Strange disease

The living room was very quiet, I tiptoed in.

The door was closed, I didn't think much about it, and opened it casually.

Then, seeing the scene in the house clearly, I was almost scared out of my wits.

Xi Rong didn't leave.

He lay quietly on the bed with his eyes closed.

My mind went blank for a moment.

... What time is it, and he still doesn't go to work? ?

My rationality tells me to close the door and leave immediately, before he wakes up and finds me coming back, but my hands and body don’t listen to my commands at all, I hold the door tightly, and I can’t take my eyes off him at all .

I have been hiding these days, waiting outside the hospital under the scorching sun for a whole day, just to see Xi Rong's passing back, but now he is right in front of my eyes, very close at hand.

As long as I stretch out my hand, I can touch him, hug him, and live him.

This is the greatest honor that a dead person dare not ask for.

If possible, I want to stay with him forever.

if it is possible……

There was a crumbling string in my mind, and I forced myself to close my eyes, because I knew that as long as I took another step, everything would be irreparable.

There is a voice that seems to be saying, you just came to see him, let's go, let's go.

But I can't move.

My feet seemed to be firmly glued to the floor, and the two villains in my mind were crazily sawing. I found that I still overestimated my willpower.

The more you try to suppress things, the easier it is to backfire, especially feelings.

After a series of movements when I entered the door, he still closed his eyes and didn't move, presumably he didn't wake up.

I vaguely noticed something was wrong, on the bed, his originally pale face seemed to be a little abnormally red.

What's up with him?

I panicked for a moment, couldn't bear it any longer, ran over in a hurry, squatted and knelt beside the bed, and stretched out my hand to touch his forehead.

Very hot.

He has a fever.

I felt like my chest was being grabbed by a pair of invisible hands.

How could he be sick?

He is a doctor himself, why doesn't he know how to take medicine and go to see a doctor?

Just lying on the bed like this, delirious with fever, can the disease be cured?

You have been working overtime for the past two days, and you are so tired that you passed out on the bed. How busy are you?Don't even take care of your body?

Even if I'm underground, I'll revive you, okay?

... Xi Rong, how can I rest assured that you are like this.

Fortunately, there is a medical kit at home. I pulled out the cooling stickers from it, and found some antipyretics.

As I was about to dismantle it, I glanced at the date on the back of the pill box, my good guy, it’s been half a year past the expiration date.

I had no choice but to go out again to buy medicine. There was a pharmacy at the gate of the community. Before I left, I was really worried about him. Apply it to him.

When I went back to the bedroom, his eyes were still tightly closed, his face was very bad, and he looked very uncomfortable.

I hurriedly bought antipyretics from the pharmacy and came back, boiled water again, and then remembered a problem, he was sleepy, and I couldn't feed him this medicine.

I had no choice but to put a cooling patch on him first, and then wiped his sweat with a towel.

Then moved a small bench, sat next to him, and stared at him like this.

When that face didn't wear glasses, his facial features became more and more superior. His eyelashes were drooping like crow feathers. He obviously had an extremely cold and dusty appearance, but he looked extremely tired, and his eyes were now a faint black cyan that never faded all year round. .

I greedily described his appearance, not letting go of a single minute.

He was always by my bed during his lifetime, and after his death, at last, for one time, it was me who guarded him when he was sick.

Even if he won't know all this when he wakes up.

He fell asleep quietly.

The sky was getting dark, and the room was shrouded in night. I guessed that he was about to wake up, and got up from the trance.

I have to go now.

Yeah, I should go.

Just like the sun rises, it will inevitably set again, just like the moon is full and short, life is doomed to perish from the moment it is created.

And my life has come to an end.

Next time, it will probably be goodbye in the next life.

The room was very quiet, and in the darkness before the last light of twilight went out, I could almost clearly hear the nostalgia in my heart pouring out uncontrollably.

...Just treat it as my selfishness, and leave a last thought to indulge myself for a while.

I leaned down, his warm breath gently brushed my face, and I kissed his always cold lips.

Even if it was just a short moment of touch and separation, I still thought very sincerely in my heart that my life has been fulfilled.

I was about to leave when a hot hand suddenly grabbed my wrist.

I paused, completely frozen in place.

With a hoarse voice, Xi Rong said, don't go.

He didn't wake up, and probably still had a fever, which made him unconscious.

He closed his eyes and repeated in a low voice, Ruan Li, don't go.

It even sounded like a beg.

Say no more.

stop talking...

My eyes were sore, and I tried my best to break free from his hand trembling.