Jealousy and I love you

While fearing the result, there is also a faint expectation in my heart. I know that the result is certain, but I always think about it.

We both slept until noon the next day, and Liu Xun started moaning before he woke up. I swallowed several times before I dared to turn to him.

"Fuck!" He opened his eyes and saw me, first cursed a few bad words one after another, and then ordered me to help him dress, seeing that his whole body was about to be redressed, I didn't dare to complain about his young master temper.

Help Young Master Liu to the dining table, I think it's time for us to have a good talk.He yelled again that he was hungry and wanted porridge, so I had to solve this problem first.

After finally waiting for him to finish his porridge procrastinatingly and evasively hesitating for a long time, I have given up the last lost thought of redemption. I just want to have a good night with him and then go my separate ways. Anyway, my economic contract is almost over. It's due, and the company has no plans to continue to support me, an idler.

Liu Xun didn't dare to look me in the eye, obviously he was the one who should have rightly insulted me, but now he has become the young daughter-in-law of the ancient times after the newlyweds lost their virginity.

I pretended to be a rascal on purpose, and knocked on the tabletop of the glass dining table to get his attention: "I said, don't you want to pretend that nothing happened last night?"

"Eh?" Liu Xun never expected that I would have such a reaction. After being stunned for a moment, he replied angrily, "Damn, I wanted to give you some face to borrow a donkey to go downhill, don't you know what's good!"

"Hmph," I pretended to sneer, "thank you, but now, I don't need any more face, as long as you still appear in front of me, still like this indifferent, I can't guarantee that I won't fuck you anymore Second time, third time."

"You!" Liu Xun choked, "You... like me?"

Me: "..." This guy's brain circuit is really puzzling.

"Give up, I'm straight, I can't be with you. Yan Su'an, we've known each other for more than ten years, it's better to be friends... What happened last night, I, I can pretend it never happened, you Don't mention it any more."

I never expected that his heart would be so broad. My behavior last night could be regarded as rape, and he could pretend it never happened. Even I didn't know how to react next.

Liu Xun took out his mobile phone to check the time, then looked up and said to me: "I have an event in the studio on the outskirts of the city, you can go with me."

"I won't go." I subconsciously refused him.

"No! You have to accompany me. Now my agent is waiting for me downstairs. What will he think if he sees my sore back and back? Besides... I can't even move to the living room now. "

I couldn't compete with this rascal, so I helped him all the way to the nanny's car parked downstairs.Liu Xun's manager, Sister Yang, saw his grinning face in pain, and frowned, "Did you fool around again last night?"

"Oh my god, can fooling around be mixed up with this kind of virtue?" He grabbed me who was about to get out of the car, and introduced to Sister Yang casually, "This is Yan Su'an." Although he and I are in the same brokerage company, the two of us The level of her is really too bad. Sister Yang is a gold broker in the company, so it is normal not to know me, a junior.

"Well," Sister Yang glanced at me casually and nodded, "I know. Since you're here, let's go together." She didn't ask me if I had anything else to do today, and I was speechless , can only sit quietly in the back seat.

Along the way, Sister Yang was discussing the next work arrangement with Liu Xun. Because of her arm injury, several competitive variety shows had to fail, and the shooting of commercials was also postponed. A newspaper interview came to the door again, and today Liu Xun went to shoot the cover of the magazine.

I sat in the back seat silently, watching Liu Xun and Sister Yang chatting enthusiastically, and felt that I was humiliating myself by getting into this car today.

"Did you drink again last night? It looks like your eyes are bloodshot. The most important thing for an artist is his own image, let me tell you..." Most of the time, Sister Yang was educating Liu Xun, and Liu Xun didn't talk back. Nodding his head, he said that he must be strict with himself in the future.

Fortunately, there was no traffic jam today, half an hour later we arrived at the studio, and the staff of the magazine were all ready. After getting off the bus, Liu Xun put on make-up and interviewed non-stop.

I sat and watched, feeling extremely impatient, but I couldn't get a taxi here, so I could only wait to go back with Liu Xun after the end.Bored, I took out my phone and swiped Weibo, just in time to see Liu Xun's update in the morning:

@刘苏very good: There is a good wife at home~@吴Suan Hcl

He also attached a back view of me cooking in the kitchen.

Liu Xun has tens of millions of fans. Less than two hours ago, there were already [-] comments on Weibo, most of which wished for a speedy recovery, and a few people said that I am so warm, and it really is a deep friendship.

I couldn't help laughing, now Liu Xun and I have really established a relationship as a gay friend, and there are still many CP fans on the Internet wishing that we really have "that kind of relationship".That idiot always asks @我 when he posts on Weibo. I guess I only have [-] followers and it’s probably because of his followers. But now, he’s already on my account and he’s still in the mood to post this kind of Weibo.

Sitting next to me, Sister Yang saw the content on my phone and said to me, "Please take care of Liu Xun."

I replied politely: "It's okay, we live close. I've been fine recently, so I'll go over and help him."

"No announcement recently?"

"Uh..." I was a little embarrassed for a while, so I could only answer, "There will be a performance in two days." It was still in a small city far away, and it was a platform for a newly opened shopping mall.

"Oh, that's right." Sister Yang didn't say anything more.

