the other side of the cloud

Ni Yunxiu clearly felt Yu Jia's desire mixed with anger and pain, and he also felt Yu Jia's love.

Ni Yunxiu once thought that time can change everything, it can make love flat, no longer jealous, passionate, no longer possessive thoughts, and when we meet again after many years, we can treat each other peacefully and say goodbye "How are you doing recently" is enough, you can become the most ordinary friends...

Although it has been more than six years, Ni Yunxiu found that it didn't seem to have changed that much. Even when Yu Jia hugged him and touched him, he could still recall the intimate things and feelings they had when they were together.

Ni Yunxiu looked at Yu Jia quietly, and let him kiss himself. He felt the heat and breath of Yu Jia's body, felt the touch of his skin, and felt his strong feelings. Feeling at a loss, he used to always think that the decision he made was good for everyone, and he had to do it, but now, he had great doubts about what he thought must be implemented at that time.

Ni Yunxiu's bewilderment and non-resistance made Yu Jia, who was unable to control his emotions because of anger and pain, gradually calm down. Yu Jia supported his body and looked down at Ni Yunxiu who was lying under him. Ni Yunxiu seemed to be the same as before. Change, and everything seems to have changed.

His fingers touched Ni Yunxiu's lips which were so red and wet from his kiss, and then Ni Yunxiu moved, and turned his head to the side.

Yu Jia then moved his fingers to the end of his eyes, and gently rubbed the end of his beautiful eyes.

The two didn't speak for a while, they just looked at each other quietly.

Ni Yunxiu's eyes became soft, instead of showing the emotion of resistance and rejection as before, there was even distress and a little pampering.

How many times have Yu Jia lost his temper with Ni Yunxiu, and Ni Yunxiu just looked at him like this.

Yu Jia's eyes were wet. Although he was tall and big, his mental state had always been much smaller than Ni Yunxiu's. Even now, he thought that he had completely become a mature adult these years, but in fact he was not.He thought that he was cold-hearted and mature enough that he would not easily collapse because of emotional matters, but he was not.

Ni Yunxiu raised his hand to hold Yu Jia's face, and rubbed his cheek with his fingertips like he had done many times before.

Ni Yunxiu said: "Don't be sad. I know it's my fault. Yu Jia, forgive me."

Yu Jia couldn't control his emotions at all, tears gushed out of his eyes in an instant, and his tears were still as low as before.

He didn't care about losing face in front of Ni Yunxiu, and said like a child crying while crying: "I don't, I won't forgive you."

Ni Yunxiu sighed softly, and used his hands to catch his tears, otherwise, those tears would have dripped on his own face.

Ni Yunxiu wanted to sit up, but Yu Jia held him down and prevented him from getting up.

Yu Jia lowered his head and kissed Ni Yunxiu's lips again. Ni Yunxiu moved his head to avoid it, but he felt the wetness dripping from Yu Jia's face, so he gave up avoiding it again and let him kiss himself.

Yu Jia kissed his lips lightly, and said softly: "Xiuxiu, please divorce me, I can't leave you. Why are you always so cruel to me?"

Ni Yunxiu's arms around Yu Jia's shoulders slowly froze.

Once, when the two were only teenagers, when Yu Jia asked him to agree to date him, he also said: "Xiuxiu, why are you so cruel to me? Is our relationship not good enough? You don't have anyone you like more. Why don't you try it with me."

Ni Yunxiu didn't respond to Yu Jia's words, but he didn't push Yu Jia away either. He seemed to be in some kind of thought.

Yu Jia knew that there was a joke, but Ni Yunxiu was soft-hearted, and it would be more useful to deal with Ni Yunxiu if he said pitiful words.

Yu Jia said again: "You have lived your good life, so just throw me aside, I have never found a boyfriend again, Xiu Xiu, I only love you."

Ni Yunxiu looked at him quietly with sad eyes.

Yu Jia went to kiss him again and said, "You still love me, don't you?"

Ni Yunxiu sighed softly, wanting to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Yu Jia saw that he had no intention of resisting, so he made an inch of it.

Ni Yunxiu wanted to push him away at first, but he said, "Xiuxiu, I miss you every day." Ni Yunxiu gave up again.

**

Sister Wen, the housekeeper, arranged the kitchen for brunch, and when she was almost ready, she went upstairs with some hesitation.

