Strange disease

I stuffed Xi Rong, who was still suffering from a low-grade fever, back under the quilt, put the medicine I bought on his bedside table, boiled a pot of hot water, mixed it with cold water to make it warm, then poured it into a thermos cup, and put it by his hand .

There are not many things in the house. He has been working overtime these days, and he is sick and has no one to take care of him. I'm afraid he didn't even eat a few meals properly.

I spent all the remaining 100 yuan in my pocket, carried a bag of rice, some vegetables, red beans, and a box of milk back, and was afraid that he would not have the energy to deal with it when he got up, so I cooked a meal with his rice cooker. A pot of multigrain porridge, then transferred to the heat preservation mode and left.

I put an empty bowl and a pair of chopsticks next to the rice cooker, so that he will know when he sees that there is something cooked in the pot.

I think I probably won't come again anyway, even if Xi Rong wakes up and finds it strange, she can't guess that I did it.

This time, let it be my last bit of selfishness.

The world is impermanent. When I was young and frivolous, I didn't dare to imagine parting with him, but now, I took the initiative to choose to escape.

It's me, no longer qualified to be willful.

Before I left, I was not willing to look back.

When I returned from Xi Rong's house, the sky was suddenly covered with dark clouds and heavy rain poured down.

I didn't bring an umbrella, and the bean-sized raindrops hit my body, which hurt and hurt.

I have walked this road countless times in the past, and I can memorize almost every shop and every display on the street.

It turned out that after my death, the breakfast shop at the door was also closed, and a newly opened telecom operation network was replaced by it.

The steamed buns at that breakfast shop are very delicious. The owner is a newly promoted dad in his 30s. While managing the shop, he also has to take care of his three-year-old daughter.

The little girl is wearing two small knots, and she smiles when she meets everyone. She is very cute. I often tease her with little candies.

Maybe they moved to a better place and had a better life. I think, will they feel sad when they leave here?

It turns out that parting is just a common thing in the world.

I have never walked so slowly.

Pedestrians on the street were running to hide from the rain, panicking, cars speeding past on the road splashed muddy water all over my body, and my clothes were completely soaked in an instant. You don’t need to look to know what I look like now. Like a poor soaked chicken.

I didn't care too much, and I didn't point at the driver and yell at the driver like other passers-by.

After all, there are not many facts that a person cares about after losing his life.

I stepped in the muddy puddle, and let the rain flow down from the top of my head. In the reflection in the water, I saw my own pale and thin face, which was neither human nor ghost, and was reflected by the rippling water into a distorted virtual image.

"He" looked sad.

My body became heavier and heavier, as if something was dragging me down, binding my feet, entangled my body, and prevented me from taking a step.

I seemed to understand in an instant that it was the remaining nostalgia I still left in the world.

I don't want to leave... I don't want to leave yet.

At this moment, there seemed to be a rush of footsteps coming from behind, stepping on the water.

As if someone was running in the rain, the sound was getting closer and closer to me.

The gray rain curtain seemed to divide the world into countless scattered parts.

I seem to see a picture of another world in front of my eyes - I am walking forward blindly, I don't know where I am going, but I am just wandering on the edge of the world like a ghost, watching countless strangers passing by in a hurry , was bustling with people, but there was still no one person I wanted to see in that crowded crowd.

With a thought, I seemed to have a premonition, my chest seemed to be strangled, and the pain was severe, almost making it difficult for me to breathe.

I turn around.

The sky was filled with mist, but Xi Rong's figure clearly appeared behind me.

At that moment, my world became whole again, as if time was reversed, life was resurrected from the dead, and the fragments of the broken mirror returned to their original places and merged into a perfect circle.

Everything is like a miracle.

He shouted hoarsely in the pouring rain: "Ruan Li! Is it you!"

There was a terrifying obsession and something bordering on maddened surprise in his voice.

His face was covered with water stains, his eyes were bloodshot, he didn't even hold an umbrella, he was only wearing a thin piece of clothing, his whole body was soaked, his forehead hair dripping with water was hanging beside his pale face, his eyes were extremely dark and chaotic, There are countless emotions that I can't understand.

...He looks like he has gone crazy.

What I was most worried about, still happened.

At that moment, I really didn't know whether I should be happy or sad.

The moment Xi Rong appeared in front of my eyes, every part of my body was jumping for joy, and my brain was like setting off fireworks. It was an extremely intense ecstasy that I could only dream of.

All the repressed and avoided things seemed to be ignited at the same time, and they all exploded in my mind.

I almost had no time to react and dodge, he rushed up and embed my whole body in his arms with terrifying strength.

The scorching body temperature blended with the cold rain.

I felt him trembling slightly as he hugged me.

He whispered in my ear, "You're back."

He said word by word, Ruan Li, you are finally back.

He said in a deep voice almost gnashing his teeth: "This time, you will never want to escape from me again."

Time seemed to stand still.

I was caught in that embrace that spanned two worlds, crying and laughing uncontrollably.

Xi Rong, let go of things that should not be attached to, and completely forget about those who have died.

I looked forward and backward, hiding here and there, I said these words silently in my heart countless times, not so much to persuade him, but to warn myself.

But in the end, he couldn't let it go, and neither did I.