agree to be each other's stand-in

"But..." After listening to her for a long time, Xiao Gao couldn't bear it anymore, and asked back, "You didn't break up because of these, did you?"

Lu Kaiyan was slightly taken aback.

"You may indeed have many shortcomings in the past that need to be corrected. But at that time, Xie Nanyuan still chose to be with you, which shows that these are not the key points at all!" Xiao Gao felt incredible, "What's the use of you just changing these?"

Maybe these are indeed her faults, maybe Xie Nanyuan really disliked her, but aren't the two of them still together well?

No one is perfect, and there will always be shortcomings of one kind or another, so when two people are together, they need to adapt and tolerate each other.It was like this when they were together.Now that they are separated, even if Lu Kaiyan corrects all these problems, what's the use?

The separation is not because of this!

"You're right." Lu Kaiyan suddenly sat up straight.

The point is why the two broke up. Only by solving this problem can it be possible to break the current deadlock and let Xie Nanyuan really change his view of himself.

Otherwise, even if the two really reconcile, the problem is still a hidden danger that may erupt at any time.

Why did she and Xie Nanyuan break up?

On the surface, it was because of Jiang Siyue's appearance, she kept in touch with Xie Nanyuan frequently while concealing it, and was discovered by Xie Nanyuan.And Jiang Siyue is Xie Nanyuan's half-sister, and she has a very bad relationship with her, so she made a lot of tricks behind her back.

However, Xie Nanyuan's attitude towards Jiang Siyue made Lu Kaiyan feel that Jiang Siyue was just a fuse, and the real problem still appeared between the two of them.

So what she has to do is to find this problem.

In fact, Xie Nanyuan had already told her the answer.When they broke up, she said that what she had in her life was too little, and she didn't have to be perfect, but it must belong to her alone.So Lu Kaiyan's concealment was what she really couldn't accept.

The answer was clearly there, but Lu Kaiyan was unwilling and unable to accept it.

Because the mistake has already been made, even if she regrets it to death, it is impossible for her to go back in time and correct what has happened.

However, what's the point of blindly avoiding this problem if we don't face it squarely?She can improve herself in all aspects and become a seemingly perfect existence, but for Xie Nanyuan, these are meaningless.

Lu Kaiyan took another sip of wine and murmured, "What else can I do now?"

What can Xie Nanyuan do to see her again?

Xiao Gao was originally upset on Xie Nanyuan's behalf, and wanted Lu Kaiyan to reflect on himself, but after hearing what she said, he realized that he had reflected quite deeply.Thinking about it this way, she felt that Lu Kaiyan was a bit pitiful again.

She knew that Xie Nanyuan's hope of turning back was very slim, but she was still unwilling to back down, and was still thinking about how to break the current situation and restore it.

To be honest, Xiao Gao felt that if this matter happened to her, she might have given up long ago in the face of this situation.

Although Lu Kaiyan's courage has neither direction nor brains, but maybe what a relationship needs most is this fearless and invincible courage?

This is also the most attractive quality in Lu Kaiyan.

People are always attracted by what they don't have, Xiao Gao herself is like this, she thinks Xie Nanyuan might be too.

Xiao Gao didn't know Xie Nanyuan's thoughts, so she could only give Lu Kaiyan some advice from her own perspective, "I take back what I said before, you have already reflected enough, now maybe you can think about it from a different angle."

"What do you mean?" Lu Kaiyan turned to look at her.

Xiao Gao said, "You have been spinning in your own thoughts, maybe you can try to think from the perspective of the other party? Don't think about what you can do, think about what she needs."

When she said this, she couldn't help feeling a little unbelievable, how did Lu Kaiyan catch up with Xie Nanyuan last time?

It can't be just blind luck, right?

She thought so, so she asked.

Lu Kaiyan sighed, "To be honest, I don't know either." She also wanted to know the answer to this question.

...Is it really random?Xiao Gao couldn't help asking, "I see you are very organized in other things, aren't you? Why are you confused when it comes to relationship issues?" He can think of developing his career and making himself better and more pleasing , Why can't I think of the key point?

"Because..." Lu Kaiyan leaned against the ground in front of her, her voice was low but clear in the quiet night, "Because of other things, I have a reference."

When she was with Xie Nanyuan before, she really had no brains, just ask her wife about anything and listen to her.So she never thought deeply about any issues, the past, the future, reality, ideals, these don't need to be considered by herself, Xie Nanyuan will arrange it.

After the breakup, she tried to master these by herself.

The only template she can learn from is, of course, Xie Nanyuan who arranged everything for her.She imitated the other party's appearance, carefully planned, step by step, and seemed to be going smoothly.

But when it comes to relationship issues, she can't find any reference.Because what Xie Nanyuan was thinking was still a mystery to Lu Kaiyan.

Xiao Gao was dumbfounded.

She was occasionally in a trance before, and felt that Lu Kaiyan had a shadow of Xie Nanyuan, especially when dealing with Jiang Siyue's matter, Lu Kaiyan's performance was completely unexpected.

