Morbid domestication

After many days, I finally stepped out of that room.

The moment I saw the sun, I felt a long-lost emotion called happiness.

It seems that there has just been a rain outside, and the ground is still a little wet, but the sky is clear. I stand in the yard and feel some hot water vapor in the air. Although my skin is not very comfortable under such weather, But my mood was not affected at all.

"Xiaoyi, I'll take you to the greenhouse."

Seeing that I hadn't moved for a long time, Xu Shi took my hand and pulled me forward two steps.

The corners of my upturned lips slowly flattened, I lowered my head and let out a muffled oh, and then followed behind Feng Jue expressionlessly, I thought, actually, I don't really want to see the flowers, I just really want to come out.

Feng Jue took my hand and walked slowly on the gravel road in the yard. I noticed that this was not the villa I stayed in before. There was no exaggerated yard or overly exaggerated statues here. The decoration style is ancient and old-fashioned. I can see that the color of the walls will be a little old, and I can see the moss growing in the gaps between the bricks.

We walked through a corridor of green vines, and I turned my head to look at Feng Jue. The sunlight penetrated through the gaps in the leaves above my head, casting a mottled light and shadow on his body, and his side face was sometimes clear and sometimes blurred in the alternation of light and shadow. .

But he should be in a good mood, I saw the corners of his mouth slightly raised all the time.

I was in a trance for a while, and I remembered that I should hate him, because this man is very bad, he locked me up and chained me, and he gave me injections, which made me very sad.

Yes, I remembered, I'm going to run away.

Why is my memory so poor now, how could I forget such an important thing?

I stopped and stood there motionless.

Feng Jue turned around and asked me, "What's wrong?"

"I'm leaving." I answered honestly.

"Don't want to go to the greenhouse anymore?" Feng Jue turned to me, "Is Xiaoyi tired?"

"I'm going." I repeated, "Let me go."

Feng Jue suppressed the smile on his lips, narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked calmly, "Where are you going?"

That's right, where am I going? I frowned and thought for a long time, but I couldn't figure out where I should go. I didn't seem to have a place to go.

"I don't know." I shook my head, and soon I raised my head to look into Feng Jue's eyes, and said seriously, "I don't want to stay here."

Feng Jue looked at me for a while, but there was no expression on his face. He asked, "Xiao Yi, don't you want to be with Mr. forever?"

For some reason, I always felt that Feng Jue's tone was dangerous, I flinched instinctively, lowered my head to avoid Feng Jue's eyes, and stopped talking.

"Xiaoyi, answer my question."

My chin was raised half-forced, and I had to meet Feng Jue's gaze. In just a second, I turned my eyes to one side and closed my mouth tightly. I didn't want to see him, let alone answer his question.

The flower house didn't work out in the end, and I went back to that room.

The doctor who hadn't come for several days came again, and when I saw the familiar white body, I immediately hid under Feng Jue's desk.

I don't want to be shot, that's the only thought in my mind.

"Xiaoyi, come out." Feng Jue squatted outside the desk, coaxing in a warm voice.

I pressed against the sideboard of the desk tightly, my body was shaking uncontrollably, I frantically shook my head at Feng Jue, "I don't, I don't want an injection."

But there was no way to hide people under the shallow desk, and soon I was crying and being forcibly pulled out by Feng Jue, who hugged me, patted my back soothingly, and kept comforting me.

"Hey, Xiaoyi, for the last time, I promise, after this injection, there will be nothing left, and we will be the same as before."

But I couldn't listen to his words, I stared nervously at the blue injection in the doctor's hand, and my teeth chattered uncontrollably.

My sleeves had already been pulled up, the doctor silently took out the tweezers, and wiped the inner side of my arm with alcohol cotton, which had deep and shallow pinholes.

The cold touch grazed my skin, it felt more like a poisonous snake walking on my arm, I was terrified.

What to do, I can't get an injection, why am I suddenly being injected again, is it because I didn't answer Feng Jue's question in the yard?

My chaotic brain suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and I turned my head to Feng Jue and said eagerly: "Sir, I am Xiaoyi, and Xiaoyi will always, forever be with Mr., no, I won't leave."

Feng Jue looked at me and didn't speak, but he didn't let the doctor continue either. I continued to beg as if I had grasped at a straw.

"Please sir, I, I'm scared...don't get the shot, I won't leave, stay together forever, please..."

I gripped Feng Jue's clothes tightly, speaking incoherently, I wanted to tell him that I will not leave, as long as I don't get an injection, I can do anything.

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The doctor left, but I didn't recover from that fear for a long time. I leaned against Feng Jue's arms as if I was exhausted, my mind was so dizzy that I didn't even have the strength to open my eyes.

I felt that Feng Jue carried me to the bed, and I was gently held in his arms.

"Small."

I heard Feng Jue calling me softly, and I immediately replied reflexively: "I am."

Feng Jue stopped talking, he seemed to be silent for a long time, so long that I was about to fall asleep, and then I heard him say something, but I couldn't hear it clearly.

I never saw the doctor again, the chains on my feet were taken off, and my living place was moved from the room without windows to a room with a full wall of floor-to-ceiling windows.

