The love of killing pigs

Luck is such a mysterious thing.

For example, Qin Yan, a while ago he was still at the end of the day, but in the blink of an eye, the choice was in his hands.

There are two paths in front of him, either retiring from the world and living an ordinary life 40 years in advance; or staying in City B, working to earn money like most young people, and fighting for the little carrot hanging above his head.

Qin Yan was at a loss for the answer vaguely emerging in his heart. He promised Wang Zili to think about it seriously, and asked the other party not to tell others about his thoughts of leaving City B.Wang Zili agreed, patted Qin Yan on the shoulder with an expression of "I really don't understand feelings", and sent him out of the office.

Speechless all the way.

When the two returned home, Wen Chengxu suggested watching a movie, and Qin Yan couldn't help but watch a 3-hour crime drama with the other party.After reading it, Qin Yan continued to absent-mindedly help the kitchen wash the vegetables, completely unaware that his expression showed signs of compromise.After eating, Wen Chengxu said that he smelled of oily smoke and went to take a bath.

Qin Yan was washing dishes in the kitchen alone.After he had sorted things out and cleaned the range hood carefully, Wen Chengxu hadn't come out yet.Qin Yan had nothing to do, so he sat in the living room and stared blankly at the priceless oil painting.

From being terrified at the beginning to becoming more and more fascinated now, Qin Yan always had an inexplicable thought in his heart.As if he could save himself by comforting the crying child.

Why on earth would he cry so sadly?

Unknowingly, a long time passed, and Qin Yan suddenly woke up from his contemplation.He glanced at his watch, Wen Chengxu had been in the shower for nearly 40 minutes, which was a bit abnormal.Qin Yan got up and knocked on the bathroom door, but he didn't get any response for a long time.With a bad feeling in his heart, Qin Yan pushed the door open and went in.

In the next second, his feet were soaked.Looking up, Wen Chengxu was lying naked in the bathtub.The surface of the water seemed to be a canvas, only painted with two colors: the pale skin and the thick black hair.Qin Yan yelled subconsciously, and he rushed to the bathtub, only to see a corpse-like face soaked here, with an ominous gray-white appearance on the handsome outline.

As if someone had covered his mouth and nose, Qin Yan was instantly overwhelmed by a strong sense of suffocation, and chills scrambled to flow out from every pore of his body.Qin Yan didn't have time to think about anything else, so he stretched out his hand to pull Wen Chengxu, and then dragged him from the coffin-like white container to the ground with all his might.

Qin Yan's throat was vibrating, and he tried to wake up the person in his arms with a voice he couldn't hear at all.He could feel that the other party was still alive, because the warm vitality remained under that thin layer of skin.

Like in the TV series, Qin Yan knelt on the ground with one leg, pressed the other knee against the opponent's abdomen, let Wen Chengxu's head hang down, and pressed his lower abdomen and back fiercely at the same time.After a few strokes, the mindless person spit out a lot of water.Qin Yan saw that it was effective, and immediately repeated it several times. After the other party stopped spitting water, he laid the person flat, performed mouth-to-mouth artificial respiration, and at the same time pressed the position of the heart for cardiopulmonary resuscitation.

After a few minutes, Wen Chengxu finally opened his eyelids with great difficulty, but his eyes were still loose.Qin Yan then instructed his tongue and vocal cords to call the other party's name.

Slowly, Wen Chengxu's pupils finally had some light.Seeing this, Qin Yan hurriedly transferred the wet person to the sofa in the living room.He wanted to call an ambulance, but Wen Chengxu waved his hand weakly.Seeing his lips moving slightly, Qin Yan no longer cared about being awkward, picked up a spare pair of hearing aids from the shoe cabinet, and hurriedly stuffed them into the ear canal.With the help of scientific equipment, the auditory center of the brain finally received some weak sound sources.It's just that the effect is like being separated by several layers of quilts.

"I just wanted to take a bath, but I was so tired that I fell asleep." Wen Chengxu smiled and raised his hand to stroke Qin Yan's hair, "I'm sorry for making you anxious."

Qin Yan didn't buy it, his face was less bloody than the other's: "I don't believe it! Did you do it on purpose?!"

Wen Chengxu responded with an awkward smile and silence to Qin Yan's question.

Qin Yan could actually sense that the other party had some psychological problems.He thinks too much of himself, it's always a bit abnormal for one person to depend too much on another, but Qin Yan didn't take it seriously.Contemporary people range from anxiety to depression, and people who are physically and mentally healthy are even rarer than the legendary water monkeys.But he didn't expect Wen Chengxu to do such a terrible thing tonight.It is self-evident what the incentive is.

"You fucking have the ability to commit suicide, but talk!" Qin Yan was in a hurry.

The person in his arms shivered.

It was only then that Qin Yan realized that maybe his shouting was too loud, so he lowered his voice: "I didn't promise Mr. Wang to go back to work."

Wen Chengxu smiled noncommittally, and then coughed violently for a while.

Qin Yan repeated ruthlessly here: "Really."

Wen Chengxu lowered his eyes: "But you will go back sooner or later. You like this place and that person. You will pretend to think about it for a while, and then tell me that you are still young and you want to stay in City B and work hard. You are so smart and will do your job well. Well done, you will be promoted, you will give me back the money bit by bit, and then draw a line with me. And that person will keep looking for opportunities to get close to you, you will soften your heart, accept his apology, and reunite with him. Get back together. You will take Miss Fang and her two children to a picnic on a sunny afternoon, and then kiss in the sun, just like all couples in the world. You will occasionally think of me as a doctor, and you will Feel a little sorry, but that's all."

