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An Xun was worried about leaving the little girl alone in the hospital to accompany her. She went home, took a shower, changed her clothes, and returned to the hospital. She also packed some clothes for Jiang Yien and brought them here.She thinks that as an outsider, it is inconvenient to disturb too much, and she can only go in to help when needed.

In the middle of the night, there was a dim light in the office.Long nights, narrow sofas, even tossing and turning are luxury.

Jiang Xueer's words left a mark on An Xun's heart, and the hot iron scalded a hole in her carefully wrapped timidity.She never mentioned it to Jiang Yien, in fact, she is not confident about their relationship.

The frequent departure of family members made her realize that nothing lasts forever in this world.I always pay attention to the tiny desires of the girl, and try my best to make up for every little vacancy I find, in order to redeem the girl, and also to suppress my fear of worrying about gains and losses.

Waking up in the middle of the night, there was a lot of noise outside the corridor. Accompanied by harsh knocks on the door, Su Wen called and said that a group of thugs with knives suddenly poured into the hospital, and told her to stay in the office and not come out.

However, she was already standing outside the door.

The corridor was filled with darkness and rushed towards her. They were not thugs, but family members. The family members of those patients who had failed treatment all appeared in front of her with hideous faces.

"Defibrillation", "cardiopulmonary resuscitation", "rescue failure", "declaration of death"... Every word and every word turned into gravel and sharp knives and smashed at her, scarlet was surging on her body, not her blood, but countless The blood of patients who died on the cold operating table.

Looking back, it was Qin Shi who was looking at her with roses in his hands, smiling ferociously and cunningly. In an instant, the bouquet of roses rushed towards her, and the bouquets of roses scattered across her face, leaving trails of bloodstains.

Beside my ears, like echoes chasing repeatedly in the empty valley, it is lonely and terrifying.

"You have no right to cry!"

"Take off this white coat as soon as possible!"

"It's your self-righteousness that killed Mr. Chen!"

She was helpless in pain, and knelt down covering her ears. The darkness was filled with scarlet and billowing, almost swallowing her, until at the end of the corridor, a light appeared.

"Sister An! Be careful!"

The girl, with her own strength, pushed her back into the office, blocked the door, and blocked the undercurrent and her.She pushed the door desperately, but couldn't open it no matter what.She cried, begged for help, and knocked on the cold door numbly, but to no avail.

"Don't! Don't! I beg you... don't..."

The throat was hoarse, and the strength of the collision was exhausted. Finally, the door opened.

The darkness faded away, and there was a sharp knife standing behind the girl, and she lay down in her arms soaked in blood, dying.

"Xiao En, Xiao En, wake up! You can't... you can't!"

Looking up, it was the old man's stern face, scolding her: "An Xun! How did you promise me?! This is how you protect her?!"

"No! No..."

She shook her head palely, her miserable tears soaked in blood all over her body, one hand restrained her throat, she struggled and resisted, but she couldn't say a word.

She almost suffocated, almost died like this...

"what!"

With a short exclamation, she rolled down from the sofa, the office was quiet and peaceful, there was no scarlet, no darkness, only the warm soft light from the desk lamp, and her embarrassed and ridiculous.

It turned out to be another nightmare.

His body was drenched in cold sweat, his heartbeat was uneven, and his face was as pale as paper.She took the oxygen with great gulps, and her neck was still dry and painful. The shadow claws could actually make her unable to breathe in reality. If it wasn't for her body's instinctive desire to survive, she would probably have died from this nightmare. .

She walked out of the office with trembling steps, walked outside Jiang Xueer's ward, quietly opened a door, and saw Jiang Yien sitting on a small bench lying in front of the bed, his body rising and falling steadily with his breath, sleeping soundly cute.

Entering the room, I straightened the quilt of the old man, put a blanket on the girl, gave up the pride and elegance of the whole body, and sat curled up on the ground, leaning against the edge of the bed, in the silence, struggling to listen to the two gentle voices. Breathing sounds staggered to calm the mood.

Like a poor and downcast wanderer, he is greedy for the temperature of this square meter, which comes from the temperature of a girl.

"Sister An, why are you here? Why are you sitting on the ground..."

Jiang Yien woke up, and was startled when he saw An Xun, obviously telling her to go home.It can be seen that her eyes were sad, she kept her mouth shut, and she didn't ask any further questions. They helped her to lie down together on the empty bed next door, followed her usual appearance, rubbed her hair, kissed her cheek, and smiled softly. Laugh and coax her softly.

"Miss me? Don't be afraid. I'm here. Go to sleep."

The contemptuous words were like a spring breeze, feeling the warmth of the girl's arms, An Xun's frightened heart and tense nerves finally relaxed.

In the next few days, Jiang Xueer's complexion gradually improved. An Xun and Jiang Yi'en would occasionally accompany her to the downstairs garden for a walk, chatting and joking around the bed together, often making her laugh out loud.

Sun Meifeng's family finally remembered to visit, but was scolded by Jiang Xueer, and Jiang Xueer also took the opportunity to make them promise Jiang Yien in front of An Xun that Jiang Yien could go home anytime in the future, and he didn't need to watch anything at home. people's faces.

Regarding this, Jiang Yien was flattered, and An Xun was also very pleased.

After these few days of getting along, Jiang Xueer also recognized An Xun from the bottom of his heart, and knew that in the future, no matter how rough or difficult the days would be, it would be the young couple who were in love with each other, and he could not help anything.