Liu Xun put on light makeup and a neat hairstyle. Although his hands were still in plaster, he still faced the camera with a bright smile. After a while, he complained of back pain and called his assistant to move him a chair to sit on. .

I glanced at him, touched my nose, and continued to look down at my phone.In fact, the phone just ran out of battery and turned off. I didn't want to look too stupid, so I could only continue to pretend to be playing.

At this time, Sister Yang suddenly turned her head and said to me: "You go and take some photos with Liu Xun. Jonny, put some makeup on him too."

"Huh?" I didn't respond for a while.

Sister Yang didn't respond to me, she went straight to the person in charge of the magazine and the photographer, discussed in a low voice, the other party nodded, and called for a makeup artist to put on my makeup.

It has been a long time since I had this kind of filming announcement, and I was still dizzy when I was pushed next to Liu Xun.Liu Xun seemed to be in a good mood, sitting on the high chair, his upper body was very close to me, as if he had something to say to me.

I looked at him in astonishment, and the photographer started to press the shutter.

In the flash, he stared into my eyes and said softly, "Ann, it's not an official shoot, it might be released as a tidbit on the Internet. Come on, have a laugh."

I sneered in my heart, too, how could I be on the cover of a top magazine with Liu Xun at my level.

I grinned, and posed a few poses with Liu Xun in coordination, because what happened just last night, I couldn't be as close as before with Liu Xun, but this fool really pretended that nothing happened, and hugged me The smile is so sweet, I don't know how many CP fans will use this photo as material after it is released.

Liu Xun was doing an interview, and Sister Yang and I were waiting in the car, and the atmosphere became awkward again.After about half an hour, I was about to say something to ease the embarrassment, Liu Xun and his assistant opened the door and got into the car.

"There's nothing else to do today, so go back and have a good rest. Do you know that the Z program is going to your house tomorrow?"

"Ok, I know."

"Get ready, I need to call the assistant for help." Sister Yang got off the car halfway after explaining the matter. The driver took us to the gate of the community, and Liu Xun asked the assistant to go back.

I followed him upstairs, and I had to give him a hand from time to time: "Your broken kennel, will you show it to people tomorrow?"

"It's because of you." Liu Xun took out the key, he hasn't been home for almost half a year, and he came directly to my place last night, the door lock was covered with dust.

I owe him.

Before the essence/worm gets into my head, I plan to find the right time to have a smart sex and then leave, go far away, and quit this circle.After raped him, I was in a dilemma, but I still wanted to completely break off with him.

But now, I'm helping Liu Xun clean up and bickering with him.

He watched me throw the unwashed dirty clothes and socks into the trash can, and shouted dissatisfiedly: "Why, I can still wear this after washing, it's a waste to throw it away."

"Then you wash it yourself?"

"... Throw it away, throw it away."

Fortunately, this is the smallest single room in all Liu Xun's properties. I cleaned it all afternoon, and finally I can barely take a photo.Liu Xun ordered takeaway and told me to open the door.

"Why do you have to come to my house for a meal..."

"My house has just been cleaned, and I have to wait and eat all over the place. It is you who have worked hard."

I turned back and stared at him: "Wait, if you dare to drop a little scum on the floor of my house..."

"What's the matter, can you still rape/rape me?" Liu Xun couldn't wait to tear open the packing box and took a bite of the pizza, then he replied casually, and we were silent for a while.

"Uh..." Liu Xun looked more embarrassed than me, "The door is open, go in quickly."

Just now, a slip of the tongue made us finish our dinner silently. I waved him to go home, bowed my head and started to clear the table.

Liu Xun went to the porch to change his shoes, turned his back to me, and suddenly said: "Su An, are we as good as before? You are my strongest brother, I really don't care about it, and you..."

"No." I interrupted him, my heart was in a mess, and I suddenly wanted to get angry.

"If you are gay, you can definitely find someone better than me, and I can introduce you..."

"Shut up!" I flipped the table, and yelled completely uncontrollably, "Shut up! You don't understand anything at all! The only fucking thing I want/fuck/ is you, get out, or I won't rape you!"

Liu Xun sighed and left.

I fell to the ground dejectedly, rubbing my hair irritably. What I just said was just angry words, and I didn’t mean to rape/rape again in my heart. The satisfaction last night was enough, and the turmoil that followed I don't regret breaking this relationship, but I really hate myself for not being able to get away with style.I still have a contract, I still have a mortgage, and I still need money. I am reluctant to leave this aura, even if it was given to me by Liu Xun.

All day today, I have been hesitating whether to contact my agent and ask him what I should do next. If I want to be so tepid in the future, I should choose to change careers no matter how reluctant I am. .

The next day I stayed at home and did not go out. I woke up naturally in the morning, then exercised and played games. I checked Weibo before going to bed. I saw that my followers had increased by [-]. Almost all of them were fans of Liu Xun, and the comments were all It is "Take good care of my family Xunxun" and "Warm Man Ann wishes you and Xunxun a long and loving life".

I was so annoyed, I couldn't find a way to vent, I just wanted to avoid Liu Xun temporarily.

I went to bed early, and vaguely heard a loud noise from the opposite door. It must be someone from the Z program, but it had nothing to do with me.I just thought about it and fell asleep.

The author has something to say: There are a little more harmonious words...but it is really Qingshuiwen