come close to me hold me

The eyes that have been separated for too long are still yearning after the reunion.

After looking at each other for a long time, An Xun, considering that the ground was too cold, still propped up his delicate body, got up and hugged the girl back to the bed.As soon as I exerted force, it was a bit too violent, and I almost fell back again.

She couldn't help feeling sore in her heart, her girl was much lighter than before.

Even at that time, breaking up was a powerless choice after exhaustion, An Xun still owed it in his heart.She can't imagine the pain of a girl wandering outside, but she deeply understands the despair and heartache of leaving her lover.

In the world of adults, there may be no one who cannot leave someone, but the pain at the moment of breaking up, or the illusion of "I can't live without you" at that moment, is real and clear.She shouldn't, and she doesn't want to, bring such pain to the girl.

"Sister An..." Seeing that she was in a daze, Jiang Yien called her softly.

An Xun came back to his senses, smiled pitifully, stroked the girl's hair, kissed her forehead, and said in a soft and soft voice after joy, "I'm tired, Xiao En... sleep Let's go, I'm going to prepare lunch, haven't you tasted 'mother's taste' for a long time?"

She didn't say a word of distress, but it seemed that every word was distressing.

Jiang Yien smiled sweetly: "It's the taste of Sister An!" Then, he jumped up, casually grabbed a piece of An Xun's pajamas from the cabinet, put it on, and rolled up his sleeves: "Of course I want the food made by Sister An, However, how about trying Baby En's crafting today?"

"Baby?" An Xun's eyebrows and eyes were startled, he was stunned for a while, and couldn't help snorting: "I really don't know how to be ashamed..."

Jiang Yien thrust her waist back and said, "Oh! I beg you to take one bite at a time when the curtains are closed!", tilted her head and snorted, and left the bedroom angrily.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, her face turned red again, and she didn't catch up immediately. The rare ease between her and the girl made her very pleased.Sitting on the edge of the bed to ease her strength, she lowered her eyebrows and touched the hickey marks left by the girl on her body, reminiscing about the lingering warmth, full of nostalgia.

Listening to the tinkling sound coming from the kitchen, I felt the long-lost warmth and joy in my heart.With soft and light steps, she got up, put on her pajamas, wrapped a waistcoat, walked to the kitchen door, and looked at the busy back of the girl, her eyes were watery.Can't help but get closer, and put the girl into his arms from behind, rubbing hands with her, whispering confession:

"Xiao En, thank you for coming back."

Jiang Yien's whole body softened, he turned off the fire and put down the spatula, took off his apron and wiped the oil from his hands, hugged An Xun, and kissed her softly against her neck: "Don't say thank you, you said it was also My home, if I don’t come back, where else can I go?”

An Xun nodded, choked up and didn't answer.

Jiang Yien sighed softly, and continued to comfort her: "Sister An, in the past, I only cared about loving you, and I let you bear all the hard work and entanglement. I know what you worry about in your heart. You have to believe that I really love you by my side. very happy."

Do your best, just hope that you can feel the same happiness.

An Xun's heart was warm.

"I believe, I believe everything you say."

When you fall in love, how much you are grateful and how much you are indebted can't be counted.

"Xiao En, I love you, more than you can imagine."

Jiang Yien's nose was sour, tears could not stop falling from joy.After a long voyage, she has heard a lot of I love you, and she has never had a ripple in her heart. Only this gentle and calm voice slowly sent out, which made her most ecstatic.

"Sister An, my sister An..." The lingering embrace became more and more forceful, crushing the heart full of love, and melting it into the other person's body: "I love you, and I will always love you more than you love me. points. You are not allowed to rob me, I am young, you have to give way to me."

An Xun smiled, and said softly: "Okay, just one point, no more, I won't let it go."

In the afternoon of the holiday, it is leisurely and comfortable, the dishwasher is humming muffled, and the restaurant still has the lingering fragrance of home-cooked cooking. Sweetness and missing are nestled in the corner of the sofa.

Jiang Yien sat on the carpet, repairing the Lego castle on the coffee table bit by bit, picked up the last building block that An Xun left for her, and finally pieced together a lonely waiting.

Looking back at An Xun who was nestling on the sofa with a book in his hands, seeing her always quiet appearance, his heart was filled with admiration, and his eyes were smudged with water, he didn't want to say thank you anymore, but he still Can't help but confess: "Sister An, thank you for waiting for me, thank you for loving me."

An Xun raised his eyes to look at her, smiled lightly, and then returned his eyes to read between the lines: "You're welcome."

Needless to say, it is affectionate enough.

At night, there was another sublime joy, the bright moonlight melted into the fragrant sweat, fueled by extreme satisfaction, An Xun once again gave up forbearance and restraint, and groaned softly.

In the end, Jiang Yien, just like before, got up with his sleepy consciousness to scrub An Xun clean.Then he didn't forget to bring a glass of warm water, took out two stomach medicines from the bedside table, and fed her to drink.

She held An Xun's hand and rubbed it to warm it up, and then rubbed her stomach: "Is it not hurting today? I think you don't have much strength for a day, so you'd better take the medicine for two more days, or you're afraid of repeating it. Don't be too nervous." Don't worry, the stomach problem needs to be cured slowly, I will accompany you."

