come close to me hold me

On June [-]st, the sun was not good.At six o'clock in the morning, it was still raining lightly.

Jiang Yien didn't know what An Xun was going to do with her, she hadn't slept well these few days, so she woke up before dawn.The deposit for renting a house has been paid, the air ticket has been booked, and the days of staying in the country are numbered.The mood is naturally as gloomy as the weather.

"woke up?"

When An Xun opened the door and came in, she was lying on the bed in a daze. The next moment, she was enveloped in an embrace, and her long hair fell on her neck, tickling her heart.She embraced An Xun's neck, sniffed the fragrance, pouted and acted like a baby:

"Dear..."

An Xun lowered his eyebrows and looked at her with a slight smile, and pecked her cheeks and forehead lightly twice, probably because Jiang Yien had just finished washing, Jiang Yien saw that there were still some drops of water on her white and translucent cheeks, and smelled the water between her mouth and mouth. , and the strong smell of jasmine toothpaste.

"Get up, I'll do your makeup."

"Makeup? Are we going out?! Where are we going?! Getting ready now? It's only six o'clock!" Jiang Yien's eyes widened and he asked a lot of questions.

"You'll know in a while."

An Xun made a fool of herself and made Jiang Yien sit up with his arms around her neck.

When putting on makeup, An Xun abandoned the earth-colored eye shadow and matte lipstick that she usually likes, turned on the pearlescent and glitter powder that are not commonly used, tapped Jiang Yien's eye corners and nose, and picked out pink and white clothes , making her girl look like a peach blossom just blooming, eye-catching but unassuming.

As for herself, she was still dressed neatly, elegantly, and gracefully.

Then, she dragged out a small suitcase from the study room that she had unpacked at some time, and temporarily took out some chocolates, biscuits and yogurt from the refrigerator, and packed them into a small backpack.

Jiang Yien followed silently and watched the whole process, thinking of the spring outing in the second grade of elementary school, she couldn't remember what she played, but she saw other children's schoolbags full of snacks and drinks, but she only had water and bread distributed by the school. Such a gap, even thinking about it now still makes her feel sour.

Maybe she was too fussy, she laughed secretly.But when An Xun handed her the small backpack, her heart was still full of hopeless joy.

She shook An Xun's hand and asked curiously many times: "Sister An, where are we going?"

An Xun has always been secretive, smiling without saying a word, and when she went out, she just tickled the tip of her nose and said, "Just follow me."

Yes, just go with her.

In the underground parking lot, Jiang Yien took the luggage and went straight to the trunk, but was stopped by An Xun: "Put it in the back seat, the trunk can't fit."

She reacted for a while, and didn't ask why, in fact, she probably guessed a little bit.She remembered that grandma said that when a person is preparing a surprise for you, even if you guess what it is, you have to pretend not to know and just do what the other person wants.

"Okay, I'll let it go."

Today's co-pilot is also a little different.She was surprised to find that An Xun had prepared a lot of snacks for her on the road, and there were pink cushions and pillows on the seat.

She was stunned and didn't come back until she heard the sound of the engine. She looked at An Xun with a blushing face and pursed her lips and joked, "Sister An, this is the treatment only a princess has!"

An Xun didn't look at her, just smiled lightly, let go of the handbrake skillfully, turned the steering wheel half a circle while looking at the rearview mirror, and said casually: "You are my little princess."

She always admires An Xun like this.

The dark clouds added a bit of softness to the early summer sun, and the heavy mood gradually eased with the breeze. Jiang Yien couldn't help humming an out-of-key song, which made An Xun laugh several times.

"You laugh at me..." She felt aggrieved.

"No," An Xun couldn't help laughing a few more times, coaxing her: "Go on, it's very cute, I like it very much."

Satisfied, Jiang Yien obediently continued humming, closed her eyes and touched the inside of the storage box in front of her. Any snacks she caught would be a surprise, because the ones prepared by An Xun were all her favorites.

While waiting for the red light, Jiang Yien still couldn't bear to ask: "Sister An, are we going somewhere far away?"

"It's a two-hour drive. If you're sleepy, you can sleep for a while."

"Where is that, I'm so curious!"

An Xun hooked the corner of his mouth, and couldn't help but look at her, his smile became more gentle.

"Go where you most want to go."

Jiang Yien tilted his head and frowned, then smiled playfully: "What's on your mind?"

An Xun's brows and eyes obviously lost the usual indifference, and there was a flash of unusualness, like surprise and embarrassment.

"Go where you want to go second."

She followed the girl's words and changed her mouth.

