agree to be each other's stand-in

Lu Kaiyan himself didn't know what he was doing.

At eleven o'clock in the evening, she sent her friend back to the hotel, but she drove to the high-speed rail station by herself.

In the dark night, the hustle and bustle of the day has long disappeared, only the street lamps shed cold light one after another to illuminate the road ahead.Lu Kaiyan glanced to both sides, and found Han Xiaoxing's car without much effort.

Not only because she had memorized the car, but also because Han Xiaoxing was leaning against the front of the car, smoking.

Lu Kaiyan's first reaction was that Xie Nanyuan didn't like it.

From a doctor's point of view, smoking is harmful to health, especially second-hand smoke.From a personal point of view, Xie Nanyuan also hates the smell of smoke, even if he smells it occasionally on the side of the road, he can't help but frown.

But the next moment, Lu Kaiyan suddenly relaxed again.

It wasn't until this moment that she really confirmed that this person should only be courting him unilaterally.

It is absolutely impossible for Xie Nanyuan to allow his bedside person to smoke.After all, she is so obsessed with cleanliness that she must take a bath before and after the event, otherwise she will not be able to sleep, and it is impossible to tolerate this smell.

However, Han Xiaoxing is also very aware of this.

So after snuffing out the cigarette butt, she got a bottle of perfume out of the car and spritzed it.

Lu Kaiyan couldn't help covering her face.

The pure smell of smoke is already very annoying, if it is mixed with other flavors, it is simply disgusting. —— These are Xie Nanyuan's original words.Thinking of this, Lu Kaiyan inexplicably sympathized with the medical representative.

But at the same time, he couldn't help feeling surprised, did Xie Nanyuan never tell her this?

You know, when she was chasing Xie Nanyuan back then, the two had only known each other for a few days, and Xie Nanyuan made all these demands clear.However, Lu Kaiyan didn't smoke in the first place, so she didn't pay much attention to it. Only now did she realize that she didn't make demands on everyone.

Lu Kaiyan never knew what Xie Nanyuan liked about her, but now she suddenly felt that maybe before she knew it, she had already gone through countless screenings and tests, and was lucky enough to pass them all.

It's just that that kind of luck didn't stay with her all the time. After one wrong step, she lost the qualification to stay by Xie Nanyuan's side.

On this night, Lu Kaiyan felt that her mind was extremely clear, and it seemed that she finally saw the relationship between the two clearly from Xie Nanyuan's perspective.At the same moment, a silent sadness hit her suddenly.

It wasn't until a bell rang that she was pulled out of that state.

Han Xiaoxing answered the phone and reported his location. Not long after, Xie Nanyuan appeared with a bag.She has been busy for such a long time, but she still looks energetic, her back is still still, her steps are still firm, and she doesn't seem to feel tired at all.

It's a pity that Lu Kaiyan couldn't watch for a few seconds, and she got into the car.

The car in front started and left, but Lu Kaiyan stayed at the same spot for a long time. It took a while to start the car, but she didn't follow, but drove back home directly.

After seeing Han Xiaoxing tonight, she realized that she had unknowingly walked into a misunderstanding.

Because she knew that there were other people around Xie Nanyuan watching, so after the reunion, she always had a sense of urgency in her heart, and always felt that if she didn't do something, maybe Xie Nanyuan would be with someone else.But she didn't know what she could do, so her heart was always restless and anxious.

Yes, although Lu Kaiyan knew very well that she and Xie Nanyuan had broken up, and even deliberately kept away from Xie Nanyuan and distanced each other this year, but in fact, she never walked out.

She still can't believe that the two people really separated like this.

That day, before they broke up, she sang the song "Others Said We Will Separate", but she didn't finish the last line "Hesitating whether to start over or let you go".Because Lu Kaiyan never thought of letting her leave, never thinking of being separated from her.

Xie Nanyuan's dream has woken up, but she still stays in the dream.

She was just too aware of Xie Nanyuan's character, knowing that once Xie Nanyuan made up his mind, she had no choice at all.

The moment Xie Nanyuan spoke, they separated.

Can't be changed, can't be saved.

Even when he approached tentatively, what he got was merciless ridicule.She realized that this was not going to work, so after dealing with Jiang Siyue, she ran outside, trying to use time and distance as a buffer.

But it didn't work.

The moment she saw Xie Nanyuan walking towards her in the camera, she knew that she was still in the same place and never walked out.

After seeing Xie Nanyuan, she unconsciously began to think about how to get back to him, especially knowing that she now has other suitors, so she only thought about this, which was equivalent to returning to the previous one. state.

Because she was really afraid that when she was absent, Xie Nanyuan had already chosen someone else.

Knowing that Han Xiaoxing hadn't caught up yet, Lu Kaiyan calmed down a little, and immediately realized that he was on the same old path again.

