bad derailment

On the way back, I carried Yao Yao to Jiang Qiushi's house.The kitten has fully adapted to switching between the two environments. As soon as it enters the door, it naturally jumps on the table and wags its tail comfortably.

After dinner, Jiang Qiushi and I found a movie we had talked about before and sat on the sofa to watch it.Stepping into September, the weather at night is slightly cool, and I leaned against him, unknowingly feeling a little sleepy.

Maybe it's the lack of autumn, and literary films are too suitable for falling asleep. When I opened my eyes again, I already had an extra blanket on my body, and the movie rolled up the credits and soothing music.

If he didn't know where he ran, Jiang Qiushi seemed to notice my movement, turned his head and asked softly, "Did I wake you up?"

I raised my head from his shoulder in embarrassment, still a little dizzy, "No, I had a dream just now, and I woke up suddenly after the dream... What is the ending of the movie?"

"A not very good ending," Jiang Qiushi paused for a moment, pursed his lips and smiled, "Where's your dream?"

"Can not remember."

I tried to recall the fragments in my mind, but the content was broken into pieces like light and shadow. I shook my head in vain, "It shouldn't be a good dream."

Jiang Qiushi turned off the video, and his voice revealed a faint soothing voice: "It's very late, if you're tired, go back to the bedroom and take a shower first, I'll get you clothes, and you can change after washing."

I still haven't recovered from the half-dream and half-awake state. When I heard the word 'bathing', I felt sleepy even more, so I nodded and said 'yes'.

Jiang Qiushi took out the clothes I had worn overnight, and waited for hot water to wash away the chaos and drowsiness from my unkempt hair before I suddenly realized what I promised just now.

He was so natural, he skipped the question and put the options in front of him, so that I didn't even think about the deep meaning behind the words. I didn't realize it until this moment-this is Jiang Qiushi's home.

I often come to Jiang Qiushi's house, but I never stay overnight.

The memories of that rainy night are always subconsciously avoided, and Jiang Qiushi's hand is still hurt just after we established the relationship. Except for the occasional intimacy, he and I have no other transgressive behaviors.

When facing Jiang Qiu, it is difficult for me to have too much reverie.He feels too clean and measured, as if he doesn't even have the slightest bit of subtle fantasies about love.

I was a little short-circuited for a while, thinking that the shell was stuck here, but in the end I was allowed to let nature take its course.He closed his shaggy head, changed his clothes and walked out of the bathroom. When he got out, he saw Jiang Qiushi who was sitting by the bed with his book closed, looking up appropriately.

After he took off the lens to cover his gaze, it was especially clear and quiet, as if he could look into the bottom of his heart at a glance.I stopped breathing for a short time, and the ideological construction that I had done was shaken precariously again, and I unconsciously felt flustered.

"Are you going to take a shower?"

Jiang Qiushi said, "I washed it in the bathroom of the guest room."

I may have been blinded by the fog just now, and after holding back for a long time, I said, "Then am I going to sleep here tonight?"

It was only after I said it that I realized how stupid this sentence was, and I almost wanted to dig a hole for myself to slip in.Jiang Qiushi didn't show any expression that would make me more embarrassed, he pulled his lips and smiled, "You can go to the guest room to sleep, or you can sleep here, but the bed in the guest room is not covered with quilts, it will be a little troublesome to do it now."

The implication is that there is only one choice left.I pretended to be calm after thinking about it, "Don't bother, I'll just sleep here."

Jiang Qiushi gave up the seat beside him, the double bed was just enough space for two people.I lay down on that side while suppressing my tension, and I was very close to his breath in an instant.

"Do you want me to turn off the light?" Jiang Qiushi asked from the side, his voice sounded like it was close to the ear, slightly numb.

Many images flashed through my mind at once, but in fact, the sleepiness dissipated as early as after taking a shower.Those words were all stuffed in his mouth and it was difficult to say. He hesitated for a few seconds and finally turned into a sentence: "Okay."

With a 'snap', the whole room fell into darkness, I slowed down my breathing, and the movement around me was extremely vivid under the magnified senses.Jiang Qiushi lay down, only a distance away from turning over, and the body temperature passed along the bed sheet quietly, as if wrapping me from the inside out until it was inseparable.

I tried to make myself fall asleep, but I just woke up from a dream, sober.

