The president who wears books is cold

There are many reasons for Ding Shuyan's depression, such as Ding Manting's teachings in his ears since he was a child, his experience and his own oversensitive personality.

In other words, no matter who is replaced by Ding Shuyan, he will probably be driven crazy in the end.

As for the instigator of his character, Xu Lin hung up the phone in his hand, thinking that the author sb would not explain.

When he arrived at the hospital, Ding Shuyan was still in a coma, and the curtains in the ward were pulled down. In the dim light, Xu Lin stared at Ding Shuyan on the hospital bed in a daze.

The hatred towards Zhou Ji has not disappeared till now, the deceit and betrayal he has done to himself, and the fact that he ended his life by himself, in the midnight dream, they will always come to Xu Lin unexpectedly, causing him constant insomnia .

With deep love and deep hatred, Xu Lin's affection for Zhou Ji has long since disappeared, but his hatred for him has remained intact.

Maybe it was because he didn't have the chance to seek revenge on him personally, or maybe it was just because Xu Lin felt that he was too stupid.

But the two years we just met...

Zhou Ji really looks like that kind of smiling face, don't be wary, it can always relax his tense nerves.

At that time, Xu Lin even thought that they would live like this for the rest of their lives.

So at the end of the day, he's just afraid of being alone.

Thinking of this, Xu Lin couldn't help showing a self-deprecating smile.

When Ding Shuyan woke up, he thought he was still dreaming. It wasn't until the hand he stretched out was inadvertently avoided by the vague figure that he realized that Xie Weiqi was indeed standing in front of him.

Xie Weiqi in front of him had a tense expression, and he didn't look like he was in his dream at all.

Xie Weiqi in the dream was still a teenager like himself, he walked in front, and he followed behind him, under the dazzling sunlight, he suddenly turned around and said something to himself, with a proud smile on his face, his eyes were ready to come out love and pampering.

Xie Weiqi in the dream loved him deeply, so compared to the reality in front of him, Ding Shuyan suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.

It seems that inadvertently, he lost Xie Weiqi by accident.

Thinking of this, Ding Shuyan smiled wryly, thinking that he was naive enough to think that the man would stand there and wait for him.

Now that he has come out, he has been trapped in the same place...

Probably knowing that the two of them could not go back to the past, seeing Ding Shuyan's face gradually creeping up into a layer of dead silence, Xu Lin spoke to him expressionlessly, and said, "Why were you sent here last night? Sleeping pills?"

With a cold voice without any emotion, Ding Shuyan smiled and said, "Is it related to you?"

"If you die because of me, this matter will become a stain and burden on my life, and it will also be a big trouble."

"I didn't ask you to come and see me."

"But I care about Li Xin's feelings, that person is stupid as hell, even if he is used by you, he is unconscious and too kind, because you have helped him once, and he will continue to give you regardless of the consequences. "

Thinking of Li Xin's final fate in the book, Xu Lin suddenly felt that there was probably no other person who was more mentally handicapped than him in this world.

There is no one who is more selfish than Ding Shuyan.

"Ding Shuyan, you are an adult, and it is your own business to die or live, but you can't be too selfish, and use him to do this kind of thing that hurts him when you know what kind of feelings others have for you. , you kind of person..." Thinking of Zhou Ji, Xu Lin sneered and said, "Very cheap, very cheap."

Every time he sees Xie Weiqi, he will completely overturn his own understanding of him.

Ding Shuyan had never been said like this since he was a child, and he still used such vulgar language. He was stunned. He looked at Xie Weiqi who still showed no emotion in front of him, thinking that if he was not too weak right now, he would definitely I'll pull this guy over and beat him up again.

"Also, you don't have to worry about food and clothing. If others don't like you, you just find another one. Based on your conditions, what kind of person can't be found? Why hang yourself on a tree? Jittery, Ding Shuyan, you Is that a man?"

"you!"

Ding Shuyan's red eyes were about to pop out of his sockets, but Xu Lin remained unmoved, and said, "When you're full, you think about lust, you're completely full."

After hearing what he said, Ding Shuyan, who was lying on the hospital bed, turned into a fish on the chopping board. The appearance of fragments.

Seeing him like this, Xu Lin couldn't help but think of a report he had read in a newspaper. When depression developed to an advanced stage, most patients would end their own lives.

Xu Lin didn't feel that he had such a close relationship with Ding Shuyan, and he didn't know how far his illness had progressed, but if he was allowed to watch a normal person become the kind who couldn't speak, he would just keep nodding repeatedly. He probably also felt that he couldn't bear the dementia appearance.

Thinking that it was also for his own good, Xu Lin turned around and said, "Be kinder to Li Xin, that person likes you very much... No matter what, you should cherish such a relationship."

