work part-time first, and then make up Chinese and English. What about you?"

"It hasn't been long, and I also want to make up for my Chinese. After all, if the college entrance examination is partial, it will have a great impact."

"Yeah," Yang Fengrui was slightly lost in thought, "Xiao Xu, which university do you want to go to?"

When this question came up, both of them were a little taken aback.In the past, this question was so far away from them. They never thought that one day, it would be directly in front of their eyes.

"I don't know. I want to go to the north to have a look. I must go to the top ten universities first."

Yang Fengrui ran through the names of those universities in his mind, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

When they arrived downstairs at Lin Xu's house, both of them stopped, and neither of them moved.

Lin Xu's house is at the back of the alley, except for the local residents, almost no one walks this way.

"Yang Fengrui, go back." Lin Xu took the luggage from the other party.

Yang Fengrui stared at the young man in front of him without blinking his eyes, as if he wanted to engrave him into his mind.

"What's wrong?" Lin Xu raised his eyebrows.

Yang Fengrui didn't know how to express it. He was actually afraid. He always worried that as soon as he couldn't see Lin Xu, something would happen outside his control.In that powerless state, he really didn't want to try again.

Lin Xu seemed to understand something, and smiled, "It's okay, I'll see you soon, let's go back."

Yang Fengrui wanted to kiss Lin Xu very much at this moment. Every time he felt flustered and insecure, he had to use this method to confirm Lin Xu's existence. Only in this way could he feel at ease.But he also knew that he couldn't kiss the boy he liked wantonly in the sun.

He paused for a while, then slowly approached Lin Xu, pulled out the warm jade from the other's chest, bowed his head and kissed the safety button under the other's gaze.

Lin Xu's face suddenly became very hot.

Yang Fengrui raised his head, and carefully put the pendant on the boy's chest. He gently touched the jade through his clothes, his eyes were full of softness, "Xiao Xu, I promise you, no matter what happens, I will be there for you." By your side. Don't leave me behind, okay?"

Lin Xu felt inexplicably uncomfortable, but still responded with a smile, "Okay."

The summer vacation of the age of 17 was sunny.

The wind moved the insects, and no one heard the promises they secretly made.

When Yang Fengrui returned to his small apartment, Fang Xue was already sitting inside.His mother helped him clean up the house and prepared meals. When she saw him, she stood up quickly, showing a nervous look, "Are you hungry?"

Yang Fengrui couldn't express his feelings at the moment, so he nodded casually and put down his luggage.

The mother and son couldn't talk much at the dinner table, but the atmosphere was much better.Yang Fengrui could feel that his mother was trying very hard to be nice to him.

"It's about to be the third year of high school, and my mother will visit you more often."

"it is good."

The third year of high school is an extremely magical year in a student's life.

This year, the whole of China will make way for you.

Probably in today's society, the college entrance examination can really determine too many things.If there are many key nodes in a person's life, the college entrance examination is definitely one of the most important ones.

A student who has not graduated from high school is like a person who has not fully grown up in society.

Fang Xue stayed in Yang Fengrui's dormitory for more than ten days.Yang Fengrui goes out to work part-time in the morning, rushes to the tuition center in the afternoon, and can eat hot meals when he comes back in the evening.It has to be said that he has lived a family-like life that he had almost dreamed of.

The two sat at the dining table and talked, and watched TV together after dinner.Mother would talk about stories about her youth, and Yang Fengrui would also talk about school after hesitating.

Knowing that her child has started to study hard, Fang Xue seemed very happy.

At the end of the semester, the report card will be sent to the parent's mobile phone.Yang Fengrui had filled in his mobile phone number at the beginning.

It is probably because the peaceful days have passed for a long time, and there must be waves in life.

That day, Yang Fengrui happened not to have a mobile phone with him.

When Fang Xue was cleaning the house, she saw a new message on her son's phone. Yang Fengrui didn't shy away from the phone's password in front of her, so she opened it easily.The final grades were quite good, ranking 118, Fang Xue's hands shook, and she almost cried.She knew more or less about her child's grades. She passed the teacher this semester, and she was so happy until Xiaofeng kept improving. Seeing the grades now is a real joy.

"This kid didn't say he would get grades today." Fang Xue was a little flustered, walking around, wanting to change clothes and go out to buy some delicious food.She still held her child's mobile phone in her hand, exited the information window, and suddenly saw a dense list of short messages with a person on the information bar - Lin Xu.

Fang Xue felt dizzy for a moment, and subconsciously clicked on the first message, which was a picture, and when she clicked on it, it was a math problem.

That afternoon, Fang Xue sat on the sofa and went through all the information on her phone. In the end, she seemed to have lost her soul.Xiaofeng is still in touch with that child.There was almost no dialogue between the two children, only simple questions and finished answers returned.Through the questions one after another, she could imagine her children looking at these pictures and doing the questions seriously.

By the end, she almost broke down.Why is it that child?She still remembers how the child laughed, he was very well-behaved and had a clean voice, and he would call himself "Auntie".

