agree to be each other's stand-in

Lu Kaiyan came out of the high-speed rail station and hail a taxi at the door.

She came to City C again.Lu Kaiyan actually didn't like the place where she grew up, nor did she have deep feelings for it.Xie Nanyuan also grew up here, but that period of time must not have been so pleasant, so she never mentioned it.

But Lu Kaiyan felt that if one wanted to consider what she really needed from Xie Nanyuan's point of view, then one had to first understand what kind of person she was.

What kind of person is Xie Nanyuan?Before breaking up, Lu Kaiyan thought that he knew her very well.

Smart, rigorous, a little bit of cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder, strong desire to control, and sometimes even appear a little harsh.In addition, what few people know is that she actually has a little social fear.Probably because she spent all her energy on studying when she was a student, and then worked in a relatively closed hospital after graduation. She is not familiar with many popular things at the moment.

Even the songs I listen to are old songs from more than ten or twenty years ago.

But as long as it involves medical news, she has all the first-hand information.

She is also very good at taking care of people. Lu Kaiyan's friends, as long as they have seen her, they all praise her. She is a good person in the eyes of most people.

It wasn't until the moment of breaking up that Lu Kaiyan realized that, in fact, besides these characteristics she showed, there was still a part of herself that she had never understood before.

So in order to understand another aspect of Xie Nanyuan, she decided to start with Xie Nanyuan's past.

When she came to City C last time, all that Lu Kaiyan inquired about was related to the Xie family.I only know that Xie Nanyuan's living environment was very bad when she was a child, but even her neighbors can't tell what she is like.

They had little contact with her, and they hadn't seen her for many years, and the impression they left was the general label of "quiet and silent, a well-behaved child with good academic performance".

So this time, Lu Kaiyan is going to another place.

school.

Xie Nanyuan should like school more than his complicated family, right?After all, here, as long as the grades are good, most of the troubles can be ignored, and grades have always been Xie Nanyuan's strong point.

And she met Lu Kaixin in junior high school, presumably there should be many memorable things in school.

The taxi stopped at the gate of the junior high school.

Outside of holidays, the school is always very lively.But when Lu Kaiyan came, it was class time, the playground was deserted and there was no one there.

Lu Kaiyan originally wanted to feel nostalgic and see the place where Xie Nanyuan once lived.But when I got here, I saw that the school had already demolished the old teaching building, and a new building was erected. The architectural pattern of the whole school had also been completely changed. It was no longer what it looked like in the photos left by Xie Nanyuan.

She had no choice but to restrain her feelings of having nowhere to rest and go to the principal's office to find someone.

Before coming, Lu Kaiyan had already called in advance.She didn't mention that she wanted to inquire about a student who was more than ten years ago. She only said that she wanted to donate a batch of books to the school's library, but she didn't know what kind of books were needed here, so she had to come and have a look before purchasing. .

Because of such a previous relationship, the school naturally gave her a warm reception. The principal personally led her around the campus, visited various buildings, and finally went to the library.

In fact, the collection of books in the school is not small, but no one would think too much of this kind of thing.

Coming out of the library, Lu Kaiyan got a list of books, all of which are currently relatively scarce.

Then I was entertained and had a light meal in the school cafeteria.It wasn't until this time that she casually mentioned that she had a friend who graduated from here and wanted to inquire about the past.

The rest went very smoothly. Lu Kaiyan soon met Xie Nanyuan's former homeroom teacher, who hadn't retired yet and was still fighting on the front line of teaching and educating people.It's just that when Xie Nanyuan was mentioned, I didn't have a deep impression. I just remembered that he was a well-behaved and sensible student with good grades but not very talkative.

For each student, if they do not change teachers frequently, they will not meet many teachers from childhood to conference, so it is easy to leave an impression on them.

But from the teacher's point of view, there are dozens of students in each class, and you have to lead several classes in each semester. If you are not a very distinctive student, it is difficult to be remembered.

The head teacher could remember Xie Nanyuan because she had good grades, and in the end she did not enter the high school in this city like most people, but was admitted to T City.This is relatively rare among students.But other than that, nothing impressive.

Lu Kaiyan was a little disappointed, but this was also expected.

After leaving school, she went to another place.

Xie Nanyuan's mother, Chen Xiaoju, lives in another district far away from Xie's home.The address is what Lu Kaiyan saw on the school's contact information just now. I heard that Chen Xiaoju went to the school for things like parent-teacher meetings.

After arriving here, Lu Kaiyan didn't bother the other party directly, but inquired among the neighbors.

A few years after the divorce, Chen Xiaoju remarried and gave birth to a son not long after.Calculating the time, it should be when Xie Nanyuan was in the second year of junior high school.Maybe at the beginning, she still wanted to do her duty as a mother and take care of her daughter, but with a new family and a new child, her energy was tied up, so she felt powerless.

Xie Nanyuan chose to leave City C and go to City T to attend high school, probably because no matter which side of the family she was in, she was "extra" and couldn't find her own place, so she simply stayed far away.

