the other side of the cloud

When Ni Yunxiu was in a daze, Yu Jia had already walked to Ni Yunxiu's side. He didn't introduce the origin of this house to Ni Yunxiu. He knew that Ni Yunxiu should have understood what was going on here.

He was still angry because of what Ni Yunxiu said about his current lover just now, and before Ni Yunxiu recovered from the shock, he stretched out his hand to grab his little arm and dragged him into the house.

Ni Yunxiu seems to be a little thinner than when the two broke up, and his arms are a little thinner than then.Thinking of these things, Yu Jia felt dazed and sad.

Ni Yunxiu thought he had guessed Yu Jia's intentions, for example, brought him to see this house with commemorative value and collection value. While he was shocked, he also felt sad.

But his sadness is not the same as Yu Jia's.

Yu Jia is sad because of being hurt, but Ni Yunxiu is not. He just thinks that it is not worth it for Yu Jia to do so. Let it pass when the events of the year are over. Yu Jia is still trapped in the emotions of the year, and it is not worth it.He feels sorry for Yu Jia's hurt from him, but he also feels that nothing in this world is eternal, and accepting loss is also the most important lesson in life.

Yu Jia's mother once said to him: "When he was four years old, he liked a cat very much, and he would take it with him everywhere, even to kindergarten, and said he would love it forever, and others would hug the cat away. , he started crying. There was nothing he could do, so he had to give the cat to a friend's house when he went out without the cat. He cried for several days because of this, but after that, he had to accept the reality. "

Hearing what his mother said, Ni Yunxiu felt very uncomfortable, and even felt like he could feel Yu Jia's pain at that time. He obviously didn't need to lose it, but he had to lose it because of man-made reasons.

Yu Jia's mother seemed to see through his thoughts and said: "Learning to lose is also the most important lesson. He must understand that nothing is eternal. This is what he must experience when he grows up."

Ni Yunxiu wanted to say, "But isn't he only four years old? Does it have to be like this?"

But I also know that Yu Jia's mother doesn't want to hear his words.

Having been together with Yu Jia for so many years, Ni Yunxiu thought that when they were together, they had so much happiness and connection, if they were to separate, it would be so difficult and painful. Although he thought so, he never I never thought that I would really be with Yu Jia for the rest of my life.

This feeling is very strange. Yu Jia is a person with strong emotional needs, and he is very shameless, and his emotions are released. He often asks Ni Yunxiu to promise and say things such as "I love you" and "We will be together forever". , Obviously expressing their heartfelt love to each other like this, but Ni Yunxiu clearly knew that the two would part ways one day.

The family gap between the two is too great, and the lifestyle is also very different. Yu Jia's love for him always has the very planned desire to control that adults only have, but it is childish.The possessiveness of an adult is that he always expresses the hope that Ni Yunxiu treats him as everything in his life without knowing whether it is unconsciously or deliberately, and he also imposes his own worldview on Ni Yunxiu, and his childish innocence makes people feel helpless towards him gas.

Ni Yunxiu felt that when he was with Yu Jia, he was indeed very happy, it was a beautiful love, but he didn't feel at ease at all, nor did he feel any sense of security.

Everything was so illusory that Ni Yunxiu felt uneasy.

Ni Yunxiu let Yu Jia pull him into the house, but when the door opened and he saw a beautiful and capable middle-aged woman standing by the hallway to welcome Yu Jia, he struggled subconsciously, unwilling to Yu Jia dragged his arm again.

Yu Jia glanced at him sideways, and the hand that was holding his arm became even stronger.

Sister Wen, the housekeeper, was very surprised to see Yu Jia dragging a man.Yu Jia's obsession with cleanliness is very serious, he hardly entertains guests at home, and has very high requirements on the servants and bodyguards hired at home.Once, although she had carefully told the new trainer who came to her home to guide Yu Jia’s fitness not to have any physical contact with Yu Jia, the fitness coach still accidentally touched Yu Jia, Yu Jia couldn’t stand it, and had obsessive-compulsive disorder Not only fired the new excellent coach, but also lost his temper for a long time.His attack this time scared everyone in the family including the housekeeper, bodyguards and other servants, because everyone had always thought that Yu Jia had a good temper and was just demanding too much.

