Morbid domestication

This is my ninth day waking up in this bedroom.

It's three o'clock in the afternoon, and I'm sitting in front of the piano. I press the black and white keys with my fingers nimbly.

Pressing the last key, I left the piano with both hands, curled up on my lap, looked at Ren Yan who was standing beside me, and asked nervously, "How is it, Teacher Ren?"

Ren Yan clapped his hands lightly twice, with a gentle smile on his face, and his voice was full of appreciation: "That's right, Mr. Xu is the most talented student I've ever seen."

Ren Yan is the piano teacher that Feng Jue hired for me. He is in charge of teaching me piano for two hours every day. Today is the third day.

Ren Yan only taught me how to read music at the beginning, and then directly gave me a piece of music. I have been learning this piece for the past four days.

Hearing his affirmation, I felt a little more relaxed, and my back, which had been tense all the time, could not help but relax. I smiled back at Ren Yan with some embarrassment.

I still have a good impression of Ren Yan, because in addition to teaching me the piano, he can occasionally talk to me a few words, although not much, but it is enough to make me happy.

"Mr. Feng will be very happy to know that you have learned this piece so quickly." Ren Yan continued.

Is it a seal?Will he be happy to hear me play this piece?

It seems so, after all last night, he also asked me about my piano learning progress, but when I played this piece yesterday, I was still stumbling, and today is better.

I thought, if I let Ren Yan say that I have practiced this piece well, then I can find a chance to play it to Feng Jue at night.

Although I don't want to admit it, I always flatter Feng Jue unconsciously.

I think my flattery is mainly due to a subtle compensatory psychology. I can't remember the past, but Feng Jue treated me very well, so good that I can't return it, so I can only follow Feng Jue's request as much as possible.

In the evening, Feng Jue came back later than usual. When he entered, I had just come out of the piano room on the first floor.

Such an unexpected encounter, I couldn't leave immediately, so I could only stand at the door, looking at Feng Jue who was taking off his suit jacket, and politely greeted: "Sir."

Hearing my voice, Feng Jue paused when he handed the coat to Uncle Zhang, and turned to look at me with a flash of surprise on his face.

"Xiaoyi, are you waiting for me?"

He seems to have misunderstood something, but it seems inappropriate for me to say yes, so I can only follow his words and ask a little bluntly: "It's late, sir, you... have you eaten yet?

Hearing what I said, Feng Jue seemed to be happier. There was a gentle smile on his stern face at this moment. I watched him strode up to me, leaned close to me, and squeezed his fingers affectionately. He squeezed my earlobe: "I haven't eaten, can Xiaoyi accompany me?"

His voice was full of tenderness, and I shrank unconsciously from the heat. I lowered my eyes and didn't dare to look at him, so I just replied: "Okay."

Aunt Li and the others moved very quickly, and in just ten minutes, they prepared four dishes and one soup. I sat at the dining table and watched Feng Jue first scoop up a spoonful of milky white soup with a spoon and put it into a bowl, then put it into the bowl. The white bone china bowl was handed to me.

"If Xiaoyi is not hungry, you can have some soup."

I was slightly taken aback before taking the bowl, and said to Feng Jue, "Thank you, sir."

Feng Jue unhurriedly picked up the dishes on the table, and he ate gracefully. During the interval, he asked, "Xiaoyi, what did you do today?"

"Huahua, learn piano from Teacher Ren." After a pause, I added: "Teacher Ren said that the piece I played today is very good."

The last sentence added to the haste I said, very much like a child's behavior to attract the attention of an adult. Realizing this, I instantly felt a little hot.

Although I originally wanted to find a chance to play Feng Jue tonight.

"Oh? Really?" Feng Jue stopped his movements, as if he saw through my embarrassment, he smiled at me, and said slightly teasingly: "Then will I have the honor to listen to Xiaoyi play a piece later? "

"Okay, okay." I was even more embarrassed.

Feng Jue took the matter of me playing the piano for him more seriously than I imagined. He personally chose a white shirt from my closet, and after I changed it, he brought another one for me. Brooch set with sapphires.

His actions are cherished and solemn, even a little solemn, which makes me feel that I am not playing a piano piece, but going to participate in some piano competition, and I feel quite uncomfortable.

Fortunately, after putting on the brooch, Feng Jue straightened up, and finally trimmed my neckline, looked at me with satisfaction and said, "My little one is the most beautiful."

When he said this, there was an irrepressible fascination in his eyes. Under such scorching eyes, my face became hot again, and this unnatural burning didn't dissipate even when I was doing it in front of the piano.

