love is eternal

I don't want to care about anything anymore, I don't want to compromise threats, and I can't think about how to go on in the future.Fang Yan can only see the present, and only wants to arrange a trip to Dakar for his lover.But his body is definitely not able to last for such a long trip, so he can only abandon the European competition area and go directly to Senegal to run the last leg of the sprint.

This is his wish, and it must be fulfilled no matter what.

It took a few days to apply for entry and transport the racing car, which was much smoother than expected. Ulysses helped a lot, although Fang Yan was unable to give anything back.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, he also made an appointment with Jason, so that the two had a chance to sit down and chat.That person still didn't know about Quan's death and Claude's illness. The reminiscence lasted for half an hour, and the atmosphere was fairly peaceful. When they parted, they hugged each other like old friends, and it was considered an end to the little lion's mind.Then Fang Yan took his beloved to eat the gorgeous food that he has always wanted to eat but never had the chance to taste, listen to the concert, and bought a limited edition doll for him.

"It's so cute, how do you know that I like this kind of bear." The bear doll who looks stupid at first glance is on his head, and the person who hasn't laughed for a long time shows an incomparably bright smile, with bright lights in his eyes: " Yan Yan, thank you, I am really happy today, as if I am the happiest person in the world."

"It's not enough to be satisfied like this. We still have to go to Dakar, and we are ecstatic to save it when we see Rose Lake." He looked into his eyes, hoping that this moment would never pass.

Rose Lake is only 30 kilometers away from downtown Dakar and is the end point of the entire rally.The convoy from Paris traveled thousands of kilometers, crossed the Mediterranean, crossed the desert, and finally arrived at this beautiful, marvelous lake covered in red rice. Ten years later, Claude always said about it with a proud look Together, trying to share the joy with the lover.At that time, Fang Yan had no interest in car racing, and even found these showing off annoying.Now he cares about it, but he doesn't have time to experience it well, and he will lose it soon.

Because he changed history, the little lion's life path changed, and that's why he suffered so much torture...

This is the result of a small human being trying to fight against the world. Fate dealt him a heavy blow, causing him to be defeated by a tiny butterfly, and he was no longer able to move the gear of fate.It's just that all of this is his fault, why should the little lion pay for it?

"If you hadn't met me, you wouldn't be hurt or sick, and you'd be fine. It's my selfishness that hurt you. If I didn't force you to stay by my side, nothing would have happened." Fang Yan suddenly loathed his own existence, and wished he could suffer instead of Claude, even if he died at this moment, he would have no regrets, as long as he could change the doomed tragic ending.

It's just that he doesn't know that there is no poisonous snake in his heart, the poisonous snake is in the chest of his relatives.There are no thorns in his yard, the thorns are all over the life of his lover...

"You are so stupid. Life and death are a matter of fate. This is my own problem. I can't blame others, let alone you." At the beginning of the lights, Berlin, which had just rained lightly, had a sense of tranquility shrouded in mist: "Don't cry, I don't want to cry." I like the way Yan Yan cries, and my heart hurts. My body is already in pain, so don't let my heart break into pieces, okay?"

The little lion spoke tender words of love, looked up at the sky, suddenly lost himself in the night, insisted on walking home, and took the initiative to walk for a long time holding his lover's hand.His hands were very hot, and Fang Yan's heart contracted violently, and the pain spread to his limbs, almost tearing him to pieces.No one spoke during this journey, as if speaking would break the rare tranquility and return to the cruel reality...

The next day, they boarded the plane to Senegal. Just after entering the country, the temperature suddenly rose, which made people uncomfortable.

The little lion's already unbearable body was even more uncomfortable in the hot environment.In order to shorten the journey, Fang Yan decided to start from Lumpler, pass through the downtown area of ​​Dakar, and then go to Rose Lake. The distance is about 140 kilometers, which can be completed in less than a day.

He must reach the finish line as quickly as possible, and after seeing the damn lake, send the stubborn little lion to the hospital.No matter how much money is spent and what price is paid, as long as there is a [-]% chance of being cured, it cannot be given up.

