Strange disease

Xi Rong's hand locked me tightly, and I couldn't break free at all.

I never thought that I would be dragged back home by the same way he came.

Xi Rong's appearance is really quite scary, I even suspect that he is not awake at all, as long as I struggle a little, he will involuntarily redouble his strength.

My half-fragmented body can't withstand such a toss, not to mention that even when I was alive, in terms of physical strength, I was no match for him at all.

He is going crazy, I have nothing to do with him, I can only accompany him for the time being.

He half-dragged and half-dragged me back.

The two of us stumbled into the door, very embarrassed, and the water dripping from our bodies fell on the carpet in front of the house.

With a loud "bang", Xi Rong closed the door heavily behind me, and immediately locked the door and pulled the latch with a snappy movement.

My heart trembled, not exaggerating.

I thought about the possibility of opening the window now, and then sadly found that before I was caught by Xi Rong, I was almost certain, [-]%, that I would fall directly in front of him into a puddle of horrible flesh.

Although I am already dead, this "death" is really not my wish.

Then the first thing he did when he entered the door, he was caught off guard, suddenly picked up my collar and began to pick my clothes off.

...? !

I immediately clutched my collar tightly like a screaming chicken, trembling: "What are you doing?!!"

Xi Rong looked down at me, and said two words coldly: "Take a bath."

A huge question mark popped up in my head.

In broad daylight, why are you so...so...um...worried?

Immediately, I'm sure my cheeks started to heat up involuntarily because of his words.

What the hell am I getting excited about?

Ruan Li, can you be a little bit promising?

While trying to control my natural physiological response, I said "no" rather vacillatingly.

Xi Rong looked at my expression quietly, as if looking at a mentally handicapped person.

?What, what do you mean, what's wrong?

Only Xi Rong said slowly: "Your clothes are all wet from the rain. If you don't take a shower, what do you want to do? Are you not afraid of catching a cold?"

"Oh…………"

It seems oh.

So this is ah.

So I was just cranking up some yellow crap... I'm guilty...

Ever since Xi Rong suddenly appeared, my whole mind was like a boiling paste, gurgling.

Wait, why does he look more sober than me?

A terrifying guess suddenly came to my mind.

He wouldn't... found me long ago... and then made every effort to catch me here, right? ?

Thinking about it this way, he probably saw me the first day when I was among the crowd in the hospital.

Otherwise, after so many days, why did the security of the whole hospital suddenly seem to be relaxed, and how could I sneak in so smoothly again and again?

I was still secretly happy before, thinking how I was so lucky every time, and then I became more and more courageous.

Now that I think about it carefully, I'm not a professional private detective. I'm good at stalking and tracking. If I wander around like this these days, I must be full of loopholes.

Xi Rong is simply sitting on the sidelines and waiting for a rabbit, catching a turtle in a urn.

I rely on.

To be honest, I was really intimidated by my own thoughts.

Xi Rong, I can't, we really can't...

I've been dead for so long, why bother.

Do you really want to be considered mentally ill by others?

I seriously rejected Xi Rong's intention to help me change my clothes, and went straight into the bathroom.

I'm in a mess right now, so I need to be quiet.

Under the washing of the hot water, I felt as if I had finally regained my sanity slowly.

The wound on my body has healed more than half, and there are almost no traces. It's just that Xi Rong pulled me hard on the road just now, leaving a circle of dark bruises on the skin of the wrist of my left hand.

I was so prescient, I brought in a long-sleeved change of clothes just now, so I could cover it up at least.

I grimaced and began to think about what to do next.

I don't know what Xi Rong is thinking, but with a high probability, according to my speculation, he may have already discovered everything, including the sudden disappearance of my "corpse", and the illusions and dreams he thought were actually not dreams.

Then the most likely explanation in his eyes is - I am "resurrected", and everything is happy.

Of course I don't think I'm really alive, and this is the best evidence.

In my current state, I am not a "normal" person.

I really don't know how long I can "live". In fact, every time I get sick, there is no warning. Every time I lie on the bed dying, it seems that the connection between the will and the body is completely disconnected. The ground is not working... I thought that this time would be the end.

At some point, my body will rot away and my soul will be gone forever.

I don't know what went wrong with all of this, maybe according to the old man, I deserted when black and white impermanence was fascinated, and accidentally let me run away, so I wandered back again.

I am like a thief hiding in the dark of this world, what I steal is not money, but the time left in this world.

But Xi Rong doesn't know, and I don't want him to know.

I really don't want him to be sad about my leaving again.

He has already experienced it once, and he should not, and cannot, go through it a second time because of me.

Originally, Xi Rong and I should have said goodbye long ago. I was just a passer-by, and he would have a better life after all.

It's a pity that good luck tricked people, and I came back half dead, giving him a new hope that didn't exist.

Everything is actually false, but Xi Rong is like a drowning man grasping at the last straw and never letting go.

It turns out that death is really not scary at all. Even if a person dies, as long as he doesn't drink the bowl of Mengpo soup, there are still so many things to be afraid of.

I fear that he will be paranoid, that he will be sad, and worry about his health.

Since he can't let go, let me do it.

This untimely relationship is like a sore that has rotted on the body. Only when it is cut off with all the heart and pain can it heal in the end.

This matter is not easy to do, the most difficult thing is that I have to let go, because one day in the future, he is destined to be with someone else.

Every step you take, whether you advance or retreat, is a mistake.