Strange disease

Yes, after the first zombie suddenly appeared from the bedroom door of the protagonist's house, my eyes went dark.

Damn, this sense of substitution is absolutely amazing.

The following things are completely out of my control. In short, when I managed to come back to my senses the next second, I was clinging to Xi Rong like a combination of a screaming chicken and a koala.

I regret it, I really regret it.

I sincerely regret my mistake.

I shouldn't be watching horror movies on such a big screen, and turn off the lights and draw the curtains!

Do I have that serious illness? This is not looking for excitement. I just scared half my life away. Why on earth should I embarrass myself like this...

I really want to kill myself for a few minutes, so that I won't have to accept this kind of severe mental torture a few minutes later.

In contrast to me, Xi Rong's expression at the moment is like an iceberg.

I'm not sure if his heart beat faster because of it (probably not), but I really don't have the mood of you and me anymore.

There was only one strong emotion left in me—and that was fright.

The key point is that the zombies in this film are non-stop at all, there is no time to take a breath, one after another, various patterns, men, women, children, and different types of zombies take turns, and they especially like to suddenly appear in scenes you are familiar with. Come out, such as the bathroom at home, the supermarket, the garage...

I thought it would be better to watch Japanese female ghosts, people at least stay out at night, and only work during reasonable working hours, unlike in this movie, why, they engage in wheel wars, zombies have no human rights?Can you arrange some legal holidays for them, they are very tired after howling all the time...

As the plot deepens, I feel that my psychological shadow area can already cover the entire earth.

Above the head, Xi Rong's voice floated, like an echo from heaven.

He asked in a tone that seemed unbearable: "So scared? Do you want to continue watching?"

I was completely unconscious, but I was holding his hand and clutching the hem behind him tightly. I was sweating, and the phrase "shut it off" stuck in my throat. I gritted my teeth and cried out in pain. Shake your head.

In order to meet him, I worked hard, I really worked hard...!

Xi Rong patted my back lightly with his hand, expressionless.

When a movie is over, I feel numb all over.

Damn, this is the first time I saw a chasing man chasing me until I was foaming at the mouth, and almost got out of my body.

As expected of me.

After a long while, I finally slowly recovered from the panic. At this moment, I suddenly realized how...provocative the pose of myself and Xi Rong is.

I almost sat astride Xi Rong with my legs spread apart, my arms around his neck, my upper and lower body were tightly sewed against him, my face lay on his chest, and the top of my head barely touched his chin .

This is not the most important point.

The most important thing is that I seem to... seem to... seem to feel something pressed between the two of us.

Well, it's not particularly obvious, just a faint feeling of being caught...

Ok?

Ok? ? ?

........................

I suspect this is a hallucination caused by my excessive scare.

How is this possible, how is this possible?

I really had a mixed feeling in my heart at the time. On the one hand, there were about 1 villains screaming in my heart, which was not enough to express my excitement. On the other hand, I had to pour cold water to calm myself down. down.

We are so close, I guess the whole movie is spent rubbing against him, Xi Rong is a normal man, of course he will react, what's so strange about that.

It wasn't until a long, long time later that I gradually guessed that Xi Rong should have discovered something was wrong between us at that time.

At that time... Although the process was delicate, unexpectedly, the result was not bad.

So strictly speaking, this is really the place where our love began.

Now I look at the familiar room, the huge TV screen in front of the tatami, the retro chandelier on the roof, the wooden screen... I only feel mixed feelings in my heart.

Xi Rong carried me and his bag into the room, and I stood at the door, as if I suddenly lost my senses and consciousness, only the complex emotions in my heart were stuck in my chest, making me breathless.

I suddenly wanted to ask.

You brought me back here, why?

Xi Rong, when I'm not here, many times when you come alone, what are you thinking.

Are you missing me?

...But I don't want you to miss me alone.

The places are still familiar places, but you should know that everything is actually different.

I'm even thinking, if I have a complete showdown with him at this moment, reveal to him what's on me, break all his illusions, and tell him that even I don't know when I'm going to be completely cold, and we can never go back ... Is it the simplest and most straightforward solution?

Then I immediately rejected myself.

That was so cruel, I couldn't bear to think about it.

Maybe... just maybe there's a better way.

I dare not admit it in my heart, maybe because the atmosphere is too good, maybe because this wooden house has carried too many memories and budding feelings of mine, I can't bear it, and I'm not willing to break it.

After a while, as many years ago, there was a knock on the door.

This time, I jumped off the tatami without haste, opened the door, and sure enough, I saw Boss Chen holding a white plastic plate, saying that he knew we hadn't eaten yet, so he hurried to bring us dinner.

I sincerely took it and thanked him.

I don’t know if it’s a coincidence, but there is still one fish in the three dishes, but this time it’s braised catfish. Sitting opposite me, Xi Rong picked out the bones of the fish naturally, and then dipped the snow-white fish meat into the sauce. Pass it to me.

I like to eat fish but hate bones. Xi Rong is quite proficient in this job. After all, this guy can easily perform precision surgery, and picking a fishbone is even easier for him.

I wonder if he also remembered that I made a fuss about asking him to feed me.

After dinner, Xi Rong packed up the dishes and trash and took them out, while I fiddled with the remote control, looking for good programs.

When I reached the horror-thriller category, I swiped across it quickly, pretending nothing happened.

Just kidding, unless I get shot in the brain and kicked by a donkey in my life, I will definitely, absolutely, never do such a stupid thing again.

Horror, daba! ! !

