Cheng Linyu

Shen Yicheng hugged the back of Qi Mulin's head and was stunned.

Qi Mulin didn't realize it, so he just said it directly.

But since he opened his mouth, he planned to speak clearly.

"I like boys. And," he sat up and looked directly at Shen Yicheng, "I know. You also like boys. Right."

The two looked at each other quietly.

After a while, Shen Yicheng sighed, "I didn't want to hide it from you. It's just me..."

"I know." Before Shen Yicheng finished speaking, Qi Mulin answered, "You just think that this is your own business, and you don't need to tell everyone. But I want to know, if you have a moment, even Just for a moment. Want me to know?"

Shen Yicheng listened carefully to Qi Mulin's words, and when he finished speaking, he laughed, "Are your emotions changing so quickly?"

"Don't worry about it, answer my question...is there any?"

Shen Yicheng pursed his lips when he heard the words, "I..."

"Okay. You don't need to say it. I know." Qi Mulin lowered his eyes, "Then...now you know that I like boys too. You also know my thoughts..."

"Mu Lin, don't get me wrong. It's because I've never thought about it. I don't reject getting along with you. On the contrary, I still like reading books and hanging out with you. I just haven't seriously thought about who I am. Because of what caused such emotions. To think of something else, there must be an opportunity. You know it. Since we met again, we have been together almost all the time. I never thought that our relationship would end one day, Naturally, there will be no other considerations to avoid separation..."

Qi Mulin nodded when he heard the words, "Then, what are you thinking now?"

"Give me some time... until then, we'll be the same as before."

"It's the same as before, is it really okay?"

"Okay. I'll think hard about our relationship too, I promise."

Qi Mulin nodded upon hearing this, "Okay."

"Are you feeling better now?"

Qi Mulin sighed, "It's okay."

Qi Mulin looked at the dark sky outside the window, "That's right."

Recently, Shen Yicheng has gotten used to Jin Xiangmo going off work and eating with Luo Xi.

So after get off work, he greeted Jin Xiangwan and left directly.

The weather after get off work today is better, so Shen Yicheng wanted to take a short walk first, buy a cake for Qi Mulin by the way, and then take the car.

He walked to the left after leaving the company gate, and after a few steps, he saw Jin Wan standing beside a tree.

Shen Yicheng walked straight over, "Long time no see."

Jin Wan smiled, "Brother Shen."

"Waiting for your brother again? Why don't you go inside and wait."

"I want to blow some air."

Shen Yicheng thought about it, the student party stayed in the building most of the time, and probably preferred to stay on the street, "Then..."

"Brother Shen, go first. Don't worry about me."

Hearing what Jin Wan said, Shen Yicheng didn't insist. After all, his time today would be a little tighter, "Then I'll go first. Come and play with me with your brother some other day."

Jin Wan smiled and nodded, "Okay."

After finishing speaking, Shen Yicheng smiled and walked forward.

The cake shop is on the street behind the company, so it will take some time to walk, but in fact he is not far from Shen Yicheng's company.A whole glass wall of the cake shop is obliquely facing the entrance of Shen Yicheng's company.

He went into the store to choose the cake, and while waiting, he sat in front of the glass window, watching the cars and people coming and going outside the window, bored.

When he turned his head, he happened to see Jin Xiangmo leading Luo Xi out of the building.

Shen Yicheng raised his eyebrows.

Immediately afterwards, he saw two people walking towards the right of the company.

When Jin Wan saw two people leaving, she followed behind.

But Shen Yicheng always felt that the atmosphere between them was a bit weird.

In fact, there is indeed a problem with the atmosphere between them.

In fact, before Jin Xiangmo went out, he saw Jin Wan standing under a tree not far away through the glass window in the hall.So he deliberately took Roxi to the right.

He also knew that Jin Wan was following.

But he could only pretend not to know.

Or, Jin Wan just pretended not to know, he was just pretending not to know.

While walking, Jin Xiangmo quietly observed Jin Wan's situation not far behind.

Luo Xi followed him, seeing that Yang was not in his heart, and was about to turn around to see what was going on, when Jin Xiangmo hurriedly shouted, "Don't look back."

Luo Xi froze for a moment, then said, "Your brother?"

Jin Xiangmo didn't speak.

Luo Xi sighed softly, "Are you really planning to keep hiding from your brother like this?"

When Jin Xiangmo heard Luo Xi's words, he lowered his eyes slowly, "I have to avoid him. He's still young..."

"It's not young anymore. It's freshman year. That's over eighteen. It's an adult."

When Jin Xiangmo heard this sentence, his expression became even more lonely, "No matter what, he doesn't need to understand many things. I can't help but understand."

Luo Xi pursed her lips, "But your brother looks so pitiful. Don't you feel sorry for him?"

Jin Xiangmo pursed his lips when he heard the words, but did not speak.

How can you not feel bad.

Jin Wan was someone whom he loved since he was a child, and Jin Xiangmo would always give him whatever Jin Wan wanted.

How could Jin Xiangmo let him be sad.

but.