It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when we arrived in Lumplor. The small pillows and biscuits had to be checked in, so we set off early and arrived before them. After the formalities were completed, we could start.Driving out of the urban area, just in time for the setting sun, the sky was full of setting sun, blood-red.The wind is strong, the dust is flying, and the clouds are rolling in the sky, changing shapes and shapes.

"I want to ride a motorcycle." Facing the afterglow of the setting sun, the little lion suddenly sat up straight and begged weakly: "Even if it is a short distance, I want to try riding a motorcycle, please."

But in your body, the words of rejection are stuck in your throat, and you can't spit them out no matter what.Supporting the little lion who can no longer walk on his own, he endured the pain and suffering in his heart and gave him his beloved biscuit.The golden-painted motorcycle shone dazzlingly under the reflection of the setting sun, making Claude on the ride hazy, even the hair on the back of his neck was glowing, and the light elongated the tail due to refraction. , as if growing a pair of wings of light.

Surrounded by a sense of unreality, Fang Yan rubbed his eyes to make sure that his lover had not turned into an angel and left him.

Claude put on his helmet, started the motorcycle, and ran very slowly.Fang Yan drove a small pillow and followed behind, afraid of making a mistake.After running for a while, the one in front took the initiative to stop, but did not get out of the car immediately, but stared at the red clouds in the sky for a long time, as if he wanted to imprint everything in the world in his memory, and he just watched for a long time.

"I have to trouble you to put away the biscuits." He smiled apologetically, his physical strength was at its limit, and he really had no extra strength.

"It's okay, do you want to eat?" Taking out the food, the little lion shook his head and only drank some water.

"Remember when we were watching Titanic and I asked you why Ruth lived so old in the world alone after Jack died if love really existed. You gave me the answer because she wanted Use your wonderful life to repay Jack's love." Claude looked at Fang Yan, stunned for a long time, and said slowly: "You have to live tenaciously, passionately, and for a long time, even if you don't have my company, you have to live well Then go to the competition instead of me, go to see the Great Barrier Reef instead of me, experience the journey of life that I didn’t have time to experience, and it’s best to bring back a few championship trophies.”

"You will be fine. I will find the best doctor in the world to treat you. You will recover soon, and you will be alive and healthy as before. At that time, you can ride your favorite biscuit, I Open the little pillow, let's go on an adventure together." Covering his mouth, he didn't want to hear the cruel farewell: "Don't say goodbye, I don't want to hear those nonsense."

As night fell, because Claude refused to stay overnight and insisted on going to see Rose Lake earlier, Fang Yan had no choice but to drive overnight.The dark desert became cold, and the unfamiliar road conditions caused the car to bump violently. The little lion showed a painful expression several times and secretly swallowed some white medicine.Those were painkillers, which eased the physical torment.

He turned his head, pretended not to see, and drove as smoothly as possible, but the car still got stuck in the sand.

It was 4 o'clock in the morning, and there were still 5 kilometers away from Rose Lake.

"Yan Yan, hug me again, I want you." Fang Yan had to take Claude out of the car because of sand digging.The cold wind blew, and their car was still stuck in the sand, but the little lion didn't look anxious, but slowly unbuttoned himself, took off his coat, and revealed his almost skinny body: "I'm sorry, I It must be ugly looking like this now, but I really want to be hugged by you again, so I can only make you live."

"It's not ugly. You are so beautiful. You are the most beautiful person in the world both in appearance and in heart." Afraid that he would catch a cold, Fang Yan hurriedly set up the tent and put the little lion on a soft blanket.

This was a desperate union, and the last words Claude said were, I really want to see Rose Lake.

"It will be there soon, you sleep for a while, I will push the cart." The rear wheel of the car was sunk in the sand pit, and the front wheel was also in a lower depression. No matter how hard he tried, he just couldn't get the little pillow out of the predicament.Digging sand to fill, building bridges with sand boards, and pushing with all my might.After being busy for a long time, Fang Yan realized that he could not complete these tasks by himself, so the driver and navigator needed to work together.

