Strange disease

On the day of the graduation ceremony, Xi Rong came to my school.

I originally said that I went to find him for dinner after taking graduation photos, but I didn't expect him to come so early.

My classmates and I are huddling together to take a group photo. After all, it is a solemn day. Each of us is wearing a three-piece black suit, trousers and tie like a ghost. When we go out, we don’t know it. What real estate agent parade.

Suddenly, there was a figure standing out from the crowd walking towards us in the dark crowd around us. I took a closer look and saw that I was just standing there stupidly, my little heart was pounding.

I saw that Xi Rong was wearing a neat pure white suit, the trousers of the same color under the belt showed his long legs at a glance, and there was no wrinkle on his body. He was wearing a deep indigo tie of the same color as mine. Gold-rimmed glasses, elegant and tall, with a layer of gold rims in the sun, the whole person seems to be shining.

I felt that all eyes were focused on Xi Rong, after all...he is too conspicuous and attractive.

I remember one time I told him in private that he was so handsome in a suit, that he would fuck me twice as fast as usual when he did it in bed... I thought I had seen the aesthetic numbness, but he was in front of me When I appeared in front of all my familiar classmates and friends, the huge visual impact and indescribable psychological satisfaction still made me almost unable to react for a while.

I tried my best to control my overly excited expression, trying to show a little more reserved...

Of course it still failed.

The moment my eyes caught him, I immediately jumped down from the steps, almost sprained my feet because of wearing new leather shoes, I pushed aside the crowd in front of me, and ran towards him.

At that moment, time seemed to stand still, and we hugged each other under the eyes of everyone.

It’s not been a day or two since I’ve been tired of him. Even my roommates and many friends recognize Xi Rong. They let out a “hoo” at the side, and there are girls who don’t know what’s going on screaming and asking: “Wow, my God, Who is this super handsome guy?"

"Am I relying on them as a couple? Is that a couple suit?"

"Help, the picture is so beautiful!"

The booing sound drowned us in the midst like a clamoring tide.

Fortunately, I haven't completely lost my mind. The next second, I let go of him, trying to make that hug look like an ordinary intimate gesture between friends.

Xi Rong put his hand on my waist, and I leaned into his ear, and said softly, "Didn't you tell me to wait for me to be together at night, you got off work so early?"

Xi Rong nodded slightly: "I'm not busy today, I took half a day off."

I was immediately speechless by him.

Did he do it on purpose?He did ask for leave on purpose to see me, right?

I really want to kiss him.

But there are so many people, it is impossible.

I still want to kiss him.

Shi Yuting waved to me in the lively crowd wearing high heels, smiling with a happy expression of "my son has finally made a success". Today, she has a big wavy hairstyle, flaming red lips and big golden earrings. I don't want to notice her at all.

She should be the only one present who knew the inside story of Xi Rong and me. I smiled at her shyly, and somehow felt a sense of shyness about bringing my boyfriend to meet my parents.

Xi Rong glanced at me indifferently, and tightened her hands on my waist: "What are you looking at?"

I immediately retracted my gaze: "Nothing!"

He looked in the direction just now, and I saw that Shi Yuting's eyes were full of gossip and gloating.

? ok, fine.

After a while, it was our turn to take graduation photos. Xi Rong was waiting for me. I felt that my face couldn’t stop smiling all the time. When I took the photo, my expression was very bright. Afterwards, I really got a picture of me in it Graduation photos with a silly smile.

After the graduation ceremony, some students from the student union came over to give me flowers. I was flattered to accept the huge bouquet, and hugged it in my arms a little at a loss.

In the end, each of them bought me flowers, and I couldn't hold them with both hands, so I had to ask Xi Rong to hold the other bouquet for me.

After a day of fuss and taking countless photos, this vigorous graduation season has finally come to an end, and my college career has come to a successful end on this day.

In the end, many people cried, which made me a little sad.

I can't explain the feeling, as if the long-distance bus with the destination will always arrive, and our journey will finally pass.

Holding a large bunch of sunflowers and baby's breath, I walked out of the school gate side by side with Xi Rong. The afterglow of the setting sun spread on the spacious campus avenue, dragging out an orange-red trajectory. One black and one white suit, it looks like a wedding scene for the two of us.

There is no one passing by, we have no guests, no master of ceremonies, no applause, only the sky and the earth, witnessing us to walk this short road together.

After graduation, there is not much difference between my life and Xi Rong's. If I have to say it, we are both busier than before, and the days when we get together less and leave more frequently are also more frequent.