In just a few days, I seem to be more and more unable to resist Feng Jue's gaze. Such gaze will give you the feeling that you are the unique treasure in his world.

I opened the cover of the piano, took a deep breath, and looked at Feng Jue again. He was sitting on the sofa in front of me to the right. Seeing me looking at him, he returned a gentle smile to me.

I lowered my head a little dodgingly, and pressed the first white key.

Soon, I ignored Feng Jue's gaze and concentrated on the music.

The piece was not long and very simple, but it ended after a while, but I still played two notes wrong for such a simple piece.

"That...sir, I'm still not very proficient, I made two wrong sounds..." I said with some embarrassment.

Feng Jue didn't speak, just looked at me quietly, his eyes were a little strange, no, it should be said that his whole body was a little strange, I noticed that his whole body seemed to be excited and restrained, even his body was a little bit strange. Trembling unnaturally.

I have never seen such a gaffe-like Feng Jue. From the first day I saw him, Feng Jue gave me the impression of being dignified and stable, with restrained emotions, unpredictable and unconsciously fearful.

This is the first time that he has shown his emotions so obviously, which is very unfair.

I couldn't help being stunned for a moment looking at such a Feng Jue, and then whispered: "Sir?"

Feng Jue suddenly lowered his head, and raised his head after a while, the uncontrollable emotions on his face were sorted out, but his eyes still looking at me were hot.

"Sir, am I not playing well?"

Before I finished speaking, Feng Jue got up from the sofa suddenly, walked towards me with big strides, then hugged me tightly in his arms, and only after a while did he say: "—Xiaoyi."

I sat on the piano bench, with my face tightly against his abdominal muscles without any gaps. His body temperature was burning, which made me a little embarrassed. I wanted to break away, but was held tightly by his powerful arms. Locked tightly, unable to move at all.

"—Very good, you played very well." Feng Jue spoke again, and while speaking, his hand touched my neck again, and gently clasped it. I stopped struggling in an instant, and my back became stiff. stand up.

I don't know why, every time Feng Jue puts his hand on my neck, I instinctively feel fear, and I don't know why I have this illusion.

But I always feel that if I don't obey the seal, the big hand on my neck will tighten in the next second, and my fragile neck will be broken with a "click".

I was stuck in Feng Jue's arms, and thoughts were running in my head. One was because we were uncomfortable in our intimate posture at this moment, and the other was because of the hand on the neck.

While the two thoughts were tugging, I heard Feng Jue continue to speak. He lowered his voice very softly, as if he was muttering.

"You are the best,—my little prince."

He let go of me a little, which made me feel relieved from the bottom of my heart, I couldn't help but look up at him, and found that Feng Jue was also looking at me.

When I saw his eyes clearly, I couldn't help but froze for a moment—Feng Jue's eyes that were always tender were replaced by eyes that I had never seen before, that kind of aggressive eyes, like The leopard, which was staring at its prey, was vicious and bound to win, and I was unconsciously terrified.

Feng Jue's face moved closer to mine, the intention was obvious, he wanted to kiss me.

I reflexively wanted to lean back and dodge, but I forgot that Feng Jue's hand was still on my back neck at this moment, and my dodge was easily restrained.

Unable to avoid it, I could only subconsciously close my eyes and squeeze my mouth tightly.

After closing my eyes, my other senses magnified a lot. I could almost hear my heart beating like a drum, and I could also feel Feng Jue's breath hitting my cheek after he approached me. Clenched tightly, palms were so tense that they were sweating.

After a while, the kiss I thought didn't appear, and what followed, my shoulders were weighed down.

I opened my eyes involuntarily, but saw the back of Feng Jue's head - he put his head gently on my shoulder.

"Xiaoyi, my little prince..." I heard Feng Jue apologizing to me: "I'm sorry, I was too anxious, did I scare you?"

His tone was a little low, mixed with a trace of imperceptible sadness.

I think I should know why Feng Jue is sad, a lover who has lost his memory, feelings that cannot be responded to, and carrying the past of two people alone is really sad.

My heart felt weak for a moment, I hesitated, raised my hand and patted his back comfortingly, I couldn't say anything to comfort him, and finally I could only say: "No, sir..."

This was the first time I took the initiative, I felt Feng Jue's body stiffen, but soon he held my hand even harder.

I thought, although I don't remember anything now and I have a lot of confusion, can I try to let myself understand Feng Jue.