An Xun smiled gently, feeling warm in his heart, held Jiang Yien's hand, moved it from his stomach to his waist, and said in a weak and soft voice: "The stomach pain has long since disappeared, and your strength has been exhausted by you." , see what time is it? I, an old man, how can I stand your troubles from morning till night..."

Jiang Yien's eyes widened and he forgot what he was supposed to say, and she couldn't answer it after all.An Xun's coquettish and soft-hearted complaints were simply teasing, and made her heart that hadn't cooled down yet hot again.

She didn't expect An Xun to be so straightforward. Thinking about it, although her sister An has always been shy about expressing her feelings, she always seems to be open and honest about these physical matters.

She got into the quilt and hugged An Xun, kissed on the cheek: "I'm sorry, but you should be blamed for this."

"Blame me?" An Xun's weak tone was obviously startled, and he laughed at himself, "Yeah, blame me for getting old."

"No! It's because you're so beautiful. As soon as I get close to you, there's nothing I can do..." She sniffed the fragrance on An Xun's neck, rubbed An Xun's side waist, if she didn't feel sorry for An Xun's body, She can't wait to make another round.

"Naughty again..."

An Xun closed his eyes, scolding softly, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.Under the considerate care of the girl, she fell asleep.

For a moment, as if thinking of something suddenly, her breathing froze for a moment, then she shrank into the quilt, pressed against the girl's chest, in the warm embrace, heard the beating heartbeat, and the tense nerves, finally completely relieved.

"Xiao En, Missing has no heartbeat..." With a sleepy tone, it was extraordinarily lazy and affectionate.

"Miss?" Jiang Yien was stunned for a second, and then immediately thought of the little bear she left behind with only a beating heart. When she and Tiantian were brought together during the day, she noticed that her heart stopped beating.When she heard that the little bear had a name, she couldn't help feeling soft and sad. It was because she didn't think carefully and didn't take into account that the battery was not durable, which made her An Xiaoai sad.

It was only later that she realized that An Xun huddled under the quilt not to keep warm, but to lean on her chest and miss her heartbeat.The feeling of being needed is overwhelming.

"It should be Tiantian who took away the missing heartbeat." She patted An Xun's back lightly, and whispered comfortingly: "Don't be afraid, my heart will always beat for you."

An Xun was half asleep and half awake, moved his lips and teeth slightly, and said softly, "Got it, good boy..." Before he finished speaking, his consciousness faded away.

The words seemed to be soaked in honey, sticky and unclear, Jiang Yien listened with satisfaction, after two and a half years, she finally stopped relying on drugs, hugged her lover, and gradually fell asleep comfortably.

When she fell asleep, she called her lover sweetly.

An Xun's light sleep was finally awakened by the cry of little love and sister.Seeing the smile on the corner of the little girl's mouth, knowing that she was having a sweet dream, she was relieved.

Gently comforting the girl's back, the girl called out and responded gently.He didn't go back to sleep until the sound dissipated, he smiled and kissed the girl's forehead lightly, and murmured "Good boy".

No matter how mature and strong, no matter how dependable and trustworthy, she is also the child she protects in her heart.

The first day of returning to work after vacation was also the first day that Jiang Yien joined Renzhuo with a new look. The two returned to work, and they were not busy with each other like they were in the gossip group.

An Xun still had that cold face, even when facing Jiang Yien, it was still business.Some colleagues were concerned, but she just said flatly: "There is no breakup, it is working time now."

The spring breeze on Jiang Yien's face was peachy, but he couldn't hide it at all.She was also used to how An Xun looked like a different person at home and in the hospital. Not only was she not disappointed, but she was very proud of the love and tenderness that belonged to her alone.

A few older doctors took advantage of the break to take care of her who had returned from her studies.Only Su Wen, taking advantage of An's search for a doctor, counted Jiang Yien from head to toe.

I didn't mention anything about feelings, I just talked about my frizzy hair, dirty clothes, these innocuous complaints.To sum it up, it's: "Tsk tsk tsk... It's been two years since I've seen you, why are you so ugly?"

After getting along with Li Min for a long time, he has gradually gained sense of proportion, and no longer makes jokes about people's pain points. Right now, he only dares to ridicule like this because Jiang Yien is considered a beautiful sister.

"Oh brother, I know you are angry with me because of Sister An, I will explain to you slowly in the future ~ I am back now, so please don't bully me..." Jiang Yien begged for mercy coquettishly.

Su Wen gave her a disgusted look, raised his eyebrows and curled his lips and said, "Okay, anyway... welcome back." Then, he rubbed Jiang Yien's hair like scratching a hen's coop, and walked away enchantingly.

An Xun happened to come out of the consultation room and saw that Jiang Yien was alone outside the door, his eyes could not help softening a lot, only because he was working, he restrained his love, and asked in a normal tone: "Are you still getting used to it? "

"Yeah! Ren Zhuo is better, everyone loves me very much, hehe..." Jiang Yien's face was filled with a long-lost proud smile belonging to the group favorite.

An Xun nodded and smiled relievedly: "That's good. I'm going to have an operation in a while. If you're okay, come in and observe."

Just as Jiang Yien was about to answer, a figure younger and more immature than her came running from the corner of the corridor, breaking into her sight all the way.

"Teacher An! I succeeded! I completed a closed drainage independently!"