After 3 minutes, I slapped my face at the speed of light.

The thing is like this.

First of all, I will definitely not take the initiative to watch a horror movie. I am not a masochist, and I want to make things difficult for myself. I still want to sleep peacefully tonight.

But Xi Rong quickly returned after throwing out the trash.

After he entered the door, he glanced at the TV screen, and there seemed to be a glint of cold light in his cold gold-rimmed glasses.

I immediately sat upright, like a hedgehog with fried hair, instinctively feeling the danger.

I stared at him seriously, with seven large characters written on my face: "Lao, Zi, No, Watch, Horror, Horror, Film."

——I don’t know if he has deciphered it. Ordinary people may not have this kind of superpower.

Then, Xi Rong sat down next to me, before I realized what he was going to do, he was so quick...

Stolen my TV remote.

I:? ? ?

Then, with a pause, he slid directly to the section of the movie that I didn't even dare to take a look at just now. Dove didn't dare to be so silky.

I:……

Well, he really knows me too well, so he didn't ask any questions, and took the remote control away, so I had to catch him without a fight and let him do whatever he wanted.

On the other hand... I know him too damn well.

When he entered the door just now, I only had to look at his eyes to know that he was definitely going to do something I didn't like, and the result was exactly as I expected.

He just wants me to watch horror movies with him! ! !

NO!No!I do not accept!

I jumped on him one second before he pressed the play button, grabbed his troublesome hand, and wailed earnestly in my eyes: "Xi Rong, please do me a favor, I'm afraid...you want to watch this movie so much Well, let's change to something more relaxing and pleasant, shall we?"

Xi Rong lowered her head and said in a very serious tone: "Yes, I want to watch it, will you watch it with me?"

There are 1 question marks in my heart.

Why didn't I see that you were so interested in this thing back then?

"Hmm..." I was extremely embarrassed, thinking that even Xi Rong said that he wanted to watch it. He usually seldom said what he wanted to do or didn't want to do. If he said that, he really wanted to watch it. As a considerate person Good boyfriend, it seems unreasonable to reject him so coldly.

What should I do?I'll do what I can, and stay with him?

But I'm still so scared. The key is that I can't control myself when I'm frightened. I'll definitely hug him, scream, and do a lot of things that embarrass me afterwards...

At this time, Xi Rong said again: "If you are really scared, you can go to the bedroom and stay there, I won't force you."

Go to the bedroom and stay alone in the dark, hugging the quilt and listening to the scary howling outside from time to time?

I immediately said: "No, no, no need, I'll watch it with you."

Xi Rong raised the corner of her mouth lightly: "Okay."

In order to avoid lightning strikes at the opening screen, I decided to be prescient and stuff myself into Xi Rong's arms before the movie officially started.

Anyway, you have to go in in the end, so it should be sooner or later, isn't that the reason.

Tonight, I still praise myself for my wit.

The gloomy background music played melodiously, and I immediately tightened my arms involuntarily, and my whole body was firmly attached to Xi Rong. The difference from the last time was that Xi Rong no longer patted me lightly this time. Perfunctory appeasement.

At this time, his broad and powerful palms caressed my back from top to bottom, and hugged me tightly to my chest, like a warm barrier full of security, protecting me in all aspects.

What the hell, I was a little comfortable being touched by him.

Times have changed. When we nest on this tatami again, turn off the lights, and draw the curtains, the only thing that remains the same is——

I was a person who was afraid of watching horror movies when I was alive, and I am still a ghost who is afraid of watching horror movies after death.

Wait, if there are really "ghosts" in this world, if people really have spirits after death, I should have seen a lot of my "companions"...

You really should have seen a bunch of them, why are you afraid of fake ones?

Um?But I have no impression at all?

It dawned on me that I had almost completely overlooked a very important issue until now.

How on earth did I "come back from the dead"?

This in itself is quite a supernatural, even unbelievable thing!

Calculated according to the time in this world, the date of my death should be more than a year ago, and it was nearly a few months when I woke up from the refrigerator at home. All my consciousness and memories have reached the moment when I died in front of Xi Rong. It was interrupted until I woke up again and found myself back in the world.

There was almost a full year between this period, where was the "me", or more precisely, my "soul" in the intervening period?

I don't know if I hit some switch, but when I tried to explore this point in my memory, I suddenly felt a pain that was about to explode.

I felt that all the scenes in front of me suddenly began to swirl like a vortex, and my brain was dizzy violently. Xi Rong at the side quickly discovered my abnormality, and said with a hint of anxiety in his tone: "Ruan Li, are you okay?"

I hugged my forehead, regained my strength, and said in a calm voice as much as possible: "...it's okay."

He pressed Exit and said softly, "Forget it, don't watch it."

Although my situation was not frightened by horror movies, what he said still made me feel a little guilty.

"I'm really fine, but my blood pressure may suddenly increase." I said, "Don't be nervous, just keep watching if you want."

Xi Rong touched the top of my hair: "No, I just..."

just what?

I looked at him suspiciously and blinked my eyes, but he swallowed the second half of the sentence, especially the first half of which was meaningful.

...?

Why are you so tempting? Halfway through the conversation, it makes people even more curious.

So just what?Just want to see me scared the shit out of me?

Then he will be in a good mood?

I can't see that I'm still a happy comedian.

I thought so, so I really asked.

As a result, I got a chestnut from Xi Rong and a blank stare.

Later, when I asked curiously one time, he finally told me what the rest of his words were.

He just wants to hug me.