love is eternal

Probably because the movie time was so good, every night after that, Claude would watch a classic movie.

But I don't know if there is a problem with the method he chose, or he prefers tragedies with ups and downs.After watching "The Blue Bridge", "Braveheart", "Dancer in the Dark" and "Jude the Obscure", Fang Yan finally broke out, grabbed the little lion's ear and pulled it hard, making him swear that this Never watch tragedies again in my life.

"The tragedy hits people's hearts and is easily remembered by the audience. Moreover, literature and art require multiple possibilities. If you blindly cater to the audience and produce a large number of movies with similar plots, is there still a need to watch them?" He retorted eloquently, which made sense.

"But I don't like it, why watch uncomfortable things, life is so beautiful, we just need to remember the happy moments." I don't want to discuss artistic heights and philosophical meanings, and I took the initiative to find joyful comedies, hoping that the little lion will be interested.Fortunately, as long as he can pass the time and doesn't care too much about the plot, SpongeBob can watch it with gusto.However, animated films still love Hayao Miyazaki, especially the soundtracks in "Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind" and "Laputa in the Sky".

The little lion can play the harmonica, learn the music he likes, and occasionally perform. Although it is not up to the professional level, it is the most beautiful music in the world when it stops in Fang Yan's ears.He thought that his happy life would last forever, but what broke the peace was the sudden worsening of his illness.

Although Claude said that he was as strong as a cow, his illness not only did not get better but worsened. The fever lasted for several days and he began to bleed inexplicably.Then his eyes were bloodshot and swollen, accompanied by unbearable pain. At the same time, his vision was blurred, and he could only see objects within two meters.Fang Yan was very worried about all kinds of problems, and he was full of thoughts all day long.

Honda did a detailed inspection, but the results were not optimistic.

"Let's talk about the eye problem first. It's anterioruveitis, commonly known as iridocyclitis, or anterior uveitis." He called Fang Yan to another room, explaining that it was an eye disease that could cause blindness, and the onset was urgent. The treatment time is long, it cannot be cured, and it will recur.The most frightening thing is that this disease is a complication of systemic immune disease, that is to say, the symptoms of this eye disease will appear only when the patient itself suffers from a more serious disease: "I don't think a common cold will cause such serious consequences. , so you have to be mentally prepared. No matter what, you must first find out what causes the inflammation, and then prescribe the right medicine."

These few words almost made Fang Yan collapse on the spot. He ran back to the room, buried his head in Claude's chest and kept praying.

Don't have an accident, don't get sick, don't get hurt, never leave me!

As long as the little lion is restored to health, he is willing to be hacked into pieces and die again.But on the day the examination results came out, the name of the disease on the medical certificate completely defeated him.Fang Yan didn't believe those words, and took Claude to the best hospitals in Berlin, and finally diagnosed him.The culprit that made him have a long-term fever and low immunity is called acute myeloid leukemia.

With the level of medical treatment at the time, this was almost a terminal illness.

Honda contacted the authority on blood diseases for them and arranged the ward with the best treatment.Of course, the training is completely stopped. Now is not the time for the competition. All passionate dreams and pursuits are dead!

However, Claude didn't know what a serious and terrible disease he had, but he was dissatisfied with Fang Yan's fuss.He was distressed by the high cost of the special ward, and thought that the cold would recover on its own, so there was no need to be so careful, and he complained every day to be discharged from the hospital, and his life was not stable.

Fang Yan managed to stabilize him, coaxing and coaxing the little lion to calm down, while discussing the treatment plan with the attending physician.Acute myeloid leukemia is a malignant disease of myeloid hematopoietic stem cells. Its onset is acute, the condition is severe, the prognosis is dire, and the effect of traditional therapy is not good.To improve the chances of survival, hematopoietic stem cell transplantation is the only way.But in this era, the establishment of bone marrow banks in various countries is not perfect, and it is even more difficult to achieve successful matching.

"No matter how much it costs, I beg you to save him." He grabbed the doctor's arm, as if grasping the last straw, and refused to let go no matter what.

The hospital will never refuse, no matter whether it is on the basis of treating the disease to save the patient, or not letting the big client go.