She had heard Yu Jia's angry voice upstairs before, but because the sound insulation of the house was good, she couldn't hear it clearly.

She walked up the stairs at this time and reached the door of Yu Jia's bedroom. She wanted to knock on the door, only to hear an unusual voice in the room. Although the voice was very low and vague, she probably understood what it was.

Sister Wen was a little surprised and then surprised.

Because Yu Jia didn't let other people tidy up the bedroom and bathroom for him, Sister Wen always cleaned Yu Jia's bedroom herself. She had seen many "mosaics" in Yu Jia's bedroom and a group photo of another figure. She guessed that Yu Jia used to have a lover, maybe the two had conflicts and separated, but it could also be that Yu Jia was fighting mandarin ducks, and the two separated. In short, Yu Jia was no longer with that lover, but kept some photo.

Why do you guess that Mr. Da Yu is good at beating mandarin ducks? Mr. Da Yu once went into Yu Jia's bedroom to see it. She looked very unhappy when she saw the photos in the frame, but she avoided talking about it.

Sister Wen, as a person with high professional ethics, naturally never inquired about these things in the customer's house.

But in the past, Sister Wen really never thought that Yu Jia was gay. She just thought that some of Yu Jia's unreasonable behaviors were serious cleanliness, because Yu Jia hated others touching him and touching his personal belongings. If that He cared even more if the people who came across him and his personal belongings were men.The bodyguards at home have to be more careful in what they do.

Sister Wen waited at the door for a few seconds. After thinking about it, she hurried downstairs again.

Sister Wen is also a little curious. She now believes that Yu Jia broke up with his lover because Mr. Yu caused it. Mr. Yu must be very concerned that Yu Jia is gay and has a man/lover, so he beat the mandarin ducks.

Sister Wen has served Yu Jia's family for more than five years, and she knows many of Yu Jia's social relationships, but she has never seen Yu Jia have an affair with other men or women, let alone have sex.Yu Jia's obsession with cleanliness has reached a certain level, and he doesn't mind meeting other people, let alone having sex.

The young man just now, with Sister Wen's good aesthetics, she also thinks that the other party is good-looking, polite and good-tempered. However, looking at the other party's clothes, she also knows that the other party should be just a person from an ordinary family.

Maybe it's because he doesn't belong to the right family, so Da Yu is always good at beating mandarin ducks?

Of course, maybe it's more because he's a man?

After more than 40 minutes, the kitchen has already prepared all the meals. Sister Wen hesitated, thinking that it is time to ask the two of them to eat, or should they just wait for the two to go downstairs?

She thought for a while but couldn't come up with any good ideas, so she went to let the kitchen continue to cook, cook slowly, and cook a few more, so that when the two of them wanted to eat and went downstairs, there would always be freshly prepared meals, so she would Don't worry about it.

**

Yu Jia hugged Ni Yunxiu tightly in his arms, and kissed his shoulder with his lips, and said softly: "Xiu Xiu, you have a small mole here, which was never there before."

Ni Yunxiu didn't know how to respond to his words.

……

The contact with Yu Jia's body, the touch and temperature of the skin all made Ni Yunxiu feel infatuated at this moment, giving birth to a strong desire and reluctance.

……

Ni Yunxiu said, "I want to take a bath."

"Well, good." Yu Jia replied, "I'll get you clothes."

Ni Yunxiu sat up from the bed, and seeing the two people's clothes scattered at the foot of the bed, he was very shy and embarrassed, and said, "Perhaps they need to be ironed before they can be worn again."

Yu Jia knew that he was embarrassed, so he didn't deliberately expose his scars at this time, such as "Are you afraid of being seen by others", but he deliberately said something else: "It's okay, I still have some scars here. Without your previous clothes, you can still wear them."

Ni Yunxiu's skin was very white all over his body. At this time, many places on it had marks that Yu Jia had put on on purpose just now. He looked back at Yu Jia, frowned and said, "Are you embarrassing me on purpose? I wear different clothes when I go out and go home. Clothes, can't they be found."

Yu Jiaxin said that you don't mind mentioning this to me at all. Who is the person who was so happy just now, and now he is going to cross the river and tear down the bridge again, and he still wants to go home and be a good husband and father?no door