Just such a person who really minds being bumped into by others, and now he is forcibly dragging another person by himself.

Yu Jia kicked off his leather shoes in the hall, and without slippers, he dragged Ni Yunxiu, who had no time to take off his sneakers, into the house.Ni Yunxiu was very embarrassed, he wanted to stop Yu Jia's domineering behavior, but he didn't know how to say it properly.

Fortunately, the housekeeper exited to rescue him, and while taking the slippers for Yu Jia that he didn't wear just now, the housekeeper chased him to change the slippers: "Mr. Yu."

Yu Jia didn't look at her, and said, "No need. Let the kitchen make something to eat."

The butler held the slippers for him, and when she saw Yu Jia blindly dragging that fair and handsome young man up the stairs, she felt shocked and worried, and wanted to rescue Ni Yunxiu, persuading him: "Mr. Yu, Mr. ...Um...do you have any taboos? What would you like to drink?"

Yu Jia turned his head and glanced at Ni Yunxiu, who was red-faced and very embarrassed, and said, "He eats as I like."

Ni Yunxiu didn't want the servants in Yu Jia's house to see him and Yu Jiala arguing, so he whispered to Yu Jia: "Can we talk properly? My shoes are dirty, let me take them off, or the floor of your house will be ruined." It's all dirty."

Yu Jia still ignored him and dragged him upstairs.

Ni Yunxiu was helpless, this may be the only embarrassing moment in his life.He didn't care about other people's opinions as much as he does now. Since he became a teacher, the requirements of teachers' morality and demeanor have always come to his mind, making him pay more and more attention to his words and deeds.

Although he asked the gentleman to be cautious and independent, Ni Yunxiu obviously had not reached such a high level. If there were no outsiders, he would not be so afraid of losing face, but at this time there was an outsider, the housekeeper, so Ni Yunxiu was even more embarrassed.

He was also afraid that he would trample Yu Jia's house dirty, and Yu Jia didn't clean it himself. Couldn't it be his servants who got tired in the end?

Ni Yunxiu had no choice but to beg Yu Jia, saying: "Wait a minute, I won't run away, can you let me take off my shoes?"

Only then did Yu Jia stop, but he didn't let go of his arm.

Exhausted, Ni Yunxiu took off his shoes with one hand, and said to the housekeeper who was standing respectfully in the living room, "Sorry, I'm sorry."

The butler looked at him, and then looked at Yu Jia, who was about to come to the storm with a gloomy face, in fear. Stop Yu Jia's behavior.

Seeing that Ni Yunxiu had taken off his shoes, Yu Jia continued to drag him upstairs. Being dragged by him, Ni Yunxiu kept saying, "Okay, okay, let's be reasonable, let's talk about something, shall we?"

The second floor is all Yu Jia's private domain, including his large bedroom, study, cloakroom and collection room.

Walking up the stairs and turning a corner, it was the door of his bedroom. As the device swiped his face, the door opened automatically.

Ni Yunxiu saw that the decoration in this house had an elegant and classical atmosphere, but he didn't expect these places to be so technological. He was curious about the door, and was pushed into the room by Yu Jia.

Ni Yunxiu wanted to reason with Yu Jia and said, "Really, getting angry can't solve any problems. If there is something, let's talk about it. Everyone is in their early thirties, and it's not a student time, is it?"

Yu Jia took off the white socks on his feet and threw them on the ground, took off the casual suit and threw it on the sofa beside him, undid the diamond and sapphire cufflinks of the shirt inside and threw them on the sofa, and then began to slowly Unbutton your shirt.