I still live with Feng Jue, but he won't stay with me every step of the way, and yes, he always has to go to work. I knew before that his work has been very busy.

My brain also began to gradually break free from that chaotic state. I can think about some things, but my emotions seem to be missing. It is difficult for me to feel happy now, and I have lost my sense of anything. interest.

I have full freedom, I can even walk out of the gate of the villa every day, wandering around, I only went out once and then gave up, because there are few people here, I hardly see people, only occasionally see the fast A private car that has been driven.

I saw Uncle Zhang again, he was still the same, he would call me "Mr. Well organized, the only difference is that he will not be urging me to do something, and I have lost the mood to fight against the other party.

What I do most now is to sit in front of the French window in the bedroom, staring at the sky in a daze, I just don’t know what I’m thinking, most of the time I don’t think about anything, I just think the sky is very beautiful, very Let me yearn.

Sometimes I sit for an entire afternoon, watching the sun move a little bit, and finally disappear in the afterglow, and then watch the moon slowly light up in the night sky, and watch the stars around it sparkle.

There was some slight movement outside the door, followed by the sound of gentle footsteps, I knew it was Feng Jue who had returned.

I felt the approach of the seal seal behind me, and I didn't move, even though he hugged me from behind, I heard him asking in a low voice.

"Xiao Yi, what are you looking at?"

"The sky, the moon." I paused: "There are also stars."

Feng Jue kissed my cheek and asked: "Then what did Xiao Yi do today?"

I shook my head, "I don't know."

Feng Jue didn't speak, for a while, he turned my body to his direction, and I heard him ask me: "Are the stars beautiful?"

I answered honestly: "Pretty."

"Does Xiaoyi like stars?"

I thought about it, do you like it?I should like it, Feng Jue seemed to want me to say I like it, so I said, "I like it."

His tone really revealed some joy: "Tomorrow, take Xiaoyi to the beach to watch the stars, okay?"

"it is good."

I don't know why Feng Jue suddenly wanted to take me to the beach to look at the stars, maybe this is a reward for my obedience during this time?

But in my opinion, I don't want such a reward, but if he wants to take me, so go, just don't disobey any orders from him.

We arrived on the yacht in the evening of the next day. I stood on the deck, with the salty and warm sea breeze blowing on my face. I watched the gulls flying freely in the sky, but what I thought of was

The first time Feng Jue took me to the beach.

We rode a motorboat, ate a seafood feast, and I listened to stories about the stars told by Feng Jue.

Although many accidents happened that time, the mood at that time was really happy.

"Xiaoyi." Feng Jue on the side said, "I'm very happy."

I turned my head to look at him, today's seal seems to be a little different, he seems to be very relaxed, and the whole person is a little emotional.

"Actually, I haven't had a sense of accomplishment for a long time." Feng Jue lowered his head and chuckled, "Because I have been asked to be the best in everything since I was a child..."

I didn't speak, just quietly waiting for his next words.

"It has been difficult for me to feel happy since I was very young. My life is nothing but winning one after another.

First, there is no other meaning. "

"Until I met you."

"I will always remember that afternoon when you sat in a sea of ​​tulips in a white shirt, and you gave me a star badge, which told me that life still has a lot of meaning."

"Xiaoyi." Feng Jue held my hand, lowered his head and placed a kiss on my ring finger: "It was you who made me find my belonging."

I looked at Feng Jue, his usually cold and distant eyes were now flowing with tender love, as if he wanted to completely envelop me in them.

I thought indifferently, where do I belong?

I moved my eyes back to the sky, staring at the seagulls flying around in front of me.

After being silent for a while, I turned my head to look at Feng Jue, today

The first time I spoke: "Sir, I'm a little thirsty, could you please get me a drink?"

Feng Jue froze for a moment, as if he didn't expect me to make such a request, but he quickly showed a gentlemanly smile and bent slightly to signal.

"It is my honor, my little prince."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and went to the small table specially placed for water drinks to get juice. I looked at his back, leaned on the railing with both hands, and turned over neatly to the periphery of the yacht.

The yacht was undulating with the waves, and I was precariously standing on it.

I didn't look at the rough waves below, but just looked at the vast, unobstructed sea in front of me. The sunset glow dyed the sky into a magnificent scene, and the seagulls returning to their nests flew past my eyes quickly.

I couldn't help opening my arms, as if turning into a free seagull. The sea breeze swayed the hem of my clothes, and suddenly a strong and turbulent emotion surged in my chest.

I think I have become the wind, a bird, or a cloud in the sky, I just feel that I am extremely happy at the moment.

"Xiaoyi!" Feng Jue's slightly trembling voice came from behind me, I turned around and turned my back to the sea, and I saw Feng Jue holding the fruit juice with a nervous and serious expression.

For the first time, I saw the look of fear on his face.

"Feng Jue." I corrected, "I am not careless."

I think the expression on my face at this moment must be happy, I opened my arms and fell back under Feng Jue's tearful eyes.

There was a constant sense of weightlessness in my body, and the sound of howling wind came from my ears. In the evening, the orange-red sky flashed a beautiful phantom in my eyes, and I seemed to touch the wings of a gull.

The moment I fell into the sea, there was only one thought in my mind.

I am free.

It's too late, the next chapter restores memory

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