Fall Mu

【I went back to the dormitory wearing clothes that didn’t belong to me. It’s impossible to say that I’m not guilty. Yang Yang sat on the bed in my dormitory, looking very mentally ill. He probably didn’t sleep all night. I said I wouldn’t let him wait. mine.Alas, I am cheating.I'm a real scum, I don't know how to cherish someone who loves me, so I have to go outside to stick my hot face on other people's cold ass.

Yang Yang was very wronged, he pulled my clothes and wanted to take them off, how could I dare to take them off, the marks on my body were too heavy, and I was too ashamed.During the tearing, Yangyang suddenly became hysterical. This was the first time he got angry with me. I knew that he had been crying all night, crying hard.I was distressed and kissed his tears. He hugged me and wanted me to have him, but I ruthlessly rejected him.I'm really tired. I was dismantled and reassembled like a Transformer last night, and now my legs are shaking.And I really didn't dare to take off my clothes, if Yang Yang saw the injuries all over my body, he would definitely continue to cry again.

It's obviously my fault, why should someone else bear it? I don't want him to cry.I also don't want to touch him, because I feel dirty, I am not the original me, I am no longer worthy of Yang Yang.At this moment, I can only hold him tightly, trying to stop his tears in my arms.I heard him say it's good to come back, don't go away.I did not speak again. 】

Gu Mingxuan was really aggrieved. He didn't know that Lin Mu had a boyfriend, let alone that the two had such an extraordinary relationship.Faced with Shu Yang's deep affection, Lin Mu should be really at a loss.Probably this is what people say, not meeting the right person at the right time.Now he found his right time, but lost the lover beside him.

【Yangyang and I will never go back to the past, and I am the least qualified to say sad.We didn't really break up, and neither of us had the heart to say that, but there was no way I could ever regain an intimate relationship with him.At first I thought it was because the traces all over my body didn't want to be seen by him, but later all the traces disappeared, and I wanted to try to comfort Yangyang again.But when I was lying on top of him, my eyes were in a mess, and I actually thought that that person would not be the same as me at this moment, panting on other men and women, just thinking about it makes me go crazy with jealousy.I hugged Yang Yang and cried because of jealousy, guilt, and my powerlessness...

Later, Yangyang couldn't bear to let me try again, and we two officially entered a relationship closer than relatives, but I knew he still loved me, and I could only pretend not to know about it.While occupying his favor, I am incapable of loving him in a true sense.It's really scumbag.I should be separated from him, completely broken, maybe it is good for him, but it is really difficult to do this.

And my soul, my love, has been given to that person, to the person who just treats me as a plaything.After that time, he still wanted to lend me money from Principal Qi, so he didn't want to see me that much?After seeing the amount, I was really scared to death. Is this much money just to get rid of me?My heart is really messed up. 】

Gu Mingxuan's identity plummeted, and his address in Lin Mu's diary changed from "Brother Xuan" to "that person." How disgusted he was, Gu Mingxuan silently took another lollipop.

[I'm going crazy, that person recently, why does he always come to substitute for the class?I really dare not look at him, I can get hard just by looking at him, it's so beautiful.Every time he came to substitute, Yangyang would quarrel with me.Can you blame me? The classes he substitutes are all irregular, and I can't predict in advance and then hide out.In fact, I dreaded seeing him, and looked forward to seeing him even more.How could he be willing to hide out? 】

Gu Mingxuan said softly to himself: "Little bastard, you have been coveting me for a long time, huh?" After finishing speaking, he closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa with his whole body, and let out a long sigh of relief: "Xiao Mu, brother misses you! "

[I went back to the dormitory today to pack up my things and move them to Brother Xuan's house. Actually, I don't have anything to take, I just found an excuse to go back and say goodbye to Yang Yang. "Xiao Mu, don't others know that I don't know? You don't have any 0 traits in you. You are strong, proud and cold, and you are a natural 1. Why do you have to humiliate yourself like this? Am I not good enough for you? I would rather be female. Don't you want to look at me even if you are a pet under a man?" Yang Yang questioned me like this.

It turned out that he knew all about it, but I didn't tell the truth because of my self-esteem.I had nothing to say, so I left silently.Yangyang cried to see me leave, he didn't take the matter of saving me from Tianqiao, he didn't take the matter of cutting his own wrists, he didn't use anything to force me to stay, because he couldn't bear to embarrass me.I knew he was setting himself back, which made it harder for me.Yang Yang, I'm sorry.

Speaking of which, I really want to love Brother Xuan well up there.Speaking of traits, Brother Xuan has a lot of zero traits, gentle and affectionate, and loves beauty. He seems to be domineering, but in fact, all of them are children acting coquettishly, like an extremely insecure child, and being with him is more like Children play house and threaten me when things go wrong, thinking that I am afraid of him, but in fact it is just letting him in in another way.Brother Xuan is really cute, I really hope that one day I will let him have a taste of being down there, maybe I will fall in love with it.I will take good care of Brother Xuan. 】

For the first time after a long absence, another picture appeared. It was a picture of Gu Mingxuan sitting on the bed with his legs spread apart. The parts that should be covered were covered, but the straight and long legs were just for looking at. When it comes to painting, I want people to touch it.

Gu Mingxuan touched his thigh subconsciously, and was immediately taken aback by his behavior.He touched the stubble that he had grown from not sleeping all night, and remembered that Lin Mu tied him up and raped him that day. It didn't feel too bad. If Lin Mu hadn't left then, maybe he would have compromised like this. Stretching his chin, he said to himself: "Could it be that I really have zero qualities?"

Gu Mingxuan's heart was suddenly warmed by being cared in the palm of his hand by a child ten years younger than himself as a younger child.He knew that there was never such thing as domineering in his character, he had always had a good temper, and he would not do whatever he wanted with the person on the bed without hesitation even if he spent money.

But as long as Lin Mu is paired up, he is always inexplicably more angry. When he is in the mood, he will pick up people and throw them on the bed at any time. He likes to bully people. …I just want to toss him for no reason, make things difficult for him, watch him cry, watch him beg for mercy, watch the other party endlessly accommodating and compromising with himself.In order to fill the lack of inner emotions.