come close to me hold me

The two took a lot of photos in front of the castle, one still and one moving, one soft and the other sweet, and the 52 hot air balloons were eye-catching. Occasionally, someone in the passing crowd stopped for them and offered to take a group photo for them.

Even a few blind people came up to strike up a conversation, and both of them responded peacefully: Sorry, this is my lover.

In order to leave a more memorable night, An Xun booked the Disney Hotel very early.It just so happened that Jiang Yien was worried about these balloons, and it was time to check in, so the two discussed going back to the hotel to put their luggage and balloons away.

At night, the carousel is brilliantly lit, there is artificial snow in Disney Town, and later, the sky above the castle will be lit up by fireworks.

It was only later that I learned that artificial snow is nothing but foam stars released by machines. Even so, Jiang Yien excitedly picked up the falling "snowflakes" with his hands, raised his head and said "wow": "Sister An, let's go to the north together in the future." Would you like to see real snow?"

An Xun's camera was always on the girl, capturing every look of her curiosity and joy, and answered her without thinking: "Okay."

Then, he was stunned for a long time.

During the interval between the fireworks, An Xun found a milk tea shop in Disney Town. While queuing up, Jiang Yien excused himself to go to the bathroom and slipped into a small shop that made plush toys.

Pick and choose inside, and finally made a unique little bear. In the bear's body, a little heart that can beat was added. The boss said that it was the heartbeat of the little bear.

Before hiding the little bear in the backpack, he kissed the little bear's forehead and whispered next to the big fluffy ears:

"In the year when I'm not around, you have to spend time with Sister An for me."

An Xun came out with milk tea and looked around. He didn't see the little girl coming back, and he wasn't sure which restroom she went to in the park, so he found a seat at the door and sat down to wait for her. Photos, confirmed the birthday cake information with the hotel.

"Sister An!"

Xunsheng raised his head, and the little girl ran towards her, her bulging backpack dangling behind her, like a duckling.An Xun couldn't help laughing, and got up to pick her up: "Let me give you the bag, let's see how well you run..."

Just as he was about to take off the backpack, Jiang Yien turned around to avoid it, and then dragged her to a trot all the way: "Sister An, let's take a seat!"

Too many people had already gathered under the castle, and Jiang Yien squeezed forward without finding a suitable gap for viewing.An Xun thought for a while, and pulled the little girl out of the crowd: "There's no need to occupy a seat, come with me."

They went back to the hotel. The balcony of the room was facing the castle. From a high place, they could finally see the whole picture.There are 52 hot air balloons on the ceiling behind them, which is their unique romance.

The music played and the fireworks bloomed, it was the most beautiful moment, but Jiang Yien looked at An Xun, seeing how gorgeous the fireworks were in her eyes, how cold and silent, no matter how beautiful they were, they were just a flash in the pan.

I couldn't help but feel the ache in my throat, my eyes were moist, and I put my hands in my arms with my fingers interlocked.

"An Xiaoai, don't watch the fireworks, just kiss me."

Hugging An Xun's slender body, tilting his head slightly, closing his eyes and pecking lightly, yearning for every bit of warmth on her lips, from light to deep, kissing her deeply, so that she would forget her sorrow.

Fireworks are easy to be cold, but at least love has warmth.

If love can't last long, what is eternal in this world?

Both the music and the light came to an end, and the long and hot kiss ended with An Xun's longing for half a step away.Jiang Yien suddenly felt sour, realizing that the relationship between them seemed to always be like this, as long as An Xun took half a step back, she would accept everything.

Did he never hold her tight?

But I can't give her anything, and I hold on to it arbitrarily, will it hurt her...

Jiang Yien wants to say that I regret it, and I don't want to break up.

But when I opened my mouth, it became:

"An Xun, happy breakup."

She misunderstood An Xun's intention to take half a step back. She thought that An Xun didn't want to hold on any longer.