"do not want!"

Before Xu Lin came back to his senses, Ding Shuyan jumped off the bed before him and hugged him.

Probably because he had been suppressed for too long, Xu Lin soon felt a burst of wetness on his back.

"Xie Weiqi, I only like you, and I don't want anyone else." While speaking, Ding Shuyan's voice was already crying, and he said: "I'm with Li Xin just to stimulate you, I don't like him, Xie Weiqi, you Why amnesia? The person you liked before was me! How could you forget me so easily?"

Ding Shuyan's voice was not necessarily high-pitched, but it was obviously sad.

From another perspective, Ding Shuyan and Xie Weiqi are actually very loyal to each other and this relationship.

Although I feel sorry for them, I am not Xie Weiqi, nor do I want to be his substitute.

Just as he was about to pull Ding Shuyan's hand away, Xu Lin saw Li Xin who was standing at the door in a daze.

Wearing a baseball cap that can cover his entire face with his head down, holding a bouquet of flowers in his hand while carrying a delicate bento, he maintains an exaggerated expression ready to jump in and scare people.

Only now that expression was frozen on his face.

Seeing Xu Lin looking at him, he immediately came back to his senses, said a word of hug in a low voice, apologized, and quickly left the ward.

A look of being terrified and panicked.

There was a strange feeling in his heart, Xu Lin pushed Ding Shuyan away behind him without expression, and said, "Sorry, we are half brothers, and it will never be possible in the future."

Maybe he didn't expect that he would go out with him. Li Xin, who was walking in front, would give people a feeling of being lost just from the back.

Do you like Ding Shuyan that much?

Xu Lin shook his head bitterly.

"Li Xin."

Hearing himself calling him, Li Xin turned around like a ghost, and when he saw Xu Lin clearly, he backed away immediately and said, "Thank you, Xie Weiqi, don't come here."

Seeing him holding up the bouquet and bento box in front of him, Xu Lin said dumbfoundedly: "What are you doing? Think I will eat you?"

"No, it's not..." Li Xin looked very confused at this time, seeing Xu Lin was still approaching him, he said again: "Let me calm down first."

"What do you want to calm down?"

I probably will never understand this person's thoughts, seeing him belatedly throw the bento and flower bouquet into the trash can next to him, and then simply run instead of walking, Xu Lin had no choice but to keep up.

"Li Xin!"

His own voice echoed in the quiet parking lot. Seeing Li Xin's slightly trembling shoulders, Xu Lin had no choice but to lower his voice to talk to him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know that Ding Shuyan would say those things to me. Also, I won't meet him again...Maybe, you can insist a little longer...Maybe it will impress him..."

Xu Lin didn't know how to comfort others, he stumbled and finished speaking, his words were roughly interrupted by Li Xin.

"certainly not!"

His voice was a little choked, Xu Lin shook his head, thinking that he had the ability to make two men cry at the same time in one night.

It's just that Ding Shuyan did it because of Xie Weiqi, but Li Xin did it because of herself.

Hearing him suddenly shout out childishly, Xu Lin felt strange, and said with some doubts, "It's not what?"

"No... not for Brother Shuyan."

The tone seemed very lacking in confidence, Xu Lin clasped his shoulders to force him to turn around, and said, "What is that for?"

Li Xin's eyes were red and swollen with his head down. When Xu Lin asked him, he just turned his head to one side and bit his lip without speaking.

The hand clasping his shoulder was subconsciously hard, Xu Lin lowered his head and said, "Is it because of me?" After a pause, his expression had become serious, and he said, "Li Xin, the person you like is actually it's me?"

Li Xin, who tilted his head, still didn't speak, but from his dodging eyes, Xu Lin thought that he had probably guessed the answer.

"Li Xin."

When Li Xin looked up dully, Xu Lin had already raised his chin and kissed him.

All this time, Xu Lin hadn't figured out what kind of thoughts he had towards Li Xin.

He is not too kind and impatient, but every time he meets Li Xin, he will unconsciously make an exception for this person.

Thinking of this, Xu Lin couldn't help lamenting his own slowness.

It's just that when did I fall in love with him?

When he broke into his sight without notice?Or was it because he walked with him for nearly an hour at night that night?

No, probably earlier than before.

Before seeing Li Xin, he already had a clear understanding of this person's character through that novel.

He looks arrogant and willful on the outside, but his heart is softer than anyone else. For those who have been kind to him, he will always do everything possible to repay those who have been kind to him.

And what I like about him is that when he really falls in love with someone, he will be devoted to that person for the rest of his life.

From a long time ago, when Xu Lin found out that Zhou Ji was treating him in a positive and negative way, he very much hoped that he could find such a lover.

It's a pity that he didn't understand this truth until today.