Jiang Yien had a flash of inspiration and almost blurted out: "Disney!".Her brain couldn't keep up with her mouth, and she realized as soon as the words came out. If she guessed wrong, it would embarrass An Xun, and she immediately added: "I'm happy wherever Sister An takes me!"

An Xun frowned, and said frankly, "You guessed it, it's Disney." Then he looked forward and stepped on the accelerator.

Jiang Yien's eyes were shocked.

She wrote down Disney in her favorite diary, and also wrote down that she is 1.4 meters tall and can ride a roller coaster.But in fact, she has never been on a roller coaster, and she has never been to an amusement park.It's not that my aunt didn't want to bring her cousin to play. Some friends asked her out when she was in high school, but she herself rejected all the opportunities.

She always felt that the amusement park was like Miplores, a place where people could collect their sorrows, and only when they went with the person they loved the most could they leave lightly.

Today, this wish is finally coming true.

But she forgot to cheer, but turned her head to look out the window, her eyes blushing quietly.It's the feeling of being held in the palm of your hand and loved, that's why she is desperate for it again and again, how she is willing to let it go.

But after today, she had to let it go temporarily.

The horn of the fairy tale sounded, and I thought it would be overcrowded at this time, but probably because it has been rainy and rainy for the past few days, there are not as many people queuing up as expected.

As soon as he entered the park, Jiang Yien dragged An Xun away like he was having a good time, and greeted the staff who acted as cartoon dolls all the way, unexpectedly he could call each of them by name.It was only today that An Xun found out that the Chichititi that the little girl recorded in her love diary turned out to be two little squirrels.

The most exciting project of Disney is probably the creation of Speed ​​​​Light Wheel. Jiang Yien has been looking forward to it for a long time, thinking that if he can't get the appointment waiting card, he will miss it, but An Xun doesn't know what magical magic he used. Every popular project before has a job The staff took them through the passageway where there was no queue, and Chuangji Speed ​​Light Wheel was no exception.

Since An Xun wanted to arrange a surprise, of course he had done his homework. If he spent all his time queuing up, it would ruin the romance. It would be worthwhile to spend a little more money to protect the little girl's fantasy of fairy tales.

Not far from the entrance of the facility, there was a gust of wind, screams and the sound of orbital friction passing overhead, Jiang Yien looked up at the purple-blue light path, with longing stars in his eyes.

But the rapidity and screaming will bring An Xun an uncontrollable tension and pressure. The moment the whistling sound passed through her brain, she just felt that her heartbeat could not be controlled, and she subconsciously leaned on Jiang Yien, not knowing. The hand that was on the girl's arm was also clenched even tighter at that moment.

The feeling of being suffocated also permeated along with it.

"Sister An, are you afraid?"

An Xun paused, and the moment she looked into the girl's eyes, the fear seemed to be replaced by other emotions, and the pain in her heart surged up. She suddenly realized that this was probably her last chance to go crazy. From now on, It is also impossible for her to accompany a second person to a place like an amusement park.

So she said, "Don't be afraid."

If I don't even dare to face the memories, how can I survive the future without you in the future.

But the girl changed her mind, grabbed her hand, and led her down the slope in the opposite direction: "The Pirates of the Caribbean show is about to start, let's go see that first!"

As long as it is from An Xun, Jiang Yien can feel it.

It took at least a minute for the speed light wheel to come down. Sister An would be so scared that she would close her eyes the whole time. Feeling the speed and screams, the scene of the car crash would flash over and over again in her mind.What to do for more than a minute, let her suffer alone, and I can't even hug her.

She walked in front of An Xun, and the tears she held back were also pattering down, because she suddenly thought that the next year abroad would be the same.

Whether it's stomachache or menstrual period, An Xun will be tortured until she's drenched, and when she's not around, who will massage her waist, who will comfort her trembling, who will hug her helpless For her, who will warm her hands and feet...

Even if there is no illness, will she sit alone in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows like before, looking at the moonlight and feeling sad?Will you secretly hide in a corner and light a cigarette when you are exhausted?I haven't even asked her why she bought the pack of cigarettes in the bedside table.

Not for a second, but for a whole year!

For a whole year, she couldn't hold her, couldn't support her, couldn't even hold her hand.

Thinking about it, Jiang Yien suddenly turned around, hugging An Xun and crying loudly, amidst the laughter, eye-catching and lonely.

An Xun didn't ask anything, and didn't say anything.She knows everything, but nothing can change.

The moment the girl turned her head, her heart was in a mess, and she also had a momentary impulse, thinking that she should just let it go, and keep the little girl by her side selfishly.

But she was not as young and frivolous as a girl, she never felt that Jiang Yien would have a bad life without her.She just felt that she had dragged down that bright and sincere girl. She had absolute confidence that even if a girl like her was leaving her, she would still meet someone who loved her.