A few days ago, An Xun did not expect that Jiang Yien would take the initiative to break up, and now, she also did not expect the girl's attitude to be so firm.She just calculated that the cake should be here soon, and she drew back her lingering lips, just wanting to say to the girl: Happy birthday.

Originally, she wanted to have a happy night with the girl at the end.

Tears fell sadly, and after a long silence, he forced a smile: "You are tired, let's take a bath first."

Jiang Yien didn't speak any more, but nodded.

When she came out of the shower, An Xun was no longer in the room. For a moment, she thought that An Xun would leave her like this.

When the feeling of soreness and tears was about to come out, the door opened, the lights suddenly went out, the surrounding was dark, and the gentle and soft voice was melodious, with a little bit of fire, approaching step by step.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday tomylove..."

She turned around in surprise, and saw An Xun pushing a huge gift box in. On top of the gift box, there was a birthday cake. The heart-shaped candles had already been lit, and the flame flickered, illuminating them all around.

"Although I'm late for too long, but..." An Xun took the initiative to hug her, kissed the pear dimple at the corner of her mouth, and said to her with a smile: "I still want to wish my Xiao En, happy birthday."

Jiang Yien was overjoyed, it was the number of surprises today that she couldn't count, and she was so moved that it was hard to express in words, she could only softly whisper in An Xun's ear, "Thank you, Sister An, I am so happy."

"Silly girl, make a wish." An Xun rubbed her hair, brought her to the front of the cake, and hugged her from behind.

But Jiang Yien didn't put his hands together, but turned around and held An Xun's hands, and pressed his forehead against hers, closed his eyes and said softly:

"Love will never leave, and will be with you year after year."

An Xun's heart trembled, this wish made her defense almost to the limit of load-bearing, even if only one more dust fell, it would fall apart.If Jiang Yien hadn't said that happy breakup too early, she probably would have turned against her at this moment.

Regardless of those hazes, deep in her heart, why doesn't she hope that this wish can be realized, why doesn't she hope that she will stay together for a long time and be with her always.

She paused for a long time before smiling wryly: "If you say it, it won't work."

Jiang Yien shook his head: "My voice is too faint to be heard by the heavens. But I must let you hear it, because this wish cannot be fulfilled without you. An Xun, wait until one day I can live up to my grandmother's love for us. I will definitely come back to find you, and by then, will you be able to fulfill my wish?"

She knew that only by following those well-meaning teachings could she really live up to the phrase "Hundred Years of Love".

An Xun didn't answer easily, and sighed helplessly, "Let's unwrap the present first."

At the moment when An Xun avoided the question, Jiang Yien's heart sank for a moment, but he still suppressed the pain and smiled, saying hello softly.

She untied the bow on the big gift box and lifted the lid, only to find that there were many more boxes, large and small, inside.

An Xun picked up a palm-sized small box and handed it to her. After opening it, it was a necklace.

"One year old, my little En is celebrating her first birthday in her life, a safety lock, to bless Xiao En safe every year." An Xun softly wished.

Jiang Yien was still confused, so An Xun picked up a bigger box and asked her to open it, and said:

"At the age of two, my little En can walk. If he has a pair of shoes, no matter where he goes in the future, he won't be afraid of going barefoot."

Jiang Yien suddenly realized the purpose of these gifts, An Xun wanted to make up for all the years he had missed her.

"Two years old, how can I wear such big shoes..." She was so moved that she cried and joked.

An Xun smiled: "The implication is the implication. I really gave you the shoes of a two-year-old kid. What can you use them for?"

She bought shoes that are suitable for girls to wear now. The safety lock is not really the kind of silver collar that children wear, but small platinum jewelry. It is also suitable for girls at this age.

Later, she unpacked several gift boxes, including bracelets for the three-year-old, "literacy books" for the four-year-old, kindergarten bags for the five-year-old, and skirts for the six-year-old.Although it is really hard to read "Thoracic Surgery" at the age of four, the suspender halter dress and platinum leather bag will definitely make her the prettiest child in the kindergarten.