Unexpectedly, she really learned from Xie Nanyuan.

Hearing this, Xiao Gao felt that the possibility of Lu Kaiyan chasing him back was very high.

But she didn't say that, she just encouraged, "Since you can learn from Xie Nanyuan, you must be able to think of what she needs, come on!"

Lu Kaiyan licked her lips, and slowly came up with some thoughts.

She relaxed a little, leaned against the pillar again, and raised the beer bottle to Xiaogao, "Thank you."

……

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital.

"Thank you for coming to pick me up at night." Xie Nanyuan squeezed the aching brows, "I just have something to discuss with you, so let's talk about it by the way."

"What's the matter?" Han Xiaoxing's hand holding the steering wheel tightened slightly.

"I haven't felt well these two days, so don't arrange surgery for me for the time being." Xie Nanyuan put down his hands, but his brows were still furrowed, "I may have to rest for a while."

When Han Xiaoxing heard this, he turned his head and looked at her carefully.

It's hard to imagine that the words "want to rest" would come out of Xie Nanyuan's mouth.For a year, she seemed to be a tireless machine, constantly running with astonishing efficiency.

If it is said that Han Xiaoxing only had a superficial appreciation for her at first, then in this year's contact, he has already been deeply impressed by her.

Xie Nanyuan may never know how attractive she is when she firmly moves towards her goal.What's even more touching is that whatever goals she sets can be achieved.She is like a glowing star, using powerful energy to gather everyone around her to her side.

Han Xiaoxing was not a workaholic at first, and he was infected by her, so he worked hard to make some achievements in his career.

And Xie Nanyuan just happened to provide her with such an opportunity and platform.

Although they have never talked about personal matters, Han Xiaoxing has always felt that they are the most tacit working partners and the most compatible soul mates.

But now, Xie Nanyuan's decision was beyond her expectation.

But she quickly came back to her senses and said with a smile, "That's okay. You work day and night like this, and it looks scary. You should take a break long ago. Besides, aren't you decorating the house? During this time People should be watching too.”

"Yes." Xie Nanyuan nodded, opened the door and got out of the car. When she turned around and closed the door, she passed the car window and said to Han Xiaoxing, "Thank you for your care during this time."

Han Xiaoxing frowned slightly, feeling that Xie Nanyuan's words seemed to have a deep meaning.

It's a pity that she didn't have the chance to ask questions. The other party quickly walked into the white building with her bag in hand.

Han Xiaoxing thought about it, but he was still not at ease, so he simply parked the car and chased after him.But the parking was delayed for a while, she missed the elevator that Xie Nanyuan took, and when she chased upstairs, Xie Nanyuan had already entered the lounge, so it was difficult for her to knock on the door to disturb her.

She stood outside the door and thought about it. She thought it was okay to ask later, so she turned and went downstairs.

Now that they were all here, Han Xiaoxing didn't leave in a hurry, ordered a late-night takeaway, strolled to the inpatient department, got in touch with other people, and then drove home with a yawn.

Xie Nanyuan took a shower and lay on the bed, still feeling throbbing pain in his forehead, so he could only get up and swallow a painkiller.

After tossing and turning on the bed for an unknown amount of time, she fell asleep in a daze with a headache.

In the middle of the night, she was woken up by the heat, as if she had a messy dream, but she couldn't remember the specific content.It's just that when she woke up, she was sweating all over, which made her feel exhausted.Xie Nanyuan glanced at his phone and found that he had only slept for more than an hour, so he lay back down again.

It's just that I didn't sleep soundly all night, and woke up several times intermittently, but my thinking was not completely clear, and I was always in a state of confusion.

It wasn't until the alarm clock rang that Xie Nanyuan woke up with a start, sat up from the bed, and felt a burst of light-headed dizziness, only to belatedly realize that he seemed to have a fever.

It's so strange, for a whole year, she kept spinning like this every day, and she lost several kilograms. People around her were worried about her physical condition, but she didn't have any problems, not even a small cold.It was only now that I decided to take a break for a period of time, and the serious illness was unmistakably entangled.

Fortunately, Xie Nanyuan is quite experienced in this situation.

She dug out her thermos, took a big cup full of hot water, threw two big red dates into it, thought about it, and threw a handful of goji berries.She doesn't like the taste of goji berries very much, and she always doesn't want to put it in tea when she makes tea. Only in this kind of time will she brew it without hesitation.

Seeing him appearing downstairs holding a thermos cup, colleagues asked with concern, "Is Dr. Xie sick?"

"Is it a fever or tonsillitis this time, have you gone to get the medicine?"

"I remember that the medicine I took last time is still there? Let the nurse look for it later."

"It feels like I haven't seen Dr. Xie's thermos for a long time. When was the last time you were sick?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-1621:55:03~2021-09-1721:57:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Sorrowful, take a scumbag name;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!