You have to see, this vast world, these thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, you want to be that endless stream of running water, always enthusiastic and pure.

And I am just a well that has already dried up, how can I be willing to keep you.

The speedy light wheel that I can't accompany, in the future, there will always be someone who can accompany you to experience it.

She trembled and sighed, she was about to faint from the pain, she still gritted her teeth and didn't say a word to persuade her to stay.

After crying, look at the sky again, it seems to be gloomy blue.

In order to ease the atmosphere, An Xun bought a hot air balloon for the little girl, and laughed at her:

"Other children have them, and you should too."

Jiang Yien's teary eyes fainted with a sweet smile, took the name tag attached under the hot air balloon, and planned to write the names of himself and An Xun, just wrote a stroke, the thread was loosened, and she watched An Xun helplessly. The gift I found for her was about to be taken away by the wind, and I reached out to grab it, but it was too late.

Just like that, it slipped away from my hand.

Afraid that An Xun would be lost, she quickly comforted her with a smile: "It's okay, take your payment record just now, and you can get another one for free."

An Xun nodded with a slight smile, and took the remaining name tag from Jiang Yien's hand: "Then throw this away, I'll give you the phone, you go and pick out another one you like."

"Okay!" Jiang Yien took An Xun's mobile phone and trot towards the hot air balloons gathered not far away.

An Xun looked down at the name tag that had been written in her hand, followed the point written by the girl, and completed her name. She spoke in a low voice, as if praying:

"Exchange all her misfortunes to me."

Under the hot air balloon, Jiang Yien stared at An Xun and remained silent.

When An Xun looked up to find the little girl, she saw that everyone's eyes were focused on a certain place in the air. She could see the hot air balloons getting closer and closer to her, but the crowd blocked her view. She couldn't see the man with the hot air balloon.

"Sister An!"

It wasn't until the girl's voice passed through the crowd that she followed the sound and looked in little by little. The person holding the big bunch of hot air balloons was none other than Jiang Yien.

"Xiao En? You..."

Before she finished speaking, a gust of wind blew by, and the girl's light and small body was about to be blown away, and she grabbed the bundle of rope and followed it back and forth.

"Oh, Sister An! Help...help me..."

An Xun frowned suspiciously, and couldn't help laughing at the little girl's funny and cute appearance, so he hurried forward and hugged the girl.

Jiang Yien held on to the balloon string reluctantly with both hands, and looked at An Xun with a silly smile: "Hey, I was almost blown away."

An Xun couldn't laugh or cry: "What are you doing? Do you want to stay in Disney to sell balloons?"

"Who wants to sell it!" Jiang Yien pouted: "You just wrote your name on that name tag, right?"

An Xun was dumbfounded.

"Hey Sister An, help me get it."

Jiang Yien sighed, and handed all the balloons in his hand to An Xun, leaving only one without a name tag tied around his wrist, then took the name tag in An Xun's pocket, carefully tied the balloons tightly, On the name tag, add your own name.

"That's good! I tied it myself, so I won't run away."

An Xun was moved, and his heart softened for a while, only then did he notice the large wave of balloons that he took over in a daze, as well as the envious and strange eyes of the people around him.

"Then what are these?"

Jiang Yien merged the balloons in his hands, held them together with An Xun, and explained: "I bought 51 new ones, and with this, I made a total of 52. You see, I wrote two words on each of them. "

An Xun's brows were startled, and he looked down. There were 52 name tags hanging on the balloon strings, swinging like wind chimes. On each of them, there was a girl's handwriting - "Enai".

She sighed.

"Sister An, do you think it's too wasteful..." Hearing An Xun sigh, Jiang Yien lowered his head guiltily: "It seems that these things really can't be taken away..."

She just wanted to make An Xun happy, but she still seemed to mess things up.

unexpectedly……

"Your character, it's really time to practice." An Xun frowned and shook his head solemnly, pretending to be distressed: "I still have to collect this famous brand, such an ugly character..."

"Oh! Sister An!!"

Jiang Yien blushed and stomped his feet, and slapped An Xun lightly with his small fist.

An Xun grasped the balloon and dodged awkwardly. The sunlight penetrated through the clouds, passed through the gap of the balloon, and just fell on her face, bright and warm.

She is rare, smiling like a little girl.

Therefore, Jiang Yien became even more convinced that Disney really has magic.As everyone knows, it's not an amusement park that has magic.

is love.

The author has something to say: Jiang Yien: This is not ugly!This is art!Doctor's words are like this!Um!

An Xun: Full of nonsense...