Strange disease

We originally planned to play a few laps around Wuqing Town. When we came back, due to the heavy rain, many scenic spots were closed. But this time the two of us got up in the morning and hadn’t driven a few kilometers in the car, when Xi Rong’s cell phone suddenly rang .

I saw that his expression was wrong immediately after answering the phone, and I only heard Xi Rong frowned and said "OK" and "Come right away", my heart sank, and I knew that our outing trip would probably come to naught this time.

I don't know if it's because this place is against us, it's not compatible, and something happens every time we come back.

Sure enough, Xi Rong put down the phone and said solemnly: "We have to go back immediately."

I asked: "What's wrong?"

Xi Rong said briefly: "Song Huan, something happened to him, the ambulance has taken him away, and he is now in the emergency department."

I felt a "boom" in my head, like a vibrating bell, buzzing.

We arrived at the hospital where Song Huan was treated after the accident as quickly as possible. The red light in the emergency room was still on. We only learned the whole story from the nurses on the side.

Song Huan was coming home from get off work and was walking on the sidewalk when a truck full of goods went crazy and suddenly slammed into the curb, rolling him under the wheels.

Fortunately, a passer-by called the police quickly, and the ambulance arrived in time, otherwise even if the gods were alive, it would be difficult to save them.

But even so, the situation is quite dangerous now. Song Huan was already unconscious when he was carried into the ambulance, he lost a lot of blood, and the tire was crushed on his abdomen, which caused many of his internal organs to be injured to varying degrees. Destruction, whether it can survive or not depends entirely on fate.

I was terrified and chilled all over when I heard it. I saw Xi Rong's face and knew that the situation was not optimistic.

We were waiting outside, and Song Huan's family also came, as well as his wife and children whom we had never met. They were weeping and weeping, but they were still praying helplessly for him to escape safely. , I felt that the floor under my feet and the ceiling above my head were shaking, and I even felt as if I was dreaming.

how could be?I muttered to myself blankly, Brother Song is a good person, I saw him alive and kicking a few days ago, I also heard him talking to Xi Rong, and he even brought us fish...

Why did it suddenly become like this?

No one can give me an answer, and not all accidents in this world will have an answer, but I have seen a lot of joys and sorrows.

But every time, I am sad, puzzled, at a loss and at a loss, hating the so-called invisible and intangible fate, but I still can't understand the rules in the impermanence of this world.

The world is impermanent, these are really the four cruelest words I have ever heard.

I didn't dare to think at all, what would I do if the person lying in the emergency room was Xi Rong.

I'm afraid I'll just go crazy.

We waited outside for a day and a night, and the red light in the emergency room finally went out.

"It's out of danger for the time being." A doctor said, "But there may also be a risk of serious infection in the future. Close observation is required, and family members still need to be prepared."

It's good news, at least he has survived the first level.

My hanging heart relaxed slightly.

Song Huan's family rushed up almost immediately, but they were completely stopped by the glass door mercilessly. From a distance, I saw Song Ge's whole body was covered with tubes and covered with gauze. After entering the intensive care observation room, all the observation rooms were treated aseptically, and no one was allowed to enter or leave to visit.

None of us can help with this matter. Xi Rong is not in emergency surgery. The accident happened too fast at that time. The hospital where Song Huan was admitted was not the central hospital in the urban area where Xi Rong worked. We discussed it , the current situation of Song Huan is not suitable for transfer, so I can only ask someone to say hello first, so that the care inside can be more attentive, and other more things can't be done for the time being.

After staying up for dozens of hours, everyone couldn't bear it anymore. Song Huan's family members left in turn, went back to take a bath, got a change of clothes, and then came back to change.

I sat side by side with Xi Rong in the corridor, and Xi Rong asked me hoarsely, "Are you sleepy?"

The two of us have been guarding for almost two days. I shook my head. I am really not tired. On the contrary, his eyes are red and bloodshot, and the beard stubble is coming out. I let him go home to rest and sleep first. , Brother Song will notify him immediately if there is any situation here.

But I was worried that he would drive back alone in this way. After hesitating for a long time, I decided that I would send him home in person.

It’s three or four o’clock in the morning, that’s when I still dare to drive, otherwise, if a traffic policeman checks my driver’s license on the road, it will be regarded as a rollover.

But I haven’t touched the steering wheel for a long time, I’m still a little unaccustomed to it, and feel unfamiliar. I’m trembling along the way. A car crawls slower than a turtle. Fortunately, there are no cars at night, otherwise I may be dropped by the driver behind. drip all the way.

Xi Rong was very quiet along the way, with his eyes closed and his face pale, leaning on the back of the chair. I thought he was tired and didn't make a sound, but I was a little worried, thinking that if he fell asleep when he arrived, I would Call him or not call him, I can't bear to wake him up, but if I don't call him, how can I move him home by myself, I can't just let him sleep in the car like this.

But I didn't think he was asleep. I just stopped in the garage in front of my house when he suddenly opened his eyes and turned his head, saying, "Your hands are trembling, you can't even hold the steering wheel steadily, and the road is turning into a snake for you. .”

He made a sudden noise, which made me a little flustered.

In the end, it took a long time to mock me, and I was speechless.

He said in an almost calm voice: "You know, since you left, I thought nothing could make me feel so hopeless."

I didn't move, didn't respond, and stared at the front intently, but my heart was like the sea suddenly breaking up with huge waves.

This should be the first time he... talked to me... about my death.

From another perspective, he actually clearly realized the fact that "I am dead" from beginning to end.

I don't know why he suddenly mentioned that death itself is an indelible scar in our hearts, for him and for me.

It may just be that the accident that happened to Song Huan made it difficult for him to maintain that hard and cold shell. I know Xi Rong, and I understand that even though Song Huan is not just a friend to him, the impact of someone close to him is big enough Let all the camouflage on a person collapse.

Just like me, I may not be as calm as I thought. My hands were indeed sweating and trembling slightly along the way.

Out of the corner of my eye, I realized that Xi Rong's dark eyes were falling on me, and he said in an almost desolate voice: "Don't leave me."

I dare not look at him, my hands trembled even more.

"Did you hear that?" He said softly again, the end of the words was hidden in the boundless darkness, "Don't leave me again."