Fall Mu

Gu Mingxuan felt that some things were indeed on a first-come-first-served basis, after all, he was not the one who led Lin Mu out from under the overpass.He suddenly realized that he shouldn't always be targeting Shu Yang before, but now that he thinks about it, he is really childish like a resentful woman, how embarrassing Lin Mu must have been at that time.

[How long has it been since Yangyang left, I miss him so much, I won't be able to see him again in this life.I don't know if his parents beat him or made things difficult for him.Did you eat well these days, did you sleep well, did you think about me, little rabbit. 】

Gu Mingxuan was really envious. He not only didn't believe in love but also resisted love since he was a child. He never knew that children fell in love like this.He regretted that he did not have an equal love relationship with Lin Mu. He kept his mouth shut and raised him as a lover, and threw him on the bed when he wanted it.But he doesn't understand, he has lived for 30 years in vain, but he doesn't even know how to fall in love.Now I understand, but it's too late.His little Mu will never come back.

Gu Mingxuan put down his notebook, knocked out a cigarette, and wanted to smoke one on the terrace.Suddenly remembered that Lin Mu hated smoking himself very much. He held the cigarette between his fingers, looked at it repeatedly, put it between his lips and snatched it away by himself, lowered his head and smiled, and carefully put the cigarette back into the box. "Xiao Mu doesn't like it, so I quit." I felt uncomfortable after putting it down, so I had to go back to the house to find something, and finally found a bucket of lollipops that Lin Mu bought before from the kitchen. He had only seen it hanging there in the supermarket. Lollipops that were torn one by one, I never thought that someone would buy and eat them in buckets.Gu Mingxuan tore open the package and put the candy in his mouth: "Xiao Mu, brother won't smoke anymore, and I will eat candy with you in the future. Can you come back?"

Since it was eating sweets, there was no need to go to the terrace. Gu Mingxuan walked around the room, still flustered, and finally picked up the violin and played a song around his neck before he could finally calm down.

In fact, he still can't believe the fact that Lin Mu is dead.He couldn't figure out how such a good person would seek death.If he really wanted to avenge his parents as he said, wouldn't he have already given himself up, and he should take his own money and live a carefree life after revenge, so there is no reason to whisper.In Lin Mu's diary, there is a strong will to survive between the lines.

Gu Mingxuan felt that this was really a fantasy farce.He could only know what Lin Mu was thinking only by continuing to read. He suddenly looked forward to his appearance, and sat on the sofa and picked up the drawing book again.It's a pity that I didn't wait for my own appearance, but I waited for someone else's appearance.Thought that Shu Yang was back, although he already knew that Shu Yang was also studying with Lin Mu in Qi Fei's school, he suddenly became a little unhappy.Is it jealous?Unexpectedly, he, the dignified young master of the Gu family, would sometimes be jealous of a little p child.

[Students like me, I have nothing to do these days, and I feel a little lonely by myself.I want to hug a soft big rabbit, I stretch out my arms, but my arms are empty.In fact, I also made some friends in school. They were all big men, and they felt that they lacked something. Maybe they wouldn't limp and hide in my arms and cry.Haha, am I really born bent?Or am I too cheap, do I feel a little bit of love when others leave?Forget it, everyone has already left, probably won't come back, I won't be considered broken love as people say. 】

The accompanying picture is a lost rabbit squatting on the ground to draw a villain, which looks a little aggrieved.

[Yangyang came back, and even came to the remedial class to be my neighbor. I never knew that his specialty was painting. Before, he only praised my paintings and never saw him hold a pen.If there is a chance, he must let him draw a rabbit, a crying rabbit.I was actually very happy that Yangyang came back, but I didn't show it, I just reached out and gave him a big hug.What else did he want to do, but I refused. After his parents didn't want to, I was actually a little scared to see him again.I have nothing to worry about, but he has a family that should be cherished. 】

[I was too careless to see Yang Yang's wrist injury in the first place. In order to come back to live with me, he even threatened his parents by cutting his wrist. How could this be possible? His parents must hate me to death.But I still took him out and opened a room. In the dark and narrow space, I would give him whatever he wanted, and I just begged him not to break my heart again.What should I do? I really can't repay such a heavy feeling.He clearly knew that I didn't feel that way about him, but he kept pushing me.I really don't know if one day I leave him, will he still be able to live well.Help, Alexander.But fortunately you are back, just come back, I really miss you. 】

There are no pictures in these two articles, and it can be seen that Lin Mu is in a very chaotic mood.

However, Gu Mingxuan could tell that Shu Yang used his own way, and his love gradually crossed Lin Mu's defense line.To be loved so carefully without knowing it, I and Lin Mu should have felt the same way, and suddenly felt that the two were more like confidants.Gu Mingxuan thought that Lin Mu's tricks against him were all learned from Shu Yang.In fact, he was wrong. To love someone is to be desperate and involuntary. Everything is moved from the heart and from the heart. I have long ignored the means and tricks. It is not deliberate, but I love the other person too much.

But Gu Mingxuan hasn't had the chance to truly enjoy all of this in his heart, and his love has not really begun, but it has already come to an end.

The hard work paid off, and Gu Mingxuan finally waited for his appearance when the bond between Lin Mu and Shu Yang was just about to warm up.

[Hi everyone, my name is Gu Mingxuan.Tsk tsk, who is this guy? Why is there such a handsome substitute teacher? My heart beats faster when I look at him. I don't like him.How to do how to do?Damn, I almost got hard, irritable, and wanted to possess him, am I not crazy? 】

Gu Mingxuan sneered: "Little bastard, you just met brother, and you want to rebel against brother?" He probably guessed that this article was written by Lin Mu in his own class. People who are distracted don't listen well and draw it. After a painting, he followed him all the way.Later, I suddenly showed white like myself, and ran away when I stuffed the painting. I guess I was afraid of being beaten.

When Gu Mingxuan saw this, his heart was really sweet, like eating a big white rabbit toffee. It was completely different from Lin Mu's state of mind when he followed him back then. He was actually awkward with himself at that time.Now he knows, it turns out that his boy really likes him, not revenge, not hypocrisy, but pure liking, just like him, falling in love with him at first sight.