She also remembered what Xiaofeng said on the hospital bed, "It is true that no one in the world will die if he is missing, and life can still be lived, and life will continue. It's just that I am so useless. Without him, I am nothing. meeting……"

……

In fact, many things in the world are unreasonable. If you are not right, others will let you go.

But how can a child understand these things?

Fang Xue looked at the phone in her hand in a daze, then clicked on Lin Xu's phone number, and pressed "Dial".

The moment the call was made, Fang Xue's eye circles turned red.

There was the sound of a key being turned from the door lock, she was taken aback for a moment, and quickly looked up at the time, only to find that it was already 05:30 in the afternoon.

As soon as Yang Fengrui came in, he saw his mother holding his mobile phone and making a call.He suddenly felt that something was wrong, "What are you doing?"

Fang Xue was holding the phone, and before she spoke, the other side was already connected. It was a young boy's clear voice, "Ah Rui?".

Both Fang Xue and Yang Fengrui were stunned for a moment, and the next second, Yang Fengrui rushed up to grab the phone from his mother, but Fang Xue refused to give it.

Yang Fengrui was in a hurry, "Mom! What are you going to do? You're about to die!"

"Xiaofeng, let mom talk to him, mom doesn't understand, how old is he, how deep is the relationship, why can't it be broken..."

Yang Fengrui's eye circles turned red, "I'll let you hang up!" He was so scared that he couldn't bear even a little stimulation, and regardless of whether it was his mother in front of him, he threw the opponent down and twisted the opponent's wrist to snatch it away. Phone, hang up hastily.Looking back, what he saw was Fang Xue staring at her hands in a daze, with tears in her eyes.

"Mom, I beg you, just leave me alone, okay?" Yang Fengrui didn't know why this happened.He even had such a painful time with his parents.What about after that?They are facing greater difficulties, is he completely powerless?

Fang Xue felt angina when she saw her son begging, and she couldn't see her son suffering.

"What happened? Don't you tell me that you are all broken? Have you forgotten how your dad beat you last time..." She was incoherent.

Yang Fengrui took a few steps back, "I don't care about these."

"Don't you even care about your parents?"

"Yes!"

Fang Xue couldn't believe it, "You don't want your parents anymore? Are you just for that so-called person you like?"

Yang Fengrui tried hard not to cry, but his eye circles were still very red, "Mom, why do you let me make a choice?"

"Is this a question I let you choose? Why don't you think about your future at all!"

"Mom! If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be standing here right now, and I wouldn't be going to make up lessons every day. You don't even know which Internet cafe I'm in! You don't even know if I'm in a correctional center!" Yang Fengrui yelled , "You talk about the future? Without him, do you think my future will be better?"

Fang Xue has already collapsed, "Where are his parents? His parents agree? I'll talk to them."

"Can you stop getting involved with his parents! It's me who fell in love with him! It's me who has been entangled with him all the time! Can you just leave me alone!"

"No! You are my son!"

"I'd rather not be your son!"

Fang Xue's eyes widened, "I gave birth to a son like you? Haha, I gave birth to a son who didn't want to recognize me when I was pregnant in October..."

Yang Fengrui closed his eyes in pain.

"Which clothes do you wear that I didn't pay for? Which ones did you eat and drink that I didn't pay for? Your mother is worried at home that you are cold, you are hungry, and that you don't have enough money... This is how you repay you Damn? You are not my son, okay, you are not my son, if you have the ability, never go back to this house! You are living too well, and you don’t know what suffering is! You go out, let me see what you do survive!"

Yang Fengrui held the mobile phone tightly in his hand, his body was shaking all the time, he stared blankly at his mother, tears streaming down his face.

"Get out! Don't come back! Don't call me mom anymore! Whatever you like, I won't care about you if you die outside!" Fang Xue grabbed the things in her hand and threw them away, "Get lost !"

Yang Fengrui took a step back, took a deep look at his mother, turned around and ran away.

Yang Fengrui ran to the street, looking at the people coming and going, completely at a loss.The physiological saline in his eyes fell down uncontrollably, and everything looked mushy.

His cell phone kept vibrating, it was Lin Xu calling, but he didn't answer it and turned off the phone.

He didn't know why it was so difficult to like someone.

His mother's voice still echoed in his mind, tearing his heart apart, "Don't come back!"

Yes, he had nowhere to go without going home.He couldn't afford to feed himself, he walked out of that house, he couldn't even eat a hot meal.

It was getting dark and the temperature plummeted.

Yang Fengrui looked at the lights going on one after another upstairs, his eyes were sore from crying.

Lin Xu hid in the room, holding the safety button in his hand, and looked at his mobile phone stupidly.The eldest brother knocked on the door outside for a long time, but he didn't seem to hear it.

It's already ten o'clock in the evening.

He tried hard to control the trembling of his body, but finally curled up in fear.

Along the way, from the initial heartbeat to uneasiness, joy, and panic, it was like a huge net covering them.Whether happy or sad, it is not controlled by them.

At 10:30, Lin Xu tried to make another call, and this time, he was connected.

Lin Xu trembled, and hurriedly put it to his ear, "Hello?"

