The love of killing pigs

When Qin Yan came back to his senses, he had already run out with his legs on others.

He knew in his heart that no matter what, he had to discuss it with Wen Chengxu to see if he could leave a few days later.But Qin Yan became more and more timid when he got to this kind of time, and he didn't even have the courage to face the opponent directly.So while he was waiting for the bus, he sent a message in a very ostrich manner, saying that something difficult happened to Fang Qianyun, and he had to go and take a look.He told Wen Chengxu to go back to N city first, and go to him in two days.

After a long time, the other party only replied with one word: good.

Qin Yan knew that Wen Chengxu must be angry, but there was nothing he could do, he was alone, and he couldn't take care of the other side.When the empty car arrived, Qin Yan jumped into the taxi and told the driver to drive to the city center first.

The car was speeding on the airport road, and the open windows allowed the cold air to flow in the car. Qin Yan took a deep breath of the cold winter, and his limbs relaxed. It seemed that from this second, he just Really out of jail.

This long-lost feeling of freedom surprised Qin Yan himself.After all, the days of "cohabitation" with Wen Chengxu were not bad.The other party is very gentle and gentleman, never forcing himself, taking care of food and drink, and caring for everything.It was so good that Qin Yan sometimes felt that he was not an adult with complete arms and legs, but a cute pet whose sole purpose of existence was to accompany the owner.

When his thoughts turned to this point, Qin Yan couldn't help feeling that he was a bit masochistic.He is still not happy to be nice to him, does he have to be stabbed to be happy?He stopped himself from thinking about it, took out the new mobile phone Wen Chengxu had given him, and broadcast Fang Qianyun's number from memory.

After beeping for a while, the phone was finally connected.

"Yunyun, where are you now? I saw the verdict, don't worry, I'll find you!"

There was silence on the other side for more than ten seconds, and then a voice that was processed mechanically by the hearing aid came out: "We are at Miss Fang's house."

Qin Yan's heart twitched violently, damn it, he almost forgot about that person.

"Gogo, can you hear the voice?" the other side continued to ask.

Qin Yan thought what the fuck, I'm wearing a hearing aid.He pressed the phone without saying a word. Forty minutes later, Qin Yan appeared downstairs at Fang Qianyun's house.Before knocking on the door, he took a deep breath, mobilized his five senses to put on a business face, and repeatedly warned himself to be neither angry nor happy, to be empty of all four things, and to treat that person as a complete passerby.

The door opened, and Jiang Chuannong appeared in front of him without any surprise, but Qin Yan was still stunned, the stern lines deliberately formed on his face collapsed, he forgot the warning to himself a few minutes ago.

Qin Yan has seen the other party's maturity and refinement in suits and leather shoes, and his ruthlessness in fierce and indifferent ones, not to mention the romantic love on the bed.But at this moment, the bastard with beads of sweat on his forehead, a baby bottle held high in his left hand, and a pink square scarf in his right hand is really strange and ridiculous.

"Come in, Miss Fang is not in good spirits, she is still sleeping in the bedroom." Jiang Chuannong was not uncomfortable at all.

Qin Yan walked in with hands and feet.The room was filled with the sweet scent of human cubs. Plum Blossom and Fang Pian lay on the small bed, and they seemed to sense Qin Yan's arrival, making babbling noises.Qin Yan quickly washed his hands, and quickly walked towards the two children.

Not seeing each other for a while, the two children seem to have grown up a lot.Qin Yan couldn't help touching their bulging and tender cheeks, plum blossoms and Fang Pian laughed at the same time.The rhythm of joy hit Qin Yan's eardrums, and his eyes couldn't help but feel hot.They are going to be scrambled at such a young age, and they don't know what obstacles are waiting for them in the future. Growing up is really an extremely difficult thing.

"I'll get some milk for them," Jiang Chuannong said, "You rest for a while."

The other party's calm and open attitude really surprised Qin Yan.He slowly sat aside and looked at the man carefully from the corner of his eye.