Qin Yan couldn't help opening his mouth wide.Wen Chengxu's words were like a mirror, clearly reflecting the shameful thoughts in his subconscious mind.Qin Yan felt ashamed of his self-indulgent sentimentality.

"I'm so jealous of Jiang Chuannong. He hurt you so badly that you almost died in it, but you still can't let him go." Wen Chengxu's voice was hoarse and weak, "Why are all the people I loved gone? They don't even want me. I just want to love someone well, is this too much to ask?"

Qin Yan didn't know what to say.Wen Chengxu seemed to have saved up all his willfulness and unwillingness in the past, waiting for this moment to squander them all.

"During the time I was with you, I seemed to be back when I was a child. It was the happiest and happiest time in my life. So I carefully calculated every day, lest you suddenly disappear tomorrow. But between us Suddenly, you came here on your own initiative. You appeared in the consulting room, blinked at me, and asked me for help silently, just like..."

Wen Chengxu paused, "Gogo, I was really depressed just now, so I wanted to hide under the water to be quiet. But that feeling is so good that I can't bear to come out. If I don't come out, I won't have to face Ling Am I a coward when it comes to human suffering?"

Qin Yan couldn't imagine a stronger attachment than this in the world.His nose was sore, and thin tears welled up in his eyes.

So be it, Qin Yan thought, even if this feeling of being desperately needed is an impostor for love.In any case, Wen Chengxu was the light that shone in when he was most depressed and helpless. Although it was full of dust that couldn't be seen clearly, it was warm after all.

"I'm not going back to work," Qin Yan hugged the person on the sofa, buried his head in the other's chest, and said, listening to the faint heartbeat inside, "I'll accompany you to the south."

Wen Chengxu's pupils gradually focused: "Really?"

"Really." Qin Yan's answer was short and forceful, and he didn't allow himself to consider other options.

"Then I'll clean up tomorrow, shall we leave the day after tomorrow?" Wen Chengxu gave a deadline.

Qin Yan took a deep breath: "Okay."

***

It was very windy on the day of departure, and large swaths of clouds passed over the city, looking very hurried.

Before entering the airport, Qin Yan stopped and looked outside.When he came to City B, he was empty-handed, and now he was about to leave, and he still had nothing of his own, so he really came and went naked without any worries.

"Gogo, let's go." Wen Chengxu held Qin Yan's hand tightly, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

Qin Yan had no luggage, and all his things were at Jiang Chuannong's place, so it was impossible to pick them up with a shy face.Speaking of which, the only thing Qin Yan wanted to take away was the "Fool" given to him by the Tarot master; and the RDF certificate that he cruelly threw away.The former proves a darkly humorous love affair that ended without a cause, while the latter proves his little talent in design.

Qin Yan withdrew his gaze, put on an obedient expression, and followed Wen Chengxu to check in.Everything went well, the two ate something in the airline's lounge, and when the time was almost up, they walked to the boarding gate.

Before boarding the plane, Qin Yan said that he was going to the bathroom, and Wen Chengxu also followed.But at this time, a call came in, Wen Chengxu connected and started talking to the other side.Through the hearing aid, Qin Yan judged that the call was probably from the cleaning company, and it seemed that the other party had broken something.Qin Yan then gestured to Wen Chengxu, asking him to call on the spot to solve the problem, and to go and return quickly by himself.

After going to the bathroom, Qin Yan came out of the bathroom after tidying up.Not far from him, there happened to be two girls talking loudly with excited expressions.

"Sienna is too miserable!"

And Sienna was Fang Qianyun's name when she was the up host.Qin Yan's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously approached those two people.

"What's the matter, I'm so pissed off! I've been paying attention to it for so long, but I didn't expect it to be such a verdict!"

"Isn't it said on the Internet that the chances of winning are great?"

"Actually, the chances of winning were not great before, because Sienna didn't have a stable income. But the lawyer he hired was very good, so public opinion has always been in the upper hand. As a result, the court opened today, and the man showed a hospital certificate, saying that he had asthenospermia. The child is a gift from God, the only continuation of his life. He immediately won the sympathy of the court."

"Damn it, was it judged by a male judge? Men will empathize with men!"

Qin Yan confirmed that the Sienna in the mouth of the other party was Fang Qianyun.He immediately leaned forward.

"Excuse me, is the Sienna you're talking about the up owner who recently filed a custody lawsuit?"

"Correct!"

"The child has been awarded to the man?!" Qin Yan couldn't believe it.

A girl replied: "It's more than that! The court ruled that the two children will be raised by the woman before the age of 3, and Sienna has full custody rights. The man will pay 20% of his after-tax income. 3-5 years old During this period, they will be raised in turn on a quarterly basis, and the expenses will be shared equally. From 5 to 18 years old, the two children will be raised by the man, who has full custody rights. In addition, Sienna has to pay 20% of the income as child support. You say, Is this a fucking human being?"

Another girl added: "Sienna couldn't accept it at all, and she fainted immediately. Who can accept it? The baby born after so much suffering was snatched away in such a high-sounding way. If it really develops like this, I will be the first tomorrow." Go cut the uterus!"