Ni Yunxiu frowned and stood aside watching Yu Jia take off his clothes, because Yu Jia had the habit of changing his clothes when he got home, so he didn't pay attention to his undressing at first.However, he felt a little uncomfortable about Yu Jia bringing him into the bedroom, because the two had been separated for so long, and he thought that they should not have too intimate behavior.

Ni Yunxiu had no choice but to reason with him in a gentle tone, saying: "Yu Jia, please be reasonable, you will not forget how we agreed back then. Besides, it has been so many years, if you are emotional now If there is a problem, as a friend, I can help you when you are sad, but you make trouble with me like this, I don’t think a rational person would do it.”

Yu Jia also took off his shirt and the vest inside, revealing his strong and muscular upper body.

Seeing Yu Jia ignoring his reasoning, Ni Yunxiu looked even more depressed and worried, thinking what is the matter, how many years have passed, Yu Jia suddenly came to him, why is he going crazy.Especially thinking of Yu Jia's emotional and neurotic behavior, Ni Yunxiu became even more worried.

Before Ni Yunxiu could think about what Yu Jia was going to do next, Yu Jia had already walked up to Ni Yunxiu in two steps, and stretched out his hand to pull Ni Yunxiu's shirt. Ni Yunxiu was always dressed very casually, wearing a T-shirt and a thin Jacket, when Yu Jia was about to take off Ni Yunxiu's jacket, Ni Yunxiu was vaguely aware of what Yu Jia wanted to do.

He stammered, "Hello, Yu Jia?"

Yu Jiala took off his jacket and his T-shirt. Ni Yunxiu refused to let him take off his clothes. He blushed in disbelief and said, "What are you going to do? You... this is sexual harassment Bar?"

Yu Jia's eyes were red, his face was gloomy and hostile, and he said angrily to him: "What am I going to do? I want to fuck you!"

Embarrassed and angry, Ni Yunxiu wanted to run away, "Are you crazy! Is there such an unreasonable person like you?"

Yu Jia pulled him and wrestled with him. His strength was great, but Ni Yunxiu was not weak, so it was difficult for Yu Jia to succeed for a while. Yu Jia tried to pull him and hug him, but his voice was very sad and indignant: "I'm crazy? So what if I'm crazy. You rotten person, you can easily say, my current lover, my current lover?"

Yu Jia sneered, with tears rolling in his eyes, "You have lived your loving couple life, how did you hurt me, do you think I can still find someone new, can I find someone new? "

Ni Yunxiu was stunned and shocked. He felt that he couldn't understand Yu Jia's words, and he realized that he should understand.

Ni Yunxiu's face was blushing, and he didn't dare to reject Yu Jia anymore. He just wanted to calm him down and said, "Don't do this. Yu Jia, you have to look forward. Let the past pass."

"I don't! You stabbed me, and you think I'm doing well?" Yu Jia yelled at Ni Yunxiu loudly.

Ni Yunxiu stared at him blankly, Yu Jia's eyes were red, he pushed him onto the bed, and was about to kiss him, "I don't want it, you can't treat me like this. You go back and divorce, you go back and divorce Sun Yawei!"

Ni Yunxiu was shocked and dazed, his body wanted to avoid Yu Jia's kiss, but his eyes saw two photo frames on the bedside table, one was a photo taken by the two of them in the rapeseed field during a trip to Qinghai Lake, and the two People are all tanned, wearing hats, but smiling brightly; one is when two people are traveling in Maldives, they are sitting on the beach, he is asked to kiss Yu Jia, and he is sticking his lips to Yu Jia On the cheek, the camera took a burst of shots.But in the two photos, his figure was erased with mosaics, and only a mosaic figure appeared.But because Ni Yunxiu was deeply impressed by the original appearance of these two photos, he immediately understood what kind of photos they were.

Ni Yunxiu was full of mixed feelings for a moment, pained, sad and at a loss as to what to do. He let Yu Jia kiss his cheek and lips, and his hand that wanted to push Yu Jia lost his strength.