Without the company of his lover, there are many things he can't do...

"Claude." He didn't dare to say that the little pillow would not go away, but tentatively called his lover's name.And that person just gave a bewildered grace, didn't even open his eyes, and breathed very weakly.

It is impossible to ride a motorcycle in this state. What to do, Fang Yan only hesitated for half a minute, then dropped all the heavy equipment, carried his lover on his back and walked towards Rose Lake.He stepped forward, talking as he walked.The little lion started to respond slightly, but gradually, even the reaction disappeared, becoming more and more silent.

"When we first met at the airport, you said you would buy me a coffee in exchange for a beef burger. How can you only leave a cup of coffee after eating so many beef burgers. At least I will pay for my life before it is over. !"

"We agreed to participate in the competition together. For you, I have learned so much about rallying, so you can't leave me behind. We have to show off and win the championship trophy."

"By the way, I learned a new dish a few days ago, Pork Cordon Bleu, do you like it? You can add a lot of ham and cheese to it, and it will be crispy and crispy. Just cut it lightly, and the melted cheese will It must be delicious when it comes out.”

"Don't say that I always take care of you. When you become an adult, I will take you to taste fine wine and learn the fun of adults."

"Look, the sun is about to come out, Rose Lake is in front, and I can see the reflection of the lake. Look, what a beautiful lake, it's really red."

"Why is the lake water red? Quickly get up and explain to me. You know so much about Dakar, you don't even know this."

"Little villain, didn't you want to see Rose Lake? Now you're pretending to be dead. If you don't get up again, I'm going to be angry. Do you hear me? Get up!"

"Claude, talk to me..."

"My Claude...my love...please...please..."

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Eight years later, Fang Yan, who had accumulated enough strength, overthrew Shura's rule in one fell swoop, killed Mu himself, but left the right to cut the crown to Ulysses to repay him for everything he did for the little lion.After that, Jinpen washed his hands, completely severed ties with the gangsters, and became a rally racer.He remained with Ulysses, but without a partner.He is both a driver and a co-driver, and he always fights alone.

Two years later, when he won the first Dakar Rally Championship, the relationship with Danny also eased, and he gradually integrated into Ulysses' family.In the same year, Anna graduated from the police academy, successfully became a policeman, and held a wedding with Honda.Jason married Dean's daughter as in his previous life.But maybe he was taught a lesson by Quan, or maybe he got older and matured, and he actually got rid of his flirtatious habit and became a good husband and father.

Everyone around is nice, including Fang Yan.

He struggled to stay alive, traveled the world and participated in the Dakar Rally every year.He had a smooth sailing in the competition, won many championships in a row, participated in the competition until he was 60 years old, and won 17 championship trophies in total, becoming a legend in the history of Dakar!

After many years, almost everyone he knew passed away. Even Anna's youngest grandson was old enough to talk about marriage, and Fang Yan was already so old that his hair was all white.His hearing has deteriorated, his memory is not very good, and he often forgets to turn off the gas stove, which leads to burnt pots.However, no matter how vague the memory is, the bits and pieces about the little lion are always fresh in my memory, as if it happened yesterday.

Now he is 92 years old, and Claude has been away for 70 years.

On this day, Anna's youngest grandson brought his fiancee to visit him.The young girl didn't know much about social etiquette, so she suddenly asked an impolite question: "Grandpa Fang, you have never been married and have no lover in your life, aren't you lonely?"

"Love?" Fang Yan, who was old but still in good health, laughed loudly, and his eyes fell on the forget-me-not bookmark hanging on the window sill.Even though the little blue flower has spanned decades, it still maintains the same purest color as when it was first picked.He stared at the token of love left by Claude, and said reverently, "Didn't I always have it?"

After Qianfan has passed, he has already realized that love will not fade because of death, as long as sunshine and rain exist, life will not wither, and beauty can take root and sprout from the cracks.

As long as there is love in the heart, the moment is eternal!

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