Jin Xiangmo looked up at the front.

But I have to do it myself.

Luo Xi tilted his head and glanced at Jin Xiangmo, but didn't speak.

Jin Wan followed Jin Xiangmo and Luo Xi all the time, watching them enter a restaurant, he stood quietly not far away with a blank expression.

After standing for less than an hour, he slightly raised the corner of his mouth.Turned around and left.

The location Jin Xiangmo found was very coincidental, and he happened to be able to see Jin Wan, but Jin Wan couldn't see them.

Seeing that Jin Wan was gone and the two of them had almost eaten, Jin Xiangmo said, "I'll take you back... Thank you for today."

Rosie shook his head.

A few weeks ago, Jin Xiangmo suddenly found himself.

"I want to ask you a favor."

Luo Xi looked at Jin Xiangmo blankly, and then heard Jin Xiangmo say, "I think... can you pretend to be my girlfriend for a while?"

After listening to Jin Xiangmo's words, Luo Xi was taken aback for a moment, and then a smile rose from the corner of his mouth, "Pretending to be your girlfriend? Then you have to tell me the reason?"

"No reason. Just, I want you to pretend to be my girlfriend for a while. In exchange, I can do whatever my boyfriend needs to do."

"Jin Xiangmo, please at least be honest when entrusting others to do things."

Jin Xiangmo lowered his head.

Luo Xi turned cold, "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. You can go find someone else."

"Because..." Jin Xiangmo pursed his lips, "Because I fell in love with my younger brother."

Luo Xi once asked Jin Xiangmo why he chose himself as a fake girlfriend. Jin Xiangmo chuckled and said, "Because you don't plan to find a boyfriend. Right?"

Rosie didn't refute.

Luo Xi actually wanted to ask at the time, you said you liked your brother, but what about your brother?

But she didn't ask.

No need to ask either.

If his younger brother didn't like him too, then this improper feeling would only be buried in his heart.

However, he can control himself, but he cannot control others.

When a relationship is just unrequited love, he only brings bitterness to one of the partners.

But when a relationship is two-way, then no matter how restrained one of the parties is, there are still times when it cannot be restrained.

After all, no one can really reject the person they love.

However, ever since Jin Xiangmo realized what kind of thoughts he had towards Jin Wan, he knew it was wrong.

He kept telling himself that for Jin Wan's sake, he must not do any wrong actions, and not give Jin Wan any wrong hints.

He always thought that he could watch Jin Wan grow up like this, find someone he likes, and live happily ever after.

Unexpectedly, Jin Wan found the person she likes.

That person turned out to be himself.

The first moment he knew it was joy, but then he fell into a long self-blame.

He didn't care what others would point out, but he couldn't make Jin Wan fall into the same situation as him.

He feels that young people's feelings are the most unstable. If he sees that he has his own love life, he may be able to gradually let go of this wrong relationship.

After that, whether Jin Wan blamed himself or hated himself, he was willing to bear it.

However, Jin Xiangmo forgot.His feelings for Jin Wan also started in his youth.

He also forgot that Jin Wan's will was stronger than his.

And Jin Wan's feelings are more intense than his.

Considering going home now, it would be deliberate to have dinner with Luo Xi this time.Jin Xiangmo wandered outside for a while before returning home.

When Jin Xiangmo got home, it was already dark.Even the stars and the moon got into the thick clouds arrogantly and refused to come out.

Only light from the light-transmitting windows on the outer wall of the building not far away spilled some light in.

Jin Xiangmo opened the door, frowned, pressed the switch by the door, and turned on the light in the living room.

Jin Wan is not here.

In fact, this should be the effect you want to achieve.

But Jin Xiangmo couldn't be happy.

Jin Xiangmo still remembered Jin Wan's expression when he left, and the slightly raised corner of his mouth was lingering in his mind.

He clenched his fists tightly.

That kind of feeling that he might go to Jin Wan is too strong.

Strong cold sweat began to break out on his back.

Jin Xiangmo walked into the room slowly, "Xiaowan?"

In fact, when he turned on the lights in the living room, he saw that the doors of all the rooms in the house were open, and the lights in each room were tightly closed.

But he still called Jin Wan unwillingly.

"Xiao Wan? Xiao Wan, are you back?"

He first walked into Jin Wan's room.

The room was empty.

But there was a letter on the desk.

He walked over and wrote on the envelope: Jin Xiangmo Qi

Jin Xiangmo was inexplicably afraid to open the letter.

He hoped that what the letter said was that Jin Wan had let go, but he was afraid that Jin Wan would let go completely.

She was even more afraid that Jin Wan would never want to see him again.

He picked up the letter with trembling hands and opened it, but he forgot the strangely strong feeling he had felt the moment he pushed open the door.

Jin Xiangmo took out the letter, looked at the words on the letter paper, his pupils shrank suddenly.

He didn't even have time to read it, so he turned back and rushed to the house.

Jin Xiangmo was indeed ready to accept Jin Wan's hatred and resentment, but he was not ready for Jin Wan to never see him again.

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