Strange disease

Sections of the past flashed before my eyes like old movies, until... the face of Xi Rong kneeling on one knee in the past in the screen completely coincided with the appearance of him squatting on the sofa and looking at me now.

I feel that my mind is so messed up, as if it is about to burn.

Xi Rong asked: "What's the matter, looking at me like this?" He paused, "Is Song Huan's condition not very good?"

I blinked, shook my head, and nodded again.

I don't know what's wrong with me, maybe it's because the words Brother Song said to me during the day made me uncontrollably think of the past, and it also made me unable to think calmly.

...I just feel sorry for him.

I don't want to see him suffer, but it seems that everything I do ends up hurting him.

I obviously don't want to do this, I don't want to.

Xi Rong didn't move, he looked at me deeply, then he touched my cheek and ear, and asked softly, "Are you all right? You don't look well."

I slapped his hand away and immediately turned my back on him.

Because I feel like I'm going to cry in the next second, and I don't want to cry in front of him.

Xi Rong patted me on the back: "I'll get you something to eat first, and then I'll go to the hospital to take a look at Song Huan, okay?"

I hugged my knees and curled myself up on the sofa like a shrimp.

Xi Rong didn't get my answer, so he put a bowl of wontons on the coffee table next to me and told me to eat quickly. Just as I was about to go out, I suddenly turned over and grabbed his collar forcefully.

Unprepared, he was caught off guard by me and fell on me.

I held his face in my arms and kissed it eagerly, like a lost traveler who has been thirsty in the desert for half a month.

I tasted the saltiness of tears in my own mouth, and we shared the taste with moist mouths.

All the lingering affection melted into the fiery lips and tongue.

For a moment, he let go of me, put his hand on the side of my face, and stared at me like the night sea in his dark eyes, with complicated meanings.

After a long time, he said in a low voice, "What are you hiding from me?"

This is not a question, but a statement.

I looked at him and didn't speak.

I thought to myself, now I say no, can he believe it?

However, Xi Rong sighed at this moment, and the words were clearly mostly compromised: "When do you want to tell me, let's talk about it."

I opened my eyes slightly.

He looked down at me from top to bottom, gently stroking the wet tears on my face back and forth with his slightly warm fingertips, over and over again until the little water stains were wiped dry.

I didn't move, we didn't make a sound, and he just used such small movements to express, as if we knew each other at the moment, he knew that even if he asked me what happened to make me lose my composure suddenly, I would Will never tell the truth.

Xi Rong and I finished the hot wontons with bowls in our hands, and I went to the bathroom to wash my face, so that I didn't look so embarrassed.

In the end, the situation turned into that the two of us went out together to visit Song Huan in the hospital. I saw Song Huan for the third time on the same day, and I felt that the moment he saw me, his entire expression was numb.

At night, Song Huan's wife and daughter who had just entered junior high school were guarding the hospital bed, and the little girl pulled me to ask me math problems.

Xi Rong was talking to Song Huan, and I happened to be bored, so I saw her take out a thick stack of test papers and exercise books from her schoolbag, lying on the chair outside the ward to do her homework, biting the pen while she was meditating , Constipation expression.

I looked at it for fun, so I leaned over to study the topics in the exercise book. Fortunately, after such a long time, I haven't returned all the knowledge of my nine-year compulsory education to the teacher, and it is more than enough to deal with the junior high school topics.

I snatched her pen and said generously, "Brother will help you!"

The little girl blinked her eyes flickeringly, as if she saw the worship of the savior.

I said, "Go in and be with your dad."

After a brief surprise, the little girl obviously hesitated: "But the teacher said... If you don't do the homework by yourself, you will fail the exam..."

I rolled my eyes and encouraged me: "Your teacher is scaring you. My brother grew up copying homework at the same table, so he is still admitted to university? You just need to understand it, and the exact same questions keep going back and forth. What's the meaning?"

The little girl nodded approvingly, and then sneaked into the ward very shamelessly, leaving me alone in the corridor outside the ward, facing a lot of homework and examination papers, the scene was very bleak.

Eh wait?Am I teaching the kids bad?

Wait a minute... Why do I, a guy who is already dead, still have to be tortured by math problems?

So when Xi Rong came out, there was such a funny scene——

I squatted on the ground, wringing my fingers and struggling to calculate the math problems in junior high school. There is no way. I have been accustomed to using software to do calculations for so many years. Without modern technology, I have to think about the multiplication of two digits for a long time.

I was halfway through the calculation with a sad face, when two straight long legs suddenly appeared in front of me, my train of thought was interrupted instantly, I raised my head, and saw Xi Rong looking at me with a speechless and funny expression on his face.

What are you doing?Have you ever seen anyone doing homework?this expression...

Xi Rong stepped forward, bent down, and asked with a laughing voice: "Where can't I? Let me teach you?"

I somehow felt that his tone seemed to be coaxing a child, it was weird.

I really want to declare that I really can't do it, but I need to spend more brain cells... But Xi Rong suddenly held my hand holding the pen holder, and dropped a kiss on the side of my face like a dragonfly.