It's been a year, and she seems to have changed a lot, but in fact she still hasn't made much progress in some aspects.

Lu Kaiyan sighed, thought for a while, drove the car downstairs to Xiao Gao's house, and called her to come out for a drink with him.

Xiao Gao is a painter who makes money by taking orders on the Internet, often turning black and white upside down day and night.This is also the reason why she and Lu Kaiyan can maintain friendship for a long time, and even meet frequently. After all, their schedules are similar and they have more time.

However, among the old friends, Lu Kaiyan only asked her to drink with him, because in the case of Xie Nanyuan, Xiao Gao was clearly standing on Xie Nanyuan's side, and so far, the only one who still maintains a relationship with Xie Nanyuan Friendly relationship, contact from time to time.

Although it was late at this time, Xiao Gao was at his most active. When he received a call from Lu Kaiyan, he went downstairs with his phone and keys, "Where should we go for a drink?"

They used to go to the bar they used to go to, but after breaking up, Lu Kaiyan changed his ways and never went there again, and now he doesn't want to go again, so he said, "Just find a place nearby, just be quiet."

"Is there a football field, is it okay?" Xiao Gao said, "A lot of people nearby go for a walk during the day, but there is no one there at this time."

So the two bought a lot of wine and snacks and went to the football field.Sure enough, there was no one here, and even the street lamp had only one light bulb, which was good enough to illuminate a small area around, but the light was still dim white, making the whole environment much more desolate.

The two of them sat down by a goal post, and Lu Kaiyan began to drink a lot of wine.

Seeing her like this, Xiao Gao couldn't help being a little worried, "What's the matter, what happened?"

Lu Kaiyan didn't know what to say for a while, after much deliberation, she could only randomly find a topic, "She bought a house, you know that?"

Although it was only a vague reference, Xiao Gao knew exactly who she was referring to.Xiao Gao really knew about this, so he nodded and said, "Yes, she also asked me if I have a reliable intermediary and home improvement company, but unfortunately I haven't done any of these, and it didn't help me."

"Where did you buy her house?" Lu Kaiyan couldn't help asking.

But before Xiao Gao answered, she immediately changed her words, "Forget it, don't tell me. I'm afraid I can't help squatting at her." You can find other reasons to go to the hospital. Perverted.

"You..." Xiao Gao was a little surprised that Lu Kaiyan didn't come out, but after thinking about it, he thought it was normal.It's just that Lu Kaiyan has acted as if he has come out this year, which gave her the illusion.So he changed his mind and said, "Then are you going to chase her again?"

"Do you think I can still catch up?" Lu Kaiyan asked back.

How does Xiao Gao know?Anyway, looking at Xie Nanyuan's appearance, she seemed to have walked out.But it's hard to say, Xie Nanyuan has always been good at hiding things, and most people can't tell what she is thinking.However, as a friend, she still encouraged Lu Kaiyan, "You can try."

Lu Kaiyan was bored with another can of beer, and after a while he smiled wryly, "I...don't dare."

These thoughts have been hidden in her heart for too long, Lu Kaiyan originally didn't intend to tell anyone, but now she feels that she has lost the ability to judge a little, and urgently needs someone to help her sort out her thoughts.

She seemed to be talking to Xiao Gao, but it was more like she was talking to herself, "When we were together, I didn't give her anything, I thought I had, really, I even thought it should be a lot. But it's really calm When I think about it, I realize that she gave me so much, everything, but I gave her nothing."

She didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit, "It's unlucky enough for her to meet me and be with me. So at least after breaking up, I don't want her to feel that she is blind because of me."

She didn't know how Xie Nanyuan would evaluate this relationship, but at least, after the breakup, she wanted to respect Xie Nanyuan's decision, and she was unwilling to stalk and exhaust the last bit of affection.She didn't want Xie Nanyuan to feel that liking her once was a shameful thing and a mistake.

Maybe thinking about it this way, Xie Nanyuan wouldn't miss her well, but at least he wouldn't hate her more.

Xiao Gao understood, she thought for a while, and said, "The only thing you can do now is to reflect on yourself. If even you think it is a bad thing for her to be with you, then there is really no need brought people back."

Why are you chasing it back, continue to suffer?

"You're right." Lu Kaiyan looked up at the streetlight not far away, "So I've made a plan before, I want to stay away from her, don't bother her for the time being, and make myself look better first , which she prefers."

So in this year, she ran all over the world, her skin was tanned, her body was exercised, and even her living habits were improved a lot.

She also worked hard, tried more types of live broadcasts, and indeed succeeded in attracting more fans, standing on a higher platform, and her income increased a lot compared to before.

She thought she had become good enough.

But when he really stood in front of Xie Nanyuan and was scrutinized by her, he felt that he was still the same Lu Kaiyan from the past, as if nothing had changed.

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