After I formally joined the company, I worked overtime almost every day. It was too early to leave the company at [-] or [-] o’clock. Sometimes I was woken up by the phone when I was half asleep on weekends, and then rushed to the company to work overtime with chicken nests and dark circles.

At this time, the disadvantage of carrying a mortgage on my body became apparent. Even if I am dissatisfied with the leader, I have to be a man with my tail between my legs, and I dare not ask for leave at will. Gotta go and drink the Mistral.

During those days, when I got home, I almost fell asleep. I didn't even care about eating, and I really didn't have any appetite.

Xi Rong lives with me most of the time, but the number of times we meet under the same roof is actually very rare. Basically, he has already left when I wake up, and there is a high probability that he will not be there when I come home from get off work. return.

I feel more and more in my heart that he is simply a superman, and he has worked much harder than me.

Speaking of which, it will soon be our first anniversary together, and I secretly plan the whole big event.

We've both been so busy lately that our love lives and nighttime activities have inevitably become pretty barren, and that's not going to work, I've never been in a relationship, and I've got to play some romance.

As for the whole point, in fact, I have been thinking about it for a long time, but I have not put it into action.

Actually...it's like this...

I kind of want to... propose to him or something.

But just been together for a year, is it a bit anxious suspicion?

I'm not in a hurry (I'm really not in a hurry!), I'm just afraid that he will think I'm in a hurry, will he think he's going to investigate me for a while...or don't want to settle down so quickly, or something like that.

When the time comes, I will knelt down in front of him on one knee with the ring in my hands. If he still refuses me, then I will be too shameless.

I was a little apprehensive, but no matter what, I still planned to give it a try, just as a surprise for him.

The anniversary happened to be on a Friday. In fact, my imagination is quite poor in my bones. I am not born with romantic cells. I can only think of a good restaurant. We will have a candlelight dinner after work, and then go home and prepare gifts. By the way, propose a marriage while he is not paying attention.

...God, it sounds so perfunctory, so casual, without any characteristics.

Although we can't get the certificate in China, and we may still have a long way to go before becoming a legally married couple, I still hope to leave some unforgettable memories for him.

I am bald.well.

As the date approached day by day, I also became more and more nervous. Xi Rong once asked me if there was something wrong with my work, and he saw how I was out of my mind all day long.

I made a haha, thinking that this is not planning how to trick you so that I can tie you up for the rest of my life.

Emma, ​​make a proposal, which makes me want to elope with my "Bai Fumei".

It just so happened that this day was the day for the physical examination of employees arranged by the company. I went to a nearby hospital in the morning and came back. I didn’t have to go back to work. I didn’t tell Xi Rong, so I took this opportunity to go to the shopping mall in the city center without telling him, and turned into the ground floor jewelry counter.

I seldom go to shopping malls, let alone places where the consumption exceeds the standard. When I enter the door, I feel uncomfortable, like a country bumpkin entering the city.

My salary is actually not low, but most of it was handed in, which led to the fact that in order to secretly buy a ring without Xi Rong finding out, I had to carefully hide my private money.

Thinking about it this way, my family status is really humble and sad.

In the end, I chose a pair of platinum men's rings. The dark pattern is on the inner circle of the ring, and our names can be engraved inside. The shape design is low-key, which is more in line with my aesthetics.

After I paid the deposit, the lady at the counter said that this model had to be made to order, and I could pick it up in two weeks.

Counting the time, it was just right.

Even though my pockets are now empty after spending a lot of money, I can't help but feel excited.

I began to fantasize about how that ring would look on Xi Rong's hand, it must look good, when Xi Rong goes out in the future, people will know that he has the owner at a glance——

This person is mine and will be mine for the rest of my life.

It's Friday, oh no, it's Thursday morning, less than an hour before our one-year anniversary officially arrives.

Both Xi Rong and I had to get up early to go to work the next day, but we had already made an appointment with the unit in advance. On special days, we resolutely refused to work overtime and left when the time came. Ceremonial night.

We had already fallen asleep, but somehow I woke up suddenly, Xi Rong was beside me with one arm around me, breathing steadily.

I quietly got out of bed, without disturbing him, and tiptoed to the living room to open the laptop.

Sometimes when the inspiration comes, it is often such a flash of inspiration. I suddenly have a bold idea in my heart, and I am eager to realize it.

In the darkness, I stared at the screen, clicked on the software terminal that I rarely opened, and then, almost with the most cherished mood in my life, I typed a sentence on the keyboard, word by word.

"Whether you are poor or rich, regardless of misfortune or fortune, high or low, regardless of life, old age, sickness or death, I will be loyal to you, I will respect you, take care of you, cherish you, and I will always love you until the end of time."