They sent letters of appeal to other regions, hoping to find a suitable donor for Claude.Of course, Fang Yan would not be idle, and started looking for the lion cub's mother.If you can find that woman, you may be able to find half-siblings as donors. Although the success rate of matching between relatives is not high, there is always hope.

He was so busy that he couldn't keep his feet on the ground, but the little lion was pestering him to go on an outing and ride a little biscuit.This made Fang Yan, who was already annoying enough, very angry. In the past few days, he was so anxious that he almost smashed everything in front of him, so he was impatient and said in a reprimanded tone: "Can't you take a good rest in your current physical condition? You can’t go anywhere when you’re sick, you have to go now!”

"In case it doesn't get better, I don't want to leave any regrets." He lowered his head and looked at his pale hands.

Such an expensive special ward, the medical staff dedicated to taking care of him, the seemingly complicated examination methods, high-end equipment, and the phenomenon that doctors always deliberately avoid when talking about his illness.Add it all together, and a fool can guess that something is wrong.But he didn't ask about the specific situation, he just wanted to go home early and leave this white cage full of disinfectant smell.

"Don't talk nonsense, you just think too much to get sick." Fang Yan was startled by just a few words, and quickly stopped the nonsense: "Now that science is so advanced, what disease can't be cured, don't worry too much. Just listen obediently If you are a doctor, you will be able to go home soon, and you can ride a biscuit, open a small pillow, or do whatever you want. But before that, please be patient, if you are bored, I will play games with you."

"It's boring to always lose." He replied in a muffled voice, a little angry, and looked out of the window at the sycamore trees with young leaves, leaving a lonely back.

It is natural for a boy of this age to be locked up for several days and want to get out.

"Then go for a walk in the garden outside? I heard from the nurse that the cherry blossoms are blooming, and the rice is very white. You must like it." Fang Yan couldn't bear to see his disappointed expression, and finally gave in: "But you have to put on a coat, it's windy outside, Be careful of catching a cold."

"I want to go on an outing, ride a biscuit, and eat barbecue!" Claude refused to give in, and he rarely messed around like this.

"Be obedient, bear with it, as long as your body recovers, you can go wherever you want, and no matter where you go, I will accompany you. We still have to go to the Great Barrier Reef, go snorkeling, and see beautiful corals. There is also the Blue Hole in Honduras, haven’t you always been curious about what’s in there, let’s dive in and see for ourselves, maybe we can even take pictures of ancient creatures.” Enduring the severe pain in his chest, he also pretended to smile calmly: "I swear, I will spend my whole life following you. We still have a lot of time to enjoy, don't worry about these few days."

"I don't want it." Shaking his head stubbornly, he firmly refused.

"Why, don't you no longer like me, have you started to dislike me?" Fang Yan was almost desperate, buried his head on Claude's knee, and burst into tears: "Don't refuse, don't abandon me, please !"

"Yanyan, I know that I am going to die, but you are still healthy and will live a long time. So I don't want you to follow me, really, you have the right to pursue your own life." Lover, the little lion gently wiped away his tears: "Don't lie anymore, I have a very serious disease and will die soon."

"Who is talking nonsense to you? I'm going to kill him." Fang Yan roared suddenly, his voice distorted. All the good-intentioned concealment was broken at this moment, making him feel helpless beyond control, and he just repeated this mechanically. A few words: "No, you just have a cold for too long and it has become serious. Just listen to the doctor and you will be cured soon. Don't you believe me, I will not lie to you, let alone hurt you .”

"I know that everything you do is for my own good. Thank you, Yan Yan, for not leaving me at this time. I was too impulsive just now, and I said something that made you sad. I'm sorry." After he finished speaking, he looked at me again. Throwing into the vast world outside the window, a few pigeons flew by, leaving some sound of flapping wings: "It's great to be a bird, I can go wherever I want. If I also have wings, I really want to fly outside."

"Do you really want to go for a picnic? There is a botanical garden nearby. If the condition improves, we will go to the botanical garden to play." While making a promise, Fang Yan also moved the potted plants on the windowsill to the hospital. The blazing flames, the gardenias are already full of buds, and it won't take long for them to bloom.

Claude spends a lot of time looking at those flowers every day. Maybe this fresh life makes him feel like returning to nature.