People, of course, have to face birth, old age, sickness and death, no matter how reluctant to let go, there will be a day when you have to let go.

Taking advantage of An Xun's absence on duty, she pulled Jiang Yien to the bedside and told her: "Xiao En, I know my health well, maybe one time I get sick again, I will die, there is something I want to tell you in advance. "

Jiang Yien was startled, he didn't know why grandma said this suddenly, the hand that was peeling the apple stopped, and suddenly there was a feeling of wanting to cry.But she suppressed her tears. At this moment, she also felt superstitiously that it was unlucky to shed tears now.

"Grandma, don't talk about this..."

Of course Jiang Xueer hopes that she can live longer, but if she doesn't plan her funeral while she still has strength, Jiang Yien doesn't know how she will be bullied by her shrewd aunt.

"Good boy, you heard from grandma... I still have some savings. Your uncle and the others don't have a house. They have been living with me for more than [-] years. I can't drive their family out. They want , we will give them. As for the rest, they are all yours. Your parents’ old house is also old. If you don’t want to live in it anymore, you can sell it. The money saved is enough for you to buy another big house in the city center."

Jiang Yien couldn't help but shed tears from the truth that grandma revealed in every word.

This generation of old people seems to be like this. They have to be strong all their lives, plan carefully, save money for their children with all their efforts, but are never willing to buy a good dress for themselves.Jiang Yien doesn't like the selflessness of "the child eats the apple, and the mother eats the core of the apple", and doesn't like the greatness that people praise is always accompanied by sadness.

Apple, obviously, can be half for one person.

Love obviously doesn't have to be great.

She sobbed and shook her head: "Grandma, what are you thinking about now? I don't want money or a house. I just want you to be healthy and live a long life."

"Silly girl... In the future, when grandma is gone, you really won't even have a home to go back to... Don't want a house, where do you live?"

The always strict grandma rubbed her hair lovingly, which made her feel even more sour.

"Why is grandma not here? Grandma will live for a long, long time!" Jiang Yien forced a smile: "When you are discharged from the hospital, I will take you on a trip, okay? I won't save money in the future, I will use it for my own enjoyment OK?"

Grandma shook her head, patted her hand, and taught her earnestly:

"Xiao En, you have to remember that no matter how much you trust someone, you must never be attached to him. Girls, especially don't think about relying on men. No matter whether you get married or not in the future, there is a set of what kind of person you will be with. Your own house is the capital of your freedom, and it is also the confidence that you can choose to leave your marriage at any time."

In the past, Jiang Yien never heard the old sayings spoken by her grandmother. Nowadays, girls are all excellent and independent, and few people would say what women should be like and what men should be like.

"Grandma, I don't rely on men, and I won't marry a man. I already have Sister An. If I want to get married, I will only marry Sister An."

Jiang Xueer knows that in this day and age, there is no talk of marriage anymore, and girls now don't need to be as strong as she was in the past, so that they can grab the family business in order to fight for the right to have children.But she believes that even if it has nothing to do with marriage or gender, Jiang Yien should still be an independent person.

"Silly boy, An Xun is a good girl, so you should know that you love her more, right? She doesn't lack career and money. But you should think about it carefully. What can you give her? After all, why are you worthy?" If you can fall in love with her, why should she always love you. You can't just know that you will work hard for her with affection forever, you have to be strong enough to truly protect the one you love."

Jiang Yien was stunned for a moment, her grandmother's words somewhat shook her heart that wanted to be content with the status quo several times.To work hard is not to give yourself the confidence to leave, but to better protect the one you love.

Yes, with her current state, what can she find for An.Just don't talk about money or career, even if she encounters some local hooligans again, she can do nothing but block knives.What's even more outrageous is that An Xun's fragile appearance has just learned the way of swordsmanship, and there is no need for her to block swords at all.

She bit her lip, powerless and lonely.

"Grandma, I will remember what you said. However, I will earn the money myself, and I will buy the house myself in the future. The old house has memories of my parents, so I will not sell it. I will protect you with my own efforts And Sister An."

Grandma smiled gratifiedly, but also sighed weakly, and patted her head: "Okay, grandma believes in Xiao En, Xiao En is a good boy..."

At night, Jiang Yien stayed by the hospital bed as usual, but he dared not fall asleep for a long time, recalling what his grandmother said during the day, with mixed feelings in his heart.Seeing that the sleeping grandma was motionless, she even tested her breath a few times, for fear that grandma would sneak away while she was asleep like her parents did.

She used to think that such a powerful and majestic grandma would never fall down.But in the past few days, she suddenly discovered that her grandmother was so skinny that she would fall down when the wind blew.

At a certain moment, she felt that she had grown up again. This feeling was the pain of bones being pulled up, and the unprepared flesh and blood being ruthlessly torn, and she had to grit her teeth and persevere.

She also experienced this kind of pain once when her parents left.

It wasn't until An Xun came in and saw that gentle smile that she felt wronged like a child, threw herself into her arms, and silently shed tears of fear and helplessness.

An Xun didn't ask too much, she knew it in her heart, hugged the girl silently, and followed her thin back, supporting her and comforting her.

It's probably like this.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-08-3108:03:14~2021-09-0108:25:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: Are you pancake, KoalaLau, or agine;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of hedgehog and Tangtang for a ride; 2 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo; 1 bottle of agine;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!