I breathed a sigh of relief, hit enter, and set the program and time.

At midnight on Friday, this sentence will appear in the "One Word of the Day" in the small program I developed specially for him on Xi Rong's mobile phone.

This might be the most romantic thing I've ever done in my life.

I don't know if he will find this little surprise unexpectedly when he turns on his phone tomorrow.

After finishing everything, I turned off the computer, went back to the room, stuffed myself back into Xi Rong's warm arms, and continued to sleep.

I was almost late in the morning. The reason was that I clung to Xi Rong and kissed him before he left the house. Both of us were a little excited and almost shot my gun. Xi Rong touched my face with dangerous eyes: "Come back tonight to clean you up."

I trembled a bit, reluctantly sent him out, and at the same time looked forward to how he would "clean up" me at night.

Originally, the weather forecast said that today would be cloudy, but it turned out that the sun was shining brightly outside the bed together. The weather was so beautiful. I was in a particularly good mood, humming a ditty all the way to the company.

My colleagues all know that I have a special event today, and I told them that I am accompanying my family members, and I am ready to achieve a positive result.

They jokingly congratulated me, and even came to gossip with the boss during his lunch break.

I was beaming all day long, and the leader did not arrange any tricky tasks for me today, and asked me to go back early.

I also successfully received a custom-made ring two days ago, and I also ordered a chocolate mousse cake, which will be delivered to my home later.

Everything is ready, only Xi Rong nods his head, and I can logically trap him for the rest of his life.

However, I was still a bit uncertain in my heart. I was half nervous and half excited, and I just looked forward to the night coming soon.

As I got off work, I was about to pack up my things and leave, when a call from an unfamiliar number came to my phone.

I picked it up casually——

Then, at that moment, after hearing what the other person said clearly, I only felt my heart stop beating and my blood was flowing backwards.

Almost instantly, I fell from heaven to an endless abyss, my hands and feet were cold, my face was pale, and my mind was blank.

The call came from the hospital where the previous company arranged the medical examination.

The other party said——

There was something wrong with my physical examination report, and several indicators were abnormal. At present, they seriously suspect that it is a malignant tumor.

When Xi Rong came to pick me up, I was still in a daze.

I can't describe how I felt at that time...Really, the feeling of the sky falling was nothing more than that. I didn't know what to do at all, and there were only two shocking words left in my mind.

It’s over.

It's all over.

While driving, Xi Rong glanced at me: "What's wrong with you?"

It took me half a minute to come back to my senses, and I said tremblingly, "...I..."

I can't say what follows.

I can't accept it myself at all, and I really don't know how to tell him.

I gasped for several seconds before I managed to regain some of my language skills. I almost squeezed out each word.

"Can we... can we go home first?"

"I... have something to tell you..."

Xi Rong didn't make a sound, his eyes fell on me, and after a while, he said: "Okay."

We had already made a reservation for the restaurant, but he didn't ask me why I didn't want to go there all of a sudden, but turned around and drove in the direction of home.

I felt as if my whole body was soaked in an ice cellar, and I even suspected that this was just an overly real and terrible nightmare, and I would be fine when I woke up.

...you'll be fine when you wake up.

But in fact, this unexpected disaster and a blow to the head finally woke me up from a self-righteous dream.

When I got home, countless words rolled from the bottom of my tongue, my whole back was soaked in cold sweat, my hands kept shaking, but I couldn't spit out anything.

But he didn't want to, Xi Rong stared at me, and said one step ahead of me: "I also have something to tell you."

I stared at him blankly.

Then, I saw him take out his mobile phone from his pocket, open it in front of my face, and click into the small program designed by me.

The sentence I typed word by word last night was clearly displayed in front of me.

I looked at the words that surfaced above, and the sockets of my eyes quickly began to feel sour.

I seemed to suddenly understand what he was going to do.

I want to stop, I want to stop, but it's too late.

He knelt down on one knee in front of me, and said clearly every single word in a very serious voice——

"Ruan Li, regardless of poverty or wealth, regardless of misfortune or fortune, regardless of life, old age, sickness or death... I will always love you until the end of time."

When he finished that sentence, my eyes were suddenly blurred, hot tears slid down my cheeks uncontrollably, making me completely unable to see his appearance at this moment, making my heart feel like being burned by a flame ,It broke our hearts.

Regardless of misfortune, fortune, high or low, regardless of birth, old age, sickness and death...

I will always love you till the end of time.

...No, I don't want to.

I do not want.

If I get sick, if I die, I beg him, I beg God...

Don't let him love me again.