By the end of April, things were getting worse.Chemotherapy had left him with a lot of hair loss, exposing a large swath of his scalp.Fang Yan carefully collected the fallen hair, bought real hair of the same color at a high price, and asked someone to make a lifelike wig.But the little lion seldom uses it. He seems to have accepted his frail life, appearing very calm, with a kind of detachment that does not match his age.

"You see, as long as there is sunshine and rain, plants will regenerate." Put the cut rose branches into a new flower pot, and it didn't take long before they began to grow vigorously. The little lion said to Fang Yan: "When I leave, you To live well, look at the sky when you are sad, look at the blue sky, look at the hot sun, look at those white clouds. Don't be sad for me, because my departure did not take away your world. "

Claude already knew what disease he had, and secretly checked the survival rate of this disease, but he didn't say anything strictly to the other party.Since the lover wants to hide it, he will pretend that he doesn't know anything.But whether it is pretending or self-deception, there is always something to explain.Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to say it.

"I won't let you die." Fang Yan has only one belief, and he will do everything possible to keep the little lion alive.

He should run in the sunshine and strive to bloom the light of life instead of withering on the hospital bed.

The good news came that night that Claude's biological mother was found.After she was repatriated, she married a local teacher and gave birth to four lively and lovely children.After learning about the situation of her eldest son, she immediately expressed her willingness to take the children for matching, and she would do her best to treat them as long as there was a glimmer of hope.Fang Yan decided to thank the mother himself, and brought her here to facilitate a mother-child reunion, but before the trip, news came that their family was assassinated.

The only remaining hope was instantly shattered, Fang Yan didn't even bother to find out who did it, and the Italian side followed suit.

Mu, who thought he had become a useless person long ago, provoked a war with lightning speed and destroyed Quan's still-unstable organization.Hiding behind him is of course the hidden Yuan Mian.The chaos ended with Quan's tragic death, and Dean and Ulysses, who had their own goals, didn't get any benefits. The biggest winner was Shura from hell.

A few days later, he received a call from Fang Mu, who only said one sentence: "Brother, our grievances are not over yet, I will slowly destroy all your hopes, so stay tuned."

For his brother who hates him for no reason, Fang Yan has no ability to think about why.Because the attending physician told him a few hours ago that Claude's condition was very bad, and it was already too late for a bone marrow transplant.

"How long will he live?" Desperation distorted the voice.

"About two weeks, I'm sorry, we have tried our best. The current treatment can only relieve his pain, and there is not much hope." The doctor patted him on the shoulder with a solemn expression: "Does he still have any unfulfilled wishes?" , what you want, help him finish it as soon as possible."

Even if he didn't want to hear it, those cruel words still got into his ears.Fang Yan walked back to the ward mechanically like a wounded beast, and saw Claude lying on the window sill again, staring at the outside world for a long time.He couldn't control it anymore, his pale lips kept trembling, making a weird sound like a broken accordion, and he threw himself into his lover's arms and broke down crying.

"Yan Yan, you are so stupid. Everything will wither eventually, and death is just the final destination of all living things. It's not as terrible as you think." He kissed Fang Yan's tears, carefully kissing away the bitter water droplets, with the most gentle tone Comfort: "Look, I didn't cry, why are you crying?"

He held on to his lover's arm tightly, and made a gurgling sound in his throat. He tried several times, but he couldn't keep his voice quiet until his tongue bleeds, so he could only say tremblingly: "Don't you want to go outside? Barrier reef! Go diving, do all the things you want to do but haven't done."

"Really? I can leave this ghost place now? I'm so bored that I'm almost moldy, like going out to play." The little lion showed a bright smile, relieved: "I have so many places I want to go, of course the Great Barrier Reef is One of them. But compared to there, I still want to run a rally. Experience a Jumanji, speeding in the desert is my lifelong wish!"

His eyes suddenly sparkled, and then dimmed again: "But in my current state, it should be impossible."

"It's possible, as long as you think about it, what's so difficult about it, we'll run a rally right away. Bring biscuits and pillows, and sweat in the yellow sand like a real athlete." After learning what his lover desires the most, Fang Yan decided to arrange this trip no matter what: "Let's go to Senegal now, drive to Dakar, and go straight to Rose Lake, just the two of us!"