At the age of seven, An Xun didn't take out the box, but looked at Jiang Yien tenderly, stroked her hair, felt sorry for her, and sighed helplessly:

"When I was seven years old, my little En was supposed to go to elementary school. After going to elementary school, he was an older child. This was also the lowest year in your life. In the future, it will never be worse than this year. I know that what you need most now is company, any gift is not enough to make you happy, so I will accompany you to Disney."

Every time An Xun recalled the little girl in tattered school uniform with messy hair, recalling those helpless and timid eyes, An Xun would feel so distressed that his heart would break.Up to this moment, I couldn't help the tears in my eyes and my voice was choked up.

"I really want to... ask the little friend back then, so that she... can not be so sad?"

She looked at the girl, her eyes seemed to have traveled through time, looking at them back then, she was extremely glad that at least there was Tiantian, who had accompanied the girl for so many years for her.

If it weren't for that meeting, she wouldn't have the inspiration for this big birthday gift, and she wouldn't regret missing the girl for so many years.

The paradox is that, obviously, he regrets missing the past, but he is so stubborn that he wants to let go of the future.

When Jiang Yien came here, she couldn't help but burst into tears. She realized later that Disney was a gift for her seventh birthday.Just because she mentioned that her parents promised to take her to Disney.

They broke their promise, but An Xun made it up for them.

"Sister An..." She let go of the gift that she couldn't hold for a long time, hugged An Xun, cried heavily, and replied with sobs: "The kid said that she is very happy..."

An Xun sighed tremblingly, kissed the girl's side face and forehead, tears finally fell down again: "Just be happy... Let's continue walking..."

Eight-year-old is a wind chime, nine-year-old is a pen that does not leak ink, and 11-year-old is Lego Hogwarts Castle. Every gift matches what is recorded in the favorite diary.

Jiang Yien was so happy that she almost fainted from crying, she was really afraid that this late birthday would waste her lifetime of luck.

"13 years old, cardamom age, I have my own little secret." An Xun touched the girl's face lovingly, and took out a thick paper from the box: "I have an electronic diary, and I have recorded it since I was a child. Print them into a book and give you all my secrets. If you are still curious about me, go read it."

Jiang Yien took the heavy book dumbfounded. The mood at this moment can no longer be described with joy. She never thought that An Xun would also write a diary, and that all the diaries from childhood to adulthood were actually delivered to her. superior.

She declared in her heart that this diary surpassed Lego castles, precious jewelry bags, Disney, and everything else.

"Sister An! Is this all your diaries?! Is it really the diary you wrote down by yourself?!"

"Well, I only record my mood occasionally, so these are all. After reading it, you will understand that I am nothing more than that. There is no mystery, no talent, and I, like all middle school students, have had hard study years and youthful ones. Secret love, and secretly complained about the writing style of those love letters..."

An Xun sighed with a smile, and continued with his chin in his mouth slightly:

"And with you, I've always been proud and unwilling to admit it, and I've occasionally been a little jealous."

These gifts were prepared in February. An Xun knew that the girl would still be curious about her and still feel that she was mysterious, so she thought of printing her electronic diary into a book and giving it to the girl.

It was unexpected that it was not sent until the day of parting. She didn't know what was the point of telling her all about herself at this time. Perhaps the only point was to let the girl know that she was nothing more than that.

Jiang Yien was so dazzled, she wished she could look at what An Xun's so-called jealousy about her was, so much so that she forgot to ask what kind of person An Xun had a crush on when she was young, and the boxes that were opened later were all in a hurry it took.

Finally, it's this year.

"This year, my Xiao En is 23 years old..." An Xun had already cried into tears, but at this moment he hesitated to speak, and pondered for a long time.

The big gift box was empty, and there was nothing left.Because before going out, she secretly took the smallest box.

She had planned to propose marriage.