Lu Kaiyan waited downstairs for a long time, and saw Xie Nanyuan's mother and her half-brother.This child is supposed to be in the second year of junior high school this year, and the mother's heart is full of heart, and she even picks her up and picks her up to and from school in person, caring for every detail.

I don't know if she will remember that she still has a daughter, but in Xie Nanyuan's place, compared to the many influences brought to her by her father's side, her mother's side seems to have no sense of existence, doesn't care, and doesn't bother her.

Because of this, Lu Kaiyan didn't bother her in the end.

When leaving, she drove by the neighborhood where her family lived, and didn't stop by to have a look.It is not so much a home as it is a house. The owners have their own affairs. It is rare to go back once, and most of the time it is empty.

As the car drove further, Lu Kaiyan seemed to understand Xie Nanyuan's obsession with buying a house.

She still has an empty house to stay in, but there is no place for Xie Nanyuan in such a big city.

She said she wanted very little herself, but she didn't.It is human nature to demand from others, and if there is, who would not want it?Xie Nanyuan just got too little from the outside world, and he can only rely on his own efforts and fight for everything he wants.

It is precisely because I know my "poverty" that I cherish the only ones so much.

Back in T City, Lu Kaiyan went to Xie Nanyuan's high school again.She originally thought that there should be nothing to ask here, maybe Xie Nanyuan deliberately hid himself very deeply when he was a student.But unexpectedly, things were completely different from what she thought.

Xie Nanyuan's class teacher in high school was named Zhu.Teacher Zhu is a fat middle-aged man who looks very kind.He said that Xie Nanyuan was the one who impressed him the most among the students he had taught.

The students who impress the teacher, either have good grades, or have a rebellious personality, can always be unexpected.

Xie Nanyuan in high school had both.

"She is not the student with the best grades in my class, but her attitude towards learning, her earnestness and hard work are incomparable to all others." Teacher Zhu said, but he was impressed by Xie Nanyuan not because of his studies, but because of his studies. It was because, "She came to report by herself, and she came to my office that day and told me that she has no parental control, and she can decide everything by herself."

This student is probably difficult to manage, it was Teacher Zhu's first impression of Xie Nanyuan.Sure enough, after school started, she soon couldn't apply for evening self-study because she had to work part-time to earn money.

She sells alcohol and beverages at a night market food stall, and gets a commission by the case. She goes there every night for three years without interruption.In addition, she also goes out to work on weekends and holidays.Her work is almost always the kind of store sales and shopping guide who get a commission.

Lu Kaiyan couldn't believe it.She couldn't imagine that the taciturn Dr. Xie actually worked in sales, and he should have done a good job.

She doesn't go home during winter and summer vacations, and still looks for a part-time job.She seems to be addicted to making money, and her motivation is no worse than studying.

Teacher Zhu once asked her veiledly, if the family would ask her if she didn't even go home for the Chinese New Year, and Xie Nanyuan's answer, he still remembers it to this day.

"No one will ask." She said, "My dad thinks I'm at my mom's house, and my mom thinks I'm at my dad's house. They're happy with each other, and they won't ask."

In fact, no one asked. In the past three years, she hadn't been back to City C once, but no one had noticed.

It was difficult for Lu Kaiyan to describe his mood at this moment.

Xie Nanyuan was far more sober than she thought. She knew that she had actually been abandoned by her parents, so she also voluntarily abandoned them, and at that time, she took on her own life alone.

It was also at this time that Lu Kaiyan realized how Xie Nanyuan's desire to control came from.

It is life that has taught her that even if she already has something, it is possible to lose it.But she doesn't cry or make trouble, and she never complains about herself. She is just ready at any time, and if she finds any signs of loss, she will "abandon" it first.

Only by always being in the active position, controlling the right to start and end, will you not become the one who is abandoned.

She planned to break up with Lu Kaiyan so carefully and step by step, perhaps not only to teach Lu Kaiyan something, but also to hold the initiative of breaking up in her own hands.

It seems that in this way, you can pretend that you haven't been hurt by it.

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The following should officially enter the part of chasing wives, and the little angels who don't want to see reunion can stop here.

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"How to quickly become the protagonist (GL)"

Wu Luoyang was hired by the main god to save the small world that was about to be destroyed due to the confusion of the world's consciousness, which led to the blackening of the protagonist.

She wants to seize the protagonist's luck, replace the protagonist's position, and become the existence that supports the entire world.

So the question is, how to quickly become the protagonist?

In the small world, Wu Luoyang looked at the alluring face of the protagonist who was even more villainous than the villain, "I understand."

Therefore, when other fast-travelers fight against the protagonist, fight life and death, and struggle to earn luck,

Wu Luoyang was cooking soup for the protagonist, helping the protagonist with extra lessons, and sleeping with the protagonist...?

system:? ? ?

Wu Luoyang: "Look at how good-looking she is. By the way, she won't suffer a loss if she falls in love, and she can share half of her luck. When she fails to destroy the world, the other half will be mine."

Five years have passed.Ten years have passed. 30 years have passed.

Wu Luoyang looked at the person who was entangled with him: what about destroying the world?something is wrong with you!

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!