It has become a different kind of torture.

I don't know how long it has passed, but it was so long that I finally felt a little drowsy. Jiang Qiushi turned over and made some slight movements, which instantly dispelled my little drowsiness.

I tensed up involuntarily, waited for a while, and tried to move my body.During the process, the fading under the quilt suddenly encountered a heat source, and after it stopped, the brain went blank for a few seconds.

That was the temperature of Jiang Qiushi.

I froze and didn't move. It took me a long time to tentatively turn my head and meet Jiang Qiushi's eyes that opened at some point in the darkness.

Take a breath.

He was so close that he could touch the tip of his nose if he got any closer.My eyes followed the eyebrows and moved to my lips. I heard my heartbeat like a drum, trembling every now and then.

"Your heart is beating so fast."

In the darkness, Jiang Qiushi uttered a deep voice, slowly touching my tight strings.

My voice is slightly hoarse: "Why didn't you sleep?"

"I can't sleep," he seemed to pull his lower lip, unable to see clearly in the dark, "There is one more person beside me, and I'm not used to it."

"I can't sleep either."

"Aren't you tired?"

I said, "I woke up once just now, and now I don't feel sleepy anymore."

After the voice fell, Jiang Qiushi became quiet, and I didn't speak either. I looked at the other party in the silence, and I didn't know who started it first, so I couldn't help but chuckled.

The previous tension dissipated inexplicably with this smile, and after I stopped, I moved a little closer.

"Then... do you want to do something else?"

The voice is slow and tight.

Jiang Qiushi's eyelashes trembled, "What?"

I didn't answer any more, and the two breaths were intertwined and approached. He didn't avoid it, and looked at me silently, as if he had integrated all his thoughts into it.

My heart was still beating very fast, I lowered my eyes not daring to look, but driven by some vague throbbing, I touched his lips.

This kiss was different from the previous one, with an unprecedented lingering and softness, accompanied by the sound of trembling water undulating in the silent room.

I put all my senses into tracing Jiang Qiushi's lip shape. He didn't know when he became active, pressed his body, held his face and actively deepened the kiss.I responded subconsciously, breathing heavily, my brain went blank under the lack of oxygen, and I could only hear his voice along the pinna after we separated.

"is it okay?"

Jiang Qiushi's voice trembled slightly, and water vapor sprinkled on his earlobe, causing a shudder after a while.

I recovered and met his eyes, the swaying light was shining in the dark, with a rich color that I had never had before, just like the kiss after the question in the car that day, I pursed my lips silently and restrained again, with A low voice asked me 'may I'.

Such Jiang Qiushi made me feel soft-hearted, and I leaned up to kiss the corner of his lips, "Yes. You don't need to ask again next time, the answer is always yes."

As if he had received the final permission, Jiang Qiushi lowered his head and kissed the upper earlobe, neck, and collarbone little by little, with the palms that gradually descended against the skin, hot and gentle.I was immersed in a sea, and he controlled the direction of driving, swaying and surging with the waves, pursuing the most primitive throbbing, in the name of desire.

His emotional appearance was as good-looking as I thought, his brows were slightly frowned, his light-colored lips were pursed, his eyes were no longer filled with reason, and they were filled with desire little by little.It seems that a fairy who does not eat the fireworks of the world was pulled down to the mortal world, and he couldn't help being tempted to be stained with the color of the world. He called out my name in his ear, and the temperature of passion/desire was revealed by the cold tone of the voice.

"Lin Yao."

My brain was blank, I still haven't recovered from the aftertaste, and I squeezed out from my nasal cavity: "...Huh?"

Jiang Qiushi was attached to my ear, the breath was mixed with a touch of damp heat, coming from the throbbing chest, and the deep soul wanted to blend into my body together, never before so tightly without leaving any gaps.

"If I make a mistake in the future, will you forgive me?"

His voice was slightly hoarse, and he dissipated into the air like a sigh. I couldn't think, so I asked instinctively.

"what?"

Jiang Qiushi didn't answer, he didn't seem to need an answer, he leaned down and kissed my lips again, gently rubbed and penetrated, every inch of body temperature was closely intertwined.

Like this forever, never to be separated again.

I was disturbed by him and responded subconsciously.In the darkness, there seemed to be a drop of liquid falling on the cheek, which didn't belong to me, and fell smoothly along the skin.