Jiang Chuannong's next posture can be called flowing.He first put the bottle nipple into the sterilizer to sterilize, and then went to boil water.After the water temperature dropped, he poured the water into the bottles respectively according to the scale, added an appropriate amount of milk powder and shook it until the liquid in the bottle turned milky white.He dripped a few drops of milk on the back of his hand to check the temperature, and finally came over with two bottles of milk.

Qin Yan saw that the position of the famous watch on the opponent's wrist was replaced by a string of pink water bracelets.The appearance of this thing on Boss Jiang inevitably made people laugh, but the implied meaning behind it made Qin Yan feel bitter.

"Will you feed me?" Jiang Chuannong asked.

Qin Yan nodded subconsciously.

Jiang Chuannong then handed over a bottle of milk: "Come on, it's hard work for you to return to your old business."

This kind of request is reasonable, Qin Yan can't convince himself that the other party is air.He gently picked up Plum Blossom, letting the little head rest on his shoulder.When Jiang Chuannong skillfully picked up the other, the two children smoothly entered the cooking session.

An overly harmonious and warm atmosphere circulated between the two big and the small, as if those love-hate entanglements were all an illusion.The clouds disperse and the sun rises, and there is no trace of dreams.

Qin Yan's Adam's apple trembled a few times, and finally he couldn't help but ask, "How can you do this?"

"Not at first, and the child didn't even dare to touch it." Jiang Chuannong spoke slowly, his eyes carefully lingering in Qin Yan's ear, "But I think if it was you, I would definitely be able to help Miss Fangfang. I’m busy. I’ll learn little by little, and although I’m bound to be in a hurry, I’ll get used to it if I do too much.”

Qin Yan was dumbfounded, the only sound in the room was the sound of sucking hard.

"You always wear hearing aids, do your ears hurt?" Jiang Chuannong asked.

Qin Yan shook his head, wanting to say that he didn't usually carry it, but felt that such an explanation was redundant.

"Gogo," Jiang Chuannong paused, "Do you still hate me?"

Qin Yan shook his head again, that matter was ultimately his own fault.As for the others, he had long since lost the energy to get to the bottom of it and distinguish right from wrong.

Jiang Chuannong: "But I hate you."

Qin Yan: "..."

"I don't know how to describe my mood at that time, maybe I'm crazy. Logic and rationality are all burned to ashes by the old fire." Jiang Chuannong looked at Qin Yan and smiled wryly.

Qin Yan didn't dare to look at the other person's expression, and didn't dare to recall "that time".

"I didn't tell you the whole story about Mr. Xu back then. My dad showed me his file, and I realized that he got married and had children when he was in his hometown. For the convenience of the children, he came to this city to go to school, so..." Jiang Chuan Nong couldn't go on.

Until now, Qin Yan finally understood Jiang Chuannong's knot in his heart towards the words "wife and child".To say that these two people are really in the same boat, one is a married teacher who pretends to lie to students' feelings, and is willing to suffer for the sake of future generations; the other is a fake adult who has accumulated hatred for many years, and all revenge is on himself. body.Qin Yan was so regretful that his guts were green.If I had known this before, when I met that Teacher Xu, I should have beaten him to the teeth!Damn, the root of all evil!

"I know that it's all my fault that we have come to this point. But I still hate you, and I hate you day and night." Jiang Chuannong was afraid that the square would choke on his milk, so he fed for a while, took the bottle away, and continued to feed every few minutes , "I don't understand why you want to meddle in other people's business and make a mess of your own life."

Qin Yan thought to himself, what do capitalists know?You have always only believed in the jungle society and are responsible for your own profits and losses.

"Until...Peng Gong sent me an online video."

Qin Yan didn't understand the meaning of these words, and looked at the other party suspiciously.Jiang Chuannong took out his cell phone.

Qin Yan saw that it turned out to be the kind of video similar to the illustrated book of human sand sculpture behavior. Although the picture quality is rough, it has the vitality of grassroots.And here is actually mixed with a video of himself beating up a wretched man in a subway car for his sister.Coupled with the dynamic BGM, it is quite burning.