I didn't even react, but the place he touched quickly became hot and hot, and I suspected that my whole face was completely red immediately.

Is this a hospital?Can you kiss without moving?Pay attention to the impact, okay?

Hey, no, where did I go just now? ? ?

Filled with righteous indignation, I gave him a hammer, accusing him of interrupting my train of thought: "What are you doing, suddenly and inexplicably..."

After all, it was a public place, so I was a little embarrassed, and the more I spoke, the quieter I became.

Xi Rong: "Look at your cuteness."

I:"?"

What?Why don't I just lie there and count...

But my face seems to be getting hotter.

Then I suddenly thought, if I could get to know Xi Rong earlier, he would probably be like a bit of a nasty big brother, mocking me with contempt when I couldn't make a topic, and writing down in the notebook while I wasn't paying attention. A string of correct answers, and then we hid on the windowsill of the classroom and kissed quietly.

What's the matter with being a little excited.

That's great, we'll have a little more time that way.

Just as I was wandering around, Xi Rong passed through my legs with one hand, supported my upper body with the other, hugged me all at once, and said, "I'm home."

I was held in his arms, and I hesitated to refuse: "But I haven't finished my homework yet...I promised that little girl..."

Xi Rong squinted at me: "What should I say? Take it home for you and continue to do it?"

I shut my mouth embarrassingly: "..."

That's it.

It was quite late when the two of us got home, and Xi Rong had to go to work the next day, so I drove him to bed.

Xi Rong didn't move, his eyes were heavy, as if something was surging in his eyes, I looked at his expression, and vaguely felt that he seemed to have some malicious intentions.

As expected, he said in the next sentence: "Move back."

The words were endless, but I immediately understood what he meant. He meant that I should move back to the master bedroom and sleep with him.

The crumbling string in my heart tensed instantly, but this matter alone, I absolutely dare not agree to.

I secretly told myself that I had already made a wrong step, and I reined in from the precipice, and I must hold on to the final bottom line.

Although the abnormality on my body is not obvious now, I share the same bed every day, and I always have negligence, not to mention good times and bad times, I can't figure out the pattern at all, and I don't know when I will suddenly get sick. Discovering the clues is the real deal.

I shook my head resolutely, Xi Rong stopped talking with a dark face, and went back to the room.

The next day, when I woke up, it was already dark. I was stunned, and even wondered if I was suddenly possessed by the god of sleep.

I actually fell asleep for a whole day?what's going on?

I don't know if it's because I've been lying down for too long, and my limbs have a particularly uncomfortable feeling of stiffness. I found that I was holding my big shark, and the hala flowed onto its head. The whole person's shape was quite unsightly.

I lay stiffly for a while, waiting patiently for the sense of touch in my body to slowly return. This also happened when the disease was severe before. After the skin ulcerated, the pain lasted all night, and I had to wait for a long time when I woke up the next day. I can move, I feel like being pressed by a ghost.

I was quite panicked at first, but after going through it a few times, my nerves grew stronger and I am completely used to it by now.

But it's still amazing, I'm obviously a "ghost", but I'm still being crushed by a ghost?

What is the principle?

and many more……

In my dream last night, I seemed to hear the sound of water again.

I also seemed to see a person wearing an extremely dark cloak, only one face was pale and pale, but his appearance was very young and handsome, but somehow it made me feel a little scared.

As long as you get a little closer, you can instinctively feel that this person is cold all over his body, like a ghost, and there are four words clearly written all over his body - "Do not approach strangers".

My mind was in a mess. Originally, if I had a dream, I would forget it all by appointment the next day, but this time it seemed that I remembered more.

I heard the man turn his mouth towards me, and spit out a few words with vague meanings, such as "go up" and "go fast". In the dream, a cold voice came from above his head, but it was as thick and heavy as a bell , echoed repeatedly in my mind.

As I was thinking wildly, the door of the bedroom opened suddenly, before I had time to move——

It's Xi Rong.

As soon as he woke up, he had already returned from get off work, and the time passed so quickly.

He had a strange expression, turned on the light for me, and asked in disbelief, "Have you slept all day?"

I lay there like a pancake.

Xi Rong stepped forward and looked down at me.

Being stared at by him made me feel a little guilty, and I wondered why he was looking at pigs...I didn't want to...

Then Xi Rong took the big shark from my arms.

I:"……?"

I watched with nostalgia for the soft big shark pillow being held in his hands without mercy, and my saliva was still on it... Xi Rong turned his condemning eyes coldly, and said nothing.

Clam?What are you doing?

What does he mean, think I'm naive?

As a result, he took my big shark away. After I got up, I looked for it for a long time and found it swimming in the washing machine.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in my brain, and I seemed to vaguely understand the meaning behind Xi Rong's words——

"You'd rather hug it than me?"

The cleaned big shark looked decadent, slumped on the clothes rack with its white belly turned, and stared at me with big teasing eyes, as if saying: Hug your Lao Gong, he is very lonely.