"Xiao Xu." Yang Fengrui's voice was very hoarse, with heavy exhaustion.

Lin Xu's eyes were sore, "What happened?"

"Xiaoxu, I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I want to try not to like you, but before I think about it, I feel extremely uncomfortable."

Lin Xu also cried at some point, "Yes." Me too.

"Xiao Xu, I like you, I like you, I like you... What do I have to do to make everyone believe that I really like you, not just a child's joke? Is it enough to say a hundred times? One thousand What is the difference between like and love? Do I love you like this?"

Lin Xu could feel that something was wrong with Yang Fengrui, "Ah Rui, where are you?"

The voice over there stopped, and after a while, he asked in a low voice, "Xiao Xu, can you come out?"

Lin Xu opened the door, facing his elder brother Lin Jian, who grabbed him, "Lin Xu, what's wrong?"

"I want to go out." Lin Xu wanted to go.

"Where are you going?" Lin Jian was anxious, "Why are you crying?"

"Brother, leave me alone!"

Lin Jian keenly guessed, "It's that man? What happened?"

"I want to go out!" Lin Xu kept shaking his arms.

"Are you going to find him? What are you doing?"

Lin Xu suddenly became quiet, and looked at his elder brother, "Brother, you said, if you want something, you have to go for it. I've made a decision, and you can't change it."

The eldest brother was taken aback for a moment, as if he had realized something, his voice was unsteady, "Then, where are the parents?" What should they do if they know?

"It's okay, I'm just not married, and nothing happened. Besides, don't you and your brother still exist?" Lin Xu said easily.

Before Lin Jian could react, Lin Xu broke away from his hand and ran away, "Brother, I may not be coming back tonight."

Then came the sound of closing the door.

Lin Jian stood there stupidly, and his mother's sleepy voice came from the room, "What happened?"

Lin Jian hurriedly said, "It's okay, mom, go to sleep." He looked at the door again, and gritted his teeth.

Lin Xu ran down the stairs in a hurry, he couldn't breathe, it was pitch dark outside, he was shivering from the cold.After searching downstairs for a long time, I saw the guy squatting next to the trash can under the streetlight on the opposite street.

Yang Fengrui has shrunk into a ball, like a discarded puppy.Hearing the voice, he raised his head and met Lin Xu's panting face.

Lin Xu stood in front, looking at Yang Fengrui quietly, opened his mouth to ask something, but couldn't say a word.Just seeing the other party, his feelings will overflow.He really wanted to hug the other party tightly, to help the other party wipe away tears, and to ask the other party if he was cold...

That night was very dark, the wind was very strong, and the leaves rustled like a sign of a storm.

Yang Fengrui looked up at Lin Xu, grabbed his hand, and asked softly, "Xiao Xu, shall we elope?" and fled to a place where no one could stop them.

The world is big, but they can't go anywhere.

Lin Xu's eyes were red, he squatted down, pressed his forehead against the young man, looked into Yang Fengrui's eyes, and said softly, "Okay."

That night, Lin Xu took Yang Fengrui to live in a black hotel nearby. No ID card was needed, and only 30 yuan was needed.

They huddled on a narrow bed, hugging each other tightly.

They don't know what they're going to do next, or where they're going after daylight.

The windows were in disrepair and could not be closed tightly, and the strong wind was blowing, making a rusty and hoarse sound.

Not long after, it really rained heavily, the rain roared outside the window, and the thunder rang, the whole world wanted to be sucked into this storm.

The white quilt was too small to cover the two older boys.

The two hugged each other to keep warm, without saying a word, only the sound of rain outside the window and the sound of breathing in their ears could be heard.

Perhaps in the middle of the night, the temperature dropped further, and the two of them were still shivering even though they hugged each other tightly.

Yang Fengrui covered the heads of the two of them, groping in the dark and bumping into Lin Xu's face, his voice trembling, "Xiao Xu?"

"Yeah." Lin Xu grabbed his hand and put it on his face.

Yang Fengrui was going crazy that night.He has no home, wandering around like a lonely ghost, he can't think of anyone except Xiao Xu.But what can he bring to Xiao Xu?In fact, they are all right, their love cannot withstand a little wind and rain.Their capital is too little, adults can easily deprive them of everything.

"Xiao Xu," Yang Fengrui leaned close to Lin Xu's face, saw his eyes in the dark, his voice was hoarse, "Are you afraid?"

Lin Xu also moved closer to the other party, their breaths were entwined, and he said softly, "Don't be afraid."

Yang Fengrui hugged him even harder.

remember?

We promised each other that no matter what happens, we will be by your side.

The storm intensified and the windows were banging.

At some point, the two teenagers were entwined fiercely, kissing each other frantically.

The two people gradually took off each other's clothes while tearing, and the clothes fell off the bed with the violent movements of the two.

Like the last carnival before dying.

The minds of the two people were burned by the fire, and there were not even ashes left.

Yang Feng pressed on Lin Xu's body and rubbed his naked body against him. He bit the young man's exposed skin over and over again, leaving red marks one after another.

Lin Xu grasped the opponent's back tightly with his fingers