Fang Pian drank all the milk first, Jiang Chuan Nong held the baby upright, and after a few minutes, he began to pat his back gently until the little one hiccupped.

"I suddenly realized how rare and pure and beautiful my boyfriend is. His values ​​​​are so simple that they are almost old-fashioned. I’ve been hurt, but I’m still willing to love with all my trust and enthusiasm.”

Qin Yan's nose was unavoidably sore, and he tried desperately to tell himself that the tenderness and repentance of the other party at this moment were like puddles on the road after the rain, which would disappear after a while in the sun, but his eyes still quickly accumulated tears.

Jiang Chuannong slowly put the child on the bed: "On the other hand, I always regard myself as a miserable victim. For more than ten years, I haven't been able to get out of that snowy night."

Qin Yan listened to the other party's late confession, and while putting the plum blossom back, he secretly rubbed his arm to wipe away the tears that fell from his eyes.

"After you left that day, I asked someone to check on Dr. Wen. I really hoped to find out something famous, but I found nothing. This man was innocent, well-educated, and his father was a well-known painter. He left enough works He will eat for several lifetimes."

These words brought Qin Yan out of his sad mood.Why is Wen Chengxu's father also a painter?Could it be that the person he said was dying slowly in the mental hospital was his father?If this assumption is true, then the little boy in the painting is actually himself!Qin Yan felt an inexplicable palpitation.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Chuannong saw that Qin Yan seemed to be distracted.

"It's okay." Qin Yan sniffed hard, then gritted his teeth and said, "Jiang Chuannong, you are really shameless."

Jiang Chuannong smiled and accepted the evaluation frankly.

"Gogo, if I were you, I wouldn't be with someone who made me miserable. I was in pain, so I went to Fira, the tarot master who told our fortunes. She suggested I practice meditation to liberate myself from thinking, focus on the present moment, and experience the feeling of "unity". At that time, I will naturally understand the truest thoughts of the ontology."

Qin Yan looked at Jiang Chuannong dumbfounded, not believing that this former materialist would really follow suit.

"It was difficult at first, as soon as I closed my eyes, all kinds of distracting thoughts rushed into my mind like moths to a flame. It was full of pictures of us dating, quarreling, kissing, having sex, and parting. But I persisted every day, I'm actually used to meditation." Jiang Chuannong paused, "Once, I finally realized 'unity'."

"What kind of feeling is that?" Qin Yan subconsciously asked.

"Conscious but without thinking, the body seems to melt, contained in the whole universe, serene and tranquil. Gogo, the moment I open my eyes, I know what I want."

"what would you like?"

"I want you to change back to the energetic Leonard Qin Finch of the East Third Ring Road; I want you to love and laugh hard in the days to come, even if the person is not me. I also want Help Miss Fang win the lawsuit, and accomplish what you want to do for you."

Qin Yan wanted to cry again.Damn, can this bastard stop making himself so lofty and great.If you listen to him continue, you will fall again.

"Before Jiang Hao's lawyer proposed a settlement plan, saying that two children are not as good as one person, and they only want 100% of Fang Pian's custody rights, leaving Meihua to Ms. Fang, and promised to pay 50% of Meihua's child support before she becomes an adult. Lawyer Feng analyzed Said, this condition is actually very good, but Miss Fang does not agree, and neither do I. Because I think if you were present, you would not agree. "

Yes, Qin Yan thought, it was impossible for him to agree.One person, one, why?It is a loss of power and humiliation of the country!At this time, Qin Yan saw Jiang Chuannong standing up, approaching him, then slowly bent his legs, and put his hand on his face.

"But I didn't expect the court to make a judgment like an installment loan. I really didn't expect it. Gogo, I'm sorry."

Qin Yan opened his mouth, wanting to say that Jiang Chuannong is not bad for you.But the warm liquid had already seeped out from between the fingers a step earlier, gradually pouring down.

"I'm sorry about everything..."